leftfair
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i am the one that i've been fighting the whole time -- hate has no place in the divine.
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leftfair · 1 year ago
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PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO LET ANYONE CARE ABOUT THEM *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary
i don't need your help.
i can handle myself.
everyone leaves.
you can't do this alone.
whatever they did to you back then... i'm sorry. but i'm not like that, and i won't abandon you like they did.
you've got bigger things to deal with.
i've been alone all my life. it's nothing new.
don't come over. i can handle it.
please let me care about you.
would you just stop?
i'm used to this.
i tried to help you.
whatever they said about you, they were wrong.
i'm not worth dying for.
suit yourself. you'll regret it tomorrow.
i'm not putting anyone else's life in harm's way.
people care about you. people want to keep you safe.
i don't want you to get hurt over me.
if you die, it'll be my fault.
i love you. you're worth fighting for.
i'm not gonna just sit here and let you do this by yourself.
i'm not worth it, okay?
i don't want you to die.
leave me alone.
this is nothing new.
thanks but no thanks. i don't need your help.
i can't lose you again!
don't make yourself an island.
don't you understand? i can't lose you!
you're not patching this up alone. let me help.
i'm not used to this. being cared about.
you'll just suffer because of me.
i'm not like the rest. i won't leave you.
everyone leaves. maybe it's better that way.
i can handle it just fine, thanks.
i don't need your advice.
stop pushing me away. it won't work.
this is all i've got left.
i'll get over it!
it's better if i just go alone.
let me protect you.
i'll just keep coming back, you know.
it's easier to make people hate me.
if something happens to you, i'll never forgive myself.
i've already lost so many people.
i can patch this up myself.
you've obviously got more important things to deal with.
everyone i love ends up leaving me one way or another.
what if something happens?
this wasn't supposed to go this way.
stop risking your life for me.
i work better alone.
it's safer to just stay away from me.
eventually you'll see i'm not worth it.
every single time i let someone in, they end up disappointing me.
trust me. i know this for a fact.
just leave me be. i'll figure this out myself.
you should go.
you're all i have left.
people around me are always getting hurt.
it's better if you just leave me here.
i can't trust anyone. not anymore.
why do you keep fighting for me?
you have no idea what this is like.
i know you think i'll leave, but i won't. not now. not ever.
you matter to me. i'll say it a thousand times until you understand.
please just let me take care of you.
i work alone.
that won't work on me.
no one's ever really loved me before.
you need help.
so that's it? you're just gonna push me away again?
what's it gonna take for you to realize i want to be here for you?
i don't want to see you hurt.
you can't just push away everyone who loves you.
you'll never be able to beat this alone.
you expect me to just sit here?
i love you, goddamn it!
you want to be alone? fine. be alone.
i'm not strong enough.
i really thought i could help you. turns out i was wrong.
i wish you would listen to me.
i came all this way to help you, and this is the thanks i get?
you are worthy of love, you know.
how many times do i have to tell you? i'm fine!
stop pushing people away.
it's easier to just make you hate me.
i don't hate you. i could never hate you.
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leftfair · 1 year ago
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PROMPTS FOR TOUCH-STARVED MUSES *  adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of action prompts
DIALOGUE PROMPTS
could you... do that again?
please come back.
hold me again.
i need to feel you close.
we could share the same bed.
could we try holding hands?
right there. just like that.
i want to know how it feels.
i like it when you're nearby.
if you could just... stay here for a while.
lean into me. it's okay.
i like your hugs.
i want you here.
please touch me.
your arms feel so safe.
stay close to me.
the bed feels so cold.
come into my arms.
let me hold you.
cling to me.
you can keep doing that.
you don't have to let go.
i feel safe when you're near me.
that feels so good.
that was... really nice.
i like it when you play with my fingers.
could you come a little closer?
you can play with my hair if you want.
you don't have to sit so far away.
would you sleep here with me?
you feel like home to me.
if you keep doing that, i can't promise i'll behave.
can i lay on you?
would you touch me again?
don't let go of me.
stay like this.
don't go.
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[ reach ] sender hesitantly reaches for receiver's hand, unsure if the action will be reciprocated
[ instinct ] sender takes receiver's hand on instinct in reaction to a startling sight or event, not even realizing they did it
[ cling ] sender wraps both of their arms around one of receiver's arms and clings
[ rest ] sender sits next to receiver and rests their head on receiver's shoulder
[ doze ] sender falls asleep with their head on receiver's shoulder
[ play ] sender clings to receiver's hand and begins absentmindedly playing with their fingers
[ reassure ] sender reassures receiver by rubbing their arm up and down, hoping to ease their stress
[ heart ] sender guides receiver's hand to their heart
[ quiver ] sender and receiver's hands brush with slight contact, causing receiver to shiver on instinct
[ come back ] receiver took their hand away, so sender reaches for it a second time, taking it back and refusing to let go
[ first hug ] sender pulls receiver into their first hug
[ lasting ] sender and receiver's innocent hug lasts a little longer than they both expected
[ trace ] sender lightly traces the shape of sender's face, exploring every part of their complexion with tender fingertips
[ comb ] sender takes their time brushing receiver's hair
[ refuse ] when receiver insists they break their hug, sender refuses and only tightens their grip around them
[ cuddle ] sender moves closer to receiver as they sleep and snuggles down beside them, finding comfort in their presence
[ pull back ] sender pulls receiver back into bed with them
[ nuzzle ] sender nuzzles into receiver's cheek with their nose
[ cheek ] sender caresses receiver's cheek
[ nose ] sender lightly taps the tip of receiver's nose
[ lips ] sender caresses receiver's lips with their fingertip
[ chest ] sender smooths a hand over receiver's chest
[ legs ] sender starts to drag a hand back and forth over receiver's legs
[ inner thigh ] as sender caresses receiver's thigh, they gently slip their hand between receiver's legs
[ distance ] unable to touch or embrace receiver, sender self-soothes by wrapping their arms around themselves
[ pinky ] sender and receiver hold hands by their pinky fingers
[ smooth ] sender takes their time caressing over every part of receiver's body
[ blanket ] sender wraps a blanket around their body and receiver's body, hudding close together
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leftfair · 2 years ago
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her new life flickers like a candle with every waking day -- the safety from the games, with the unyielding need to change something. anything. though, she does her best to improve where she can ; she knows her efforts are futile at best. ( how can one's hidden attempts to aid outweigh a monarch's incessant desire to remain stagnate ? ) even with the hinderance stationed at every stop -- tempest still finds herself incapable of giving in. ( an unstoppable force met with immovable prevention. ) now, heeled boots click down echoed hallways, as she makes her way to the untelevised host. interactions have been sparse -- though, never unfriendly. she's not sure he's capable of unfriendliness ; at least, not to those undeserving.
doorknob is twisted and pushed open. as if a sugar - coated cloud awaits her, the perfume overtakes her senses with ease. she's become familiar with such scents, but his rings of something new -- something saved for him only. the embrace takes her by surprise, but she is quick to return one in favor, a honey - laced smile tinting her lips. eyes survey the room with quick glances, as she looks for signs of others peering into their new found moment. "caesar," her voice is even, careful to keep a tone of importance she's grown to feign in everyone's presence. "it is always a pleasure." niceties fall from painted lips, as she pulls back from the embrace just enough to take look at his features. "i must admit [ . . . ] i like the new color."
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years  in  the  working.  it  had  been  a  process  before  he  had  ever  spoken  her  name.  the  gears  had  spun,  the  system  in  its  works.  the  backstage  to  the  hunger  games  had  become  a  ground  for  plotting,  for  bettering  what  they  could.  his  purpose  had  been  clear,  and  the  beloved  victors  had  been  a  task  naturally  extended  to  none  other  than  caesar  flickerman.  the  man,  with  salmon  eyebrows  and  hair,  who  had  invited  tempest  to  a  familiar  space.  no  bugs    (  plutarch  be  thanked  )    as  the  drink  settled  on  his  table,  and  the  door  opened.    "  tempest!  "    excitement  burst,  arms  embraced,  and  the  wave  of  perfume  seeping  into  her.
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leftfair · 2 years ago
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kesha : gag order, sentence starters. ( some lyrics altered to make complete sentences. )
please do not repost. feel free to change pronouns where you see fit ! enjoy !
something to believe in
“you never know that you need something to believe in when you know it all.”
“kill the chaos, find the balance.”
“greatness just a shade of madness.”
“ego just a face of sadness.”
“pain is just part of the package.”
“i sit and watch the pieces fall.”
“i don't know who i am at all.”
“i’m so embarrassing.”
“i’m so embarrassing, so used to abandoning myself.”
“i can't believe I'm still alive.”
eat the acid 
“you don’t wanna be changed like it changed me.”
“been dodging gods i didn't want.”
“i’d gotten used to being lost, i never felt like i feel belonged.”
“i’d gotten used to being lost.”
“i never felt like i belonged.”
“don't ever eat the acid if you don't wanna be changed like it changed me.”
“all the edges got so jagged now, everything you saw then can't be unseen.”
“last night, i saw it all.”
“last night, i talked to God.”
“i searched for answers all my life.”
“i am the one that I've been fighting the whole time.”
“hate has no place in the divine.”
“the universe is magic. just open up your eyes, the signs are waiting.”
“the universe is magic.”
“just open your eyes the signs are waiting.”
living in my head 
“i don't wanna be here anymore, stuck inside my head here anymore.”
“i don't wanna be here anymore.”
“i don't wanna be scared anymore.”
“i’m so scared of myself here anymore.”
“i’m scared of everyone else anymore.”
“get me outta my head.”
“when’s it gonna end?”
“sick of all the chaos anymore.”
“crawling out my skin here on the floor.”
“i’m so sick of myself.”
“i don’t wanna be here all alone.”
“i don’t wanna do this on my own.”
“so fucking exhausting.”
“i’m so fucking insecure, i just can't stand it.”
“god, i hate myself.”
“sometimes i can’t get out of my head.”
“living in my head, so fucking exhausting. when's it gonna end?”
fine line
“there's a fine line i’ve been walking.”
“trying to balance is exhausting.”
“don't be surprised if shit gets ugly.”
“i’ve been hiding my anger, but bitch, look at me now.”
“i’m at the top of the mountain with a gun to my head.”
“am i bigger than jesus or better off dead?”
“there's a fine line between genius and crazy.”
“there's a fine line between broken and brеaking.”
“i spent my whole life tryna changе what they're saying about me.”
“sick of walking that fine line.”
“there’s a fine line between selling out and being bought.”
“there’s a fine line between famous and being forgot.”
“it's time i’m coming down off of the cross.”
“i feel safest in the silence.”
“i’m so goddamn sick of fighting.”
“the truth keeps roaring like a lion.”
“the years keep on dragging, i’m at the end of my rope.”
“i’m tasting blood in my throat.”
“don't fucking call me a fighter, don't fucking call me a joke.”
“you have no fucking idea.”
“there's a fine line between hope and delusion.”
“there’s a fine line between what's right and what we've just gotten used to.”
“my whole life, i’ve had something to prove to you.”
“there’s a fine line between surviving and living.”
“god, some things never should be forgiven.”
“guess what? i’m sick of pretending for you.”
“this life was never mine.”
“there's a fine line between what matters and doesn’t.”
“there’s a fine line between letting go and giving up.”
“there’s a fine line between happy and stupid as fuck.”
“there's a fine line between what's entertaining and what's just exploiting the pain.”
“look at all the money we made off me.”
only love can save us now
“i’ve been baptized in hollywood in the cathedral.”
“i’m a demon.”
“nothing can save us.”
“i’m going through phases.”
“the bitch i was, she dead, her grave desecrated.”
“only love can save us now.”
“i’m 'bout to blow your fucking head through the ceiling.”
“don't fucking tell me that i’m dealing with reason.”
“i’m possessive, maybe i’m possessed, bitch.”
“fuck yeah, i’m selfish, shut up.” 
“eat your breakfast.”
“i would kill for secrets, all of mine been leaking.”
“i would kill for secrets.”
“I don't got no shame left, baby, that's my freedom.”
all i need is your love
“everything gets so chaotic sometimes.”
“tell me that you'll live forever.”
“i’ve taken years for granted.”
“it always feels like the first time.”
“now the greys are starting to show.”
“your love might break my heart harder than being alone.”
“i’m falling through the galaxy, your hands always in mine.”
“all my dreams have come and gone a half a million times.”
“i don't need much, but there's one thing i can't lose, all i need is you.”
“all i need is you.”
“who's the one that's gonna carе if i can make it home?”
“i can be the soundtrack and the punchline to the story.”
“you know parts of me nobody else will ever know.”
“how do i even imagine describing life without the sun?”
“how do some things seem to end just after they've begun?”
the drama
“i crawl in bed, close my eyes, but i never can sleep.”
“there's a violence in the silence.”
“the paranoia, it's creeping closer.”
“all i need anything to distract me from this empty feeling.”
“build me up to feel the fall and fall in love to break my heart.”
“i’m bored and i’m broken.”
“i’m self destroying, at least it's something to do.”
“i’m self destroying.”
“at least it’s something to do.”
“the drama of it all.”
“i desperately wanna think people are good.”
“friday night in i’ll gеt too high.”
“keep checking my pulse, am i dead yеt?”
“in the next life, i wanna come back as a house cat.”
“i wanna be sedated.”
“get me to the airport and put me on a plane.”
“i’ma sit and play in the sun, i’ll be a fucking cute sun of a gun.”
“i’ma sit and play in the sun.”
“i’ll be a fucking cute son of a gun.”
ram dass interlude
“it's garbage as art.”
“do you approve of me?” 
“do you like me?” 
“am i good enough?”
“have i achieved enough?”
“thеre comes a period whеre you've just gone through enough.”
“that little blue sky starts to develop and you start to identify with the blue sky instead of the cloud.”
“you flicker at first and then you start to release.”
“in the release, there is a closing of the heart because you don't want to get hurt again.”
“you don’t want to get hurt again.”
“you are still holding on to grief from previous hurts.”
“then comes the time when you start to realize you'd rather be vulnerable and be hurt than be living dead.”
too far gone 
“nothing's set in stone.”
“we're only getting older.”
“we’re only getting older and holding onto hope it only makes it lonelier.”
“love comes with pain.”
“trying to find some meaning, something that lasts.”
“am i missing you, or am i missing pieces of me?”
“am i missing you, or am i missing who i used to be?”
“i won't apologize for how I'm feeling.”
“i won't be the only one that's bleeding.”
“maybe all this hate i’m holding isn't helping me but I'm stubborn, it's mine to keep.”
“sometimes i add up all my wasted time.”
“sometimes i just like seeing grown men cry.”
“i think i killed the part of me that i like.”
“i wish i never learned that nothing really lasts.”
“i’ll never be the same in a world that's gone mad.”
peace & quiet 
“got the pendulum of emotions swinging back and forth.”
“i’m up and down like waves in the ocean.”
“so fucking annoying.”
“maybe i should learn to be alone.”
“maybe i could do this on my own.”
“maybe i should be a little less.”
“i’m so fucking extra, it's a mess.”
“i’m so fucking extra.”
“it’s a mess.”
“maybe i should stop and take a breath.”
“maybe i’m not making any sense.”
“i would be lying if i said i could do peace and quiet.”
“loving me Is running into a house that's burning down.”
“make it out alive and you'll get the best of me.”
“you’ll get the best of me.”
“so get into it or get the fuck out.”
“maybe this is normal.”
“goddamn, who am i kidding?”
“am i a demon?”
“i’m the hero and i’m the fucking villain.”
“maybe i could love a little less.”
“who's really making all the rules?”
only love reprise
“this is reality, can't you feel it?”
“i wish i could talk in technicolor.”
hate me harder 
“congratulations, You caught me doing some dumb shit again.”
“that's what i do.”
“i’ve graduated from caring about your opinions.”
“tell you the truth, babe.”
“i’ll never know that you existed.”
“nobody was asking.”
“luckily the jokes on you.”
“i got nothing left to prove.”
“if hating me helps you love yourself do your worst, baby, gimme hell.”
“hate me harder.”
“there's nothing left that i haven't heard and i can take it, so make it hurt.”
“isn't it funny, you’re spending all that time and energy wasted on me?”
“it's so flattering.”
“you say i’m obnoxious, nobody was asking.”
“i’ll keep saying over again.”
“i been there.”
“i’ve done it.”
“i’ve lived it.”
“i’ve fucked it.” 
“i’d do it all over again.”
“i’ll take it, i already know that i can.”
happy 
“what if none of this happened?”
“it's nothing like i imagined it.”
“what if i wasn't this strong?”
“what if it all just went different?”
“so many times i wish i would’ve just listened.”
“i wasn't ready for it all.”
“there's so many things i’d change but I can’t.”
“there's so many things i said that i wish i left unsaid.”
“time's passing me by, gotta just laugh so i don't cry.”
“if you asked me then where i wanted to be It look something like this living out my wildest of dreams.”
“life sometimes ain't always what it seems.”
“if you ask me now, all i’ve wanted to be is happy.”
“i remember when i was little, before i knew that anyone could be evil.”
“some people, playing with my innocence like at a casino.”
“i refuse to be jaded.”
“i’ve gotten used to the fall.”
“time's passing me by, gotta just laugh so i don't die.”
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leftfair · 2 years ago
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PARAMORE - THIS IS WHY | PROMPTS
this is why ❛ if you have an opinion, maybe you should shove it. ❜ ❛ might be best to keep it to yourself. ❜ ❛ survival of the fittest. ❜ ❛ you're either with us, or you can keep it to yourself. ❜ the news ❛ and i've got a war right behind my eyes. ❜ ❛ every second our collective heart breaks. ❜ ❛ i'm safe inside. ❜ ❛ i feel useless behind this computer. ❜ running out of time ❛ didn't wanna show up to the party empty handed, but i ran out of time. ❜ ❛ intentions only get you so far. ❜ ❛ what if i'm just a selfish prick? ❜ ❛ i hit the snooze on my alarms twenty times, but i was just so tired. ❜ ❛ you know it's a lie. ❜ ❛ i'm always running out of time. ❜ ❛ it was on my list i swear i meant to get to it. ❜ ❛ why we gotta be in a rush? ❜ ❛ look i showed up early for once. ❜ c'est comme ça ❛ in a single year, i've aged one hundred. ❜ ❛ lucky for me i run on spite and sweet revenge. ❜ ❛ i hate to admit getting better is boring. ❜ big man, little dignity ❛ don't mean to stare at you from across the room. ❜ ❛ know you could get away with anything, so that's exactly what you do. ❜ ❛ well, well, well, look at you, don't you clean up nice? ❜ ❛ bet it feels good to leave the past behind. ❜ ❛ i can't look away. ❜ ❛ i memorized all your lies. ❜ ❛ i fantasize your demise. ❜ ❛ i should look away because i know you're never gonna change. ❜ ❛ i keep thinking this time the end will be different, but it isn't. ❜ you first ❛ can't shake the devil sitting on my shoulder. ❜ ❛ who invited you? ❜ ❛ everyone is a bad guy, and there's no way to know who's the worst. ❜ ❛ karma's gonna come for all of us, and i just hope she comes for you first. ❜ ❛ i never said i wasn't petty. ❜ ❛ you can bet i don't regret it for a second. ❜ figure 8 ❛ all for your sake, i became the very thing that i hate. ❜ ❛ i lost my way. ❜ ❛ i don't know how to stop. ❜ ❛ i won't miss the feeling. ❜ ❛ i was only being kind but you mistook me for weak. ❜ ❛ you'd be wise if you thought twice. ❜ liar ❛ i keep you safe from me. ❜ ❛ oh my love, i lied to you. but i never needed to. ❜ ❛ i lied to you, but you always knew the truth. ❜ ❛ love is not an easy thing to admit, but i'm not ashamed of it. ❜ crave ❛ i can't wait to memorize this day. ❜ ❛ i crave to do it all again. ❜ ❛ i'm already missing it. ❜ ❛ i romanticize even the worst of times. ❜ ❛ just for a second it all felt simple. ❜ thick skull ❛ i am a magnet for broken pieces. ❜ ❛ i am attracted to broken people. ❜ ❛ it looks like my fault. ❜ ❛ it looks like i'm caught red-handed. ❜ ❛ come on, give it to me. ❜ ❛ only i know where all the bodies are buried. thought by now i'd find 'em just a little less scary. ❜ ❛ might be easier, but you don't get used to it. ❜ ❛ come on out with your hands up. ❜ ❛ i'm coming out with my hands up. ❜
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leftfair · 2 years ago
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100 Random Character Development Questions
001. When is their birthday? 002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? 003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? 004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? 005. Are they in good health? 006. What sense do they most rely on? 007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? 008. What is their favorite fairy tale? 009. Do they believe in happy endings? 010. Do they believe in love at first sight? 011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? 012. What makes your character embarrassed? 013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? 014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. 015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? 016. What is their choice of weapon? 017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? 018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do? 019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? 020. What are their hobbies? 021. How do they display affection? 022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? 023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? 024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? 025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? 026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? 027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? 028. What makes them laugh out loud? 029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? 030. Do they believe in the afterlife? 031. Are they superstitious about anything? 032. Does your character believe in ghosts? 033. Do they keep their promises? 034. What’s their view of lying? 035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? 036. How honorable is your character? 037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? 038. What bad habits do they have? 039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? 040. What is their obsession? 041. Are they comfortable with technology? 042. What is their greatest achievement? 043. What will they stand up for? 044. What disgusts them? 045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? 046. How do they handle getting sick? 047. What was the last medical problem your character had? 048. Do they have any allergies? 049. How does your character feel about growing old? 050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? 051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? 052. What is your character’s worst flaw? 053. What is your character’s greatest strength? 054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? 055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? 056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? 057. Has your character ever killed anyone? 058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? 059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? 060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? 061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? 062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? 063. How well does your character handle difficult people? 064. In what ways does your character annoy others? 065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? 066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? 067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? 068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? 069. What about your character is heroic? 070. What about your character is cowardly? 071. How kind is your character? 072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) 073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) 074. What is your character’s favorite game? 075. Is your character ticklish? 076. How do they express anger? 077. How often do they cry? Over what? 078. How emotionally stable is your character? 079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? 080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? 081. Is your character religious? 082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? 083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? 084. Describe your character in one word. 085. Describe your character in three words. 086. How would your character describe themself in one word? 087. How would your character describe themself in three words? 088. Is your character quiet or loud? 089. How vocally expressive is your character? 090. How bodily expressive is your character? 091. What type of music does your character like? 092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? 093. What is your character’s goal in life? 094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know. 095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. 096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? 097. How well do they adapt to change? 098. Does your character like animals? 099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? 100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?
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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬: 𝐦𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐚𝐲 - 𝐩𝐭.𝟏 ;  𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑠
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❝ Start simple, start with what you know is true. My name is [Name]. My home is District 12. I was in the Hunger Games. I escaped… ❞
❝ I had a nightmare. Just five more minutes. ❞
❝ They took her. She’s… she’s in the Capitol. ❞
❝ I wish she was dead. I wish they were all dead and we were, too. ❞
❝ I know you’ve been discharged, but President Coin’s requested to meet with you first. ❞
❝ We’re military, so we learned to survive down here. Preparing, training — the war never stopped for us ❞
❝ I’m just here to escort you. ❞
❝ I can’t imagine what it’s like to live through the atrocities of those Games. ❞
❝ I apologise, I wish you had more time to recover, but unfortunately, we don’t have that luxury. ❞
❝ There have been riots and uprisings and strikes in seven Districts. ❞
❝ There’s no way for me to contact my operatives inside the Capitol. ❞
❝ Otherwise, we’re breaking my oldest rule: never let them see you bleed ❞
❝ I never asked for this. I never asked to be in the Games. ❞
❝ You asked me to convince you that I was in love with [Name]. Haven’t I at least done that? ❞
❝ It’s the things we love most that destroy us. I want you to remember that I said that. ❞
❝ We have to get him out before they kill him. ❞
❝ Doppler shows a fourth wave approaching, they’re a few seconds from range. ❞
❝ Killing is not the answer. ❞
❝ I think it costs more than your life. ❞
❝ No, It’s not your place. You’re a welcome guest, but you’re out of your depth down here. ❞
❝ They promoted me at the hospital, I forgot to tell you. They’re training me to be a doctor. ❞
❝ Take a deep breath, [Name]. It’s gonna be a long night. ❞
❝ You left him there. You left [Name] in that arena to die. ❞
❝ We need to unite these people out there that have been doing nothing but killing each other in an arena for years. ❞
❝ Please know how welcome you are, and I hope you’ll find some comfort with us. We’ve known loss in District 13, too. ❞
❝ So you hold on to that one wish… and that night my wish was to save [Name]. ❞
❝ No, neither of us knew there was a bigger plan going on. We had no idea. ❞
❝ Please. You’ve won. You’ve already beaten me. Release [Name], and take me instead. ❞
❝ [Name], he knew the whole time! He was taunting me. Did I lose them both tonight? Did I lose them? ❞
❝ No, [Name] — no, you’re swollen. Don’t touch.❞
❝ There can’t be a ceasefire. Not after everything Snow’s done. ❞
❝ I’m sorry. It’s just a nightmare. ❞
❝ If you want something, you just have to ask. ❞
❝ Tell me what’s happening. I’m good at keeping secrets. ❞
❝ And then they separated us and… that’s when I lost her. ❞
❝ I mean, to murder innocent people, that costs everything that you are. ❞
❝ These are senseless acts of defiance, and I won’t legitimise them. ❞
❝ To those who ignore the warnings of history, prepare to pay the ultimate price. ❞
❝ [Name], will you stay with me? ❞
❝ But I just keep thinking, even if we win this war, what happens to [Name]? ❞
❝ The Capitol is the beating heart of Panem. Nothing can survive without a heart. ❞
❝ [Name] was the one who was supposed to live! ❞
❝ The Capitol has always suppressed communication between the Districts, but I know their system very well… and I managed to break through. ❞
❝ You could demand almost anything, they’d have to agree to it. ❞
❝ They’re doing and saying whatever they can to survive. ❞
❝ This is worth the risk. She’s worth the risk. ❞
❝ Aiding rebels is not really my forte. ❞
❝ A lot of the children were lost in an epidemic a few years ago. ❞
❝ [Name]? - What are you doing here? ❞
❝ He knew the risks, as we all do. He believed in this revolution. He believed in you. ❞
❝ The Capitol’s done everything they can to break us. ❞
❝ Everyone’s either gonna wanna kiss you, kill you, or be you. ❞
❝ You will hold yourself and your government responsible or you will find another Mockingjay. ❞
❝ I’ve told you these are the standard living quarters, same as everyone. You’re not a prisoner. ❞
❝ [Name], your days in the Capitol are over, no matter what happens here. ❞
❝ This how you greet an old friend? ❞
❝ We have a mass grave a few blocks west, but, I can’t spare the manpower to move them yet. ❞
❝ And look here. Regular, incendiary and explosive arrows. All colour-coded. ❞
❝ It’s not that simple, [Name]. We barely survived. We weren’t in any kind of shape to launch a counter-attack. ❞
❝ Are you fighting, [Name]? You here to fight with us?❞
❝ You know, I like you better, [Name], without all that make up. ❞
❝ Incoming bombers from the North. We need to find cover now! ❞
❝ The Capitol just bombed a hospital filled with unarmed men, women and children. And there will be no survivors.❞
❝ The things that you did in the Games were never intended to start all of this. ❞
❝ You don’t have any idea what he’s going through. ❞
❝ Nobody’s seen what the Capitol did to District 12. I have to show them. ❞
❝ 915 of us made it to the fence line. 915 out of 10,000. ❞
❝ Don’t be a fool, [Name]. I know you never wanted the rebellion. ❞
❝ This has gotta be fast. In and out. ❞
❝ There is no progress without compromise, and no victory without sacrifice. ❞
❝ I’ve got good news. Coin agreed to let us hunt above ground. ❞
❝ I wish I could give this rose to you, [Name]. ❞
❝ You must love her very much to be able to forgive her. ❞
❝ And if we burn, you burn with us! ❞
❝ So, what? You’re suggesting is we toss her into combat? ❞
❝ You’ll never be able to guarantee my safety. ❞
❝ District 8. They reported heavy bombing last week, there are no military targets left. ❞
❝ You’ve just been in battle!! ❞
❝ If you wanna play a prisoner of war, fine. Stay here and rot. ❞
❝ There’s not much of a prep team here in District 13 but we will make you the best-dressed rebel in history. ❞
❝ He’s an Avox… Capitol cut his tongue out years ago. ❞
❝ No, it wasn’t any sort of rescue, if that’s what you mean. We all fled on our own. ❞
❝ You’re alive then? For a while we weren’t sure. ❞
❝ If you think for one second that the Capitol will ever treat us fairly you are lying to yourselves. ❞
❝ Ask yourself, can you trust the people you’re working with? Do you know what they really want? ❞
❝ How will this end? What will be left? No one can survive this. No one is safe now. ❞
❝ We started pulling people from their houses and tried to get them to the fence line but a lot of people were scared of the forest. ❞
❝ Then we watched as… bombers circled back towards the road. The Capitol firebombed them as they ran away. ❞
❝ After your first Games, I thought the whole romance was an act. ❞
❝ Are you, are you coming to the tree? They strung up a man they say who murdered three. Strange things did happen here, no stranger would it be… If we met at midnight in the hanging tree. ❞
❝ [Name], you’re wanted in Command. ❞
❝ It’s the worst torture in the world. Waiting, when you know there’s nothing you can do. ❞
❝ You know, you’re the only real friend I have down here. ❞
❝ You can survive the arena. But the moment you leave, you’re a slave. ❞
❝ His weapon of choice is the only thing suited to such a man. Poison. The perfect weapon for a snake. ❞
❝ But whatever strength, courage, madness, keeps us going, you find it, at times like these.  — You have it, soldier. It’s what’s kept you alive all this time. ❞
❝ The gas we used on the guards knocked him out, too, but it’s wearing off now. You should be there when he wakes up. ❞
❝ No, no, no. Calm down. Calm down… you’re okay. ❞
❝ It’s called hijacking… It’s fear conditioning, enhanced with tracker jacker venom. You were stung your first Games, remember? ❞
❝ I designed this signal defence system for them, but I can’t find my way through it. I guess I did my job too well. ❞
❝ [Name]’s okay. I promise. I just had to get him off you. ❞
❝ You love him. I’m not saying in what way; maybe you don’t even know yourself, but anyone paying attention can see it. ❞
❝ I drag myself out of nightmares and there’s no relief in waking up. But… it’s better not to give in to it. It takes 10 times longer to put yourself back together than it does to fall apart. ❞
❝ I can’t do this. He’s just gonna keep… He’s never gonna stop. Don’t make me do this! ❞
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❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ( from john )
@yllowpages !
hollow eyes stare at the wall in front of her. the stolen bottle of dark liquor nearly empty in her hand. she can’t sleep -- she can’t stop seeing the tributes die ; her mentees die. she was supposed to teach them -- to help them stay alive. the way she had stayed alive. but, she failed. ( or maybe it never mattered in the first place. ) her body feels numb, an icy cold capturing her bones in a prison she can’t escape from.
she doesn’t even look up when she hears her door click open. it could be anyone. a peacekeeper, snow, an avox, maybe, if she’s lucky, a friend. still, she has nothing inside of her left to look. to acknowledge the new presence in the room. she is empty. she has nothing left.
she hears the door click again, before she hears the soft noise of someone leaning back against the door. she can feel the eyes on her -- she always feels them. ( like little bugs crawling over her skin, begging to burrow beneath. ) her eyes blink, as she lifts the bottle back to her lips. she takes several gulps, before she’s lowering her arm back down.
she takes a few moments to steady her breathing, before she allows her eyes to move towards the door. she feels a strange sense of [ . . . ] calm -- a sense of protection within his presence. an understanding she hasn’t received by most. the back of her free hand wipes furiously against her cheeks, trying her best to hide away the now dried tears. she sniffles once, before she’s letting her hand fall. “i couldn’t help them. i can’t help any of them.” her mind brings forth memories of watch her mentees die all over again. the screams, the people in the capitol being so entertained. ( she realizes now, they probably cheered every time she killed someone last year. ) her eyes find his, a small hiccup slipping past her lips. “haven’t they tortured us enough already ? why do we have to do this ? how do you do this ? how do i survive this ?”
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I've Endured, Now What?
Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall
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WILL THEY, WON'T THEY RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS *  for the people that just won't admit they're in love!
i didn't want you to go alone.
i can't do anything without you.
could you ever imagine us together?
how long have you been sitting here?
sorry if i fall asleep on your shoulder.
you're not like everyone else.
is this a date?
you have no idea what i'd do to keep you safe.
i brought you a coffee, just the way you like it.
could you not see i was flirting?
i should get going.
you're the only one i can turn to.
they thought we were a couple.
they were playing that song the night we met.
let's cook something together.
you're special to me.
i think i'm falling in love.
when did you get here?
i missed you more than you know.
you take the umbrella. i'll be fine.
i'll come pick you up. stay right there.
you're my missing piece.
let me see the menu. we could just split something.
i deleted all my dating apps.
there's only one bed.
i won't let anything hurt you.
i'll walk you home.
you said you were hungry, so i brought you something.
there's something i've been meaning to tell you.
you smile when you're nervous.
i get it. you're not interested.
have you ever considered... us?
nothing will ever be the same.
you're the only person who understands me.
was that flirting?
it would mean a lot to me if you stayed.
do you need a hug?
it's all right. i was happy to do it.
do you remember how we met?
i'm here for you. whatever you need.
do you need a lift?
never leave me again. do you understand?
you're my best friend.
you take the bed, i'll take the couch.
maybe i'm already interested in someone.
i'm on my way over. be there in ten minutes.
i don't want to overstay my welcome.
that looks amazing on you.
i'm not going out with them anymore.
i'm just a phone call away.
yes, i was flirting with you.
keep it. you need it more than me.
it was just one kiss.
you changed everything.
you can lean on my shoulder if you want.
i hate it when you leave.
can you walk me home?
you mean so much to me.
stay right there! i'm coming! i'll help!
i'm in love with you! i've been in love with you this whole time!
maybe i could make us breakfast in the morning.
you could hold my hand if you'd like.
wish you didn't have to go.
call me when you get home? so i know you're safe?
i forgot to tell you. we broke up.
check your front door. there's something waiting for you.
you could spend the night.
we're alone now.
need a ride?
that meant a lot to me, you know.
i don't know what i'd do without you.
do you feel the same way?
you... love me?
do you want to come inside?
you deserve better than that.
here, take my jacket. it's freezing.
this song reminds me of you.
are you dating someone?
i didn't know who else to turn to.
do you really have to go?
i don't understand what you do to me.
i won't let anyone lay a hand on you.
were you flirting with me?
i hate saying goodbye.
what happened between you two, anyway?
they shouldn't talk to you like that.
all this time i've been in love with you.
i won't say anything if you don't.
i remembered your order, by the way.
they think we'd make a good couple.
guess we have to share.
i brought you soup.
did you just say i love you?
it's just us now.
i could use a hug.
you are the single most important thing in my life.
i don't know how i survived for so long without you.
we could go on a date.
i've never felt this way before.
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don't you know too much already ? ( from john )
@yllowpages !
a gentle laugh escapes her lips, as tempest removes her eyes from the screen and towards john. she knows she’s walking on dangerous grounds. testing to see who is ready for the change. who can see beyond the games -- beyond the capitol. “there’s no such thing as knowing too much, john.” she lifts her glass to her lips, sipping on the shimmering golden liquor. a small smirk graces her lips, as her eyes return to the screen in front of them. ( at this point, she’s stopped keeping count -- keeping track of the deaths of innocent children weighing too heavily on what’s left of her soul. ) she lowers her glass, her eyes squinting as she watches the ultimate survivor of this year’s games.
a young girl -- only a year older than she had been. fighting her way to survival, trying her best to keep her soul intact. and, now, keep alive the boy she claims to love. her eyes flash to haymitch, watching as he works his way around the room. it’s the first time in so long she’s seen him so [ . . . ] present. tempest returns her focus to the screen once more. “especially when we’re so close to the breaking point.” she places her glass onto the bar, granting john one last short glance. “wouldn’t you agree ?” her eyes study his for a moment. who would have thought they’d come this far ? she lets out a small hum before she’s turning away, and making her way across the room. ready to sweet talk her way into deep pockets.
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Crystal Reed as Sofia Falcone in Gotham: “Let Them Eat Pie” (2)
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↪     𝑫𝑰𝑹𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑻𝑼𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺  .    (   a  collection  of  dire / urgent situation  sentence  &  action  starters .   adjust  phrasing  +  ʳᵉᵛᵉʳˢᵉ  as  necessary .   )
𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :
hide .   hide now .
shh !!  there’s somebody in the house .
i’m not gonna hurt you !  see ?  look ,  i’m putting down the  [ weapon ] .
[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?!
you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .
stop , stop !  just put the  [ weapon ]  down !
drive ,  just drive fast !
you seriously think i could’ve done this ?
can you walk ?  i need you to walk for me ,  okay ?
let me handle it ,  just go !
what was your plan ??  you could’ve gotten yourself killed !
you’re just going to leave me here ?!
[ name ] ,  can you hear me ?  get out of there !
you knew and you didn’t tell me ?!
don’t you know how dangerous this is ?
you’re not going to shoot me .
move and you die .
i’m gonna come back for you ,  do you hear me ?
we have to stop the bleeding .
can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?
i just want to go home !
don’t move a fucking muscle .
if it weren’t for you ,  we wouldn’t be in this mess .
i almost DIED back there ,  and you’re laughing ?
you’re only making this worse for yourself .
you think this is a joke ?
if i go down ,  i want you to run .
we’re gonna die ,  so what’s the point ?
this was the ONE thing i told you not to do .
i can’t promise we’re going to make it out of here .
where’s your first - aid kit ?!
just calm down and find your phone ,  we need to call the police .
someone’s been stalking me .
just listen to me for once !
i didn’t think you had it in you .
put the gun down ,  and kick it over here .
we can’t stick around here ,  let’s go .
kiss me before we die .
do whatever you need to do ,  hurry .
i can’t breathe ,  i can’t -
please ,  please  -  let me in ,  there’s someone -
i’m gonna give you one last chance .
you have to believe me ,  i didn’t do this !
run ,  and don’t look back .
this is real ,  i’m real .  look at me .
take this .  it’ll keep you safe .
follow my instructions very closely .
put your hands where i can see them .
you can’t just let me die !
i think  …  i think i need a doctor .
we need to get out of here ,  come on .
no ,  this isn’t it .  we’re getting you out of this .
you panicking is not going to help us right now .
𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :
[ GETAWAY ]  sender acts as a getaway driver for receiver .
[ MEDIC ]  sender arrives on receiver’s doorstep ,  badly bleeding .
[ HIDE ]  sender and receiver hide from a threat together .
[ HUSH ]  sender clasps a hand over receiver’s mouth to silence them .
[ DRAG ]  sender physically hauls receiver to safety .
[ RIGHTS ]  sender calls receiver from a police precinct .
[ REALITY ]  sender helps receiver through an episode of derealization .
[ SHELTER ]  sender and receiver must find shelter from a storm  .
[ ARMED ]  sender brandishes a  [ gun / knife ]  at receiver .
[ CRASH ]  sender and receiver survive a  [ car / bike ]  crash together .
[ SEARCH ]  sender barges into the hospital demanding to see receiver .
[ BACKUP ]   sender calls receiver panicking after committing a crime .
[ CORNERED ]  sender menacingly backs receiver into a corner .
[ UNEXPECTED ]  receiver comes home to find sender already inside .
[ BREATHE ]  sender helps receiver get through a panic attack .
[ BADGE ]  sender and receiver flee from the cops together .
[ STRANDED ]  sender and receiver become stranded in the woods .
[ EMBRACE ]  sender kisses receiver thinking it’ll be the last time .
[ STRANGER ]  sender can’t remember who receiver is after an injury .
[ TOKEN ]  sender gives receiver a lucky charm before they go into battle .
[ CHOICE ]  receiver has to choose between sparing their own life or the sender’s .
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❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare .
@aclytes ur evil .
weathered lungs still ache from running. ( she thought she was done with this part -- she thought she was done with the capitol. ) now, she sits, her arms cuffed too tightly behind the chair. sweat pours from her forehead, her heart pounding so loud she can barely hear her surroundings. tempest opens her mouth, ready to scream and shout until her last breath -- only, she finds a cloth wrapped around her head, keeping her silent.
hands pull at her binds, soft -- scared -- whines past through the cloth. then, she hears his voice. a voice she has memorized, a voice that makes her freeze, a voice that will always hold onto her life. eyes blink the sweat, and tears that form around her eyes as she looks up. he looks the same as he always does. white hair, the smell of metal covered with roses. ( he thinks no one knows -- but she does. ) she tries to speak around the cloth, ready to use everything she knows about him to steal her way out of this. but, it all muffled together. new frustrated tears start to form in her eyes. ( she supposes she’s had longer than she deserved -- living when she’s taken other’s. she wonders how they could have changed this world. )
she expects him to say something -- to interrogate her, to scare her, to threaten her. he doesn’t. instead he turns, her head following his movements. ( how could she not notice the chair next to her ? how could she not notice alexi next to her -- in her same position. only [ . . . ] he hasn’t woken. ) fresh muffled screams slip around the cloth. her head shakes violently, as she tugs harder against her binds -- so hard she can feel skin tear, she thinks she may break her arm. then she sees it, the gun gleaming from the little light around them. now, her chair is wobbling from her tugs, ready to throw herself in the middle. she watches in horror as snow’s arm lifts, his focus intently on alexi. more muffled scream sound around her just before she hears the fire.
eyes flash open, a scream already escaping her lips. sweat pours on her face, her back, some glimmers off her chest. tempest violently shoves sheets off her body, as she scrambles to the head of her bed. arms wrap around her knees, trying to make herself as small as she can. more screams are ripped from her lungs, even as she recognizes the room she fell asleep in. but, she can’t stop. even when she hears the door open, and alexi’s voice. eyes close hard, as tears begin to pool. she jumps, a new scream pulling from her lips when she feels a hand against her shoulder. ‘ hey, shh. you’re okay.’ his voice is light, softly than she’s heard.
her head shakes, as a loud sob falls past her lips, both her hands cupping over her face. his hand vanishes from her shoulder. and for a moment, she hates it. the absence of grounding warmth to hold her here, alive, away from snow. another sob falls from her lips, though this one muffled by her palms. she wants to ask him to stay -- to beg if she has to. just as she starts to lower her hands, she feels a dip in her bed. then, arms wrap around her ; one around her back, one around her knees. he all but lifts her closer to him. tears and gasps of breath still leave her, as she does her best to focus on the tight embrace he’s offered. ( she’ll be sure to thank him later. )
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「   RP MEME :       ENEMIES TO FRIENDS TO LOVERS .   」  * change pronouns as needed.
ENEMIES :
‘ don’t act so coy. ’
‘ you! ’
‘ you don’t deserve them. ’
‘ you will never get away with this. ’
‘ i won’t rest until i find you again. ’ 
‘ how dare you pretend to be her friend. ’
‘ does she know the truth about you? ’
‘ how could you do this? ’
‘ this isn’t you. ’
‘ i will be the one who kills you. ’
TO FRIENDS : 
‘ don’t act like you care. ’
‘ i never saw this coming. ’
‘ i’d call it an uneasy alliance if anything. ’
‘ you’re not so bad. ’
‘ i’m trying to trust you, but that’s going to take some time. ’
‘ just because we’re friends doesn’t mean i’m going any easier on you. ’
‘ i’m glad i have you now. ’
‘ try to keep up. ’
‘ so we’re cool now? ’ 
‘ don’t feel like you have to leave just because i got here. ’
TO LOVERS : 
‘ we shouldn’t be doing this. ’
‘ we’ve come a long way, you and i. ’
‘ one more time? for old times’ sake. ’
‘ i want you. ’
‘ i don’t care about anything else. ’
‘ you’re the one for me. ’
‘ i can’t deny it anymore. ’
‘ come to me. ’ 
‘ i just wanted to let you know… ’
‘ please, stay. ’
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leftfair · 2 years ago
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whoever sent me those anons i blow u kisses !
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