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[nhyphk]

It's not about having someone to love me anymore. 🎶🎶 #A&W #lanadelrey #beach #insta #pic #morrodesaopaulo #bahia #brasil #instagood #gay #smile #heaven #praia (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpP2JmOux1h/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Our coming-of-age has come and gone Suddenly this summer, it's clear. I've never had the courage of my convictions As long as danger is near And it's just around the corner, darling, 'Cause it lives in me. No, I could never give you peace. 🎶🎶 #peace #storm #taylorswift #clouds #nuvens #tempestade #paz #insta #cool #instapic #instagood (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CniGdBLPQno/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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#ByTheDoor Is it cold where you are Like it's cold where I've been For this long waiting for you To come home to the one You used to love deep inside Like an ocean beating hard Like the fire the consumes I'm still here and the nights are cold I'm by the door And I can hear the sounds Of footsteps out there But you're never coming in And I feel the cold nights and mornings Swallow me whole while I'm longing for Someone who used to love me When will I learn to let go? Is it safe over there now? Like it was when you held me Through the tears and the storms Does he give you what I didn't Or do you still want more? Because it's all that I had And I would give you everything if had it And had I only imagined what you wanted Was a fantasy world where the monsters Were beaten and we could always be happy I'd move faraway with you Where no one would ever find you and me But I'm still here and the nights are cold I'm by the door And I can hear the sounds Of footsteps out there But you're never coming in And I feel the cold nights and mornings Swallow me whole while I'm longing for Someone who used to love me When will I learn to let go? When will I open the door? Walk out there and call to the gods To forget who you were Are you him anymore? I still dream the fever dreams that you gave to me The love that you inserted into me When will I open the door So I can let you out of me and into the wind? I'm by the door And I can hear the sounds Of footsteps out there But you're never coming in And I feel the cold nights and mornings Swallow me whole while I'm longing for Someone who used to love me When will I learn to let go Of this love if this love isn't mine anymore? And I can hear the footsteps Of when you left me to hang on my own In our house, in our world That we built and now it's all gone I'm by the door, can I let you go? Holding a match, I need to let you go. I'm gonna burn everything to the ground And stay by the door till it's ashes and dust. #poem #lyrics #poetry #writing #letra #byme #insta #sky #clouds (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnO9RM6ORQL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Última do ano... Que, nos momentos mais tortuosos e turvos, possas encontrar e luz que brilha dentro de ti. May, in the cloudiest, most tortuous moments, you find the light that shines inside of you. Never had a day I would pray alone In the silence of the universe, You would hear me and I would pray. #feliz2023 #felizanonovo #happynewyear #gay #pride #insta #cool #vibe #instavibes #instagood #faith #fé #morrodesaopaulo (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm2je9UL74z/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Como diria a Miley: se estiver procurando por estável, esse nunca serei eu. If you're looking for stable, That'll never be me, But I hope that I'm able To be all that you need. If you're looking for someone To be all that y you need, That'll never be me, hard as I try. 🎶🎶 #pic #paz #luz #peace #goodvibes #morrodesaopaulo #morrodesãopaulo #bahia #brasil #brazil #pousadaborboleta #fé #amor #gay #pride #insta #instacool #vibes #instagood (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmsHfBnvoP8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Às vezes, a mesma tempestade que destrói, cria. When the storm came, It hit so hard on the inside of me Left me wondering where should I go? 'Cause all the paths, all the paths That I'd walked through before, They were closed to me And they point, when they point at me I feel like crawling into a hole and vanishing But there's a light through the night When it's dark I can see it I can feel it, it's keeping me warm It's keeping my dreams from dying I'm going to walk through the storm And find a new way home I want to be born again As someone special, fucking special Born from the light that's pulsing in me Somewhere out there, it's shining to me It's singing to me, calling out to me Let me remind you of how little we are Yet we are still special, fucking special And there's a light that keeps glowing Days can be hard as a sharp rock into my feet And at times I feel alone in the crowd Or even when my friends are around Sometimes they don't get me It's ok, sometimes I don't get them or me It's about being there, About facing the world together, 'Cause it's life and we're different Isn't that what makes us special? So when the storm comes again We'll be an army, we'll fend for ourselves I'm going to walk through the storm And find a new way home I want to be born again As someone special, fucking special Born from the light that's pulsing in me Somewhere out there, it's shining to me It's singing to me, calling out to me Let me remind you of how little we are Yet we are still special, fucking special And there's a light that keeps glowing The sparks that I give off I hope it guides someone home There's no one like me There is no one like you We're the sons of the son and the moon A light that's flickering in the universe A light that understands us And keeps us from our fears ... #poem #byme #poetry #lyrics #morrodesaopaulo #insta #instapic #pic #bahia #brasil #paraiso #gay (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmXZMo_P1e1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Lovers Of A Recent Yore - By Me The birds that flew west are flying north now It's that time of the year, The seasons are turning They're bringing the storm on their winds And time has run out for us To escape the pain and hurt Because now or never is the choice You either get better at this love thing Or you let me go for good. I may not be the poet of your dreams But I still feel all that he feels And it still hurts because it's real And I keep trying to make it better Because I want your love And I deserve some happiness This is us at the end of the road While we're spinning, The world has stopped To watch us fade away This is the scene where we sob in tears And shout our love to the stars and the wind But your bags are in the taxi And the door is still open Remember to slam it shut when you leave Our stories will become history We will be remembered as lovers of a recent yore What was once so intense and profound Is like damp and dust on the walls Creeping up on us like an ancient ghost When it's right, we get high. When it's down, we get hurt. Well, it's clear, it's so clear that my eyes ache Did we even fight for us or did we simply break? All that glory, where did it go? Oh, do you remember that you used to call me love? I may not be the poet of your dreams But I still feel all that he feels And it still hurts because it's real And I keep trying to make it better Because I want your love And I deserve some happiness This is us at the end of the road While we're spinning, The world has stopped To watch us fade away This is the scene where we sob in tears And shout our love to the stars and the wind But your bags are in the taxi And the door is still open Remember to slam it shut when you leave Our stories will become history We will be remembered as lovers of a recent yore ... #lyrics #byme #poem #poema #beach #praia #insta #cool #instapic #pic #morrodesaopaulo #bahia #brasil #letras #paraiso #heaven #instalove #feels (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmKivX9vyHO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Lovers Of A Recent Yore - By Me The birds that flew west are flying north now It's that time of the year, The seasons are turning They're bringing the storm on their winds And time has run out for us To escape the pain and hurt Because now or never is the choice You either get better at this love thing Or you let me go for good. I may not be the poet of your dreams But I still feel all that he feels And it still hurts because it's real And I keep trying to make it better Because I want your love And I deserve some happiness This is us at the end of the road While we're spinning, The world has stopped To watch us fade away This is the scene where we sob in tears And shout our love to the stars and the wind But your bags are in the taxi And the door is still open Remember to slam it shut when you leave Our stories will become history We will be remembered as lovers of a recent yore What was once so intense and profound Is like damp and dust on the walls Creeping up on us like an ancient ghost When it's right, we get high. When it's down, we get hurt. Well, it's clear, it's so clear that my eyes ache Did we even fight for us or did we simply break? All that glory, where did it go? Oh, do you remember that you used to call me love? I may not be the poet of your dreams But I still feel all that he feels And it still hurts because it's real And I keep trying to make it better Because I want your love And I deserve some happiness This is us at the end of the road While we're spinning, The world has stopped To watch us fade away This is the scene where we sob in tears And shout our love to the stars and the wind But your bags are in the taxi And the door is still open Remember to slam it shut when you leave Our stories will become history We will be remembered as lovers of a recent yore ... Continua. #lyrics #byme #poem #poema #beach #praia #insta #cool #instapic #pic #morrodesaopaulo #bahia #brasil #letras #paraiso #heaven #instalove (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmKiAXVvoyx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Sem filtros, sem efeitos, só a brisa da manhã... Maybe I don't quite know what to say... 🎶🎶 #morrodesãopaulo #morrodesaopaulo #morrodesp #bahia #brasil #brazil #beach #praia #paradise #paraíso #insta #vibes #instacool #pic #instapic #landscape #brisa #breeze (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clo3mlOvqvf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Refúgios, abrigos, caminhos claros, caminhos escuros, mares revoltos, oceanos calmos, marés que vêm e vão. É tão vasto, é imensidão. Tantos são teus segredos que imaginá-los é vão. Tuas brisas, teus ventos, teus sussuros, teus gritos. Medo e acalento. Anseios e desejos. Se te vejo e não te conheço, não és parte de mim. Se te conheço, não te preciso ver, estás para mim como estou para ti, metade viver, metade existir. #mar #sea #ocean #oceano #maré #tide #beach #praia #nightbeach #insta #instanight #nightphotography #morrodesãopaulo #morrodesp #bahia #brasil #vibes #breezy (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClU8TzpjSbw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I'm alone, because this world is so big yet no one sees me as I see me and I keep following the leads the lead me somewhere far, somewhere supposedly safe. I'm alone because trusting is as hard as is walking up in a cold morning and having to get out of bed to face the day. I'm alone because the way that the sun burns my back feels different from the way it burns other people and so I know I'm more prone to hurt and to feel pain. I'm alone because the scars that sew me up at the edges still ache at night when I dream and the dreams turn into nightmares. I'm alone because the darkness took me as its son and so I made a home out of it and built a reality of my own, and when I don't need that much love and all that I have seems enough and all that's to come is a surprise, I don't feel ashamed, I don't feel broken, I don't feel in pain. I'm alone because I'm never alone when I'm with myself, I'm as loud as the wind and as quiet as rain. I'm my storm when the days aren't gray. #gray #gay #hey #insta #cool #beach #praia #vibe #poem #instagood #picoftheday #pride #instacool #smile #sorriso #morrodesaopaulo #morrodesp #bahia (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClUfkTlPxyR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Eu habito entre mundos de lembranças e intensidades, onde a realidade se esconde e a vida parece ser um eterno gozo sempre prestes a aflorar. Vago entre as loucuras de minha mente e as loucuras do mundo afora. Quando não há horizonte a seguir, eu viro as esquinas dos meus pensamentos mais sombrios e me deixo perder nas fantasias que, outrora, me assombravam. Minha cumplicidade é a solidão que me cerca e me excita, e tudo que corre por mim, chegou sorrateiramente, fez de mim morada e eu deixei ficar. Saudades, às vezes, transbordam e sinto um vazio muito perto de mim. Meus olhos dispersos, vagantes, buscam no distante o que está perto de mim. Às vezes a vida também me consome, me chama por nome, mas já não me vê. Oh, mas era a voz que um dia ecoou amor e hoje, nas trevas, chora por prazer. Quem me dera conhecer no abrigo para o tormento aquilo que é alento, que aquece o viver, para afagar-lhe minhas mágoas e dividirmos a coragem e a dor de ser. #Alento #poema #byme #insta #pic #photon #foto #paisagem #praia #beach #cool #bahia #brasil (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClCWhTxvoYF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Passa o inverno, chega o verão. O calor aquece minha emoção. Não pelo clima da estação, Mas pelo fogo dessa paixão. Da primavera à calmaria. Tranquilidade é uma quimera. Queria sempre essa alegria. Viver sonhando, quem me dera. 🎶 #todasasestações #trees #sunset #portodegalinhas #insta #cool #instapic #pic #landscape #glow #instavibe #vibepositiva #goodvibes (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck_3oOEPCw1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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This city never sleeps Whenever I'm giving love away It's funny how you breathe out Into my ears hot and sighly Telling me the storm's over I guess a thunder strikes twice, huh? The same place that was haunted It's a flickering cinema exhibiting Scenes of tears intertwined with joy I can find shelter in you I'm not afraid if tomorrow you're gone I'm hanging on to this moment now We're alive, we're in love I can find shelter in you tonight The birds are chanting about us Like we belong in this place I'll serve myself to you on this table I'll help myself to you in the shower But, baby, hear me When our time runs out in here We can create our own destiny I want to be yours forever Even if forever is a storm I can find shelter in you I'm not afraid if tomorrow you're gone I'm hanging on to this moment now We're alive, we're in love I can find shelter in you tonight Until the storm has passed And all that was is no more I'm gonna cling to your arms I'm gonna feed on your love I was set to die without these feels Then you knocked down my doors I can find shelter in you I'm not afraid if tomorrow you're gone I'm hanging on to this moment now We're alive, we're in love We can find shelter in us #shelter #byme #lyrics #insta #sky #céu #manhã #morning #instagay #instacool #instapic (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkzWm-ID_ug/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Once upon a time I was dreaming of you The dream came true I heard the voice of angels Telling me to follow The brightest lights in the sky And they would lead me To the one that I've been dreaming of The one that I long and yearn for And it would be like the sun shining right from above I would sink into your light Drown in your love But the wolves come out the woods at night From a path filled with holes, thorns and stones If I trip on the wrong one It will swallow me whole In these twinkly lights, I was blinded by fools When the wolf came for me Couldn't scream, couldn't breathe I would give it my heart You would break it in two Dreamed into the night And I fell right onto the twinkly lights I heard the wings clap in the woods You were calling my name I went running to you You had the knife, I was the prey And my knees still believe You were the safest place I could hide in And I prayed for you to come and save me When you were the one ripping me from the inside out They say fairytales don't come true So why is the witch hunting me? If I trip and I fall, it will swallow me whole. In these twinkly lights, I was blinded by fools When the wolf came for me Couldn't scream, couldn't breathe I would give it my heart You would break it in two Dreamed into the night And I fell right onto the twinkly lights Once upon a time I was dreaming of you The wolf came to the door I gave it all, gave my blood Gave my heart and my soul You would throw it away You were wasting me away But the witch fled through the roof In these twinkly lights, I was blinded by fools When the wolf came for me It disguised as you I just gave you my heart You broke it down in two When the witch showed to me You put a spell in my eyes I dreamed away into the night Twinkly lights, fucking lights And I fell right into your trap Now I know, now I see You're the light that's hurting me It'll be dark now for some time But I'm breaking these twinkly lights. #twinklylights #gay #pride #pic #goodvibes #vibes #lyrics #praia #bahia #brasil #insta #instavibe #byme #morrodesaopaulo #instacool (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckw4grRj_B5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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The Morrow Sky I'm gonna get hurt again And I'm gonna heal again I'm used to being sucked in Until I prey on myself with my worst fears And become what I always hated. So pain, will you be my only friend? Until the light comes out of the night sky. And I can see again If I get lost tonight You're not here to take me home What if I wake up and realize that All I have is gone? But ain't that the way It has to go? I've lost yesterday, But there's tomorrow again If skies are gray, There's hope, there's hope The sun will shine once more I may have lost who I am, I'm gonna find it again When life laughs at me I'm gonna slap it in its face There's hope, there's hope In the morrow sky When the darkness is around Yesterday will be just a memory... I, too, hurt someone I love Like they hurt me, and so bad I didn't mean to, I was scared. Shit happens when you can't see What's right in front of you The truth and the lies blurred In black and white lines on the glass window As the riot starts to heat up Settling up camp in your nightmares And you're calling for something you don't know Someone from long ago Your faith is sometimes weak Your voice is a ghost, No one can hear you I'm screaming from pain But I'm dreaming it's fading Will you be my only friend? Until the light comes out of the night sky. And I can see again If I get lost tonight You're not here to take me home What if I wake up and realize that All I have is gone? I've lost yesterday, But there's tomorrow again If skies are gray, There's hope, there's hope The sun will shine once more I may have lost who I am, I'm gonna find it again When life laughs at me I'm gonna slap it in its face There's hope, there's hope In the morrow sky When the darkness is around Yesterday will be just a memory And I'm gonna see me again in the mirror. In the morrow sky, there's hope, I believe it. #TheMorrowSky #tomorrow #poem #lyrics #pic #beach #insta #instacool #vibes #cool #instavibes #praia #morrodesaopaulo #gamboa #bahia #brasil #brazil #poetry #instafoto (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkPSO-9D4Y9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Dos horizontes que me fascinavam, tomei pavor. Contra os ventos que sopravam em minha direção, uma parede imensa construí. Levantei telhado para não deixar a chuva molhar-me e, quando o sol raiou, busquei sombra para refrescar-me, mas, refrescando-me, senti o frio subir de pé a cabeça, e então despi-me na esperança de sentir novamente um pouco de calor, mas era tarde. O sol já se havia posto e restava no ar somente uma brisa, uma brisa que, leve e intensa, logo me envolveu e me aquietou. Mas tudo passa e a brisa leve se tornou chuva, e novas nuvens se formaram, e eu corri. Corri, mas o vento, enraivado e forte, derrubou meu muro que caiu sobre meu telhado e eu fiquei sem ter aonde ir. Agora já não me restava nada, e com ele, fiz amizade. Entregue-me ao nada e o nada me abrigou. Mas sentir nada era sentir algo que me agonizava, torturava meus pensamentos e sufocava minha voz. E eu gritava, e não se ouvia, fosse noite, madrugada ou dia. O nada me atordoava e me roubava as lembranças. Fugia de mim minha esperança. Nada, eu estava tornando-me. E lembrei-me do horizonte. E quando imaginava tudo tão distante que não se viam os olhos, eu tremia, mas era medo bom. Agora, o vento sopra e bate à minha porta e abro a janela para sorrir. Gotas de chuva respingam em meu rosto e eu agradeço ao universo a oportunidade de sentir. E se a dor voltar, farei dela minha companheira, aprenderei a andar com ela até que se torne saudade e que só a veja quando eu olhar distante no horizonte e imaginar o que se foi. #saudadenohorizonte #poema #poetry #bahia #morrodesãopaulo #morrodesaopaulo #msp #brasil #insta #vibe #intavibe #cool #sun #beach #praia #poem #gay (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkB_ClLv802/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=