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long rant cuz i’m so tired. ignore any grammar mistakes i’m too tired to look it over

⚠️swearing involved⚠️

im getting sick of the internet

as someone who mostly grew up using it for schooling, communication, and entertainment, this shit is genuinely starting to get to me mentally.

never really thought i would ever say something like this but having to use it every single day to get work done, use it to talk to friends/family, and even for entertainment cuz no one goes out anymore and i don’t want to go somewhere alone (im very introverted) is genuinely starting to make me sick. i think it’s also starting to fuck up my mental health cuz most media is just straight genuine brain rot at this point unless it’s like a movie/show.

and don’t even get me started with twitter/x, instagram, tiktok, and sometimes even tumblr can just be so toxic and even if it doesn’t involve you directly, it can still make you feel like shit someway or another. even with youtube and twitch, everything has really just gotten so much more shitty and toxic. also with this time and this gen, people have just changed so much.

im so fucking grateful that my mom forced me to go outside, read, paint, color, do fucking anything that didn’t involve a screen because i miss it so much. i honestly just miss being a kid

im trying to not go on social media as much or use the internet unless it’s for work or communication and im really only watching the news and on occasion a tv show but its so much more difficult to keep up with the media, news, and much more just because of how much the internet is used to communicate all these things. and even when just opening an app like that to look at actual important information it’s so hard to not see something controversial or toxic or just fucking brain rot. i honestly just need a break from everything, work, responsibilities, just fucking everything but i can’t cuz i got shit to get done and just don’t have time for anything

im so fucking sick of the internet and how depressed it’s honestly made me.

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just finished watching s 10 ep 12 of doctor who!!

i can’t do this anymore

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sometimes u just gotta log into tumblr after not being online in days, check if anyone u follow has posted something interesting, and log off when u don’t find anything or get bored even though u haven’t clicked on a single thing

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i rlly want to get back into drawing but i feel so demotivated 😭

need to buy a new stylus so when i get that hopefully i’ll have some sort of inspiration

first thing i’m drawing is this mf cuz y not

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i’m spiraling

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scott just there 😭

“mom i frew up 😞”

my stress relief canvas.

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The fact that a racist, homophobic, convicted felon with charges still pending will be the president of America makes me question everything about my life and this country.

I never wanted my body to be someone else's choice, to fear losing family and friends just because they're not American, or to be afraid to express myself in public because of my sexuality and heritage. Many others never wanted their lives to be this way either.

I am religious myself, but why bring religion into politics? I don't care if you believe in God, a higher power, or nothing at all. All I care about is whether you are respectful and can keep this country, and the people who live here—American or not—safe and protected. Just because you are religious does not mean you will do the right thing.

I never would have thought that I’d get so low and want to end it all, simply because I fear for my safety and what could happen to me if I don’t. I know for a fact that so many others feel the same way.

People keep telling me, ‘It won’t be as bad as you think,’ but what if it’s worse than what I can imagine?

If you voted for Trump or didn’t vote at all, I hope you know that the blood is on your hands and that you are responsible for what will happen to this country and the innocent people living here. I can promise you bringing back the ‘American dream’ won’t be something that Trump will do.

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I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

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If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

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People should never have to go through the things you and many others must due to war and the actions of others. Please take the time to read and understand their story, and if you can, please consider donating and spreading the word. 🇵🇸

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got bored and made this edit of xmcu pietro and erik

it’s ass but who’s gonna gaf? not me

also srry if the quality is shitty it’s kinda rushed cuz i got tired of doing it after an hour :,)

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I just had a vision

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honestly

I want Micheal Fassbender to be my dad..like actual dad even though I do have nice one.

Don't know what this says about me.

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i will never get over marvel screwing us over by not making this happen

Them sharing a hug would fix me actually☝️

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i DESPERATELY need to see peter telling erik that he’s his father marvel im begging on my knees do something in the new movies or make a show JUST for them pleaseeeeeee i don’t even gaf if it’s something short marvel please i don’t think i’ll be able to live if he never tells erik

also does anyone have any dadneto fanfic recommendations im desperate and will take anything at this point to cope 😞

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i hate these lesbians so much (i need them to be my dads)