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Long text ahead ______________________________________ Swiftly I stand among owls that hoots where my own existence is like the shadows where the light fades deep into the night it is adventure for me to see so clearly that stands before me an essence of an dimming bright that choked out fear that always stood near where thoughts are frozen waiting to be un-iced forever is dissipating Oh, shifty night hold on tight where Love will shine on high that will tranparency ones life to get things right lets the evil flee from all who sees where love is creating peace where regrets run free where endlessly debating paralyzed the minds that cried most of the time nobody is in panic to what is going on my complaints I am stating is the roughness of darkness that still playes around on the minds that has been lost for sometime where insanity unfade where old memories are writen in stone but life keeps moving along where the past made sad songs being alone every night I just set down and write whatever it is that comes to my mind I have nothing to wear my body is cold and bare with no love to hold my nudity is a big part of me where life relief my pains where I stand in the rain swiftly in darken dreams I don't know all who is out there but I really don't think anyone cares perhaps I maybe wrong while the old owl hooted on to a sad song I am only a shadow of the night that walks around a ruined castle that torched out the light. #poem #poetry #defyingnorms #society #norms #nudity #selflove #exploring #newthings #writings #poetry

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You look beautiful, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Muddy surrounding, but proud. #throwback #mauritius #home #feelings #perfection #nature #nenuphar #flowers #love #lovestory #booster #homesick

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Listen.  Sit down beside me and listen.  My face is red with sorrow  and my breasts are made of straw.  I sit in the ladder-back chair  in a corner of the polished stage.  I have forgiven all the old actors for dying.  A new one comes on with the same lines,  like large white growths, in his mouth.  The dancers come on from the wings,  perfectly mated.  I look up. The ceiling is pearly.  My thighs press, knotting in their treasure.  Upstage the bride falls in satin to the floor.  Beside her the tall hero in a red wool robe  stirs the fire with his ivory cane.  The string quartet plays for itself,  gently, gently, sleeves and waxy bows.  The legs of the dancers leap and catch.  I myself have little stiff legs,  my back is as straight as a book  and how I came to this place—  the little feverish roses,  the islands of olives and radishes,  the blissful pastimes of the parlor—  I'll never know. #words #poems #poetry #dogs #dogslife #love #lovelife #defyingnorms #writings #sextonanytime

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Maria + José = ❤ ? #hurricane #nature #lovestory #disaster #clashes #merger #weather #climate

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For Raabta 2017, Christ Bannerghatta Road Campus: @ranadaggubati "You need not wait for me to come to you, you can use Twitter, Instagram and all to talk to me." Yes, we can. But, do you read them? I wonder. Main thing: after years of trying to figure out what you saying in Telugu, Tamil or Hindi through subtitles, listening to your voice (mesmerising and powerful) in English gave this Mauritian island girl moist eyes ❤ #ranadaggubati #movies #acrossboundaries #fangirl #weirdnessoverloaded✊😁😂 #bangalorediaries

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Fear of rape is a cold wind blowing All of the time on a woman’s hunched back. Never to stroll alone on a sand road through pine woods, Never to climb a trail across a bald Without that aluminum in the mouth When I see a man climbing toward me. Never to open the door to a knock Without that razor just grazing the throat. The fear of the dark side of the hedges, The back seat of the car, the empty house Rattling keys like a snake’s warning The fear of the smiling man in whose pocket is a knife. The fear of the serious man In whose fist is locked with hatred. All it takes to cast a rapist is seeing your body As jackhammer, as blowtorch, as machine gun. All it takes is hating that body Your own, your self, your muscle that softens to flab. All it takes is to push what you hate, What you fear onto the soft alien flesh. To bucket out invincible as a tank Armoured with treads without senses To possess and punish in one act, To rip up pleasure, to murder those who dare Live in the leafy flesh open to love. The fear of the smiling man In whose pocket is a knife. #rape #womenpower #manpower #molestation #dailylife #routine #riseup #beheard #notashamed #victim #culprit

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I've spent a lot of time worrying about what people think of me. Whether or not they like me. I've fretted over things they've heard about me and been certain they'd think better of me if they knew the whole story. I've been convinced they're judging my clothes, the way I look and the things I say. I've wondered if they've judged my body and physical appearance as harshly as I often have. I've wasted a lot of time worrying. I am not the clothes I wear or the way I look. My life on Earth is not about how beautiful I am and how desirable other people find me. People will always only hear part of the story. They will never know the internal monologues and struggles that led to both, my good and bad decisions. If, the next time I meet someone, they notice I'm nervous or awkward that's fine because they'll also notice I'm human, I hope. No one is 100% confident. No one is without fault. No one knows what it takes to be you every single day. You're the best at this job. #rantings #rantingsketch #words #writings #life #confessions #artofwriting

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The rain drums down like red ants,  each bouncing off my window.  The ants are in great pain  and they cry out as they hit  as if their little legs were only  stitched on and their heads pasted.  And oh they bring to mind the grave,  so humble, so willing to be beat upon  with its awful lettering and  the body lying underneath  without an umbrella.  Depression is boring, I think  and I would do better to make  some soup and light up the cave. #bangalore #bangalorerains☔️ #love #nature #solotraveler #girlpower #depression #mentalhealth #rains

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I've tried hard. It is almost nonexistent. Yet it rains, it floods in cities such as Assam, Bihar or Bengaluru. People there do get affected too. But it seems that National Media is more concerned about the pledge of the City of Bollywood. I may be wrong. This can be an illusion, which would be fortunate. One thing is for sure, drainage system needs to improve. Yearly, India faces rains. It cannot result in chaos, and still nothing changes. Act, react, do something. A self-declared godman generates more response than the inconvenience of rainfall to thousands. #mumbairains #mumbai #assam #bihar #bangalore #india #drains #drainagesystem #media #press

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RK Laxman on Mumbai Rains: Cover page of Illustrated Weekly of India, 04 July 1948 Almost 70 years later, the chaos remains the same. How normal and acceptable is it? #india #rain #drains #mumbai #monsoons #mumbairains #development #environment

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No matter how much I want to praise her skills and talent, first thought is why she does this, instead of being in school, playing, enjoying her childhood, for a living. Haunts me. Even years later. I tried reasoning, contextually thinking about it, being completely objective. It makes sense for some hours, or days. Depending on how the analysis goes on. Each time this picture pops up, though, all those thoughts, questions, uncertainties come back. I so wished I could just appreciate and praise her for walking on that rope, at that height. Without harness, without safety net. Am sorry, I take away all the hard work and efforts that she puts into this. You brilliant girl. I told it to you. Your courage, determination, strength, concentration are unbelievable. Your dreams, that you had no time sharing in details for it was time for the next round, already, too soon, shall find a way to you. Forever grateful for the self-reality check you gave, and continue giving me. The world can still be a better place. Dreams can still be accomplished. All talents should find its place and respect in this society. #forevertraveller #travellingperson #travels #traveldiary #mumbai #cityofdreams #talents #childhood #money #streetperformance #archives #india #familytrip #girl #girlpower

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I am terrified of what we are. I've never been so scared, the fear in my heart lies masked completely underneath my humor and sarcastic demeanor. Every imperfection that you have, I embrace. I'd hold on to them come what may. I want to stay like we are forever yet the possibility of it frightens me. I don't question my love nor do I question your loyalty anymore. But a girl like me has her own insecurities. Never question my self sufficiency, I may want you by my side, but without you I won't die. My life would be as it is, maybe it will lose a little color that your aura adds to mine. But so will you. I tried to push you away and it didn't work out well. So, maybe let's walk through this life together one step at a time. #arunimagururani #words #poem #love #lovepoem #lifestyle #life #drunkpoet #poem #writing #writer #writingcommunity #art #artist #authorsofinstagram #sickandtiredofbeingsickandtired #stupidity #friendship #poetryclasses

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Driving endlessly through Bengaluru #bangalorediaries #bangalore #nature #temples #nofilter #colors #cloudscape #cloudedsky #travellingperson

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No clue if this is ideal on its Independence Day. There are times when I wonder if we, humans, are not mere guests on the land of animals - cows, donkeys, mules and today macaques. #rhesusmacaque #monkey #urbanwildlife #monkeystaredown #stares #indianmacaque #bangalorediaries #naturehazards #arts #travels #travellingperson

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#Repost @aj101east On the 70th anniversary of the Partition of Britain’s Indian empire, we open the history books to uncover the competing interests and rival personalities that led to this defining moment. When newly arrived British lawyer Cyril Radcliffe divided the state of Punjab, he sparked the migration of 15 million people across the newly defined borders separating India from West Pakistan and East Pakistan. . In “Partition: Borders of Blood”, we meet survivors and examine the legacy of the event that shaped the subcontinent. . Courtesy Steve Chao @kungfu_photography #partition #india #pakistan #aljazeera #documentary #aje #aljazeera_documentary #101east #PartitionAt70 #aj101east #documentary #documentaryphotography

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I wonder. I wonder if there's another country in the world where these animals are respected as much. It feels to be guests in the land of cattle. Right or wrong, is not even the question. #india #cows #men #public #cowsbath #gaimata #respect #sentiments #respected #religions #nature #bathinginpublic #bangalorediaries

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Hello, you there. Pose for a picture? #bird #naturehazards #balade #nature #bangalore #bangalorediaries #naturalbeauty #nofilter #blissful #solace #smallpleasuresoflife