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Finally got a new cutter!! This time I got a yellow one bc its my fav color

I was going to buy a pink one like in the dream I had tonight but couldn't find one cute enough,can't wait to use it tonight✨✨✨

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I am going crazy,tonight I dreamed that I bought a cute pink cutter and cute stickers to decorate it and when I took the cutter out of my pocket it was covered in blood but I wasn't hurt ???

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I LOVE UR PFP

THANK U ✨✨✨✨✨✨

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I've been eating grapes all day I'm fucking starvingggfgfg

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I need a new blade istg

Blox don't report pls

This tiny ass scars are a crime

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Bmi 14 when i catch u bmi 14

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My cutter doesn't cut anymore :(

Block dont report pls!

This is not even a cat scratch

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My autism decided I no longer like avocado (one of my few safe foods) im going to Keep Myself Safe

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I hate talking to people who aren't mentally ill about how I feel because holy shit am I tired of the "don't do that" speech. It's either I cut myself or I kill myself

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I don't think I'm going to make to make it to adulthood,people like me aren't meant to.

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“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.

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My cal limit is 650

Breakfast

Nothing

Lunch

An steak (250)

Snack

Chocomilk (153)

I'll update later

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can't fucking stand the people who genuinely think that getting our accounts taken down is good for us.

1. it's incredibly easy to make a new account and add back your mutuals

2. the anger after our accounts get taken down only makes us burrow deeper into our disorder

3. most of us are genuinely too poor to seek help. there is no such thing as free therapy or free treatment.

4. in order to recover you have to WANT to recover. eating disorders ARE ADDICTIONS.

5. most of us are not pro. and we look down upon the people that are.

6. we didnt ask to have a fucked up relationship with food- in fact most of us LOVE food.

7. this is the only community space we have, it helps us feel less alone in an extremely isolating disorder.

8. it is not up to your dictation wether or not someone should or shouldn't have a platform to talk about a disorder that you have most likely never struggled with.

9. if you think criticizing, shaming, and trying to eradicate saftey for people with the disorders with the highest mortality rate of any mental illness is okay- you better burn in hell

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

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I want to cut but my family is still awake and my cat is right next to me and that kills the mood for me tbh