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Thinspo

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“My only relief is to sleep. When I'm sleeping I'm not sad, l'm not angry, I'm not lonely, I'm nothing.”

- Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point

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Photo dump from the week.

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NCP Anon here, thank you for your advice. You can "trauma dumb" to me anytime. We all need someone to hear us out sometimes .

Do you have any idea who i am?

Yeah no problem. And yes I have a pretty good idea lol. You’re the only one from CP discord to add me and compliment my blog, so it’s not a big jump in assuming it’s probably you.

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hello, i met you on NCP we talked for a bit got along, but given you are a fellow Tumblr person i feel like i can come to you about an issue. idk tumblr people seem like the type to wanna hug the pain away. if im wrong then im sorry just ignore this message. i met a couple people on the discord today and we really hit off and we were all making throuple jokes and i made a joke and i guess it cross the line now they want nothing to do with me. normally id just blow it off my bad i fucked up thats that. but idk i kinda confided some really deep shit in them and now its all like well i always fuck up friendships sometimes before they even take off and i just hate it i hate that im like this i hate that i was never really taught boundaries (im special needs) idk why im even bother telling you any of this im sorry Waddle On

Hi there. Boundaries are hard. They’re extremely necessary, but they’re hard. Getting overexcited when you make friends and scaring them away is something I’m familiar with. Oversharing and trauma dumping is my thing, and I’m working on being mindful about how I interact with others.

In your situation, I think the best thing to do is sincerely apologize, and let them decide if they want to pursue further friendship. Because if they don’t want to be friends, you can’t make them. So a genuine apology is your best bet. Don’t message or call them after your apology, just leave it up to them. And if they don’t respond, you’re just going to have to let them go. Try again somewhere else. But make sure you learn something from what went wrong in this particular situation.

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How do you get through it?

I don’t. I’m drowning.

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“I watched with furious cynicism, peculiar to women whom circumstances force mutely to witness folly.”

—The Bloody Chamber by Angela Carter

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Hi I’m Mazikeen. 25, sick and a mess of a dreamer. Romanticizing life to get through the day. Autumn is a dreamland, and Taylor Swift is Queen. Intersectional feminist, entomologist, cinephile, audiophile, bibliophile, and agoraphobic. Enjoy my acoustic cover of Life™️.

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I gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this

I hosted parties and starved my body

Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss

🍂

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Autumn will forever be my favorite.

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Every single thing I touch becomes sick with sadness.

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Wait for the signal, and I’ll meet you after dark 🍂

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And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

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He wanted it comfortable, I wanted that pain

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Feeling New Moon type of slutty

in my slut era

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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.

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You’re on your own, kid.