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reminder that every bite is a step further from looking like this

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to feel confident in nothing

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Goals🩷🪽

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Even if you don’t count the calories, your body will

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I’ll never forget when I was at my most disordered and I googled if it was possible to breathe in calories from smelling food 😭😭

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I actually can’t stand when men that go to the gym try mansplaining calories and wl to me like BRO I’ve been on 3d tumblr for years 😭😭

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skip dinner, wake up thinner 🫶🫶🫶

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calories.

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Smth I hate about so many ppl on here is when they glamorise having a4a as if its smth that’s good for you, like, everyone here is obviously disordered and obviously struggling so how about we just be honest about the reality of 3ds?? They kinda suck and people literally become hospitalised because of it so I’m not gonna pretend like its healthy 😭 lemme just get it done with quickly so I can lose some weight and then go back to my life 😭😭

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My stats:

Bmi: 18.2

Height: 5’8

Hw: 165

Sw: 150

Cw: 120

Lw: cw

Gw: 110-115 ish

Ive had @na for a while now and there has been quite a few times that I have tried/ been forced to recover but now I’m just going to give it one more try to get to my gw and then I’ll recover for good:))

This is mainly just my personal little blog to keep track of my progress and motivate myself but please feel free to to comment if your stats are similar or if you have any tips 🫶🫶

@na loves you

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so exhausted

it probably should worry me how much I crave ending it all. But the only thing that stays my hand is not wanting to hurt others.

How much longer can I endure this ceaseless torture.

Gods, I want to bleed. I want to choke. I want to hang. I want to die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die.

Help. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im.so tired. Im.so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired.

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Skinny is the outfit.

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Remember how we used to party up all night?

Sneakin' out, lookin' for a taste of real life

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I have a bag of oreos right beside me. But I'm saying no to them. Going to brush my teeth do my nails and go to bed. I have self control and discipline. I want to be thin I refuse to eat a stupid cookie. I already ate today. I'm not hungry. I am strong. Ana stick with me now we got this I will not disappoint you!

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Reminder that you have to be in shorts and bikinis in 6 months sooooo