#/ SHE MAKES CONCERNING DECISIONS
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there are always like fandom specific “subgenres” of fic where there are a few really specific questions or big events in canon that a large percentage of fics want to explore. there are a few of these for taz balance fic but one of if not the biggest is “lucretia forgiveness”—which is usually about the question of how taako specifically feels about lucretia’s decisions post canon, and especially whether he forgives her. and while that’s definitely an interesting question, it tends to dominate, and it’s unfortunate because i find barry’s, davenport’s, and especially lup’s responses to lucretia’s decisions far more interesting
#not that focusing on taako is wrong since hes like. a main character and has the most vocal reaction to her in canon. it makes sense#but still!! the others!!#lup especially gets the short end because a lot of times people want to focus on taako or sometimes barry#and she factors into both of those so much that she just ends up supporting their stories rather than having the focus on HER feelings#(and because she forgives lucretia right off the bat so there’s not like. as much Drama)#but her feelings are the most interesting to me!! lup and lucretia’s parallels drive me crazy.#the guilt and martyrdom and noble to a fault and making a choice when there are no right choices sistersssss#and yet for all the similarities they’re still opposed when it comes to those decisions#i also hate the emphasis on forgiveness but thats my own thing#i think a better question than ‘does taako forgive lucretia’ would be#‘how does taako and lucretia’s relationship change in the future’#just a little more open ended and not so concerned with forgiveness. since i’m a big believer you can move on w someone without forgiveness#taz balance#taz#lucretia#mine
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I think what's getting me about the ending, more than how bittersweet they are is just that (endgame spoilers lool)
There's just no trust. Whoever the player sides with (and you HAVE to side with one of the them, no way out for you) just illustrates that Verso and Maelle don't trust that the other will follow through if they decide to listen.
Maelle can't trust Verso to not destroy the painting while she's gone to recuperate (and she's right). Verso can't trust Maelle to actually leave the painting after ostensibly fixing things up. (and how long would that even take? A day? A week? A year? Real world time or canvas time?)
And it makes me think back to their final relationship conversation, where Verso can either lie or be truthful about whether he let Gustave die. I was bothered by how subdued Maelle's reaction was, and eventually chalked it up to her putting it behind them. For context I chose to tell her the truth.
But I think whatever you chose, Maelle had already made up her mind about what Verso was capable of, and what she was planning to do with her life. She had already figured out that she can't trust him - he had already left everyone Lumiere to die instead of giving her Alicia's letter, telling her that shes' Alicia. (Maybe at first she still wanted to trust him. She understood why he did what he did, but by that point she asks about Gustave, she's made up her mind) And she'd already proven that, when push comes to shove, she's not going to listen to what Verso has to say, even about him not wanting to be alive anymore. Killing Alicia was a kindness to her, but she didn't let Verso even say goodbye. Yeah, it was her (Alicia/Maelle) decision, but to Verso it must've felt like he didn't matter.
He was just another portrait of her brother she couldn't lose.
And it kills me that they couldn't trust each other enough to reach a compromise, but they'd already made their decision long before their fight.
#clair obscur: expedition 33#clair obscur spoilers#blank stuffs#(spoiler tags for spoilers so it goes under the tag read more lol)#(sorry just one more dont wanna risk peeps getting spoiled lmao)#And there's also a BIG question of autonomy that each of the siblings take a stance on#Clea wants Maelle to make the best choice for herself#sort of a neutral third party which makes sense for her to say#its the most kindness she's willing to admit (and maybe the most fault/guilt she's willing to admit too)#Verso (aligning with Renoir until the end) wants Maelle out of the painting no matter what despite her wishes#Maelle hasn't had any time to process her own grief and while she's making her own decisions#She's not acting in her best interest. She can't!!#but also there's a part of me that gets so uncomfortable having one guy make such a big decisions over an entire world#Like Esquie and Monoco get TIME to process and know what's happening especially but Sciel and Lune don't#they're out of the loop concerning both Maelle and Verso believing that everyone they love will come back#(but if they do... do they really?)#And just... what RIGHT does Verso have to end their lives? Is his responsibility to the real Verso's soul more important?#Like I think his ending is the more hopeful out of the two#But I dunno if that makes him right#Even Clea's and Renior's responses is like......... girl c'mon#.................................man what a good game :)#went on a whole other tangent ooooops#my brain's still turning this over in my head AAAAAAAAA
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annabeth doesn't talk about what luke said when he came to her house asking her to run away with him and no matter how hard the others try she won't say anything.
#truth is she's angry#people accused her of being of spy for daring to care about her own fucking family#luke was the first person who loved her along with thalia why would she ever let go that ?#it's not like he let go of her completly he saw in the river styx for crying out loud#clarisse fought her constantly about this but is still hung up on silena and dating chris#and the funny thing is the very same thing they resented is what saved them in the end.#she was the one who gave luke strenght to make the right decision and save everyone else#maybe the love hadn't been enough for her and luke but it was enough for the god's throne#and people won't even acknowledge that#and now they dare to ask her about her about him ?#when they pushed away to grieve and worry about him on her own ?#that visit is the most sincere moment she got from him after his betrayal next to his final moments she won't have people spitting opinions#spitting concerns about how its all messed up and how he didn't mean it#she cared and cried for him on her own. percy left her crying over his body in the labyrinth alone.#they left her to hope for him alone she will grieve him alone#that memory will be hers alone and nobody else's#hermes feels guilty about blaming her so he doesn't talk about it either#annabeth chase#annabeth chase centric#pjo#hermes pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo tv#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo toa#pjo series#angel speaks#angel's headcanons
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gooooooooood morning everyone!!
they announced what.
#forget the golden age silver age whatever. nah i'm going back to the STONE age of comics#it's where i throw rocks at whoever makes the decisions at dc#and look. look. the premise alone seems...fine?#but i just. dc. do not make them love interests. what the fuck#what the entire fresh boiled hell are they thinking?!?!?!?!?!#suffering sappho#sometimes i have these moments of shattering clarity‚ where i experience a terrifying instant of envy for those who don't read comics#sae originals#okay but fr though. kinda talking to myself here because i doubt anyone reads this many of my tags sldfjslkjf. but ☝#i think the idea of putting jason and helena in a bottle episode murder mystery thing could be cool as hell#but i don't have the trust that they'll do it justice and that gives me a lot of reasons to be concerned.#helena deserves better than being shoved into a story to help rehabilitate a man. like sitting a smart girl next to a rowdy boy in class#she also deserves better than being flattened out by the narrative and dumbed down to get along with him#(don't even want to think about the romance thing. ahhhh) when she. she wouldn't. what the hell dc.#tbh i also think JASON deserves better than being a) enabled or b) dismissed or c) given up on and then allowed to keep doing his thing#dc needs to decide if they want him as a villain a hero or an antihero because fucking hell. they cannot keep doing all 3 simultaneously#it's making his character even more confused and jumbled and stuck in the cycle#or maybe “doomed by the narrative but not the in-universe one!” is just. who he is forever i guess. that's fine. kicks a rock
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As someone who watched last night’s episode, you had the right idea to stop.
Why’s it so bad
Because Tim Minear is a power-drunk hack.
#lincoln answers things#I was deeply concerned and upset at the end of season seven but wow the bar was on the floor and he still dug under it#back in earlier seasons he had good writers who could limit or make something good out of his crazier ideas#but it's clear that two things have gone to his head: 1. how popular the show is#2. FOX not allowing Buddie canon and probably also not letting him do other things he wanted (the network REALLY jerked them around)#2.5. going to LS and doing whatever the hell he wanted there and instead of learning from the bad response and shit ratings#letting the absolute power get to him and make the resentment towards FOX re: OG even worse#so when he hopped over to ABC he stopped listening to anyone and just went power-mad and abandoned any restraint he previously exhibited#and his talent and skill are actually not good enough to keep up with his ego (frankly nobody's is enough)#(but some people are skilled and talented enough that it can cover for quite a long time or cover most of it and Tim is not one of them)#every writer/artist/creator needs someone to tell them 'no' sometimes#everyone needs parameters and to be checked#you will sometimes have bad ideas or bad impulses that's just being human#and the moment you stop listening to people (like firing your editors *cough* Anne Rice *cough*) you're fucking doomed#some people are just doomed faster and harder than others and Tim was doomed immediately because again:#his skill and talent are not nearly enough to cover even a little bit he is a mediocre white man who fell upwards like so many of them#and now that he's let the power get to him we are all - and more importantly in my mind his EMPLOYEES are all -#suffering the consequences of that#hey Tim remember how you said repeatedly that you regretted killing off Shannon so soon and she wasn't even a main?#you think you would've recalled that before making the stupidest possible writing decision#it's been a while since I've seen someone kill their show in one (1) choice#congrats you stand among giants like Game of Thrones and HIMYM#anyway as silly as this might be I am honestly in very deep pain over this#I wasn't in a great place to start because of other shit going on but. yeah.#so I'm trying not to talk about it much which means if I ignore any tags asks comments etc that's why#but sometimes the rage takes over and I can't help myself so!
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WHAT ROLE ARE YOU IN THE TRAGIC PLAY ?
tortured love interest.
you're so hot. sorry about the horrors. you're the kind of person people immediately notice. whether you have a distinct style, are more outgoing, or are just plain beautiful, you make an impression. people usually feel the need to protect you, which probably frustrates you to no end. you're not weak! you're not fragile! you're not helpless! but the people in your life tend to disagree. maybe it's your lover, the protagonist, trying to keep you out of their own turmoil. maybe it's someone responsible for you in some way, keeping you away from your lover, while they head down an increasingly dark path. regardless, all you really want is a sense of autonomy! unfortunately, you're very likely to die before that happens. the audience will be so caught up in the grief your death causes the protagonist that they forget to grieve you as a person — you deserved better, but unfortunately this is not your story. maybe it should have been.
tagging: @lcerys , @sanctamater , @faychanan , @mournlamb , @ofcarmelide , @azemn , @loreforged and @wornkindness
#DASH GAMES //#‘ you’re so hot. sorry about the horrors.’ HELLO ????#‘ unfortunately you’re very likely to die before that happens’ EXCUSE ME ???#like god I could go on and on and on about how little she feels as if she has her own autonomy and how little she feels as if she can reall#make the decisions that are laid before because she needs to be concerned with the inevitable fallout of her choices#how thr sullying of her reputation makes her feel so immaterial and see through - as if there’s a ghost version of her that’s guilty that’s#stuck to her and staining her and she can’t escape this version of her they’ve made no matter what she does
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(ignore the fact that I drew her in similar pose to Elodie- I wasn't thinking and this is my default pose for doodling ladies okay!) swap au idea! Enid is the one to betray Elodie-

In this AU Like in canon Enid and Elodie- were friends who trained together and like in canon in order to enter P.O.I.N.T Prep had to fight each other. Here Enid's insecurities led to her using dirty tactics to win against Elodie. Enid wasn't cruel or smug after winning but she did become significantly more distant keeping contact incredibly briefly until she just completely ghosted at random when she was going to visit Elodie- and she never gave her a reason why. Enid like in canon dislikes her dorky past- she sees P.O.I.N.T Prep as a new opportunity to be cooler and 'more herself' what actually happened was she threw herself into her ninja interests a lot more heavily and ignored many of her other interests inorder to become a better ninja and on top of that while she had free time early on in P.O.I.N.T Prep becoming an honors student meant she had to push herself harder to succeed. She became distant because outside of Elodie- she felt weird about her past- she lost her connections to her ghoul school friends, her date with Rad was awful, and she betrayed Elodie- because of her own insecurities- Elodie- came from wealth and was charismatic- the girl was a shoe in for P.O.I.N.T. Enid was shy. She was a witch who wanted to be a ninja and had a lot of embarrassing moments- she justified her decision to herself saying she would see Elodie- join P.O.I.N.T eventually anyway. Enid originally ghosted her out of embarrassment- she was that shy kid whose parents didn't get hee interests and who dated jerks who humiliated her- she decided to not be that girl anymore and being reminded of her past dorkiness and being recognized as that girl who was really awkward and shy being seen fully- it made her uncomfortable- when she realized she basically just ghosted her friend after betraying her she didn't bother with trying to fix things- Elodie- would move on without her anyway- she would just be remembered as that friend she had as a kid and lost connection with- and Enid herself lost a lot of her feelings and sense of connection with Elodie- outside of some fond memories. But the shame over becoming cold sticks with hee
One day she comes across her old friend and ex working at Gar's Bodega- she didn't want to go there because when people talk she's worried about being embarrassed again and while seeing those two doesn't trigger a powerful reaction initially (she's pretty much over Rad- he's just some bum she dated once and only vaguely recognizes him after he got swol) Elodie- makes a move to reconnect with someone she can hopefully Ruby elbows with and regain some confidence by achieving her goals as a hero with a powerful ally! (well more by reconnecting with Enid and being important to her again and not feeling lonely)- Enid acts likes she barely remembers her when she tries to do so. It's a really messy reunion. Enid's guilt keeps climbing it's way through and like being a witch and all the interests/hobbies she gave us she represses that feeling to feel secure in her identity as a ninja. She's very rude and unhelpful toward most people- she is apathetic and when people reach out to her she smacks their hands away hard- she also tries to shirk responsibility where ever she can- 'thats not my problem' or 'i won't get in trouble for that' she has to work hard to stay in so she drops 'unnecessary' responsibilities (which often include her responsibility to do heroic deeds and focuses on P.O.I.N.T's main objective- crushing enemies and looking good in interviews) luckily her old friend seems to fit in nicely at P.O.I.N.T and Elodie has totally moved on and she doesn't have to apologize or confront her emotions ever by talking to her because they are just aquaintences- and they end up dormmates
Elodie- in this AU ends up working at Gar's Bodega. She is quite embarrassed by this fact but is a hard working employee. She is very arrogant and sassy and loves making condescending manipulative comments to get attention- she's not above using a person's insecurities to persuade someone into doing something for her. She was embarrassed by Enid defeating because Elodie- was the shoe in- she was rich, talented, eloquent and she lost to her friend that while she doesn't look down on her doesn't have the same privileges as her and still beat her out. Then Enid ghosted her- like she didn't matter. Like her money and talents didn't matter. It burned her. She also feels embarrassed about the fact she's viewed as a pampered princess- a sissy bratty girl who wouldn't have to work hard and was spoiled by love and got a taste of the real world when she 'fairly' lost to her friend. She sort of gets joy out of being a mean girl. She 'realized' it wasn't her powers or money or privileges that had anything wrong with them- they had significance and where a major part in her victories-It was that she wasn't good enough. She failed not because of luck- it was only partially because of Enid being better than her- something was wrong with her- and what was wrong? She wasn't ruthless enough. She wasn't actually important at all she was insignificant. She wants to make a big impact with her assets and isn't ashamed of her cash or beauty and uses them to get what she wants regardless of what people say about it but that 'your actions don't matter only your bank account does' mentality hurts her-she even believes Enid might have only befriended her to learn how her bow works or because Enid wanted gifts from her . She flaunts everything she's got because she thinks it what people see even if she isn't important herself- she's very materialistic When she meets Enid again she is genuinely a bit excited to see her friend again and would love to chat- but since that friendly longing doesn't fit her new style she tells others she's using her past connection to Enid to get into P.O.I.N.T to get a chance- playing up a nepotism angle and playing into the rich socialite dick angle. When she does eventually get into P.O.I.N.T her ruthlessness benefits her- she is determined to be seen as a very important influential person and refuses to let any opportunity pass her- she wants to matter to Enid again in a way unrelated to cash and to be popular- Enid is sort of burnt out when they meet up though and it's clear the cutthroat environment and the decisions she has to make are getting to her- So Elodie- thinking Enid would want this and that all her past failures where caused by being too generous makes ruthless choices that help them both but when pinned against each other again Enid doesn't take any shots at her either despite the fact she mentally built an image of Enid as ruthless- and she has no clue why
#ok ko elodie#ok ko enid#ok ko au#Swap Au#This Swap Au is based partially on me shipping Elodie with Enid#I guess if I where to do other swaps it would be Venomous and Boxman#Gar and Carol#Rad and Raymond#Idk#I had an idea for an AU where the young version of P.O.I.N.T met their older counterparts and weren't happy#Foxtail saw a woman whose mistakes would stick on her like an ugly glue even if she was better now#Greyman saw his older self and what he went through and it caused him to ask questions about his friendships and questioning if his future-#-self was actually successful- he stopped being a traditional hero and his new way of being a hero- creating Chip Damage didn't end well#He lost his powers foxtail betrayed him and as far as he was concerned Chip didn't work as intended#Unlike their adult selves they haven't gone through arcs#Greyman gets hit with all the bad things that happen super hard and fast#Adult Greyman's struggles had distance- there was a few years between losing laserblast/his powers and ending up on a wheelchair#Adult Greyman analyzed why he wanted to be a hero and I wouldn't be surprised if he was still doing easy missions in the field for a bit-#He still feels accomplished and happy and felt the pride of creating Chip and he was able to forgive foxtail because he understood her#Young Foxtail hates how she did something she finds deplorable and is very harsh on herself morally#Adult Foxtail was okay making questionable decisions because she could rationalize anything to herself and she's getting a look at where-#- her self righteous streak came from. They are also both competitive with each other- a woman in her prime vs a woman with experience#Gar has a weird time with El Bow- he emphasizes that what his young self did was not okay- he acted selfish when a teammate was in danger#He prioritized a love confession over the potential life of a teammate something so petty#El Bow is sort of a strange sight for others to see- Mr. Gar started out like this? A stammering awkward mess? He's not very good at-#-asserting himself and can be very irresponsible and lacks his 'stoicism' though those close to Gar are aware he hasn't changed that much#He's still a sweaty shy man or few words. At this time people are still unaware Laserblast became Venomous so Laser is convinced he died#Silver Spark is very similar to her young self but more temperamental and a lot more confrontational and prone to escalating things#She's both excited and weirded out by KO's existence#Idk I was struggling with that au idea
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also. i'm kind of pissed because i am the one who tries the hardest in my family and makes the greatest effort to bring us all together at holidays and keep traditions alive. like that was the role of my grandparents and i fill that void but technically the title of family patriarch/matriarch/leader falls to both my mom and aunt because they're the generation above me. i am okay with that!
and ig my brother talked to my dad about the hypothetical 'who will be leader next generation after the tragic one day our mom and aunt aren't around anymore.' and they said our eldest cousin would try to assume that role (which i agree, he already tries to and is very full of himself and wants power and recognition despite not putting much effort towards family). and then my brother said it should be him thats leader because that's who our grandfather would've picked (bold statement. our grandfather was closest to our eldest cousin). and essentially, my brother and my dad don't think my grandfather or any of my cousins would ever possibly consider me leader because i am not a man like everyone else
and i am fucking pissed. because i make the most effort to get the family together. we wouldn't see each other for holidays without my coordination and effort. i do my best to uphold traditions and it's far more effort than my cousins (who don't care) or brother (who tries to avoid these events half the time) ever put in to these things. and they think they can just be family fucking head because they're men????
i don't like. yearn for power or positions of power in any situation. but i want my efforts recognized and i don't want everyone to pick someone else over me because i'm not a man. everyone already expects my eldest cousin to be the head and lead prayers and then he can't do it because he doesn't speak greek so my aunt says the prayers instead and holds it all together for us in her parents absence and yet everyone has the fucking audacity to act like she's not the head of this family and it's my eldest cousin just because he's a man
#i'm gonna fucking explode#i told my mom about this and she agreed it would be me#idk if she was saying that just to please.me#but also#i am very concerned that i am upset about this#becuase everything fell apart after my grandparents died. everyone fought over money and stupid shit like who gets to make what decision#and like lead things etc. and it took a lot of effort to bring us all back together! my mom played a huge role in that but so did i!#and i have always told myself that when something happens to my parents. i will never fight my brother. money is not worth my relationship#with him. and material goods aren't either#but here i am having a half hour long convo with my mom about how i should be leader and writing three paragraphs about this to tumblr#like. i was supposed to avoid this#but also i cannot let them treat me like shit because i am not a man#my mom and aunt are in their 60s#so if anyone needs me in the next 40 years i will be playing the long game and steadily increasing my role of bringing the family together#until everyone has no choice but to admit i am head of the family in recognition of my efforts to bring us together despite all ojr arguing#because i will not let our grandparents sacrifices or efforts be wasted over petty fights#<- i will be distraught in 40 years because it won't work. my cousins will never recognize me over themselves because they are full of#themselves but also i am not a man#zip quips
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sleeping with haarlep to get access to raphael's safe ❌
sleeping with haarlep to get pics of your character's tits ✔️
#squirrel plays bg3#and that sweet little concerned line your LI says when you're about to make a completely stupid decision#u worry for her safety; don't u astarion 👀#(i mean. i obviously reloaded after. but. iona did look very nice there)#every time i am confronted by the fact that she does indeed have a very sweet little pout; astarion was not lying
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Sometimes reading reviews of shows/movies with complicated/controversial characters makes me concerned at other people's lack of empathy. Or maybe I'm too empathetic 🤔
#mostly this is abt controversial characters#like when someone is going thru a tough thing but is somewhat of a shitty person#and the way people mock or blame them#and im meanwhile like: i wish i could leap thru the screen and protect you#my main example is the translator from saving private ryan 😔😔#they could never make me hate you upham!!!!#but man i was reading thru reviews of baby reindeer and a lot of the people concerned me#yeah the mc is a controversial kinda shitty guy who keeps making bad decisions#i yelled at the screen but it was but i understood why he was doing what he wss doing#and i was moreso like 'aaaahhh what are you doing man :< im scared for you'#meanwhile people in reviews are like HES SO STUPID HES SUCH A COWARD#oh my god do you guys have no level of empathy??????#people are not perfect!! you can acknowledge that without being so rude jfc#idk the way people treat characters like this scare me :<#but tbh i feel bad for everyone. im just very liable to empathy#to the point of it being bad 😭😭😭#woobies i guess.#i dont even want to name some 😭😭😭#idk its just like empathy is a button inside me that gets pressed easily#its just always little things that get me#like that scene in anatomy of a fall where shes eating in the bed WAUGH#im so easy 😭😭#catie.rambling.txt
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Beakley: you’d be stupid to lay a hand on me
Goldie: oh you’d be surprised by all the stupid shit I do
#Goldie famously makes stupidly awful decisions#but we know she can bentina in a fight#which is really impressive#and slightly concerning#I really want the behind the scenes for that fight#like not only bentina ?#but Webby too??#damn#fight fight fight#goldie o'gilt#ducktales#bentina beakley#incorrect quotes
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it is objectively hilarious that you can have four members of the calendar council on your railway board at the same time (five with fate) and no one notices? let's say the jovial contrarian's cover is solid, and september is overlooked because of the castellan thing, and they all use fake names. you've still got april who can't get through a meeting without suggesting we blow something up (valid) and january who doesn't have any real reason to have been considered? does the efficient commisioner really have no questions about any of this? does mr fires? can we get june in here too? she certainly knows a lot about building 'things' with questionable science. what could go wrong
#i haven't done the es about july yet so i don't know if her whole possessed by fingerkings thing got resolved#i refuse to believe virginia doesn't have suspicions about the contrarian#he was mayor before her so she would have been snooping#and you can get rumormonger networks from her#if anyone's figured it out she has#also january gives a five hour lecture about all her decisions#you're telling me there was nothing suspicious in any of that?#oh and july doesn't really care about revolutionary concerns in terms of voting#and january only kinda does#no wonder the only thing their organization has gotten done is making a SECOND sun#fallen london#flmp#mp#why did it cost me revolutionary favors to bring on january#technically I'm doing THEM a favor
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Save me, OCs
Sitting: Ronnie, V. Yukimura, Veil, and Anna Standing: Miroslava Malakhova and Mallory Vincent
Yukimura and Anna are @gibson-girlboss's OCs (Miroslava was a result of brainstorming between the two of us)
#lore in tags#The Girls 2077 AU#OC: Ronnie#OC: Valerie#OC: Veil#OC: Anna#OC: Miroslava#OC: Mal#Miroslava isn't really a big thing in V's Relic crisis but she appears at the Black Sapphire as part of the Arasaka guests#her loyalties lie with the Kiji faction and she fills in for Oda while he recovers from his booboos#Mal is kind of a side character but has substantial parts in stuff preceding 2077 and post-2077#Veil has a much bigger part as soon as her netrunner services are needed wrt getting V in to Pacifica to work with the VDBs#but also she is tied to the events of the Corpo Prologue and thus is a big part of V's Relic situation#Anna and Ronnie are vibing for the most part and show concern for V but are doing their own thing here and there in 2077#until the time comes for V to finally make a decision
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something incredibly poetic and sad abt essentially rigging my worldstate to ensure that hawke survives the fade only to play veilguard and realize that it wasn’t hawke’s days that were numbered.
#step 1) make alistair king so that he isn’t in the fade in inquisition#step 1b) know that all in all this isn’t what my warden wanted to do but at the time she felt like it’s what she needed to do#step 1c) she has a lot of thoughts and concern over how much say she had in ferelden#step 2) sacrifice stroud in the fade so that hawke can live#step 2b) hawke lives with guilt bc corypheus was supposed to be their problem to deal with#step 2c) my inquisitor no matter what feels. quite guilty. abt having to choose who lives or dies.#doesn’t know what decision he should have made but at least varric is happy!#step 3) veilguard is a ghost story.
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also, just here's an idea - instead of speaking for neurodivergent people, why don't we let them make their own informed decisions or listen to them on why they want to make those decisions.
#i'm sorry - that part just hit a note for me.#saying futaba's mental state was too fragile or she wasn't ready#it reminds me of what i've heard a lot irl#and i'm not saying we all make totally perfect right decisions#and in some cases people are right to be concerned or apprehensive.#i also just despise being spoken for.
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My eyes aren’t getting better. The steroids are useless and now their main concern is just getting me off them.
They had to give me an injection in my right eye since that’s currently the worst.
Rheumatologist is thinking vasculitis. The nucala is fine but she thinks i need something stronger to help with everything as a whole since it’s already got my lungs, my eyes, and now she’s worried about my kidneys.
So I’m not doing well right now. She thinks infusion treatments might be the best way.
I’m just tired and to come home and listen to my mom disregard everything I said again just pissed me off
#the lady asked my mom why I don’t just go on disability#and tbf I don’t want to go on disability cuz living on a fixed income isn’t enough for me#it wouldn’t be enough to cover my bills and other expenses#but it would help with going back on Medicaid to afford my treatments#but it’s the way she just chooses for me#makes the decision for me#tells me what I need when she knows nothing#has no idea how much I deal with#how much pain and suffering I hold back just to ease their concern#I’m so fucking tired#ooc. // 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬
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