maidenariana

[maidenariana]

It's been a cutesy month 🎀👧🏼🎀 #cutehair #cutesy #pigtails #fuschiagirl #hazeleyes #retrohair #bighair #blondepigtails #maidenariana #devilishangel #littleangel

[maidenariana]

I have released an updated full transition video on my YouTube account. Long time no see Tumblr! There was a time back in 2017 or so when if you searched this app for "transgender woman", my blog was the first one to come up. As my transition moved on I also moved on from posting regularly about it. I have continued a social media presence but my focus moved on into being both a Twitch streamer and YouTube partner. After producing the weekly Transvengers show during the years of the pandemic with Mikealaville, VictoriaMaximus and ItsEmily247, I now produce a weekly talk show for the Star Citizen community and constantly work on content creation for my other channels (maidenariana on both twitch and youtube). I never hide my trans identity and talk about it from time to time in the various communities I have become apart of. The Star Citizen community in particular has embraced me and I highly recommend checking it out if you enjoy scifi games. This is more of a check in post to say hello and to say that I plan to resume posting here on Tumblr as I approach some new milestones in my transition. I hope you all are well! -Ariana

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If any on you were lying awake at night worrying that my hair might not go naturally super curly ever again. Worry not!! (Actually that was just me 😆 ) btw I'm posting some new galleries this weekend on my other media sites. Also, Star Citizen 3.18 is dropping tonight.. fingers crossed 🤞. I intend to take a nice break from some of my other projects to get some Verse time in this weekend and even on Friday morning (taking the day off). So, join me for some fun this weekend! You know how insta works.. click on my bio pic! #maidenariana #supercurly #naturalcurls #prose #lgbt #decadeofari #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl https://www.instagram.com/p/Cplc_Z2OnQE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I'm counting the minutes during work before I can join the rest of the girls for a Star Citizen Ladies night thanks to @authygamer Check my Instagram story at 5pm central for a link to the stream! #womenintech #girlswhocode #fuschiagirl #fuschiahighlights #decadeofari #hazeleyes #maidenariana https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpiz66dOxxh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Want to hang out? You should come hang out! Streaming my run of the Crux Cup open class racing practice tonight at 8pm central. Check my bio or insta story at that time for the link! #maidenariana #devilishangel #decadeofari #defianthappiness #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #fuschiagirl #starcitizen #cruxcup https://www.instagram.com/p/CpWTflDOMR3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Doing my best to still post here from time to time. I've been working my toushie off on a super secret project that will benefit streamer communities. Lots of coding and mundane data entry work lately but it will soon be very worth it when I get to reveal it. I have shown a demo of it to only 2 people so far and they both had great feedback. Stay tuned! Visit my other l i n k s to get more regular insight into the life and times of Ari if you are so inclined (in profile) <3 ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CpBDfHPuSw3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Had a super fun Galentines Day with a table full of girlfriends last night. I came home with peppermint dark chocolate and almond dark chocolate 🍫 😋 Thank you bestie 😘 Tonight I will be sampling them both with a red blend wine and basking in the joys of being single and happy (yes it is quite possible despite what our society grooms us to believe). #singleandhappy❤️ #lgbt #maidenariana #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #ringletcurls #princesscurls #shirleytemple #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondehair #decadeofari https://www.instagram.com/p/Cop4tAsuP43/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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When I get a chance to let my hair air dry, this is the result. It feels and looks amazing for about 24 hours, then with a little product and revitalizing I might get another day of curly goodness. I used to be able to get more days in a row with it but since I am attempting to let hair keep growing as long as possible.. it is not as easy as it used to be 😊. There are times when I miss my inverted bob style cut because when I let my curls go then, they would hold nice and tightly and look a little more playful. Regardless I'm grateful my hair is so healthy now after some mishaps and damage in the past. #curlyhair #curlygirl #naturalcurls #fuschiagirl #fuschiahighlights #pinkhighlights #blondefuschiahair #blondeandpink #maidenariana #decadeofari https://www.instagram.com/p/ConUeiquQN9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Yesterday my mom (pictured on the right) turned 75. I recently texted the photo of me on the left to her and she just loved my hair styled this way. I told her it was heavily teased on the top/back. She replied, "I guess that's why I love it - haha!" She has always loved big hair and still styles hers with a late 60's flair with modern twists. I tend to take after her in really loving those big hair styles. My mom is the primary source of the kind heart that I grew up with. While some in my family were very slow to accept my transition and still struggle with respecting pronouns etc.. my Mom and now mostly by her example, my Dad.. have both finally gotten it. It took 7 years of knowing this and of experiencing my transition for them to both consistently treat me as their daughter after having to grieve the feeling of loss of their first born son. They never stopped showing love and support but their struggle to think of me differently and fully accept my transition was very real and hard for them. I share all of this just to express that although it was at times brutal for me to visit them and be occasionally or regularly misgendered, and to be excluded from certain things because of other family members.. I deeply love my parents and they both have fully "come around." I still miss certain family events but I feel at peace with my parents and I sense they feel the same with me when we are together. The tension that was always there during visits as my transition commenced finally feels like a thing of the past. I hope this brings hope to those like me that are not yet in this situation. To parents of trans people.. it is okay to grieve and take time to "get it right" as long as you truly are trying and showing love consistently along the way. Just know that a healthy and incredibly happy offspring anxiously awaits the completion of that process and it can never come soon enough 😊 #decadeofari #bighair #fuschiagirl #hazeleyes #lgbt #transgender #trans https://www.instagram.com/p/CoiZYMTuFDn/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Oh bless your heart!" "It's not that bad" "Don't feed the trolls" "Why the constant victim complex?" "None of it will stick" "This too shall pass" "Focusing on it in your posts can harm others with depression" 🙄 Believe me we all already see it EVERYWHERE - I am so done with ANYONE that tries to minimize what trans people are going through right now. I am done with anyone that wants to silence our warnings for any reason. Over 300 anti trans bills introduced, wonderful people being labeled as groomers, being harassed for existing, having our livelihoods taken away, our medication taken away, our homes sold to move to safer states or communities only to have laws introduced by bigots in those communities. We are under constant attack, constant threat, violent people are being emboldened and literal f a s c i s t s have made it to the highest branches of government in the US. But no.. let's just "not worry so much." A melding of political, religious, authoritarian and racist extremists has taken a larger foothold of our country. I will not be silent about it. Hope you like the picture of me being cute despite my existence being in danger. Do something for the lgbt community other than ogle at us on social media. If you are not a real ally you do not need to be following me. #weareunderattack #notavictimcomplex #gopislost #lgbt #decadeofari #maidenariana https://www.instagram.com/p/CoVf9EHuXUW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I'm over here still living 100% happily post-op.. successful in my career and in my own side endeavors and projects. I'm a living breathing walking antithesis to everything the bigoted GOP tells you about trans people. Fascism has taken hold in America and they want me disappeared. If you think I'm exaggerating. Get yourself a news aggregation app and then tell it you are interested in trans topics. Welcome to our daily nightmarish deluge of hateful attacks even in once decent news sources. Still we persist. Still we exist. Still we can thrive. You lose bigots. You lose fascists. I'm not afraid. I'm not letting you stop me. #defianthappiness #trans #lgbt #nevererased #postopandnoregrets #happierthanever #saytrans #imnotathreat #maidenariana https://www.instagram.com/p/CoQRQiSusr6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Revealing a Rare 1983 Vintage Computing Gem - Christmas Day Unboxing 2022

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I know my insta account has mostly been streaming announcements and such lately. I have been keeping myself busy this winter by working hard on content creation for topics that I truly enjoy. For me it is essential to keep moving and challenging myself during the winter or I quickly slip into seasonal depression. You all are important to me and I'm grateful you care to follow me as sharing the things I work hard on is all part of the joy of it. Regarding that.. it is time to plug my YT channel as it has been slowly taking off lately. I do hope to get it eventually monetized as only YT benefits from my efforts so far. If you like retro 8 bit computing, retro gaming, and the best space sim ever (star citizen).. then my YT channel is for you. I also have my 8 years of transition in 6 minutes video out there despite the constant harassment it is bringing me. Managing all of the hateful comments is well worth the benefit I see in helping other late transitioners have hope. We won't be erased and I will always stand against the hateful bigots out there whether they are trying to write laws against us or simply being pathetic bullies in online arenas. I will try to post here a little more often but I'm working hard on my latest software endeavor and it is going extremely well! As always thank you for your support and please visit my other links. There is fun stuff out there in my insta bio link. #retronerdgirl #sweaterdress #comfycozy #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #youtuber https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn46dFJOhnW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Daymar Rally Refuel Team Prep! Join me tomorrow at 10am central for the Rally race itself! Twitch page can be found in my profile or in my current Instagram Story! #maidenariana #daymarrally #starcitizen https://www.instagram.com/p/CnqO7YJOaY2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Curly Ari time! It has been a while. My hair is naturally very curly but from time to time I love to amp up the curls even more with no heat air dry rollers. I combine two versions of these cheap plastic do-hickeys and always love the results ❤️ Check my linkie-links for more fun photo shoots elsewhere 😉 #curlyhair #noheatcurls #maidenariana #hazeleyes #sparkletop #fuschiagirl #lgbt https://www.instagram.com/p/CnFmtpsuzaz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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New Years celebrations are always interesting as a trans person. We are some of the most resilient people on this planet. We look ahead with hope. However, we hear the tally of murdered trans people the prior year who were killed simply for existing. Couple this with the reports of the new bigoted and hateful laws that are both going into effect and that will be introduced in coming sessions and we all know what is to come. Constant survival mode. Why do supposedly kind and religious people hate us? We think we can make them understand if they just knew us. We think we can make them include us in that supposed love they are so good at making a show of. But no. They are modern day Pharisees. They have been poisoned by hate and no longer know how to truly love. The church no longer truly exists in America and what is left has openly declared me its enemy. I was used to be the one my parents turned to for saying grace before meals because I could eloquently ask for a blessing. I used to believe. I used have faith in the church and it's people. I had faith that they would eventually practice what their creator tried to teach them. That faith was misplaced. They have declared us enemies though we are innocents. The want to abandon us, push us aside, erase us before we hatch, and kill us. Still we persist. Still we exist. Still we continue to be born correctly just as we are, just as we were designed by our creator.. to be trans.. to be a challenge for their false love.. to be the love the world needs. I still love them. The people of this earth, those in the churches and those outside of it. I will not forget the slivers of love and acceptance I have found. I hold onto it for my very life. Others need it to. Help us allies. It is only going to get more difficult. I intend to fight. I intend to live. I intend to thrive. If I am taken away too, don't forget me. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm4kpT6O8fd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Happy Holidays to all who celebrate! #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #msclaus https://www.instagram.com/p/CmnkKijuhbw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=