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keep going, it'll always pay off

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the infamous ABC diet

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so my family decided it was the perfect day to go out to eat...fast broken. not just that, but it was +2000 cals worth of food. Im killing myself. Im ending my life. Everything hurt. I cant think properly, I cant throw up, I cant work that all off, my stomach hurts too much to even move, I'm so bloated, I want to die, I hate everything I'm never going to be skinny I'm going to die fat and alone

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hunger is so comforting

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the fact I'm not failing any of my classes is so amazing woah.

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just a reminder to everyone out there!!! Especially minors!! If some random person asks for body checks, PLEASE DO NOT SEND THEM. Ik it seems obvious but still, its better to be said again than never be said at all. A lot of predators use places like edblr and edtwt to get nudes from people. At the end of the day a bc (depending on how its taken but still) can be considered nudes. I know its seems tempting especially if they're promising things. I know sometimes people are so desperate to know what they actually look like, or are despite for meanspo or complements, but please its not worth it. No creep online deserves to see your body. Your body is for you and you alone. I know that's kinda ehhh to say on edblr but its true. If you're an adult, no one can stop you for posting anything or sending anything, but if you're underage, please just be mindful and remember the content you post. I love you all, stay safe out there! Mwah mwah <33333

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okay so I'm fasting till Saturday ^^

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okay I guess I'll just die fat and alone then

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okay so remember how I said I was locking in today? Well uh....damn I'm going to be fat forever

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We are locking in tomorrow! Everyday I'll post what I've eaten and how cals (or a guess at how much) everything was! Feel free to be mean if I've clearly had too much and also if you have any other things to say! I love you all! Mwah mwah <33

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Today I started counting calories.

I can't lose weight.

I hope it will work, I already feel like I have more control over what I eat but I'm afraid it will soon fall apart.

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i cant get over that 2016 ana site that I found today (I reposted the post I found it on, but the site is called proAnagoddess all together on Wordpress) like, that girl was LOCKED IN. I love it so much it makes me feel like if I try hard enough I'll actually be able to do this and having guidelines will def help me.

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okay new diet just dropped (I love 2010 era diets!!)

my sensitive ass though because it says A.I.T which makes me offended (I'm not actually offended)

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acting like I'm doing homework but really Im on anablr and edtwt

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An Ana website I’m currently following from 2016 has some really amazing tips and workouts as well as tricks to keep your disorder hidden. Her name is pro Ana goddess all together no spaces. Search her on google and she should be the 2-3 link.

Have fun reading and it lowkey takes your mind off of binging or food because there is just SOoooo much to read