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I don't want people to look at me and see something sexy about me. I don't want people looking at me to have thoughts like "she has such juicy thighs" or "great ass".

I want people to see innocence in me, something angelically beautiful. I want to be admired as an object of art, a fragile porcelain figurine of an elegant doll. And not wanted to fuck.

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oh to be a small skinny girlfriend…

i’m blaming being single on not being skinny enough rn.

also the struggle of being a taller girl 😩 i need my man TALL

(all pics on 📌)

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⟡ ݁₊ . ♱ daily dose of th!nspø (b&w ver.)

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just hit my 5th gw omg im sooo happy. im actually seeing progress, people are noticing and my clothes are getting so loose 😭😭

DONT GIVE UP. EVERYTHING IS WORTH IT

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Thirteen; 2003

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i just feel like we all need this

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TW Vent:

Guys I just wanna vent for a bit about stuff so yeah.

I’ve struggled with anorexia a lot this year and recently I’ve been spending so much time in recovery I think it’s likely I’ve fully recovered. I’ve gained some of the weight back (thankfully not too much tho) and it’s honestly freaking me out so much. The jeans I wore at my lowest weight barely fit anymore and im so upset about it to the point I feel like I’ve completely lost all my confidence. I’m scared and I just don’t know what to do. I think im just going to relapse for a bit so I can loose that weight again (and maybe a bit more just to be on the safe side?) and then after that I’ll have recovered again in time for Christmas. I just feel so crappy about everything and I’m so ashamed of myself.

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༄˖°.🍂.ೃ࿔*:･

Fall-spo

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🎀 𝒮☯ 𝒮𝟣𝒸𝓀, 𝓈♡ 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 🎀

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i will be sk1nni by Christmas.

time to lock in babes

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whenever you feel like you are not doing enough or losing enough, remember that this used to be a part of you, but you worked hard enough to get rid of it

so be proud of yourself and don’t stop until you like what you see in the mirror 🤍

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Heroin chic