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"why r u smiling at ur phone" bc my friebds 🌈🌈🥰🌞 and i love friend 😊😊😊🫂💞 Friends 👍👍🌈 And im Happy 😊😊🫂💞👍🌈

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truly nothing funnier than having an archive of when you first started getting into a media that has since consumed your entire life

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Asfgddgjjfydsrgvsfh I feel more and more the urge to go back to writing my longfic! But I want to finish the A/A fic first! Part of the difficulty in writing lately is due to this conflicting inspiration 🤯

I'm at a good point! I wish I could finish and post it so I can be more calm and mentally focused for htkynagawi 😭🙏🏻✨

Not to mention that I want to write my first fic for a zine (I have at least 3 valid concepts but it will depend on whether a specific theme is chosen or not)👀✨...am I officially into fic wip hell or is it not enough 😵😵😵💦💦💦?

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One of my favorite tropes is character with a nasty toxic personality who tries very hard to do the right thing anyway

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Hello🙋‍♀️,

my name is Saja from northern Gaza, and finally after a long wait of a year and a half of hunger, displacement, fear, bombing and displacement several times, they agreed on a ceasefire🥹 and we will return to our homes next week, but unfortunately our area is completely destroyed💔, and we do not have a home or anything else there, but despite that we are happy that we will return to our area and neighborhood, please we are now in dire need of donations more than ever, so that we can live in stability in the next stage, please donate an amount even if it is small, it will help us build our lives and stability 🥹🙏 I hope that God will protect your family from all harm🙏💞

Please share my campaign and donate if you can. Help me even if it is a small amount.

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I am Mohammed, I live in the northern besieged Gaza Strip, I am 21 years old, I have always tried to create a beautiful future for myself in which I achieve all my wishes. I had ambitions and dreams, but they evaporated because of the war, but I still want to achieve them despite the siege. During the war, I lost many things, including my university, my dreams, my job, and some friends. Despite that, I still want to achieve my dreams and ambitions. I want to rebuild my life again, so please help me in that and rebuild my life. Therefore,

please donate as much as you can because that helps me a lot. If you cannot donate, tell people about my suffering.

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they're meant to die by each other's sword why are they in a coffee shop

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evangelicals being like "god made men to do This and be like This and women to do That and be like That that's just how it is" and it's just a picture of a white man and woman following traditional gender norms makes me so insane like you boring fascist fucks. god made 2 million species of beetles. god made whales, ducks, humans, and 1500 other species capable of same sex behavior. god made fish and amphibians that change sexes. god made more than 30 different intersex variations in human beings. god, in his infinite curiosity. wake up!!! fuck!!

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Hello🙋‍♀️,

my name is Saja from northern Gaza, and finally after a long wait of a year and a half of hunger, displacement, fear, bombing and displacement several times, they agreed on a ceasefire🥹 and we will return to our homes next week, but unfortunately our area is completely destroyed💔, and we do not have a home or anything else there, but despite that we are happy that we will return to our area and neighborhood, please we are now in dire need of donations more than ever, so that we can live in stability in the next stage, please donate an amount even if it is small, it will help us build our lives and stability 🥹🙏 I hope that God will protect your family from all harm🙏💞

Please share my campaign and donate if you can. Help me even if it is a small amount.

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Actually that no punctuation plot hole ooc wattpad fanfic written by that 12 year old will ALWAYS be better than character ai. And I love that 12 year old btw

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The trio ever

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it disturbs me that a significant number of people think that the issue with sexual violence, gendered violence, and misogyny is sexual desire rather than dehumanization, so they are relentlessly suspicious of others' (and their own) desires while simultaneously never at all interrogating others' (and their own) dehumanizing beliefs about other people, both within and outside of sexual contexts

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"Today, the Israeli occupation committed a massacre against children. More than 50 children were martyred in the bombing of a nursing home, where the bodies of children were removed without heads. Only in Gaza are children without heads. I can't bear all of this. More than 50,000 people have been killed in the Gaza war, and the number is constantly increasing. Please, I don’t want to be among the dead. Please help me and my family leave the war zone. Please!!! 😭"

"Please help me by donating so that my family and I can travel out of Gaza to a safe area. Your donations will save us from certain death."

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"You have to become comfortable with the fact that most people who enjoy your fic will never bother to kudos or comment on it."

Shockingly, I am comfortable with this fact. Lack of kudos or comments doesn't bother me.

That doesn't mean it shouldn't change.

If you enjoy a fic, leave a kudos or a comment.

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"Trans men and women are both suffering" and "trans women are often specifically targeted by bigotry and harassment even within their own communities and deserve to be able to talk about their own unique challenges without being talked over" and "trans men are often erased from conversations about how bigotry and transphobia targets them and are not exempt from all the horribly draconian laws transphobes are attempting to pass" and "being trans doesn't make you immune to participating in horrible transmisogyny even and especially if you aren't aware you're doing it" and "holy shit don't reinvent bioessentialism but for trans people like holy fuck men are not destined to be evil and women aren't automatically incapable of harm" are all opinions that can and fucking SHOULD coexist

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I don't know if I'll leave these sketches like this or define them better...I'm reflecting.

After making an illustration that celebrates body positivity and freedom of expression I had to somehow reconnect with Adachi and how he is the exact opposite 😅 :

I think all his doubts and considerations about himself were buried by the incessant hours of study. The non-existent interactions he had with his peers didn't give him the opportunity to reflect on them or be rejected or criticized (convenient in order not to falter and follow this lonely path).

As long as Adachi was successful and continues to climb up, any doubts had no validity because 'I'm winning'

I am convinced that he tried to have relationships or went to certain clubs to satisfy his urges because it is one of his main themes in the game (for me Adachi is not a virgin lol). And when he reached his elite job position, why would he still hold back? He had studied incessantly, he had obtained his much desired position, now he had the right to have everything he wanted, right? (no🤣)

But with his social inexperience and stereotyped beliefs about men and women, relationships and everything else...things couldn't end well. As long as it's just sex or superficial dating? everything's ok. But when do you start to get to know each other better?

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It's not that I want to justify Adachi in any way but...if you have never confronted with someone else, had friendships (both with men and women) your vision becomes increasingly narrow and your character more abrasive than ever.

You just think you're right about everything and it's other people who are stupid (😀)

Kubo is an extreme example of how Adachi could have end up, not being disciplined and studious btw (but Kubo didn't have the same kind of parents that Adachi had so...there's always some more food for thought 🤔)

The women's rejections come from them being 'stupid bitches' not because there was anything wrong with Adachi. He's the 'perfect man' for society, he did everything that was required by society to be a successful citizen so it was definitely not his fault (😀👍🏻✨)

But when he was demoted and transferred to Inaba this certainty disappeared and the doubts resurfaced one after another.

There is no certainty that your effort will be rewarded.

And if you are not good-looking, talented and charismatic it is impossible to succeed in work and relationships.

At 27, he no longer had any hope for anything. From the beginning he lacked what was necessary.

Adachi began to hate the world and himself until he reached a stage of 'enlightened resignation' especially once he had been 'chosen' by God.

Aside from the crimes he committed and the thought that he didn't 'deserve' the affection that the Dojima family (I also include Yu in this) genuinely offered him...it's the belief that it's impossible to be loved that makes it easier for him to reject their bond.

'I have nothing lovable. You're lying. What do you really want from me?'

He also doesn't want to be hurt any more than this. Adachi cannot and does not want to bear it.

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Coming back to the initial point, Adachi finds Dojima more tolerable than Yu because although he embodies the figure of the virile, loved and well-liked man...he has his flaws and Adachi is the one who knows them best of all. He should hate him but...his rude genuineness, his opening up only to him have won him over (🤭✨)

Yu, on the other hand, is much more difficult to accept because...he's perfect. In everything, he has no visible flaws, is talented, good-looking, popular and has a bright future ahead of him. He embodies everything he is not and should have been to be successful and happy.

I find all the 'girlfail' sides of Adachi very cute and endearing 💖, but for him they are all disgusting flaws.

He was supposed to be the classic 'Alpha male' but he isn't at all. Compared to Dojima and Yu he feels even more at fault but...the two of them appreciate him for how he is now. They only knew this Adachi. An Adachi without 'future and success'.

The Dojima family 'inexplicably' loves him (🥺)

There is again a new conflict between how he believes the world works (and people work) and how it actually works.

(This all stemmed from Adachi in lingerie btw😀👍🏻✨)

Enough, I've already talked too much for today and it's not even lunch time asfgddgjjfyeyjduk

*drops microphone and walks away*