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"I'll keep you like an oath, may nothing but death do us part"

- Uma Thurman

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"Wishing I could paint my scars and make me whole"

- West Coast

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Ah, a quote I have found which I painfully relate to.

"Sometimes it's not the butterflies that tell you you're in love, but the pain"

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To the people that think you're pretty in the mirror but ugly on camera, think about this.

What if you only think you're ugly on camera, because you know someone else is going to see that or because you know once the picture is taken its going to be a permanent thing.

Whereas when looking in the mirror, it's just you seeing yourself without the worry that anyone is going to see you in that moment.

So if you think you're pretty when you look at yourself in the mirror, then don't worry too much about taking a picture of yourself, that's just your anxiety making you over think something small.

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Alright so I watched The Turning earlier this year when it came out, so I roughly know what's going to happen in The Haunting of Bly Manor.

I guess I'm watching to see what goes on with the love story that's been added in, curious to see how that turns out.

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I've finally watched The Haunting of Hill House, and it was bloody amazing!

I actually watched the first episode about 2 years ago when it first came out, but for some reason I thought it was boring?!?!

I gave it another go and I love it!

The first half is terrifying, then towards the end it gets kinda sad. So one minute I'm scared then the next I'm crying?!?

Anyway if you haven't seen it, I reccommend it. 😁😎

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Alright, so I was watching Jacksepticeye's livestream today and he was playing Linkin park on beat Saber.

Anyway he said prepare for an emo stream now and I thought, 'what? Linkin Park isn't emo! Is it?'

I always thought Linkin Park was hard rock but apparently other people think they're emo?!?

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My favourite line from a song is

"She's snorting cocaine through a suicide note"

Which is from the song Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide by Shinedown

And wow, that line is just everything, I really feel it deep down in me and also that is a fucking metal line!

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I love Melanie Martinez's new ep!

Little shook that she just dropped a whole album while I was sleeping with no warning!😳😁

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I hate when people tell me that I'm lonely, it hurts so damn much, like they know it and are basically rubbing it in and making me feel worse.

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I wonder what happiness felt like.

It's been so many years of constant pain that I forgot how it feels to feel.

People ask me how I'm feeling and I honestly don't know how to respond.

And when someone's truly happy and is showing it, I get confused and don't know how to act, so I try to smile and make it seem real and just go along with what they're saying.

But on the inside I feel nothing...

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Whenever I feel really lonely, so lonely that it mentally hurts so much, I just think that one day in the future I'll be with someone.

Then I think, what if I never end up with anyone, because I'm too shy and self conscious to socialize.

At those times I spend the day listening to music through my headphones, deafeningly loud and forget about it all.

Like today and most likely tomorrow and so on...