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The perfect daughter

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turning 23 in about a month and feeling particularly strange about it. i have youth i embrace it i have been very purposefully and explosively showing up for it in those occasionally lackluster ways that most people do. but i’m losing it despite having so much more time. does anybody have some wisdom they’ve been aching to share? or even just thoughts. i’d like to know

i am young and i know i think with innate naivety, even though i try not to. still a baby to the world, i’m always learning. but i’m celebrating my mom’s 63rd birthday tonight and i feel uhh weird. i feel weird

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Pitooey

utterly obsessed with this image

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so the written-plainly-on-paper takeaway of the house series finale is an understandable way of ending the show . but if i’m for real with myself i did not find the episode particularly satisfying spoilers and thoughts under cut

having house fake his death to be with wilson is poetic and it makes perfect sense. the burning building though.girl. gregory house limped through 8 entire seasons being largely unchangeable and then he spent 20 minutes inhaling smoke and was like I Can Change. it felt stilted and afterwards the funeral scene was so….short and too nice and i was distracted by how many people were there. for someone who was constantly told that he’d be alone and that he’s an ass, no meaningful attention was paid to all the randos there or the boring, insincere, and extremely brief pleasantries of the people we DID know. which i could understand as part of house’s view of others being willing to say what they think should be said (cue goody two shoes james wilson being real+raw) but it made me laugh that most of them didn’t even act that sad. then the closing snippets of his team members seeing pics + thinking of him and looking wistful about it lol. i thought it was all rushed and a weak way of getting him closer to something like a happy ending. the faking his death really was a nice touch even if the lead-up was crazy though. everything that happened in that building was crazy. the cripple fell like 8 or 9 feet thru a ceiling and then walked out the back door after a beam seemingly crushed him and the building exploded??i just think that it is a lot

whateva i’m a big girl. it had to end somehow and it could have been worse. also i admit i don’t know what the circumstances surrounding the show’s non-renewal were and how that may have affected things. the rest of the series was so solid. more than solid. except for maybe the huddy relationship,um maybeee that could have been done differently i know a lot of people were very pissed about it. the episodes leading to the end were truly great though, ESPECIALLY The C-Word. i love that hugh directed it, his ass knew what he was doing

i’ve been pretty critical and unpleasant about it but. despite my hangups i’ve been released and can start my rewatch immediately. sincerely thrilled for that..bcs and brba taught me how much i enjoy going over things again and placing it all into context that i’m already familiar with. also i missed cuddy. it took me 4 days to watch s8 and it’s like she’s been gone forever

yaaaay i have big love for house md. big fat huge throbbing ugly love actually. it’s refreshing. much to think about. will spend a long time trying to make my own kind of sense of it

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i missed the midnight of nye because i was getting cozy with my dog sipping a post-shift cocktail and watching house episode one..it’s jan31st now and tonight my best friends and i finish the series drinking big beers in our living room. heart is breaking at how it ends and that it’s over,i haven’t felt so inspired since bcs and brba. sniffle. this was so good

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sits on my own blog like it’s the edge of a lake wistfully

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first base is wound tending second base is hand touching

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Accepting that life is an endless cycle of clearing space for new people new things and new places

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i see it so i See it I see Thart with me EyeBals

when i see it i Look at it Put my eyes on it with My sightballs I look with my look balls and see It so in front of me

i see it with my eyedbarls

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ohhhh. ohh

i’ll private this later. but i’ve heard a lot about House’s Head and Wilson’s Heart and i don’t know what to expect. i will note here if i find myself in shambles. laughing and crying emoji

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y’all here coming?