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It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

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*screams into a pillow, cries in a ball, groans, stares at wall* fine.

pk;m new

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Oh my god

guys hot uquiz was just discovered but I'm taking it about 100 yrs too late. anyways everyone share how wifeable you are.

THE WIFE RATING SCALE 1929

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THE SYSCODE

the syscode (TSC / the system code) is a code that is meant for traumagenic systems to express their systemhood in a short string of emojis or letter combos!

the syscode was meant for those who are uncomfortable using the plc / plural c0de due to the mention of non traumagenic systems, but can be used by any traumagenic system as long as they are indeed traumagenic!

under the cut you will find the guide for how to make your own TSC string to put on your blog, carrd, or wherever you want to share it!

do keep in mind that there may be additions & changes added, which will all be posted in an update on this blog! feel free to send asks with suggestions!

HOW DO YOU USE TSC?

the TSC can be used on any site you wish to use it on, though i've seen codes like TSC mainly used in pinned posts / blog descriptions and carrds! an example of TSC would look something like this:

TSC: 🏕️ | ☀️ | 🍌 | 🦊 | 🔘 | 🌼 | 🍞 | ❤️🧡 | 💞 TSC: TW | MN | GY | PS | NA | DA | OW | AL HD | CL

it's highly recommended that you link this post back in your code or by your code somewhere so others can reference it!

THE CODE ITSELF:

VERSION: 1.0

MODIFIERS

? or ❔ = unsure / unaware, meant to be used in place of other code parts but can be used besides them if you have an idea, but aren't 100% sure of it! (for example: ex/ex/ex❔ or ex/ex/ex?)

X or ❌ = prefer not to say / skipped / information is private. used in place of other code parts (for example: ex/ex/❌/ex or ex/ex/X/ex

NA or 🔘 not applicable, for information categories that don't suit your system. used in place of other code parts (ex: look at X)

( ) or 💬 = extra text, used to add in extra information that can't be conveyed with the emoji alone (for example: 💬collectively masc or (collectively masc) )

multiple emojis / letter codes: you can use multiple emojis or letter codes in the same part of the string if you feel that multiple of the options fit you! (for example: 🐺🐯/ex/ex or DI PF/ex/ex

BODY'S AGE

🏖️ / MR = Under 16 🏝️/ SR = Over 16 (minor) 🏞️ / ET = Over 18 🏕️ / TW = Over 21 🏜️ / TH = Over 30

COLLECTIVE GENDER

☀️ / MN = Man / Male Aligned 🌕 / FM = Woman / Woman Aligned 🌔 / MS = Masculine 🌖 / FN = Feminine 🪐 / TM= Transmasculine 🌠 / TF = Transfeminine 🌌 / TN = Transneutral 🌟 / NB = Nonbinary 🌫️ / AG = Agender ❄️ / MG = Multigender (bigender, trigender, etc) 🌪️ / PG= Pangender 🌧️ / GF = Genderfluid / Genderflux 🌙 / DG = Demigender (demiboy, demigirl, etc) 🌈 / XN = Xenogender

COLLECTIVE ORIENTATION

🍎 / ST = Straight / Hetero 🍌 / GY = Gay (man) 🍓 / LS = Lesbian 🍒 / BI = Bisexual 🍑 / PN = Pansexual 🥑 / PY = Polysexual 🍉 / AB = Abrosexual 🫐 / OM = Omnisexual 🍇 / AC = Asexual (spectrum) 🥝 / AR = Aromantic (spectrum) 🥭 / AA = Aroace 🍈 / DM = Demisexual 🍋 / GR = Gray Asexual 🍍 / QR = Queer 🥥 / UN = Unlabeled 🍐 / MM = MLM / NBLM 🍊 / WL = WLW / NBLW 🍅 / NL = NBLNB / WLNB / MLNB

SYS ORIGIN

🐺 / DI = Dissociative Identity Disorder 🦊/ OS = Other Specified Dissociative Disorder 🐶 / PD = Partal Dissociative Identity Disorder 🦝 / UD = Unspecified Dissociative Disorder 🐯 / PF = Polyfragmented / Complex Dissociative Identity Disorder 🐼 / HC = Programmed / Highly Complex Dissociative Identity Disorder 🦦 / TR = Traumagenic System

SYS MODIFIERS

♟️ / IH = Introject Heavy 🃏 / FI = Fictive Heavy 🎴 / FA = Factive Heavy 🎱 / NH = Non Human Heavy 🎲 / RL = Role Heavy (ex: gatekeeper heavy, host heavy, etc)

DIAGNOSIS

🌼 / DA = Medically Diagnosed 🌷 / RE = Medically Recognized 🌹 / SD = Self Diagnosed 🌻 / QU = Questioning

ALTER COUNT

🍞 / OW = 2+ 🥖 / OT = 10+ 🥐 / TP = 30+ 🥯 / FP = 50+ 🥨 / HP = 100+ 🧇 / FH = 400+

PREFERRED ALTER TERMS

❤️ / AL = Alters 🧡 / HD = Headmates 💛 / SM = Sysmates 💚 / PR = Parts 💙 / ME = (Sys) Members 💜 /Y& = You& 🖤 / FC = Facets 🤍 / PE = Personalities

PREFERRED SYSTEM TERMS

💗 / SY = System 💞 / CL = Collective 💟 / PL = Plural 💓 / ML = Multiple

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Wanted to do a Vanny in a similar style to my springtrap

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Types of Amnesia

Diagram created by me

General criteria for amnesia:

Memory loss

Confusion

Inability to recognize familiar figures/places

Difficulty recalling names or places

Not remembering where you went

Worser ability to remember things that had happened

Generalized Amnesia Where a person completely forgets everything about themself and have no recollection of what, where, and who they spoke to. This can describe a blackout switch and may still recognize who they are.

Localized Amnesia Where a person is unable to recall a specific/series of event from the whole, which creates an incomplete picture of the situation. For example, remembering childhood but not the abuse.

Selective Amnesia Where a person only lost some and retain the rest, forgetting parts yet not all of them. This can describe greyouts as it grasps some information/sensory yet not enough to tell what exactly happened. One example is playing the phone and unable to recall what occured, only to jump its memory right to being at bed.

Emotional Amnesia Where a person has an intact memory and it's details on what had happened, but do not remember what the event feels like (e.g. was scared, happy, etc.). One description is that you're watching something that didn't happen to you, because you don't feel like being in the scene itself.

Continuous Amnesia Where a person fails to retain full parts of the event/day, for a set period of time (can vary from minutes to days) and create an accumulative, small bits of selective amnesias, continuously, leaving many gaps in a chronological timeline. This usually happens in times or stress, or abuse.

Fragmented Amnesia Where a person has an unrelated, and/or disjointed memories that does not go with the timeline's order, creating confusion and difficult to grasp the cohesive picture of what truly happened. Emotional amnesia may be present in this type. Bonus for systems:

Amnesia barriers Where a person fronting is not able to recall other alter's memories, which is a form of retrograde amnesia and compartmentalization. Because the fronter will only retain any information before switching out with the next one, the rest experiences anterograde amnesia as it cannot form and remember those memories, unless being coconcious or cofronting (even though, this is not always guaranteed).

Take notes that amnesia can still happen outside system things due to comorbidities like anxiety disorders or depression, this does mean systems are bound to experience more amnesia compared to non-systems folks out there.

Do you have any discussions about this? Or would like to describe your own way of seeing these different types of amnesia? Or have more to add? Feel free to tell them here!

- j

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It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

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i love working to the sound of someone else losing their marbles. this is my favorite genre of youtube video

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the weight of never knowing the full extent of it. only ever seeing fragments of yourself.

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alters thinking that they’re trauma holders JUST because they remember one or two things is so funny to me, like no baby you’re just mildly aware of the stuff we went through /t /lh

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System home therapy (making a hitlist)

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‘Must just be a few su1c1dal alters… nothing too bad we can work on thaaaaaa…..’

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Despite being a blog that primarily posts about Security Breach, the Five Nights at Freddy's lore will still always end at Pizzeria Simulator in my heart, for Michael and Henry's sake. Security Breach is its own separate timeline to me entirely, this is the for funsies timeline

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Not-so-friendly reminder that Endos are Ableist and Tulpas are racist. Have the day you deserve. ♡

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‘You have friends in your head’

So why is every day so isolating and lonely?

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Me (apparently) liking a post about something: lol that’s funny

Me an hour later not remembering the video at all and seeing I’ve liked it: why the f would I like this lol

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