lanita69

[lanita69]

sometimes i think the only thing i have left in my body is grief

[lanita69]

help 😀

hi y’all sorry for disappearing i did not forget u but i need help

does anyone have tips on how to like gently coax urself into becoming an ed sheeran fan?? like idek what my daily int4k3 is but i need it to be ✨lower✨ for ✨long period of time✨ so like if u guys have figured that out or know how to sustainable d3cr34s3 the ✨amount✨ pls let me know that would be so cool

[lanita69]

send me m3anspø

send me m3anspø

send me m3anspø

send me m3anspø

send me m3anspø

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PLEASE OMFG I NEED!! 😭🙏🏼

[lanita69]

help 😀

hello tumblr,

can a math or nutrition girlie pls explain smth to me bc i am about to start kicking and screaming 😇

so like why is it that all i had yesterday was a bowl salad and coffee but i still went up on the scale? help a girl out bc what is this 😭

thank youuuuuuuuu 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

[lanita69]

my girl dinner will always be Diet Coke + vape (unbeatable combo)

[lanita69]

an update

sup hotties

the past few days have been absolutely insane but like the stress weight loss>>>

so basically i broke up w my bf bc of 1 this other bitch

2 he’s a loser w no life plans or motivation to do anything

3 some not great things happened in the bedroom iykyk

and now this mf is going around telling the school that i’m making false grape allegations and calling him a ray-cyst iykyk. like first of all ur the one that said ur not into darkskins??? like that statement is on YOU blud

second of all if i told u no and it either happened anyways, u pressured me, or it turned into “well can you at least” “can i please” BROTHER WHAT ELSE DO U WANT ME TO CALL IT

and then his 22 y/o sister is hopping on SNAPCHAT at her big age to talk abt “TREAD CAREFULLY DO U HEAR ME ?!” like bitch i might not be responsible enough to let it go but at least i’m responsible enough to avoid gonorrhea AND pick up my own meds ✨✨ like what are u doing with ur life other than flunking college

ANYWAYS

i also hit my gw1 yay 💖

sorry for the hiatus that’s been wsp

stay ⭐️ving

[lanita69]

laying on ur side and feeling ur stomach naturally sink in>>>>

[lanita69]

y’all i rly need to start working outtttt ugh

i have a severe form of anemia (abt to start iron infusions tho let’s fucking go) and exercise makes me super out of breath but that’s not an excuse!!! for now i’m gonna stick to 10 min stretching, 10 min yoga and 10 min pilates every morning mixed with more walking throughout my day!! i don’t wanna repeat the same exercises bc ur body clings to it so i might stick to a variation until i have the stamina to do more. also fatcalc says i’ll drop 10-13lbs before graduation YAYAYAYAYAY so that’s keeping me motivated. good luck stay motivated!!!

[lanita69]

get to know me!!!

sw - 125 gw - 115 ugw - 100

[lanita69]

i went out to eat w my dad :( i only ate 150 cal earlier so it didn’t hurt me that bad but i ate half a cookie in front of him bc he was getting suspicious about how much i’m eating and it felt GROSS it was so greasy 💀💀💀 i ate like 380 yesterday so hopefully tmr will be a better day. i need to get a plan together i used to be so good at this 😭😭

[lanita69]

about this user

hello! my name is lena! i’m 18 and looking for pr0 friends! here is a little bit about me!

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gw1 - 54.4kg

gw2 - 52.2kg

gw3 - 50kg

gw4 - 47.7kg

ugw - 45.4kg

• my lw was 44.5kg but i was forced into recovery and am now around 54-56kg (it fluctuates REAL BAD)

• i’m trying to get back on track!! i used to ⭐️ve and only eat <200 but my goal for now is to stay <1000

• i’m 5’6!

• i’m about to go to college where no one can force me to eat yipee! i’m majoring in music!

•i love lana del rey and fleetwood mac

• i’m so open to groupchats, nice/mean$p0, accountability buddies, etc

• i will try to post daily to keep myself motivated!! we can do this!!

• recovery is encouraged for others BUT not a choice you can make for someone else.

feel free to message me! ✨✨✨

[lanita69]

The lies your brain makes up to justify you eating are crazy...