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Yeah... I failed...
1 year.
Just 1 year of consistency and resilience and my ugw will be reached.
1 year without extreme restriction and light exercise.
I have marked the milestones every beggining of the month according to the results from losertown.
I will post my first milestone the 7th feb.
Wish me luck and stay safe and hydrated ♡
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I've been on a fucking plateau for 2 months T.T
It's finally over :D
Having friends doesn't help my cause lol
#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#low cal restriction#ed food#low cal meal#low cal food#pro for me not for thee
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I saw this and thought...
wait

THERES ANOTHER
I HAVE A DOPPELGANGER
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If I feel even a bit hungry when I go to bed, I know I did well today (if not, I know I will do better tomorrow ^.^ no drama llama)
I need to stop seeing hunger pains as a problem to fix and start seeing them as a reward for not eating.
#tw disordered eating#disordered eating thoughts#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#low cal restriction#tw ana diary
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I need more blogs to follow!! ⭐️💖
- so pls interact with this post and I will follow you (only 18+ pls <3)
- repost so others can see you are active in march '24!!
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Goal for today 77.1kg
W: 77.4
Close enough!
#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#disordered eating thoughts#ed but not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#tw ana diary
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Ed be like...
Me and the voices in my head
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Pro-ana? Nah, im a noob-ana
#pro @na#ed not ed sheeran#pro a4a#disordered eating mention#ed not sheeren#disordered eating thoughts#ed not sherran#ed vent#ana trigger#ed jokes#ed shit#ed meme#tw ed diet#noob ana
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mom I don't have an eating disorder I'm dressing up as a skeleton for halloween
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#tw disordered eating#ed meme#ednos meme#ed ednotsheeran restriction#☆ve#☆ving#tw ed diet#4ana#tw mia
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I say I do yoga twice a week.
I do it only once a week... for 15 min top....
People around me think it's working :S
Every time someone asks me what I've been doing to lose weight, I lie and tell them this app and program I've been using loosely.
It makes me wonder if all the success stories are just lies wrapped in pretty monologues about making better choices.
#ed behaviour tw#tw disordered eating#tw restrictive ed#ed relapse#bullimic#ed not sheeren#tw mia#ana trigger#ed vent#ed disorder#pro for me not for thee#adult ana#ed
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Amen
Unless I w3igh my gw WITH clothes, shoes + a full tummy then I'm not at my gw
#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#low cal restriction#tw ana diary
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My friend saw me take off my big chunky coat, gave a look at me and said
"Hey! You've gotten smaller!"
I told him my shoes usually have a little bit of a heel and that these new flats are, well ... flatter.
A few seconds later I understood what he meant.
It felt fucking good!
The funny thing is... when I see myself in the mirror I look the same...
I can't wait until I get so small even I will notice it too. ^.^
#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#ed food#tw ana diary#low cal meal#ednos meme#ed disorder#☆ve#☆ving
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Accountability
#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#ed food#low cal restriction#tw ana diary#low cal meal#ednos#ed nonsense#☆ve#☆ving
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Between "act recovered.." and "body builder not building shit..."

#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed not ed sheeran#i need to lose so much weight#ed but not ed sheeran#low cal restriction#tw ana diary#☆ve#☆ving
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