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[maidenariana]

Had a super fun Galentines Day with a table full of girlfriends last night. I came home with peppermint dark chocolate and almond dark chocolate 🍫 😋 Thank you bestie 😘 Tonight I will be sampling them both with a red blend wine and basking in the joys of being single and happy (yes it is quite possible despite what our society grooms us to believe). #singleandhappy❤️ #lgbt #maidenariana #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #ringletcurls #princesscurls #shirleytemple #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondehair #decadeofari https://www.instagram.com/p/Cop4tAsuP43/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[maidenariana]

It has been well over two weeks since my last post. I have been in the depths of seasonal depression that was exacerbated by the holidays being rather horrible for me this year. It does feel like I am on an up swing out of it though. I finally did a stream last night and enjoyed hanging out with those that watched for nearly three hours. A week ago doing that felt daunting even though for me streaming is just a part time fun distraction. Seasonal depression is so strange. It saps all of my energy and the simplest thing feels like a huge task. That is so not how I normally am in everyday life, on an average day I can take almost anything the world throws at me in stride. I did come up with a few things that I did that helped me change my circumstances. 1. I avoided the comfort foods I was starting to rely on and ate in an extremely healthy way for a few days. Gut health is huge! 2. I took my time getting ready as if I was going out for a night on the town. Too many days looking like a feral Ariana can be scary. 3. I purposely looked at my calendar and began focusing my thoughts on fun things coming up that I have planned with friends. It does not matter how far they are out on the calendar.. just getting your head out of the present dreary feeling is what is important. 4. I watched less TV. Binging shows is something I certainly do like most of us these days but I am also keenly aware of how it affects my health. It's not great. Anyway, I hope this helps someone else work their way out of a rut. I want to be clear I have never been on medication for depression and my seasonal depression comes and goes. We are all different and this may not help you but it probably would not hurt to try 😉 #thingslookingup #definitelylookup #maidenariana #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #curlyfuschiahighlights #blondegirllife #blowoutstyles #heylookitsariana #lgbt #transvengers #flowerdress #sweaterdress https://www.instagram.com/maidenariana/p/CY4lFtiOqhP/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

One of the ways that I still surprise myself is continuously discovering the vast depths and incredible highs of my emotions. I lived most of my life with all of that repressed and purposefully hidden to the point where I barely could feel at all. How sad. Or.. How incredible! How wonderful it is to know this and to have grown, adapted, and improved to this point. No need to regret the lost years and instead embrace all that life can be now. There is a difference between existing & just letting life happen around you versus you declaring "this is me and this is how I will live my life". Don't be trapped by the expectations and boxes others assign to you. Just be you. If you do, you will be free to experience so much more in life. #justbeyou #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #naturalcurls #ariiscurlyagain #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondehair #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #transvengers #blondegirllife #fuschiagirl #ihaveapatreon #arihasanonlyfans #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CTknNflH9tQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Wow 5 days have past since my last post. I've been working on improvements to my security bot for Twitch in the evenings and working on a pc build for a family member. There are not enough hours in the day so I have not been sleeping as much as I should lately. Bad Ari. I need to change that and focus on my health too. This past weekend didn't help because I took part in several big community events for Star Citizen. I got to be on a call with a bunch of the devs from CIG though so that was great 😊 I do have new retro and modern pc stuff almost ready for YouTube. Be sure to check out my channe and subscribe if you enjoy that content! Links in my profile on Instagram! If you are on tumblr there are 9 more pics on Instagram for this post. #maxidress #curlsfordays #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #majorcurls #naturalcurls #fuschiagirl #ringlightselfie #fuschiahighlights #maidenariana #hazeleyes #blondegirllife #decadeofari #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #youtuber #ihaveapatreon #arihasanonlyfans #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CU-grCkrLXk/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Happy Star Trek Day (one day late)! I went from my day job to streaming to being a host on the YachtClubBC twitch show yesterday so I did not have time to put together this post until now. I had a blast flying through the Verse with @busterdestroyer (you should follow her!). She was in full Klingon makeup opposite my Starfleet Science Officer look. We both agreed we are definitely doing this again sometime. Full gallery of science officer pics going to p a t r e o n, OF, and my brand new Fanhouse account tonight ♥ 😘 All my links are to be found in my Instagram profile. Also in the last pic.. what, I'm just touching my communicator. #happystartrekday #startrekcostume #startrekcosplay #scienceofficercosplay #scienceofficerari #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #naturalcurls #fuschiagirl #pinkhighlights #curlyfuschiahighlights #curvesforminutes #transvengers #lgbt #blondegirllife #twitchaffiliate #youtuber #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CTnVilDnoOq/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Dressing rooms are still closed where I live. I was unable to try on this dress until I got home from the store. My first thought was, "it might be a bit too tight." My second thought.. "good!" (maniacal laugh) "goooood!" More pics per post on my Instagram. #devilishangel👹👼 #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #naturalcurls #blondegirllife #fuschiagirl #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #transvengers #lgbt #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CP3v-nQnxfE/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

One week until my birthday! I can bring the cake! #tiedye #tiedyedress #tiedyebodycondress #maidenariana #hazeleyes #devilishangel👹👼 #decadeofari #transvengers #twitchaffiliate #lgbt #happypridemonth #happypride #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #naturalcurls #fuschiagirl #pinkhighlights #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #manymorepicsonpatreon https://www.instagram.com/p/CP_OjgqnfPX/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Happy Pride! I'm showing my colors in this gallery and I've been feeling amazing the past few days. It probably has a lot to do with getting out on my bike more and the fact that the pool is finally open at my complex. Endorphins ftw! This is my favorite time of year just because I can swim semi-regularly. Swimsuit pics tomorrow 👙😘 Transvengers stream tonight! Check my story later for the link. Those on tumblr, visit my Instagram for the full gallery. #ariiscurlyagain #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondehair #lgbt #happypridemonth🌈 #trans #happypride #transvengers #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #naturalcurls #twitchaffiliate #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CPqxF66nH73/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Fixing my brain during takes.. my latest Retro Alcove YouTube video is up.. "Chuck Yeager Tribute with gameplay of Chuck Yeager's Advanced Flight Trainer 2.0 on vintage hardware". Please go check it out and give it a like and subscribe for free and all that jazz. 😀 Many more videos to come. I actually have a backlog of footage at the moment so it is time to work on endless editing and production steps! My YouTube channel is found with all of my other links in my Instagram profile 😊 #youtuber #maidenariana #retronerdgirl #retropcgaming #womenintech #womenwhocode #youtubecreator #girlswhocode #fuschiagirl #curlyfuschiahighlights #teamfuschia #transvengers #lgbt #decadeofari #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks https://www.instagram.com/p/CT28lYvLUWN/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Is it Friday yet? Okay good because I have so much to do. My head is swimming with fun things to work on and film for my Retro Alcove YouTube channel. My next video is dropping this afternoon but that is bonus footage from my Pentium 200 fix for Wing Commander 3. In this video I also test out Wing Commander 4 to make sure it is all good to go for my upcoming Wing Commander tribute stream. Thank you again for all of the love and support being shown on my new o n l y f a n s. Links for everything can be found by tapping my profile picture up above and to the left 😘 #ringletcurls #princesscurls #blondegirllife #retronerdgirl #retrodress #lgbt #decadeofari #maidenariana #twitchaffiliate #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #curlyfuschiahighlights #tanktopwars https://www.instagram.com/p/CSheAfpHKgX/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

I am really starting to embrace my natural curls again. I had my hair straightened here (last pic obviously, lol) and kind of missed my curls right away. Maybe it is because I am starting to finally watch the Vikings series. My Mom is Swedish and according to her we have actual Viking heritage in our bloodline. It is one of several reasons I use MaidenAriana as my social media name. It is also why I want to travel to Scandinavia and just explore the heck out of it. #shieldmaiden #iwillripyourlungsfromyourchest #waitwhat #justkiddingiamnice #maidenariana #devilishangel👹👼 #decadeofari #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondehair #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/CQJ0_JlHrcS/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Wowzers shaggy, we hit 40k followers here on Instagram. I just want to say thank you to those that choose to follow me. Special thanks to those who think the projects I choose to spend my time on are interesting and worthy of your time and in some cases direct support. I have been interacting with some of you through my other social mediums and I am blown away by how diverse my "following" is. The number does not concern me, but the fact that a wide variety of people "care" about what I do certainly does matter to me. I normally avoid talking about having a following because I don't want to seem egotistical or as though I take any of you for granted. I always remember why any following of me began.. from sharing some of the darker and more difficult times of my transition. The encouragement and support of those followers helped me get through nights were I thought my eyes had no tears left. I was recently told "girl, you have a real following!!" by a close friend. I humbly agreed. I guess I kept expecting it to go away. I know a "following" can be a fickle and momentary thing. I just hope you know I often think about how my time and my choices in how I use my talents can affect and benefit my community. As an example, last night I worked for over 11 hours on my MaidenB0T program that is meant to be rolled out soon and should better protect BIPOC and LGBT twitch streamers from hate raids. I coded a necessary break through for efficiently providing this for many accounts on a server instance for easy setup and use. I would not have time to work on these projects without those that choose to be p a t r e o n or o n l y f a n s supporters. As this account grew from just a space celebrating my rebirth and transition to something more, none of it could have happened without all of you. Thank you very much 😊 💜 Shout out to those still on tumblr as well, where I cross post a lot of my content. -Ariana #followermilestone #maidenariana #justbeyou #devilishangel #decadeofari #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #fuschiagirl #picdump #hazeleyes #blondegirllife #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #naturalcurls https://www.instagram.com/p/CS2shb2HMbE/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

What a night and what a day.. Major storms late last night led to me being mere miles from damage and what I could only describe as a lightning mega-cluster. That's my technical term lol. Today, I could not get into my work account for 2 hours because patches done over my time off locked my account somehow. I also had to visit a tire shop to patch a flat, and there is an ABS/traction control issue to deal with too. Finally, I'm also on hold to try and get scheduling for an overdue medical checkup. How's your Monday? Coffee.. need more.. #adultingfun #maidenariana #hazeleyes #fuschiagirl #blondegirllife #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #transvengers #lgbt #happypridemonth🌈 #happypride #devilishangel😈👼#twitchaffiliate #decadeofari #ihaveapatreon #ringlightselfie #linksinprofile #oofwhataday https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZRk1knh3o/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Being able to go to the pool is the one thing that makes hot days worth living. This porcelain skinned girl is finally getting some consistent sun. I hit the pool twice yesterday. Once was for a lunch break then also after work with one of my bffs. I had a swimsuit malfunction at one point but I don't think anyone noticed 😳 I hope you all are having a lovely week! 💗 As always, there are more photos for this post on my Instagram (if you are seeing this on tumblr) #polkadotswimsuit #feetpic #legsforcenturiesdarling #maidenariana #decadeofari #hazeleyes #naturalcurls #twitchaffiliate #atthepool #transvengers #lgbt #happypride #happypridemonth🌈 #fuschiagirl #curlyfuschiahighlights #ihaveapatreon #instaprofilehasmylinks #linksinprofile https://www.instagram.com/p/CP6Zok7n8mw/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maidenariana]

Let's chat.. on the Transvengers show tonight at 9pm central. Open today's related Instagram story to get the link! We strive to always have an informative question and answer session that is both helpful and entertaining for all who attend. Be there. Be respectful. Just Be You! #nofilter #sweaterdress #stripedsweaterdress #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #transvengers #lgbt #decadeofari #twitchaffiliate #maidenariana #hazeleyes #ringlightselfie

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[maidenariana]

My long time gaming buddies Burn, Rud, and I won a Rocket League tournament last night on my twitch stream. It was a blast. It went from 32 teams down to just us. Don't worry, I won't let the fact that I'm a champion go to my head. 👸#championgamer #watchmefly #decadeofari #devilishangel👹👼 #maidenariana #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #fuschiagirl #curlyhair #curlyfuschiahighlights #curlyblondebobcut https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ_7nZxn1TS/?igshid=7vdb34mx35zf