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wasting all my calories in hotcakes hell yeah
#3d blog#3d not sheeran#light as a feather#tw ed ana#3d but not sheeren#3d relapse#i wanna be sk1nn1#light as 🪶#3ating d1sorder#3d diary#4n4#4n4rexia#4n4t1ps#4n4blr#4n4tips#ana#tw ana rant#anadiet#tw ana bløg#4nablr#an4#3d f4st#ed not sheeran#34t1ng dis0rder#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#e4ting disorder#sk1n4nd🦴#sk1n@nd🩻
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reblog for myself <3
Kochane chudzinki, znalazlam pare takich diet, moze sie komuś przydadzą ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
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I'm going to fail this test and cvt myself after
update:I failed now I need to cvt
#$h#$h relapse#$h tw#$h tumblr#$hblr#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$3lf h@rm#s3lf harm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#cvtt1ng#cvtting#sh cvt#thigh cvts#cvtblr#cvtt!ng#sh vent#sh addict#cvtting is silly
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Trying to not be jealous of people who actually cut deep challenge
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Fake everything!! make up practice sfx!!
ai generated//not self inflicted BLOCK DON'T REPORT PLS!
proud of my baby cvts>.<
sorry for the bad censoring,I was wearing women's underwear bc I'm weird and didn't want it to show lmao
#s3lf harm#$h#$h relapse#$3lf h@rm#$elf h@rm#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$h tumblr#$hblr#$h tw#sh cvt#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#cvtting#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#thigh cvts#cvutting#cvtting kink#baby cvt#cat scratches#block dont report#cw sh#sh things#sh tumblr#tw shblr#self h@rm#sh addict#shtmblr
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do you know how to hold a double edged razor blade
honestly I have no idea,I always wanted one tho but I don't know where to find them :c
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Does anyone else get inexplicably horny after $h or am I just weird?
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ao3 smut fanfics are crazy like wdym "inappropiate use of a charger" "inappropiate use of wine" GIRLIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT😭😭😭
#ao3 fanfic#ao3#fanfiction#fanfic#girlblogging#girly things#girl rotting#girl blogging#girlhood#im just a girl#profic#girly stuff#girl blogger#he/him please#ao3 stuff#archive of our own
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working for the knife by mitski hits different when u do $h
#$3lf h@rm#$h#$hblr#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$h tumblr#$h tw#$elf h@rm#s3lf harm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#s3lf mutilation#self h@rm#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#sh cvt#thigh cvts#cvutting#girl rotting#girlblogging
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I'd be literally considering sv1c1d3 before talking to my mom about a minor mistake I made
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Nobody talks about how isolating it is being a boy with an ed. I bet it’s still tough for girls, but all of my friends eat all this shit and are the skinniest boys I’ve ever seen. They don’t even know what an €d is and if I told them they’d be like “just eat”
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in my bed room straight up slicinhg it .... and byit ... i mean.....myselv
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˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ Cure Fasting Boredom ⋆⁺‧₊˚
“Oh, I’m fasting, but I’m incredibly bored!!“ — so what I’m hearing is that you have nothing to do except eat? Or you eat when you’re bored..? Well, that needs to be fixed, but fear not, that will come with time. Keep fasting by the way, you’re doing great! So well in fact that I’ve actually compiled a list of things that you can do to keep yourself occupied!!
1. Make a playlist
2. Find some new music
3. Listen to music!
4. Take a shower
5. wash your hair
6. cut your hair?
7. dye your hair, even?
8. paint your nails
9. put on a perfume you barely wear
10. brush your teeth
11. put on some makeup
12. make a pinterest board of makeup looks and try them out!
13. wash your clothes
14. lay outfits on your bed and take photos/write them down
15. make some “for when i’m skinny outfits” and take photos/write them down
16. meditate
17. compile things that trigger you (YouTube Playlists, Pinterest boards, Screenshots of tumblr posts etc!!!)
18. Go for a walk
19. Walk to the supermarket and look at food (maybe i just like doing this)
20. walk to ur local train station and go to the mall OR!! walk to the mall (sorry if you live in buttfuck no where 😓)
21. journal!! prompts vvv
22. write down everything that’s keeping you going
23. write down all the things you want to eat when ur at ur ugw
24. write down your safe foods
25. write down your fear foods
26. write some triggers
27. write some thinspo quotes
28. reflect on yourself
29. get to know yourself
30. look at journalling prompts on pinterest
31. vent
32. brain dump
33. put lipstick on and cover a page in kisses
34. draw thinspo
35. draw an oc
36. try finding your art style if you don’t draw often
37. draw a scene you remember from your childhood
38. do a jigsaw puzzle
39. find a deck of cards and order them
40. study!!!
41. practice an instrument
42. look for jobs if your unemployed
43. go out with friends
44. talk to online friends
45. text ur irl friends
46. play minecraft
47. clean your room
48. de clutter draws & desks
49. make a thinspo board on pinterest
50. Make a pinterest board with all those facebook mom weight loss motivation quotes and things (they have a special place in my heart, okay?)
51. watch media that has characters w/ EDs in them. i recommend To The Bone (ofc), Skins (Cassie), Gossip Girls (Blair), Heathers (Heather Duke), Heartstopper (Charlie Spring)!!
52. find low calorie recipes
53. practice an instrument
54. contour your bones
55. write down rewards for when you reach another gw (eg, perfumes, new scales, new clothes, safe foods)
56. listen to some ED podcasts (i rlly like SciGuys Ep #201 and DRAMA MAMA Ep #32)
57. sometimes i watch swan liyah on YT
58. Make yourself some ice cold water
59. Fill up the ice cube tray (this is personal, i usually do this when i’m bored)
60. Commentary YouTubers 🙏
61. ED short films on YT
62. ED documentaries on YT
63. Quora ED stuff can be triggering too!!
64. Have a bath
65. De-clutter your phone
66. Get out there and reblog a whole bunch of stuff!
67. Duolingo
68. paint
69. haha 69… uh, read a book!
70. Stalk my ED Pinterest Account: https://pin.it/6IDHsH7jh
(it’s very cool i promise)
71. watch ED WIEIAD videos on youtube
72. look for different diets
73. watch cooking videos and save recipes for when your skinny
74. Make a playlist of workouts to try (reminder, you don’t have to work out when ur fasting<3)
75. write a letter to someone
76. practice your handwriting
77. Walk all the way to your local supermarket, get some gum and/or sugar free soda and walk back
78. hold a little fashion show for yourself
79. Listen to those songs you never got around to
80. Get into that artist you’ve never had time to get into
81. watch that show you’ve never started
82. Look into poetry
83. Write a poem
84. make a bookmark
85. draw one of your friends to give to them (no matter how poorly, it’s funnier when it’s bad)
86. Have a dance party, why tf not?
87. put beads on some of your shoelaces
88. Headphones up, eyes closed, laying on your bed blasting your favourite song. Just let yourself be surrounded by the music for a moment. It really helps your mood
89. Mess with spotify equalisers
90. Try some hairstyles out
91. straighten/curl your hair
92. watch a tim burton film
93. Watch a Studio Ghibili film (it helps to have an activity to do at the same time, like literally anything else on the list)
94. look at halloween costumes you can wear next halloween when your skinny
95. heal your inner child and watch a childhood show!!
96. sew something!
97. learn to sew? :)
98. make some jewellery
99. FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS!!
100. research a random topic (band backstories and mythology are my favourite!!!)
101. Look into the biology of a human digestive system (there’s a video of digestion we had to watch in school once that you can find on YT and it’s so gross and triggering)
102. look at mouldy pictures of food
103. watch time lapse videos of food decomposing
104. count loose change
105. burn your favourite candle because if not now the when?
will add more when i think of them! stay safe and do what feels right for you, don’t push yourself just stay disciplined
Take care <3
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kal limit: 650 as always
Breakfast
3 raisings (9 aprox)
Lunch
I genuinely don't know how much I ate today,I couldn't weigh my food so I don't know exactly how many calories I had.
a steak (250-ish) lentils (around 71)
a glass and a half of coke (90) I'm going to compesate this with no eating anything for the rest of the day + exercise
#3d blog#3d not sheeran#light as a feather#tw ed ana#3d but not sheeren#3d relapse#i wanna be sk1nn1#light as 🪶#3ating d1sorder#3d diary#ed not sheeran#3d f4st#tw 3d vent#34t1ng dis0rder#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#disordered eat1ng#3ating disord3r#ana#tw ana bløg#tw ana rant#anadiet#4n4#4n4blr#4n4t1ps#4n4tips#4n4buddy#4nablr#an4#@na motivation#@n@ tips
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I want my scars to be visible but I hate the idea of someone asking why I have them
#$h#$h tw#$3lf h@rm#$hblr#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$h tumblr#s3lf harm#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#s3lf hate#sh cvt#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#thigh cvts
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lets try again today
kal limit is 650.
Breakfast
alfajor (133)
Lunch
a chicken + veggies sandwich (314)
Snack
some candy (around 23)
chocomilk (180)
Dinner
I'm not having dinner tonight,already reached my kal limit for the day
total:650
#3d blog#3d not sheeran#light as a feather#tw ed ana#3d but not sheeren#3d relapse#i wanna be sk1nn1#light as 🪶#3ating d1sorder#3d diary#ana#tw ana bløg#tw ana rant#anadiet#4n4#4n4blr#4n4t1ps#4n4tips#4n4buddy#4n4rexia#4nablr#an4#an4r3xia#@na motivation#@n@ tips#@na blog#@n@ buddy#@na rules#ed not sheeran#tw 3d vent
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Finally got a new cutter!! is so much bigger compared to my old one lmao
I wanted a yellow one tho =(
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