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might be able to complete my first 72 hour fast ever??? if i can get thru tomorrow so yay

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how can i get literally double the amt of diet soda for half the price just because it's in a bottle instead of a can lmfao

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my birthday is exactly 5 months from today and man i keep thinking how good i could look by then if i lock in now newfound motivation let's go!!!!

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dreamt that i was eating food and woke up feeling so disgusting even though i didn't even actually eat anything 😭

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🍃ing cause alcohol has too many calories

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i feel like fasting gets so much easier the more you do it cause when you're already 24 hours through reaching 36 and then 48 doesn't seem so daunting because you're already halfway there

it also feels sm easier than just restricting cause then you don't even gotta think about what you're gonna eat cause you don't gotta eat at all lol

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need more people to do this w me actually this is genius

If you wanna be friends on stepsapp you can add me through this link 💙 let’s motivate ourselves in exercising ✨

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the ed timeline of going from 'i need to get worse before i can get better' to 'i don't need to get better'

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chat do you think this is what they meant by angel numbers x

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i want people to be concerned when they look at me

like i don't want them to think 'oh she's so pretty/ they're so hot' i want them to think 'she's so skinny/ how are they still alive'

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doing it so i can finally wear revealing crop tops and tank tops without feeling the need to wear a shirt over it

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unfortunately, i got da munchies and ate.

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i hate that my ed has made me mean. i see stranger and i judge them, i see ⭐️ving as a competition and get angry if my friends eat less then i do. i hate being mean.

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i just wanna be somebody else's thinspo :/

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just wanna be skinny enough for someone who doesn't work out to be able to pick me up and carry me around is that too much to ask for help

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fasted for 44 hours, had a big protein heavy meal around 650 cals, gunna try to go for 72 hours now i feel good but like i ate too much still 😭

i am meeting by bf saturday and so gonna have to eat then so i'm just gonna try to fast until then fingies crossed hehe

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it's crazy how i think more about food than i do about GETTING A JOB????