sk1nny-b3tch

[sk1nny-b3tch]

and then i overdose

i overthink, overlove, overfeel and overstress

[sk1nny-b3tch]

things to do instead of eating:

- write a diary.

- watch a movie or a documentary.

- read a book or listen to an audio book.

- drink a lot of water, tea or coffee :].

- cook or bake smth just for fun and give them as a fun gift or surprise to someone.

- play any game u like.

- study.

- sleep.

- go shopping (or online shopping).

- make pinterest boards or whatever theyre called.

- make shopping cards or wishlists full of fun stuff youd like.

- clean ur room and declutter, sell and throw old things u dont need away or maybe even custom them into smth!

- color.

- write down all ur dreams and what u want from life or smth like that. self discovery :D

- Watch again ur fav movie/series.

- find new music that u rly like or listen to ur fav songs.

- start any whack project or thing youve wanted to start. yes now is the time.

- make new online friends, get to know to new people.

- do ur makeup, try a fun new look!

- go outside in the nature.

- exercise. (even yoga or dance or smth!)

- do selfcare.

- discover new places in ur town.

- go for a long bus ride (these two ofc depends to the corona situation there)

- travel to another city.

- learn a new skill (anything u r interested! just go for itt! im personaly learning hindi atm even its so difficult for me.)

- make art.

- meditate.

- get to know to some country and its culture more using internet.

Also remember that if u feel sick and/or are hungry, u can eat. Eating something to survive doesnt make u a failure no matter what ur ed says :(. Or at least eat smth small if u cant more.

[sk1nny-b3tch]

i have one good day and then the next day is shit i say itll get better tommorow but it doesnt it just keeps getting worse

[sk1nny-b3tch]

im back!?!?

i was in rehab for a lil over a month bc aparently im an alcoholic ??? i also "recovered" bc my depression got bad and i gained 15lbs :( at least now my mom isnt making me go to the ed clinic bc she thinks im better ! also i got covid again lols

[sk1nny-b3tch]

[sk1nny-b3tch]

im so tired of fucking everything

[sk1nny-b3tch]

[sk1nny-b3tch]

started this diet day one

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ive been losing and gaining the same weight

It’s so discouraging to have to lose weight you already lost before