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cuddling

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maidens if you are going to flee dramatically from my castle in the middle of the night once i reveal my true nature to you please leave your candelabra on the little ledge by the portcullis we are running out of them

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One in fact would not have PTSD if the trauma was simply in the past and no longer hurting one. The trauma is all around us, everything reminds me of it, I'm being triggered all the time, it is constant and continuous and now. In fact it is much more able to hurt me now than it was at the time. At the time I lived in a special world where what I was going through made sense and I could take it. This new world is healthier and it is reality but my trauma is suddenly bloody gore and viscera

Telling a person with PTSD that their trauma is “in the past” and “can no longer hurt them” has to be one of the most careless ways of reassurance that you can offer.

Yes, the trauma happened in the past. No, the passage of time does not mean we can heal the wound.

For many of us, the trauma is something we must learn to live with but cannot recover from. We must learn how to avoid and calm ourselves down from the many triggers of said trauma as we age.

Trauma is not something that can disappear with time. We learn to live with it and its triggers. We are not weak for being incapable of recovering from the trauma. Instead, we are the opposite for learning how to live with it.

For many, it grows with us instead of away from us.

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How I look with he/him in my bio

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ohhh october be kind. on god be kind

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I'm Geocaching deep web abandonware

I'm stealing this from Twitter

Here's the link

I am a high-definition gateway drug body double!

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This post has permanently changed my vocabulary and is genuinely improving my mental health

this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen

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Haiku #85

Railway cat curled by

The tracks, watching each train pass -

Thunder, down the tracks!

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Absolutely this. Dracula is the Original "saving the day with the power of friendship [and trains]"

(But also I personally think Lucy and Mina were at least a little romantic for each other)

My Dracula hot take: I don't particularly care if you adapt/interpret Mina and Lucy or the Suitor Squad as romantic or platonic. What really matters is that the Love is There. The Love being there is central to the dynamic.

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McGucket confirmed gay in one of the Gravity Falls shorts when he says "I'm about to marry my beard"

https://youtu.be/wfX0QyHpXac

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Haiku #84

I pour over a

Library stained with my own blood

Sigh - set down each book

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Me, completely insane: I gotta try really hard to be less insane

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Haiku #83

Overhead the sun

Burning, my heart flutters, change

About to begin

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Ease back open that old familiar wound

Scarred and stitched and twisted

Watch her crawl from out the shadows

Whispering, I told you you'd need me, I told you I'd be back

The same weight of her upon your chest, needling your flesh

And then the blood comes and finally she can feed

Nursing herself from the flow that comes freely now

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a lot of life can be persevered thru by secretly playing pretend in your mind the whole time