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“I follow up the quest despite of day and night and death and hell.”

- Lord Alfred Tennyson

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“People write because no one listens.”

— h.h.

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The turmoil inside me has begun to settle

That should be a good thing

But now I just feel empty

As if the war inside of me has accepted its defeat

But has not lost hope

I see in your eyes your love for her

And your curiosity of me

I feel in your touch the “what if” of taking it further

The want to do it again

But now I’m wondering if I’ve become an experiment

If these feelings are worth pursuing

Or if the only time I am worthy of your affection

Is when we both have something to blame it on

- It’s not real if we aren’t sober

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Eyes like islands in the ocean

The waves of your iris pulling me in

A rip current that can’t be escaped

Sailing toward the whirlpool of your pupil

Drowning in your soul

-These Windows Are Dangerous

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And then, just like that, we became strangers to each other.

4 a.m. thoughts, words better left unsaid

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In a Heartbeat - Animated Short Film (2017)

A closeted boy runs the risk of being outed by his own heart after it pops out of his chest to chase down the boy of his dreams.

© Beth David and Esteban Bravo 2017

It’s here! After a year and a half of hard work, we are both so excited to finally share our film with you. Thank you all for your support and encouragement - this film means the world to us, and your kindness and enthusiasm has made this journey all the more meaningful. It is our great pleasure to share with you this labor of love, and we hope with all our hearts that you enjoy watching it as much as we did making it.

<3

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2REkk9SCRn0 Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/227690432

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Because “getting over you” would mean finally letting you go and I don’t want to forget you just yet.

(via wordsmaketheheartgrowfonder)

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Reminder to everyone! Do it for yourself not because someone else wants you too.❤️

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They say the truth will set you free, So why am I still here?

God If You Are Above by Falling In Reverse

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I fell in love with a renegade angel. Whose wings were torn and black.

He’d never say where he was from; Just swore he wouldn’t go back.

His eyes were stolen galaxies,his tears were shooting stars.

And though the stories were left untold I’d never not kiss all of his scars

He was the most perfect thing. My rebel angel on the run

With broken wings And a crooked smile, he must have cultivated from pieces of the sun.

One morning I rose with a lonely black feather Where his benign head would rest.

And felt the clusters of stars he left inside me supernova leaving a black hole, a void inside my chest

~ZiXo// This was supposed to be my love letter to deAngelo but my muse took it another direction….. I shall try again :)

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If I could find the words, if I could shake the world, If I could turn back time would you still be there? If I could stop the words you say, If I could shake the world way you take, Then would you still be there?

Would You Still Be There, by Of Mice and Men

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Jughead jones is literally my spirit animal

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My earbuds were in, but I wasn’t playing music. I needed to hear the world but I didn’t want the world to know I was listening.

The Impossible Knife of Memory, by Laurie Halse Anderson

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‘A little broken is still broken,’ I pointed out. 'But fixable.’

The Impossible Knife of Memory, by Laurie Halse Anderson

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Maybe we are all crazy, that’s why we search for love in places it can never be found.

4 a.m. thoughts

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Like Phases of the Moon

To my parents I am waxing and To my sister I am waning To many I am new, unseen and mysterious. Never do I fully show myself to those around me…only to those I deem worthy, If I present to you in my full glory you must know you are special, you have been chosen to seem me as I am. I am a complex web of something quite simple, built to forever stand out in space amongst the many planets who demand majority’s attention Overlook but not underestimated, I am like the moon. -For the Outcasts