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SYDNEY SWEENEY photographed at the 2024 GLAAD Media Awards

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Therapy is

I just learned yesterday during my therapy session. Well, I actually messaged my therapist asking if she could talk to me before marriage therapy? I have been having a really hard time the past three weeks. I have a story telling brain. I’m almost 50 and just learning this now. My brain has had me spinning on THE WHY??? Why did this happen? Why did that happen? It’s a lot. Let me see if I can…

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A time it’s all of the time

Tell us about a time when you felt out of place. Feeling out of place. I’m in my own head a lot of the time. I almost never feel comfortable. Unless I’m on vacation and have had a couple drinks. Then, I feel so relaxed and happy. I don’t drink a lot and when I do it’s fun. My favorite and most comfortable vacation is on the water. We take the boat to Arizona because it easy. Just rent a house…

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Re-Writing my story at 50…

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Things I’m learning in therapy…

My brain is a storytelling brain. I certainly have a love and hate relationship with my brain. Putting the breaks on the storytelling is something I’m being taught to do… Therapy every Monday. And one Monday a month my husband and I do marriage therapy. Yes, it’s a lot. Yes, it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever done for myself. Investing in my future self is what my therapist tells me… Not…

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Friends do you have any good ones left???

What quality do you value most in a friend?Do friends still exist? Honesty, trust, and good boundaries… Friends are weird. Everyone has there own things going on. Some people communicate to a therapist. Others communicate to anyone… These people are so super hard for me. I’m in therapy. I’m trying at 49 to be my best self. I’m having a really hard time. My triggers are all over the place. For…

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6 boys walk into the gym. While I a mom and her cute daughter wait…

I don’t understand this. Oh ya I reacted to it. My issue and I ask all 6 boys. Hey did anyone of you boys see this super cute little girl? What? Oh I thought one of you would have held the door for her. Shit I can get my own door. The fact that we are waiting for 6 boys to walk in the door on the left is just the most ridiculous shit ever. TRIGGER WARNING… I’m experiencing lots of triggers…

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I started NEW EMDR therapy

I’m learning new ways. 2 truths. Have you heard of two truths. When speaking do you say but. A lot. I’m trying to say AND. And means that there can be two truths. I’m also learning about THE WISE MIND. When I’m using my wise mind. I’m kind. Not angry at people. My wise mind enables me to act and think more clear. Starting with a new therapist has been so super stressful. I’ve seen plenty of bad…

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Learning from shit I don’t like

What gives you direction in life? I love to write. MY WAY. If I see that another blogger liked my blog post. I will go to there site. I’ve yet to find a blog that isn’t selling me something or just simply re-posting other peoples shit and commenting. I want to read a blog post about something. I want to Lear something that I didn’t know. Barbie World in Santa Monica with Shy I dislike these…

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Gym day

I’ve been boxing twice a week since January. Yes, I’m one of those people. You know. They join the gym in a January because they have a resolution. Nope not me… I’m 49. Going to be 50 this year I’m October. Im dealing again with my legs. I have a big issue with my upper thighs. All the way around. I’m consistently taking classes at the gym. Boxing, Butty and Leg and yoga. I’m being super nice…

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My AM routine starts on Mondays

I see an early am client. Then, these days I head straight to a yoga class. I’ve taken this class a couple times. I really like the instructor. Last class I took on Thursday. I had my mat set down for a bit. I than had a girl super close to me. Then, I had this guy sit next to me. WAY TO CLOSE… Family day hike after my yoga class I simply moved my mat. Way to close for me. I have issues with…

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Writing about a regular client I see 3 times a week for blowouts and a shampoo

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I arrived early to my morning clients house…

Writing helps me with all of the thoughts that go through my head daily. I forget to write sometimes but, when I remember my days are much better. 3x a week blowouts I have a client I see three times a week. Mondays, Wednesday and Fridays. I love the consistency of clients like this. I see this client for shampoo and a blowout. I’m at her house for about one hour most days. Sometimes 45…