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bruh i weighed myself this morning and weighed 124 still 😭😭😭 i’m so disappointed omg i was hoping at LEAST 122 bruh. i walked a lot tdu tho, i walked an hour to my friends house then went to the mall for the couple hours then walked around so i burned almost 300 cals and all i ate was strawberries, a protein bar, and a chicken skewer with salad and a piece of cheese garlic bread (with i feel really guilty abt) i hope i weigh less tmr omg

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got scared to weigh myself againn. tmr morning i promise. i ate well tdy a bit more then usual but i had to swim for work and i worked out after then walked around quite a bit. all i ate tdy was:

yogurt bowl with pb2 + vanilla protein powder with fruits (like 250 c@ls)

protein bar (180)

turkey pepperoni stick with cheese stick (150ish)

salad with chicken and beans and other veggies (250ish)

i didn’t get to do much cardio aside from walking but i did a good ab workout.

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going to weigh myself tmr but i’m nervous because i feel like i look the same (or fatter) :/. will update tmr!!!

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weight myself a couple days ago and weight 124 which is ok. i was hoping to be like 120 but losing 6 pounds in 6 days is pretty good. if i can continue to lose a pound a day then i’ll be so close to my gw by the time i leave for my cottage. probs gonna wait till tmr or tuesday to weigh myself but i feel like i’m getting skinner 😁. i’ve been eating decent like today all i ate was:

- small portion of sweet potatoes with bean salad and a slice of turkey breast

- lots of grapes and some blueberries

- southwest salad with lots of veggies and chicken and greek yogurt dressing

i also ate some of my moms salad that i feel rlly guilty about since it had candied pecans and oil😬

oh well! on edge about weighing myself tmr but it will give me perspective on how harsh my diet will be this week!

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i didn’t weigh myself tdy cause i was super busy but my dads friend came over and was asking me if i eat anything lol so i’m gonna take that as a good thing.

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i’m so excited to step on the scale tmr i haven’t weighed myself in a while but i’ve eaten so well the last few days, gone to the gym everyday and moved around a lot!!!

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update!!! (if anyone cares)

weighed 130 last weekend and that made me feel so sick so i haven’t really been eating and i just got a gym membership in the building i work so i’ve been working out a lot. i went on the stair master for 40 mins tdy and burned 300 c@ls :). also if anyone has relationship advice i’d love some advice bc i like this guy i work with but i can’t tell if he likes me backkk

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my body goals:

-get rid of lower stomach fat

-have a thigh gap

-have skinny arms

-collarbones that pop out

-visible cheekbones

-lose face fat

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I wish I was skinny, for if I was skinny maybe the lack of fat would make up for the lack of love that I have for my own mind

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i ate too much yesterday and need to not eat but i tend to eat too much when i get home so i’m gonna walk around then go to the library to avoid eating. i hope it works i go camping next weekend and i want to be 115.

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saw melanie martinez last night!! she was incredible omg

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back at 124☹️ wtf. i hope it’s just water weight

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i weighed 121 yesterday but then i ate so much. i hope u don’t gain too much i really wanted to get to the 110s by tdy. why do i self sabotage 😭💔

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update (incase anyone cares)

i maintained after yesterday but i walked around so much tdy cause i had a school event from 8am-11pm and it’s basically just walking. all i ate was a junior chicken, half a slice of pizza & a parfait.

estimated c@ls:

junior chicken: abt 380

pizza: abt 180

parfait: abt 250

total c@ls estimate: 810

tbh i did really good i didn’t finish any of the food i ate which i usually struggle with. i also had a couple free ones with alch in them and a gatorade but i feel like i burned them off tdu along with a bit of popcorn. my friends all brought a lot of snacks too i only ate things i really wanted so i’m pretty happy with myself!

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today i ate ok

medium sized apple - 95

dark chocolate - 90

chicken soup - 80

but then i ate a salad with 3 chicken skewers and a bit of avacodo so i’m guessing my totals around 700-750 c@ls 😬

gonna get a coffee tmr morning then try to st@rve the rest of the day :)

i also did a ab workout tdy and biked for abt 30 mins!!

i really hope i still lose 🤞🤞🤞

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My life would be so much better if i was pretty

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The feeling of almost fainting every time you stand up>>>