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btw Still thinking about the moment where Tula first realizes she's literally, mechanically unable to keep up with / catch Jaysohn when he bolts and runs his full speed. That revelation that she's not fast enough to stop him, or get alongside him, much less get in front of him to protect him if he needed it. The dread terror of it. :(
#N posts stuff#dimension 20#d20: stupendous stoats#burrow's end#Siobhan said it almost like a joke but then Aabria put Weight behind it and oh boy. oh boy. there's Terror there babey!!!!!!#sure hope that doesn't come back in any significant way in any significant scene. ...........#It's like the moment in ep 2 when Tula's initiative fell behind Both Lila and Jaysohn and the only thing she could do was Watch#as they both jumped into the battle ahead of her. because she couldn't keep up with them...#look Sometimes catching a recurring theme in an actual play show doesn't necessarily Mean anything bc of the improv nature of it#but Obviously the dice also tell stories. and Aabria is a Fantastic GM. and the players are Excellent at role play. so it's..... 👀#certainly not off the table. G-D i'm so invested in this season i'm fully gonna lose my mind no matter what happens lmao#i'm on the edge of my SEAT
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you guys are gonna go feral for the characters im writing
#im sorry but let me blow smoke up my butt here. is that a saying? anyway im gonna toot my own horn bc im in LOVE w my romance options#so im getting back on track for writing an interactive fiction#which is gonna be about touch starvation and loneliness and isolation and self loathing Babey all the good things#ive had this planned for YEARS and im so sdngknjsdgjndksf that a visual novel called touchstarved is coming out bc its like NOOO. NOOO i di#not steal this concept!!! ive been working toward this forever hahahah ive had this idea and the MC in my head for aaages#i mean its been done before really so it's not a brand new concept lmao#anyway. basically the MC cannot touch ppl bc they will turn into their worst nightmare and kill them#lots of themes of body horror#but in a fun way.#and also mc is a bastard and a cult sacrificed them as a child and cursed all royal bloodlines. IVE SAID TOO MUCH!!! ITS GONNA BE FUN!
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the thing they don't warn you about freshly pierced ears is the Sleep Anxiety
#im so worried about like... irritating them / ripping them out in my sleep#what if they get caught on one of my many blankets or pillows hm...#last night was the first night with 'em and i already had a stress dream#which unfortunately was one of those double deckers where The Demons™️ try to get me#but geez.#i arranged my bedding in such a way that im kinda sitting up and my head is stabilized enough so that i dont turn onto my side#or put pressure on my ~lobes~#thus begins a long couple of months of Healing#cant wait to take these babeys out and switch things up#not that i dont like the ones i have for the healing process!! im very happy with them!!!#but Ough. monkey brain impatient....#absolutely unprompted#i got a uhhh Saline Spray to clean em#and im so worried im gonna run out way prematurely#my depth perception and spatial awareness is a little... Off...#so it takes 2-3 attempts to actually Spray The Piercing#i end up wiping water off of my face and neck lmfao. my hair is Dripping every time#its just a general air of Paranoia#the last time i pierced my ears was years ago and i got a nasty ass infection that put me off of it until. like. a day ago#i was convinced this time bc it was done professionally with a needle and everything#INFINITELY better. lots of fun. i feel somewhat confident that it'll heal correctly#even if my bank account wont. But Its Worth It Tho Its Worth It-#and Yes im procrastinating sleep#my ability to scribble abruptly tanked so maybe ill write a bit instead#see if the artism Transferred
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My will to write when I see Miguel o'hara
#babe i aint written a thing in almost a year my brain was fried from ideas but do you know what happened when i saw that beefcake on screen?#i cried then had a flood of ideas#my drafts folder? extended. fic outlines? copious. will majority of them stay drafts? most likely.#but there will be the few that come to fruition especially one chapter fic ive had in the works since the car ride home from the theater#loves back babey and im not gonna say better than ever bc lets be honest my crowning moment on this website shows in my garcello masterlist#but shes back to somewhat functioning!#off topic#personal#love chatters#love rambles#miguel ohara#miguel o'hara
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anywayssss trying to get ppl to like u enough to let u move in w them over a zoom is soooo humbling its like a job interview except ur waiting to hear back to see if someone wants to let u pay rent w them. so silly
#maybe ill go back to my oversharing on tumblr era feels good feels organic#anyways i talked to these ppl on tuesday n they seemed cool but they r all Professionals and im like. i dont have a job there yet :)#im just moving there bc i cant drive <3#i think they liked me tho i honestly cant tell im truly just trying to get my foot in the door over here babey#moving to fl was easy bc the housing came w the job it was just like moving into college!!#but this time i gotta figure both things out separately and im aaaaaaaaaaaaa#i keep telling myself its ok its not gonna kill me if i dont find something by the time i want to but im TIRED man i hate it here#the longer i stay here where i cant afford transportation to any job that could pay my bills the harder its gonna be to get out ever#but i stay silly. i persist. i must#anyways pls send me Finding A Place To Live Energy im stressin babes
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um. um. um. um. um. um.
#art-strito#shaplin#astro leda#i wasnt gonna post this but i got silly#(put too much effort and will explode if people dont look at it)#cringe........ and free............ babey................#inspired by two things:#IM SLEEPY GOD I WANT TO SLEEP. i will after i post this :)#and. the times ive had the chance to cuddle with people i get so close i might as well assimilate them into my organism LMFAOOO#one time i drooled on a friend bc of tht...................... i was appropiately fucking mortified#but now thinking back to it its so damn funny XDDDDDDD#oh well!!!! BAHSJSHAAS. good night n_n
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tour blurb
I can't say anything BC it's the same (almost) unit of measurement that I apply when I go to concerts.
Smsmksksa (not so much) joking aside, the mic unit of measurement is the most useful and obvious for the concert donut. I know they updated the number and positions of the mics,, so I am now kind of curious of the ratio drum riser/mics on the stage. Like there are 4 battle station on the donut, how many mics between every drum kit? This is a math problem due to monday
*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?
But like, of course for stages like the one in Milan, it wasn't like that, even if it was smaller
#my sister at my first tallica concert: okay. we're do you wanna go? i swear i will get you there#me instantly: in front of the drums#and that has been my concert MO ever since sksksksksksks#and yeah. i am what i am of course i wanna see lars first and back then he was mostly in a static position#BUT!!!!!#i fucking know this band dynamics. like. in milan last month i was on the left side of the stage and i was great!!!#I'll start the concert with lars and rob!#and that's exactly what happened#to say. my dear duders. if you see the drummer? you're FOR SURE gonna see the rest of them one way or another#bc that's the eye of the cyclone babey! they will always end up... there (quote). they will inevitably circle back there#AND. ALSO. as you all know im a big fan of when they all four play close close together and all the little interactions the positions etc#if you cant see the drum riser... well you'll only get max 3. so.#but yeah snsksksksk i have a fucking lars blog since 2020. no shit i want to see him#*coff* that said#*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?#or was it just spontaneous?#ask#the-mighty-het-speaks#ah. soph! say ty to your friend i love these reports from the front!!#jh and lu#jinn out#if this post doesnt have an ounce of sense or purpose or thesis or whatever... yeah probably snsnsjs i am tired so my thoughts are jumbled#.... is that the right word? well you get it *move hands*#thank you soph for sharing bc this is EXACTLY my kind of thing *grabby hands*
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Hi, I've been inspired by the composition and abstract style of your artwork for a while now, if I made an experimental art piece inspired by your composition style would you want me to credit you as an inspo? or would you just not be comfortable with me using your art as inspiration altogether? (which is fine btw, i don't wanna do smth that would make you uncomfortable)
oh sure! feel free! I don't mind at all lol
#ask#bakuspeech#tbh I do think this question is like. somewhat redundant in art. or idk unnecessary?#all of art is inspiration man. very frequently from art by artists you're never gonna have the chance to reach out to#large cause bc they've been dead for decades to a few centuries#and like. idk as an artist you kinda have to accept that people will actually look at ur art and interact with it in their own space?#so like. yeah there are things that if I see you do with my art I will block you for. but on principle I cannot bodily stop you#this is all to say that like. if the question is about my personal boundaries it's gonna be more complicated. like if you make something#with ill intention and then cite me as an inspiration source. of course I'd not like that#but also that will be on me to reflect on that and like. do what I need to do#but outside of that. saying 'don't take inspiration from my art' is 1/genuinely patently unenforceable and 2/antithetical to#the way that I do art at all#like! I thrive on remixing! it's what transformative fanstuff is. how would I ever get on someone else's case for doing the exact same thin#anyways yeah don't worry about it I guess all of the above is more like. somewhat of a blanket permission#do whatever you want with my art! if it's cool and u want me to see it feel free to tell me. if u know I wont like it dont get caught by me#I am aware that I have before mentioned things you can't do with my art. those are personal boundaries. I enforce it in my own spaces#I have no power in yours. it's just how it is. use ur judgement. have fun chillin#that's it babey I go get snack now. its past mid autumn so the moon cakes are on sale so Im gonn#a get a bag of dried corn
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de la tula
#raftel is laugh tale...... oh....#roger and rayleigh being gay in front of oden.....#the sea beasts being like prophets....#roger saying his son will be it.... oof.... also how does rayleigh not know....#so literally the last thing he is gonna do is go have a child.... poor rouge lmao#it is so fucked how they laugh about it.... like it is so fucked up how roger was like living the life and decided to have a son and he is#like CURSED and sad about it..... UNTIL he meets luffy but STILL.... god what a life#roger leaving rayleigh to go impregnate someone..... this is so sad....#we must open wano before joyboy arrives....#hiyori is the size of oden's head.... incredible#why is he holding her like a glass of water 😭😭#you failed to protect my family that one time but do it again while i go fight the shogun. nice plan#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 969#now that oden is an honorable man he wears his robe long... no more pantyshots 😞😞#THE BARRIER FRUIT!!!! OMG NOOOO#oh he has gone mad....#the inherited will. the dreams of the people. the current of time. the answer to freedom. thats one one piece is about babey#so if shirohige knew about the people with the d... he probs wanted to get ace to be the pirate king not only bc hes his fathers son but#because of the prophecy too.... maybe he thought the one born with poseidon was ace.....#oden crying and writhing on the beach after roger died.... he was more stable when his wife got sick 😭😭#episode 971#kaido against moria??? lmao#what is a really good dance going to do.... i do not get it#he promised to open wano right??? this is so bad when you know whats coming#the spy has been there since the start??? omg#public humiliation while they rally more troops for FIVE YEARS??? jesus#the fights are ao cool... the flower petals tunring into blood... banger#episode 970
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Oh yrah I had just under 67 hours logged for the previous pay period
Heck
#speculation nation#and conswuidering that thats me on me feet lifting things doing things very actively Well now thats a lot#it's for the 2 weeks period. last week tho was 36 of the hours. teehee.#just. one more day of work. and then i finally have a day off again.#i close tomorrow too so i can.. sleep in...#im gonna go to bed now i thinmk. ill eat some bread and drink some water then down a melatonin to knock myself out#bc im in a lot of pain rn and generally nauseous and i have no clean dishes#just me and my hot pad against the world. curled up around this bitch like it's rhe only thing keeping me alive.#life is a hell and im in for the ride babey#and so writing is put off for another day. agh.#negative/#i guess lol. i sure do be bitchin#but can i rly be blamed when existence is so miserable? i am truly wretchedness incarnate
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sorry ive been so inactive on here lately (and everywhere else tbh), i have a lot going on irl right now and i havent had the motivation to rly work on any art or writing this entire month 😔 but hopefully after things calm down i'll get to draw again 💔
#txt#nothing bad happened just. ive had to be at the vet a lot with one of my cats (shes ok she just had some minor procedures done)#and its been 37-40C every day and my bedroom gets as hot as 33C on the worst days and i just Cannot draw in a sauna#i havent even been turning my laptop on bc i dont want to fry it fhshdd#it has started to cool down now so i can finally!!!! clean my room without dying 😭 and also sit down and draw maybe#also. my mom is at the hospital for a few days (shes getting thyroid surgery) and by christ i loathe living alone#u forget u have psychosis until its nighttime and dark and ur alone and u get paranoid and fearful and cant sleep bc u see things OUGH#i!!! am!!! living!!! a literal!!! fnaf!!!! nightmare!!!! life!!! 😭😭😭#i survived my first night alone tho its gonna be ok#my mom should be home tomorrow :') i hope she recovers fast oof#i did have. two crying instances bc i hate being alone but im over it now the worst is behind me#(yes i know im 25 but i mentally cannot live alone its too dark and quiet and scary and i am Babey.)
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I love being useful. Love and peace of planet earth 🤞
#My friend texted me asking me for information about the H2O merms 😎#That's right I have a niche babey#I don't know how concerning it is that I immediately texted back with the answer 😔#Cruddy rambles#I'm... Slightly worried because he said he didn't need to know the exact %age of water content to trigger the transformation#For the thing he's working on and also didn't tell me what he's working on#But I'm gonna have faith in him#Because he's my friend and I love him and I'm sure he means no harm#It's 32% btw#In case YOU wanted to know. Now you don't need to check episode 4#I don't remember the timestamp ahdggdks I just remember it's the sleepover episode bc Rikki's painting her nails#And I only know that because 2 years ago I needed the exact water percentage to write Tannis in my b/l3 H2O au and so I had to check#Episode 4. So now I remember both the percentage AND which episode it's mentioned in!#But I can't remember what age I am most days 😔
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The important skill ever i think is being able to discern whether certain aspects of art are something you should necessarily strive to achieve or if you simply enjoy looking at them tbh . Like forever and ever i will stare at amazing background art and stylized yet realistic street and building paintings but in practice i hate actually doing stuff like that so much and i actually despise painting and coloring a whole lot sometimes, let alone doing it for a background. The line work i may enjoy and i do deeply enjoy editing and adjusting values and contrast in colors but that dichotomy exists where i love background art and hate creating it. Idk. I feel like it is so easy to fall into the loop of believing you need to emulate the art that you appreciate and you forget that outside of being an artist you can just look at something and love it from afar
#like this kills me in a real way bc i do have to genuinely choose where to put my focus on so i can develop things for my portfolio#finally forced myself to think about it and im like well. background painting and color jobs: OFF the table i will not do it#maybe its ironic . i think im most known for my bright colors. but um . i like editing and dealing with color and value but not applying it#yknow. like maybe a color key type thing i could work with but painting sometimes makes me violent#and i may change my mind i very much enjoyyyy traditional painting but only in doses#i can do line art for days tho <3#anyway im gonna learn to storyboard maybe and build my portfolio around sequential art stuff bc thats also comics babey#WORK portfolio. bye bye school portfolio i am never doing that shit again !!!!#portfolio for FUN and THINGS I ENJOY AND WANT TO PURSUE now#rohan.txt#not art
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anyway people at school need to stop seeing me struggling carrying my bags and offering to help and then being like “wow this backpack sure is heavy” bc then i have to lie about owning a laptop and that being the reason that its heavy bc im too embarrassed to say that im stupid and live off apple juice and have an entire half carton of it in my backpack plus my switch that im lying to myself with and am not gonna play on bc im way too stressed being outside to relax at all on break
#posts made by mentally healthy sane and normal people#i have 3 portfolio bags now btw#first one broke. second one is one my mom bought me years ago for no reason. third is replacement for first#insanity#our painting teacher is so nice tho i like our perspective teacher a lot hes funny but i think out of them all she is the most considerate#soooo sweet and nice. also she gave me the box of fidget things she has while we had a lecture she is my best friend now#NONE OF MY TEACHERS ARE GONNA REMEMBER ME BC I AM QUIET AND SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING i need to make an impression#dies#oh well. weekend part 1 babey#only guy in the world who comes home and changes out of sweatpants and into jeans#the gamer speaks uwu#food
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screaming into the void
#citrine speaks#i am going. so insane. i have all this energy and love and im just BURSTING to put it somewhere and i cannot do the things i usually do to#release it#wrists are still quite against drawing#typing at length on ye olde cellular device is OUT. so here i am on the laptop#gonna try to write bc if i don't put some of this AAAAAA somewhere i'll explode.#ah post holidays emotional chaos <3 every year you and i do this same song and dance#it's like going from the interstate to a little two lane road and having to suddenly drop from 80 mph to 30#im a lead foot for love babey and visiting my family was great bc i could just break the emotional speed limit and be very !!!!!!!#trying to 'drive' like im in a school zone again and the transition is taking longer than usual. anyway.#yeah.
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I hate making a portfolio. I think art schools should let me in just because
#I’m very tired#it wants me to recreate a digital piece but analogue?? I will die#like I think I know which piece I’ll do but still#also! the one fun thing to do is going to be sculpture bc they want different mediums#so I’m gonna do some tiny figures in a scene#making some miniatures babey >:)
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