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slim fingers>>>

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ok hear me out

I got two of my wisdom teeth extracted two days ago. Now I am "forced" to keep a liquid / very soft food diet (coffee and anything hot is prohibited though).

And it kinda ?? Makes me feel hopeful ??

That I will get back to heavier r3str1ct!on. To putting my mind into every single thing that goes into my mouth.

That I will become my past self again.

I was slightly heavier and less happy back then, miserable at times, even, but I kinda miss my d1s0rder3d 3at1ng habits and mindset. That absolute control.

I've had some ice cream today, per my jaw surgeon's recommendation, and so I counted my c4l0ries for fun. Usually I just estimate them subconsciously, got them memorized after all those years. But carefully counting and measuring feels different.

I also bought low carb yogurts, jelly and baby food (haven't had those in a few years. So hard to find vegetarian ones... I was positively surprised to see how l0w kc4l they are).

I wonder. What's going to change.

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my arms have gotten less toned and bony, i hate it here.

time to restrict a little bit again.

or maybe workout.

or both.

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pls.

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hand thinspo

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Daily tinispo ❤️

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Oh guess who's back~!

I am so healthy now, I swear :)

No, but really, I eat everyday, I do a little bit of stretching every morning and before bed.

No more over-excersizing, no more caffeine addiction - usually just one cup of coffee a day. No crazy restrictions, nor overeating. I eat whatever I want (the thing is, I just don't really want anything THAT much. I do eat, though. Reasonable amounts). And I keep losing weight regardless, really awesome thing. No muscle pains, no migrains. My sleep schedule is still messed up, I go to bed around 4 a.m., but I always try to get 8 hours of sleep anyway - bless my freelancer job.

However, I started vaping a few months ago - I suppose it helped with my weight loss tremendously, as nicotine boosts metabolism (or so they say). Do not recommend though!

I graduated (MSc) and got my post-diplomas.

I am very much into art, more than ever. And I like video games too, and literature. And fashion, as a form of art.

I look so good, I became my own thinspo and it makes me very happy. I love myself, entirely <3

I won't be posting regularly, most likely. My feed is pretty dead. It is not a bad thing though, I think; I'm hoping that all the people I was following found their happiness and that they lead a healthy life outside of this page.

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Jerry Hall by Willie Christie for British Vogue, July 1976