#% bc this is gonna be a THING BABEY!!!!!!!!

[ceramicbeetle]

btw Still thinking about the moment where Tula first realizes she's literally, mechanically unable to keep up with / catch Jaysohn when he bolts and runs his full speed. That revelation that she's not fast enough to stop him, or get alongside him, much less get in front of him to protect him if he needed it. The dread terror of it. :(

[let-love-run-red]

My will to write when I see Miguel o'hara

[astrito]

um. um. um. um. um. um.

[daddy-ul]

tour blurb

I can't say anything BC it's the same (almost) unit of measurement that I apply when I go to concerts.

Smsmksksa (not so much) joking aside, the mic unit of measurement is the most useful and obvious for the concert donut. I know they updated the number and positions of the mics,, so I am now kind of curious of the ratio drum riser/mics on the stage. Like there are 4 battle station on the donut, how many mics between every drum kit? This is a math problem due to monday

*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?

But like, of course for stages like the one in Milan, it wasn't like that, even if it was smaller

[b4kuch1n]

Hi, I've been inspired by the composition and abstract style of your artwork for a while now, if I made an experimental art piece inspired by your composition style would you want me to credit you as an inspo? or would you just not be comfortable with me using your art as inspiration altogether? (which is fine btw, i don't wanna do smth that would make you uncomfortable)

oh sure! feel free! I don't mind at all lol

[hauntingblue]

de la tula

[rucow]

sorry ive been so inactive on here lately (and everywhere else tbh), i have a lot going on irl right now and i havent had the motivation to rly work on any art or writing this entire month 😔 but hopefully after things calm down i'll get to draw again 💔

[dbphantom]

I love being useful. Love and peace of planet earth 🤞

[renegaedz]

The important skill ever i think is being able to discern whether certain aspects of art are something you should necessarily strive to achieve or if you simply enjoy looking at them tbh . Like forever and ever i will stare at amazing background art and stylized yet realistic street and building paintings but in practice i hate actually doing stuff like that so much and i actually despise painting and coloring a whole lot sometimes, let alone doing it for a background. The line work i may enjoy and i do deeply enjoy editing and adjusting values and contrast in colors but that dichotomy exists where i love background art and hate creating it. Idk. I feel like it is so easy to fall into the loop of believing you need to emulate the art that you appreciate and you forget that outside of being an artist you can just look at something and love it from afar

[mimikinyuu]

maaaaannnnnnnnnnn. have to go on a short trip in a few weeks

[u3pxx]

alas 🌙🏹✨

originally drawn for day 7: truth for klapollo week 2022 like this art? it's a print here, babey!

❤️💜 day 1: hair | day 2: brothers | day 3: fantasy | day 4: fake dating | day 5: comfort | day 6: love languages | also, happy klapollo day! (2/9) <3

girl help i already put the timelapse for this one on my hard drive so all i have right now for posting is the one i downloaded from my twitter LMAO sorry, once i have my drive with me i'll edit it, but in the meantime!!! happy klapollo day that i made up (9/2)!!!! (explanation here)

i forgot to draw them last september (ddon't worry about it, i lost track of dates orz) and i don't have any new art, free time, nor have my tablet pen with me to draw smth new so have this old klapollo week art from 2022 (3 YEARS AGO!!! SCARY!!!!!!) that i haven't crossposted here yet!!!!

ok, enough talking from present-day me, here's 2022 den talking about drawing this (bc i barely have my memory of the process now lmao)

fun fact! this was the first one i've drawn for this week! always plenty emotional about all the things these two have been through. loosely inspired by "the death of hyacinthos" by jean broc. i don't often paint so i have to reteach myself how when i do bc i forgot pft

and other bonus stuff from this people might've not realized, but klavier holding an arrow to his side is a reference to constance courte!!!!! dies!!!!!

i wasnt much of a digital painter back then like i am now (thank you art of disco elysium) but i remember how much GRIEF rendering klavier's hair gave me. this one was like an amalgamation of lineart and somewhat painterly stuff, i do also remember i that i wasn't confident enough to paint over my lines but i still think it looks neat! still sort of obsessed with how i lovingly rendered klavier's dress shirt.

also, the art i did for the previous days! (when i remembered to do them, that is 😅)

[lizardsfromspace]

So mysterious drones are appearing over New Jersey, and the government said it wasn't the government or another government, which means that rationally, logically, critically thinkingly, we can only conclude one thing: it's aliens! Aliens over Joisey BABEY! They're gonna land to get some gabagool and get someone to put a new power sphere in their UFO bc you can't refuel your own vehicle there

But over on Elon Musk's X, another theory is forming

Yes! Yes! Yes!!!

[free-my-boy-grumbot]

Crow time babey 🐦‍⬛

hosting a crow party for me and the mutuals based on this post, also i’m not gonna limit it to silver trinkets bc i didn’t have too many of those and also bc i want to see a wider range of trinkets. enjoy >:]

firstly, my fidget cube which looks like it’s been through the war but i don’t wanna get a new one

my two coolest pins, an eye of ender one i made and a good omens one <33 i’m not crying YOURE crying

my favourite thing i own, this black and white picture of neil gaiman in a glitter heart frame. fun fact i got this frame when i was like 8 from a girl i hated but now i have a better use for it

my pinterest ass hand where i keep my necklaces

featuring this lovely fellow. his name is rosół, which is Polish for bravery <33

i also have this box which i completely forgot about. i honestly don’t even know what’s in here. why do i have so many keyboard keys. i should use some of this stuff for jewellery

tags (though anyone not tagged is also invited):

@accidentallylita @a-sociopath-do-your-research @araccoonthatlikesmurder @protomantommy @clownc-nt @the-kings-jester @who-could-that-be-at-this-hour

[sleepy-steve]

Steddie sw au. I needs it. For the WIP title game.

🤩🤩🤩🤩

from the wip title game!!

ohoho my little secret project!! my steddie sex worker au!!

i've had this one on the backburner for A While. basically since before i even started posting fic this year. i'm so passionate about this idea but i really want to be able to do it justice so i'm letting it cook.

while i don't have anything solidly written, i have close to 4k in notes. everything from conflicts to soundtracks to various looks the boys will have bc this one is gonna span years of their lives.

basically it's a 90s AU about stripper steve and metal singer eddie who meet right before eddie's band takes off and becomes famous. they have an instant connection but steve is wary of falling for a customer and eddie is travelling a fair bit with the band. they keep meeting on and off between eddie's tours and continue to fall for each other but due to a variety of reasons they can't be together.

unfortunately i don't have a proper snippet for this one, but i do have some silly notes and a very very drafted scene from chapter 1!

eddie comes into the club after his band’s first big show in chicago

eddie is shouting a night for the band and small crew using a healthy chunk of the money they earned from their gig bc holy shit they actually made good money from it and had a sold out venue even! 

eddie is gay but still enjoys going to a strip club, he enjoys the stage shows and finds that strippers always have the most interesting stories to tell, plus he loves to shout for his friends to get dances 

the last thing he expects is a male dancer to grace the stage in a pale yellow lingerie set and platform heels with tanned muscly legs for days, swoopy soft hair, and the cheekiest smile he’s ever seen

it takes literally every ounce of his restraint to not hand over the entire amount the band made that night to that man the second he flashes a smile at eddie, but he does throw a decent stack of cash onto the stage

steve comes around after his stage set to thank eddie for tipping and to hustle his way into some more cash (part of the job babey!!) but actually finds this sweet little punk with big doe eyes, a huge smile, and a slutty little waist to be really super charming and actually fun to talk to

it’s to a point where he’s almost sad that the club is closing, but he won’t complain about the stack of cash he made that night (now he and robin won’t worry about making rent that month at least)

MAYBE the first night eddie is a bit drunk and accidentally asks steve to go out with him, or even worse, to marry him. lmao.

“i’m drunk” the voice croons. the beat kicks in. the spot lights flash on. the dancer’s head flicks back, hair jumping softly, long neck exposed, and holy shit?? that’s a Man. “but right now i’m so in love with you” the song continues. the dancer brings a hand to his face, slowly dragging it down his jaw, his neck, his chest, across a soft yellow lace bra. his body is rolling effortlessly with the sound of the music. the rolls start at his chest, travelling down his toned stomach, down his hips, all the way down to his clear platform heel. “and i don’t wanna think too much about what we should or, shouldn’t do” he takes his extended leg, dragging it underneath his bent leg, turning his body around, pole dragging across the back of his shoulder lazily until he’s facing the pole, back arched, ass sticking out, endlessly long legs stretched. his hips swivel back and forth in turn, and he brings a hand slowly up the pole, wry smile on his face. eddie is fully losing his mind and it’s like 15 sec into the song.

[bredforloyalty]

21 is absolutely NOT the prime of ur life btw. ofc im not gonna sit here and tell you how to feel abt ur own life etc but pretty much no one has it figured out at 21, and you statistically have like 60 years left of ur life to do shit.

all that shit about your 30s being a shitty time of responsibility etc are either a. straight up lies or b. are coming from people who forced themselves into an ill fitting lifestyle bc it was what was expected of them.

you are likely not even a quarter of the way thru ur life there is still SO. MUCH. TIME. i swear. im abt to turn 26 and i definitely dont have shit figured out and my life kinda sucks right now actually but even so im still doing better than i was at 21 in a lot of ways. i know people and know of people who love their life and their "career" and whatever but didnt even start doing what theyre doing until like 30, 35, or older. my favorite director/writer didnt even make his first film until he was like 37. there is no time limit babey.

thank youuuu now on a cognitive level i know this but not actually like even though i am aware 21 (soon 22 btw but irrelevant) is very young, i just feel so. behind. in life !! and i think i am in a lot of ways, and not in the "career" way or like,, "doing something" is actually not what i'm worried about 😔 but regardless of what i'm worried about, it shouldn't be shameful to just be who i am right now so. i will try to push myself through these feelings (that inevitably arise from time to time) more quickly and elegantly. and remember that the things i wait for might still come because life is long. but also that i shouldn't spend my life waiting because there's a lot to do and feel and enjoy, other than whatever i don't have right now or whatever i am not yet

[baba-yada]

I think what's super interesting about this Adventuring Party is I totally agree with Aabria about the First Stoats, but at the same time I also understand the path of thinking that our Stupendous Stoats took which lead to what happened

I also think it's an interesting insight into how we, as humans, attempt to interpret the behaviour of animals, and how we both animalise ourselves and humanise them- idk, as an actor myself, I just find the thought processes behind portraying such things so fascinating

(This is a bit of a ramble, and likely not gonna be super coherent but whatever, im not trying to write an analysis piece LMAO)

I think it's so interesting to think about- because to the stoats, humans are cold, brutal, mechanical monsters who destroy everything in their path. So logically, it feels strange and insidious when you have the First Stoats attempt to imitate these monsters

But then, when finding out that humans are not the monsters they think they are, does that mean being closer to human wasn't a bad thing? Wasn't as monstrous as it seemed? Which means, then- were the First Stoats not as monstrous either?

So like- them putting together all the evidence we saw towards the First Stoats being antagonists? yea it makes sense for them to assume these guys could be bad!! they have creepy imagery, scary, intimidating presences

Did they also come in and act as if they knew best, and that their way was the only way, without fully knowing the nuance and context of the things they're taking action against? yup, absolutely!

I don't blame the players, and I don't blame Aabria- I think it's such a fascinating topic that I would happily listen to them discuss for hours and hours

I also enjoy that the intelligence the Stoats gained is explained by the radiation bc at the end of the day, the players will never be able to replicate exactly how a stoat will react to these situations- they do not have the tools to be able to understand how a wild animal's logic and brain works. the stoats are humanised whether they like it or not babey!!!

Anyways i dont think any of this made any real sense or had any substance, just some 3am ramblings

(there's also some interesting parallels to colonialism and culture, but i don't quite want to get into that bc I don't know how much that theme is intended to be interpreted in this family fun stoat story, and also its LATE)