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Encounter to a Phedophile

I have never told this story to anyone. Not to a friend. Nor a family member. Well, my stepmother knew this but she didn't knew the whole story. This happened to me when I was 11 years old. I was living with my family , our only elder was my step mother who went out to do some shopping . I was skipping school and everyone else was mostly asleep. A few of my relatives stayed over for a few days, which is quite relief. Others are probably at school or some after school sleeping to rest. I don't remeber clearly who was in home and the timing of everything. As for skipping school I am a rebel and a bullied child. I had my reasons. My older siblings, big brothers and sister were not here as they were living separately. My dad was very busy at work those days and comes rarely home. Anyways I was making some experiment food, I was trying to make a pizza. I was quite confident of it while I was making it. I was happy to be home than going to that hell hole of a excuse to study. Than that happened , and now I wish I was at school. Two people came into the house. They were wearing uniforms and had a file and a pencil with them. I am not sure if they were real workers are not to this day.  The man was tall and slim, tall too about at his first 40s. Woman also looked the same age and she was wearing a hijab and she was also good shaped slim woman. They were looking for a adult to get some information about something. As I was a kid who did not care for adult things I don't remember that either. But I made a mistake. I told them that there were no adults available. Which caused the whole creepiness. They started to stay I am pretty and the man starred at me. I was pretending to look after my pizza but even in that age I knew something was odd,  I felt his intensive presence even when I do not look at him. They did not knew my sharing room had people there, asleep. The door was doored probably why. But my step mom left the door of her room and my dad's. They said a few things I did not to listen to as I felt very uneasy and sickening because I am very anti social and I hated strangers. Bad part is they are in my home. When I finally look at the man I saw his face, he had red eyes like he was high on something. Even as a kid I knew when I saw them because one of aunt's husbands comes high on drugs frequently when his sons stays overs. I knew "those " people. "Your alone in home?" He asked "Your cooking eh?"then he looked more intense "When will your mother be back?" Well now I was definately afraid and knew they were not good people. I was too fast to assume this but if they are good and on job workers they should leave the minute I said no adults are in my home. I was so afraid I turned around and I heard his foot steps coming closer behind me. I was about to run into my room until the woman called him. Yes the woman I totally forgot about her while I was trying to distract myself from the middle aged man who was saying werid things to me and asking very suspicious questions. I waited as he walked away, his foot steps fading away. But I was not feeling alright yet. I was staring at my almost burning mini pizza. I swear I was standing there for about five minutes. Than I look back to see no one around me and I heard nothing. But I saw my stepmums room slightly open. As I got closer I heard people talking. I came in to see two of them lying on bed smoking, whatever that makes them high and they looked alot different than before. They had red eyes and  lose body movements. "Come here" the woman said blowing her smoke. I was confused but I was acting my best to not ever show my emotions. I was smiling and trying to say something but I could not. Remember when I said my relatives are here and it was a relief . Yes, my cousin came in , he was also living with us and he regularly comes in and out . Anyways he did  not see them as I was coming out from the room as soon as he came. They saw him and probably they wanted me to cover them too. Which I idiotically did. My cousin went straight into my shared room. So I came out and stayed by the kitchen. And after a few minutes , they left in a hurry acting all professional and constantly walked away. I saw the man look at me one last time, I saw him , he did not had a face of a geninue man. Or a worker on his job. And the woman, she was the same expect she did acted well and hided her creepiness more. He did not smile or either look angry, maybe he wanted to take one good look at me. I just threw away the pizza I made and sat in the kitchen for a hour. Thinking about what just happened. I had alot of questions. Why did they waited around? What did they want? Why were they so comfortable in some one else home? And why did they seem so interested in me? Well, my stepmother came and I immetiately told her some one came. And everything else expect what they said or acted around me. I did tell her about the room and she got extremely upset. I did not knew why she got so upset over her room that time. But some how after years I knew what sex was and all other things. I actually knew child predators exist when I was 18. My step mom was upset because she knew they were dangerous and some what maybe had the same thought I had in her mind too. We never spoke of it again. Mostly because they never touched me. And nothing happened. But what if? I can't. I can't think of it. I still remember his face. I didnt clearly see the woman so . But the man I will know even if I see him now. I am sure they are not geniune people , I do not know who they are to this day. I would not say lets not meet again. If we did , I will also give that person a face to never forget. I am not that genuine either.

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Hello fellow viewers!

I am Jurin Ari and this is my first post of 2016 

Today I am going to review you the performance did in Shinzou con  last year December. It was my first performance live in a actual crowd of hundreds of people.

I performed for the Japanese Mega hit - Re’nai revolution of Morning Musume, sang and dance to it. Surprisingly been a Japanese song people did really like it and commented it was a great performance.Though I now Jpop will never be actually accepted in my country even a Otaku crowd here will not accept it fully but I had fun and I will always stick to Jpop. Some of the audience were people I knowledge and they were amazed I pull it off with no nervousness and for actually knowing how to sing. 

My costume resembles me as a White Pheonixu in Human form. Though it was bad Fashion Jpop is all about creativity and  extreme rebel on Fashion sense. It was the shortest dress I had ever worn and I had lose skin due to my Weight loss from my thighs but There was a distraction cus of my big butt due to tightness of costume LOL.

I am looking forward to perform more in Sub Culture Events like this. And I hope they provide Wifi Mics. What century is this not to have  a wifi mic. 

I didnt give a single care for my costume and my self esteem when I went up because I want to be some one who the younger generation can view as Brave. I am a Maldivian who sings Jpop and I will always be that. 

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Two depressing emo characters. Please tag yourself in comment cloude #cloudstrifecosplay #finalfantasy7 #toeianimation #shinzoucon

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Notice me senpai song I found this cool app that actually has #jpop The only morning musume song I found so far which is #rihosayashi graduation single but I dont know the lyrics so far (the cold winter and the lonely heart) #noticeme #senpai #musicly #jp

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#throwback2015 I am doing a throwback special today in #instagram #instapic #memories #nonalcoholic #bangs #tb (at Sultan Park)

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#throwback2015 I am doing a throwback special today in #instagram #instapic #memories #classic #lunch #tb (at Food King Restaurant)

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#throwback2014 I am doing a throwback special today in #instagram #instapic #memories #scarf #beach

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More than #100 #subscribers Thank You very much. Subscribe to Shulin cherry in #youtube and look forward for more #jpop #jpopidol

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#allyoucaneat #asianfood #thaifood #prawns (at Cafe' Asiana)

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#flightattendent do i look like ??? #headblanket

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Hello #girlsandboys I am forming a #animeost #coverband and looking for #bandmembers . I formed a girl group but its a difficult situation here in Maldives so a group involving some boys will be fun. I am looking for #leadguitar (Male) #acousticguitar plus #rhythmguitar (Male) #keyboard (female) #bass (Male) #digitalcomposer (any gender) #mainvocal (female) including me as lead vocals but I need a powerful and more available singer DEADLINE is in January 17th 2016 DIRECT MESSAGE a video in instagram or mail me your info for an #audition ( leeadonio@hotmail.com )

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#captainharlock #maetal #galaxyexpress999 #oldschoolanime #1970s #cosplay for #shinzoucon (at National Art Gallery)

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#treat to @iffrodite gonna miss you again #cinnamon #burger Have a safe flight to #india

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#loving this #lense but was #terrified to put it on. Gona get myself one! Get lense like this from vision opticals

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I cant beilieve I am 22 already. Theres so many young teens whose doing what they love like me. I am discovering so many hidden talent in Maldives. I hope they never give up like I did in the middle becus people keep telling them its just a 'useless" dream and it will bring you no good in future. As I hit 20 I saw younger girls singing and dancing which inspired me to continue the dream I stopped in the middle. I hope they all will not be afraid to come out. because I am still scared to go public in Maldives. If theres more moving forward to their dream ,behind me I hope one of you can give me a push so togather we can cherish our dream. This is all for singers, dancers, writers, artists, society activists,feminists,models- all kind of Artists, survivors and the whole youth uniting a greater future to this country. #motivation #confidence #dream #tb #wheniwasakid #6yrs

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Our first #selfie togather. Since you were saying you look like a boy I #enchanced you lol #prettywoman #girlonamission #crazy good luck on your #flightattendent #goals

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Doing #uruha #thegazette #lips My former #shinzoucon #cosplay