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Dreams #1
You, average person, have sexy dreams now and then, right?
I have something completely different.
Today I dreamed that I traveled to Australia and met this girl. I was 16-ish. We saw each other every day for a week. Whilst we gradually started to share something, she was kidnapped and died (I don't remember how) while I wasn't there to help. Somehow she stayed alive in a parallel world within ours which I knew, yet couldn't reach, like an one-way mirror.
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THIS NIGHT
Laughed; Cried; Passed out drunk watching anime.
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NOT AGAIN
My PlaystationVita was shipped and finally delivered to me!
The bad news: the left analog and the rear touchpad seem to be malfunctioning. I live in Brazil, so it's even worse. You may have heard how things don't really work here.
That's it. Sent an email to the seller and I'll wait a reply. Getting a pristine Vita may take another month.
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If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted all the time
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WHATEVER
No one answered my last post.
It's deleted anyway.
It's best to keep edgy stuff away from ye.
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SHIPPED
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MONDAY
Lot of things to do. I did nothing all day. Honestly, woke up four hours ago.
Had one or two nightmares.
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PHOTOGRAPHY
I would take pictures of my surroundings; if I had a camera.
I would post pictures of myself; if someone took them. | and I dislike self shots.
Enjoy my texts?
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AVERAGE DAY
Today was somewhat a good day. I laughed hard sometimes. Why do I feel alone? I could guess, but not any answer, close to the truth it be... forget it.
*sigh* ?
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FEWER FRIENDS THAN I THOUGHT
Some days ago was this friend of mine had her anniversary. Tried to call her twice. Sent a message - wasn't replied. I just wanted to give regards!
Yesterday she picked up the phone. I bet it was an accident: she told me to call again later because she was "on the bus". Deal. Again, didn't pick up my call. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Unexpected, yet not surprised.
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WAIT WAIT WAIT
I guess there isn't a "right time" for me. She didn't seem to care before, why now?
When should one give up? It's so easy tossing other stuff and dreams away! What leads me to search companionship with the most complicated folk and never let go? stalker
Timing isn't my best skill anyway.
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FIRST IMPRESSIONS
Can you change one? Is it alright to act completely different at a second time? Most people won't take it easy. Are you a liar? Are you mad?
They think I am quiet, almost everyone thinks I am a pacifist, many think I am afraid. Few believe I can stand power. No one would take me as their leader. This used to be advantage, now it's a burden.
How I'll proceed in this micro-cosmos can decide how... should I don't care at all, which could convince me as well. THAT'S THE POINT!
Why, thanks myself.
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SORRY DUDE
Walking home, I greet two gentlemen, one of which ask if I smoke, requiring me a cigarette.
Not sadly at all, I don't smoke. But knowing that I was alone, wearing an old hoodie and slightly ragged jeans, walking from what seemed nowhere at 3 a.m., maybe he was actually into illegal stuff. That will remain a mystery.
And no, I don't do drugs either.
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NOTHING
Today I spent the night walking around my town. Going circles, I heard people's parties, buddies skating, couples eating at restaurants.
Bought some credit for my phone - twice - yet couldn't send messages to one of the few girls I'd probably have a relationship somehow.
A kid asked if I was okay, "seemed to be a little down". Trying to sleep around I was, and so said to him.
The experience was a social expectation ending up with hiking desert streets, reminding me again of how alone I feel and the process around it.
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ENOUGH
(cousin goes for the the beer left)
- Whoops (I move my glass towards the tower)
- Are you willing to drink more?
- Nah... Just kidding.
("A wise man knows when too much ale he had" Something close to that is said on Hovamol)
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