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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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You
You’ve been down lately and we haven’t talked much, I wish I could hold you and let you know how much I love you, my dear moonlight
When I look up at night, I see the moon...
And the hurting soul I am writing this to
The boy with deep dirt brown eyes
Where all life seems to come from, where beauty truly lies
Brown curly hair, light-skinned, skinny and tall
Very “basic” features but that’s far from all
With kindness as authentic as a mined diamond
Honesty unmatched, genuine, divine and
A voice that could sway even the hearts of those lost
A smile, (I imagine) with the ability to defrost
With the gift of pulling people in like the tides
It’s hard to stay grounded when the gravity subsides
So I can’t help but look up to you, as you take strides
But we all have our weak moments at times
Two years, and it feels like not much has changed
Although, in the past week, not many words exchanged
As the moon fades, and the sun rises, our memories arise too
\Who needs the moon, when I’m blessed with you
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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You Confuse Me
I love your humor, but for once, please be sincere.
I’m not the most communicative person
I feel like my talking skills can sometimes be worst than
My ability to tell what you’re about to feel
Whether it’s a joke or whether you’re for real
Over the past year, you’ve made two jokes about dating
An insinuation of why you want me to break up with my boyfriend, baiting
Your words have always confused me in ways
But you laugh and play it off, leaving me in a haze
I don’t expect a direct confession, a hug, and a kiss
But your words linger as I wonder if it’s another opportunity I have missed
When it comes to you, I’ve never been that smart
So, please let me know, and stop playing with my heart
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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You Are My Muse
I wanted to write today but I have too many inspirations
I’ve always had writers block with love poems, but you inspire me differently. 
The way you make the little stupid thing in my chest feel that makes me feel... alive and reminds me I’m not quite dead yet.
The way you make the little stupid thing below my waist that digests my food, but can’t seem to process how much I love you.
The way you make the little stupid thing I use to talk fully stop moving, my words seem to get caught in my throat.
It’s a full time job being around you and feeling these emotions alone without you having doing anything. You might have to take a break with all this running through my mind... But no worries, my head is a temple that will always be open to you... I hope you feel the same.
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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I Can’t Get You Out My Head
This guitar riff from OHSHC reminds me of you
My little love,
My... mon cherie,
Your goofy smile
Your amazing feats
When I hear those cords,
I can’t help thinking of us
The way you laugh
How you’re so sweet
The sun will shine
When you’re near me
Oh darling, my love, my sweet
Thinking of us And I can’t help
No, I can’t help
Wondering if you feel 
The same around me
I’m finally good, with you
I love you, mon cherie
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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I’m Glad You’re In My Life, X
I originally wrote this poem for someone who didn’t deserve it. Made some revisions for you. 
Flax Wheels
Wool of two balls of yarn
Both spun on different flax wheels
One a thick bright eye-stunning pink of sparkle
The other a cooler shade of blue, much like the deepest color of ice, of a thinner texture
Both balls are spun feet from each other
And once created, thrown into a bin
The bin filled with many different spun yarns
Of different textures, colors, stretches, and bulks
The bright being thrown into one side
And the cooler being thrown on the opposing
As the yarns knit their own concepts
It’s up to the needles to decide whether they want to become a white thick rhinestone sweater
Or a brown thin bralette
Others are unfortunate enough to miss a few stitches and ultimately run out of thread for their mistakes
The pink and blue continue to wonder what they may knit with their wool
As 18 years passed, they are finally taken out of their bins, ready to knit
Excited until once realized two threads of them are intertwined 
The sparkling pink is excited and thinks of what they can create together
As the cooler blue is unaware of the pink’s excitement and awe 
The bright shining pink sees the potential in what can be created
And ultimately decides they want to knit with the thin blue
Knitting varies on whether you want to knit with a single ball of wool
Most choose duo balls, wools, and colors, two wools for an amazing outcome
Some choose more 
For now, the yarns stay at their stations imagining the possibilities of creation within their hold
For if one day they decide to cut and separate, that one intertwined thread will remain in a tight knot
Forever showing the existence of the two opposing colors that once created a beautiful colorful blend 
I hope one day I can create something with you.
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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Please Don’t Leave Me
I just realized I’m in love with you
My name; water or woman of the rain. To move through things and never stay in one place for long, I flow through life, following one steady path only to be a sip of other glasses, never staying to see it all gone. I am evanescent. For years I have caught feelings for others, and they were unrequited. I am here to help them move forward with their lives, until they become bored of me. The filler character role that I have been burdened with has left me with a question for years: Am I burdened to watch the ones I love be happy and move forward while I stay at square one? I stare at my phone as thoughts run through my mind, messaging my one and only best friend. 
I smile as I see his message pop up on my screen. I think about his face, the deep brown eyes, and curly bangs that cover his eyes, his soft jawline and crooked smile with plump lips. Other people who know him call him loud, obnoxious, funny, full of himself. He is the most magnificent enigma I have ever known. His deep voice, 6-foot, horrible back posture self never fails to have me in awe. He’s always struggled with mental health, and I was always there when his world was falling apart. It was the two of us. I was his shoulder, as he was mine. 
A silly smile takes over my face when I see him. We talk for hours and play video games together, conversing on any topic that comes to our minds. I look at him with a glint in my eyes, a sparkle I held whenever he came into view. You always filled me with pain. I continue smiling, ignoring the inappropriate thoughts that race through my head. 
Acknowledgement or ignorance? Sure, I may have been a bit envious but that’s normal for a friend. I think about his bright smile and golden-brown eyes that resemble those of dirt, in which all life comes out of... but in a platonic way of course. Acknowledging anything more would mean complications to our friendship; it could lead to its demise... However, if I continue our friendship as if nothing has changed – which nothing has – then everything can stay the same and he’ll be happier. Acknowledgement means potentially losing him... While I would like to acknowledge there is more to my feelings, at least I have his eyes in my life. My inchoate feelings get the best of me.  
I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I have always been the filler, so I debate whether to disrupt the flow of our relationship. I listen as you talk – another beautiful chorus. Your voice is a melody to a song I could listen to forever... platonically of course. While I could admit there is a small chance my feelings are something more – that I may wish for serendipity, I’m content with the relationship we have. If you are next to me, we’re content with our little world. Even if it means watching you share yours with someone else... I am proud to see it flourish. I stare up at the sky... my name, woman of the rain... except my cheeks are stained and the sun shines.
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sonder-poems · 2 years ago
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Where It Begins
I don’t deserve this,
Two years
I gave you my love and I gave you my fears
You know how my love knows no bounds 
Such a love, is something so profound
With no bounds, I’ve been told I’m going to Hell
And sometimes I have feel like I have to dwell
Inside this shell, God I can’t breathe
God, why have you forsaken me
Two years, I’ve talked and you have listened
I stare at your eyes as they glistened,
I never felt so… safe and so found
Such a love, is not found all-around
Lately, you started to drift away from me
I wasn’t sure what for, I felt completely
Confused but I’ll stay and wait
Another two years, I can handle the weight
You tell me about your new found faith
I felt like I’d become a wraith
As long as you don’t see me as wrong
As long as you don’t degrade me, I’m so strong
You then told me you saw my love as a sin,
The ability to love everyone? Cut in
My heart like daggers as I stared in disbelief
My smile, dropping like a leaf
Then I began to sob, 
I sobbed and sobbed like never before,
Holding onto what your words tore
I grabbed onto my chest holding my heart
Since when was I not so smart?
I sobbed, and couldn’t breathe as I yelled for air
A silent yell, with pain I couldn’t bare
I screamed and sobbed and screamed again
But no one could hear me, but your god, Amen
A satanist, I would give anything to take away
My crying pain
But here I scream
And here I lay
You’ve changed, and now I’m too alert
Such a love, could only bring hurt
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