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Hey you ok? We can always talk, my dm’s are open. I went through the same thing even if I am a minor, I understand what’s happening. It’s ok to talk ❤️ my DM’s are open!!

Content warning: venting

I'm sorry

I'm so sick of living I can't do this anymore everyday of just constant stress and stress I can't do it I feel physically sick I don't want to be here anymore I'm so tired of this of my existence I can't deal with the migraines, the suicidal thoughts I just can't I'm so tired I don't want to ask for help I don't want people to know about my struggles and stress I'm fucking useless I'm sorry I want to puke I want to hide to feel safe in my own body to feel happy but I can't I only feel ok when im eating, when im full its the only thing that helps but im already fat im 5'4 and almost 200 lbs i just want to eat and eat and i hate myself for it I don't want to do this anymore I just want to lay in the snow in a forest and close my eyes and die I fucking hate this shit I hate myself

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Michelangelo you would have loved hot to go

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Me with TMNT Bayverse:

Everyone hates you but I love you

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i don't care if he's twice my size and could snap me in half with one hand, i need to pin him to the mattress and fuck him

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first post is a really charged sketch I guess?? hello world!

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Sorry I haven’t posted! I’ve been in the mental hospital but I got out thankfully :). I’ll be posting more CoD stuff soon!

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I LOVE YOU PRICE AGAHAHAGAYX

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I need a pillow that’s just Kate’s face liek this

But her because shes so Bohr I can’t take it anytime I hashahahahah MEOW 😻

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Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

I’m not sure if this is a bot or not but I do support Gaza.

Spread this!

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Kate Laswell Brain rot is taking over. SHES SO HOT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I NEED FOR FICS OF HER AAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I need her face painted in my brain more and more ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Sorry I haven’t posted in a while my house caught on fire lmao. Anyways, I’ve been thinking about starting a Mafia au with 141 and child!reader…… what do y’all think?

Normally I post things that will get the most likes, but I’ve been wanting to do more child/baby!reader stuff as it’s one of my favorites to write. Though, child/baby!reader doesn’t normally get too much interest in a lot of readers so it may not happen. Let me know what y’all want (I’m down to write smut for the rest of my days).

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Hello! I hope you're doing well!

I would like to request smth along the lines of Ghost bringing his baby to work.

Like imagine big scary guy Ghost having a little one strapped to his chest but still being incredibly intimidating

YES. The big, scary, strict and dangerous Ghost, with a pure and innocent baby? (Who did he knock up was the big question but that’s for another day.)

Ghost was in the training room, working on his arms. Though, he was careful not to move around too much, the baby strapped to his chest fast asleep.

Recruits stared at him like he was crazy, not that he cared all that much, not when he had his little joy with him. The second Soap saw the baby he was teasing him like no tomorrow.

“Eh L.T? Who’s the lucky lady?” Soap smugly grinded. Ghost looked over at him, huffing. “Shut it.” Soap just chuckled, crossing his arms. “Calm your arse down.” Ghost groaned, going back to ignoring him.

If any recruit even dared to making a comment on his joy it wouldn’t end very well for them. That recruit would spend the whole day in training none stop, the baby watching and giggling.

The only person he would trust to hold the baby was Price, and even then it was only if he had to something right then and there. Thankfully, the baby loved Price and his stupid bucket hat, babbling as they played with it.

When he walked around the base with his baby strapped to him for the second time, people knew not to make comments, not if they wanted a grueling day of non-stop training.

But at the end of the day, Ghost knew his baby — his joy, the one thing that matter in his life (next to his wife) was safe with him, no matter where he was.

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I need some request I’ll take any I need something to write.

I’ll do Nsfw/sfw, child!reader I’m a sucker forrrrrrr (this will ONLY be a sfw fic if I write it.), or even a mafia au…..