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- [waves at fellow monster fuckers]-

Put together some monsters and things i would love to come across on a dark night, or sneak in my window.

Pics Source; Pinterest. Put together by me

You know the whole monster should have run from me thing, so so true.

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Name: Usagi

Power: tarot cards, each card has a specific meaning, some more literal and others metaphoric. As long as she understands the cards meaning she can channel the power of its meaning with her intentions and energy.

How she feels about her powers: She doesn't use her powers often, they are very strong and versatile but also take a lot of knowledge and focus to use. But having to learn about them wasn't the drawback, worrying she'd be corrupted by power is why she used her power sparingly.She has some traits she's not proud of and tries not to indulge her darker violent impulses. She uses a lot of self control to hold back, that's a big part of why she doesn't use her powers more. Scared if she gives in it will get easier to use and make excuses to rationalize violence.

Her aesthetic: cottage core, maximalist, cozy,

Her likes: tea, cherry coke, rain, Grey's anatomy, sweaters(there cozy), frogs, collecting things, music, wild flowers, a good smut book

Her hobbies: reading, writing, collecting things for her shelves, baking

Secrets: 1) has killed more times than she'll ever admit. Once lost control and went into a dark period where she acted on her dark impulses. 2) has had a crush on Zelimir since she first saw him, tall, that fancy suite and mystery powerful look. 3) a good portion of her family's graves she dug herself.

Flaws: dark impulses, likes killing a bit to much,

Traits: shy(outgoing with people she's conformable with), confident(sometimes), playful,

Still in creation, not finished

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Autism triggered by life

Bpd triggered by autism and life

Depression triggered by upsetting fp, bpd splits, creativity dieing

Wanting to cut trigger by bpd

Suicidal thought triggered by all the above

Life fucking sucks

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Its not easy to write or draw everyday but if i don't do something creative the depression clouds come back so making a little collage is a nice small thing to do

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I have so many unfinished writings and projects because of this.

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

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New phrase

"Oh, that's a horrible improvement"

When they turn their phone from buzzing to beeping, when the buzzing was complained about so great now, it will make sounds, a horrible improvement.

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Soul eater appreciation post

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So so true

life feels meaningless and empty without obsession

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Lifes not a cycle of good times with some bad moments ,no it's a bad time sprinkled with a few good days if your luck. Just enough to trick you into thinking there might be hope.

I thought id gotten to place where it's good. I'm away and free from my abuser, I've worked hard time get through that trauma. But no I've been different wrong and broken since day one and those fucking sprinkled in good moments are just a form of torture distracting me from the truth that the struggle never ends.

I never wanted to live this long, I never wanted to get married and not thing young, I've never planned for my future and now I'm staring at it and it terrifys me. The further I go, the deeper in it I will be. Before when it was just me and my abuser mother dieing , there was no collateral , no one I'm leaving behind. So now I'm stuck trying to live and keep it together for others but the more I go down this road the more the darkness is taking me over. So I should really quite now before there's more collateral.

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4.

I realized that within all the groups of people I have met, I have never really connected w someone to the point of being considered a friend to that person.

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Migraines make you do weird stuff for a tiny bit of releaf.

Got a heat patch of my head, sniffing peppermint oil from a cotton pad im holding with a bobby pin, laying down in the dark with, and I've had 4 bottles of water, wearing my gaint hoodie.

Just hoping no one will see me like this

And it's winter and the pepper is mamong my nose even colder

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I have so many ideas and am really good at starting stories and fics, but oh my follow threw . I struggle to finish one. By the time I'm getting past halfway, I want to write a new story. Ahhhhhh.

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Manga List

Ajin: Demi-Human

Angels of Death

Attack on Titan

Death Note

The Girl from the Other Side

Lore Olympus

Nana

Platinum End

The Promised Neverland

A Silent Voice

Soul Eater

Tokyo Ghoul

Hunter x Hunter

Hellsing

The apothecary diaries

Assassination Classroom