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[lxcalmenace]

How I think your relationship with the BLLK boys would look like:

Characters included < Isagi, Bachira, Chigiri, Kunigami, Nagi, Reo, Rin, Sae and Shidou >

Will do a part 2 later !

⟡ Isagi Yoichi

(Jigsaw puzzles are mandatory I'm sorry)

⟡ Bachira Meguru

⟡ Chigiri Hyoma

⟡ Kunigami Rensuke

⟡ Nagi Seishiro

⟡ Reo Mikage

⟡ Itoshi Rin

⟡ Itoshi Sae

⟡ Shidou Ryusei

Just smth I made last night due to pure boredom. Might make the part 2 this week too if I get some spare time from my exams and studies.

The pictures do not belong to me, they're from pinterest !

Ty for reading!!

[lxcalmenace]

Idc if the bluelock season 2 animation is trash, but I will kms if they make Rin ugly.

[lxcalmenace]

hiii! I saw a video on tiktok about some girl getting upset that she wasn't there with her bf when he was kid and i thought maybe you could do that with rin isagi and hiori maybe

this is my first ask and also English's not my first language im sorry if it's not detailed enough

Wish I was there for you

Pairings < Rin and Hiori > X gn!reader (separate)

tw: Just these babies getting reminded about their pasts which later turns into fluff. Oh and, spoiler warning on Hiori's past!!

It was a rather silent night, you and Rin chilling in your bed comfortably. He was watching some match analysis on his phone while you were laying down next to him, reading your book. The small bed side lamp illuminated the room as the sound of soft breathing and the occasional sound of you turning the page was heard. When suddenly, it hit you. Rin never admitted about wanting to be comforted or to be held close during rough days, it wasn't very likely of him. He had built these walls around him, to which he'd only let you break through them. That was the typical Rin Itoshi for you. Being always there for him, to support him- but then you began to ponder about his past. You knew that his relationship with his older brother wasn't on the best terms, you know how much he despises Sae but there was also a time when Sae left Rin completely wrecked, right when Rin needed him the most. You knew how much it scarred Rin and your heart aches to think that Rin probably broke down- no one by his side to comfort him, no one to tell him that it was going to be alright. It broke him to the point that he was unwilling to trust, eventually pushing everyone away due to all of the burden he was carrying silently.

You turned over to face Rin and softly called out his name. Turning of his phone, he put it aside- his attention all on you now.

"Rin, do you ever wish if someone would've been there for you in your past?" he raised an eyebrow as you continued, "It hurts to know about how much you had to go through. I really wish I could've been there for you; to comfort you and to ease your suffering, even just by a little bit."

The room went silent, knowing that you had stuck a chord somewhere inside Rin. His face showed no emotions, but he was unable to meet your gaze. You both sat in this silence for a while, no words uttered.

Finally, he let out a long breath, "It's alright," His voice was low yet stern, "Past is past now, it does not matter to me anymore. The only thing that matters now is me defeating Sae."

You opened your mouth to say something, but Rin shushed you, signaling the end of conversation. You wanted to tell him that it was unfair, that he didn't had to go through all that, but sensing the tension in the air, you decided to stay silent. If Rin wasn't ready to talk about it, then you were in no position to argue back. You plopped back on your bed with a sigh as he dimmed the lights and pulled the covers over the both of you.

Maybe not yet, but one day, Rin knows that he will open up to you freely, talk about his problems, rant to you. But for now, he did not wish to bother you by his own problems. So, he simply just pulled you closer and kissed your forehead.

"Goodnight my love," Rin pecked your lips, "Thank you for everything you have done for me," he whispered.

It was raining outside. The small pitter patter against the windows and the distant voices from the TV, accompanied by you cuddling with your boyfriend on the couch gave birth to the perfect atmosphere. Hiori was playing video games while you were scrolling through tiktok. Everything was going well, until you came across a video of a girl being upset over the fact that she couldn't be there for her boyfriend when he was young. And that, made you put down your phone and really think about it. Your boyfriend always had a smile etched over his face, he barely talked about his feelings and thus suppressing them over time. Eventually after you both started dating, you always encouraged him to talk about his problems and regularly let him know that you were there for him. But what about the time when you weren't so present in his life? You remembered him telling you about his parents once; how they used to put him under so much pressure to achieve perfection, even stretching up to the point of divorce. Oh, how hard it must've been for his little soul. [ :( ]

You were unsure about bringing this up. Yet, hesitatingly you whispered, "Baby, can we talk a little?"

His curious blue eyes met yours and he muttered a little 'yeah?', waiting for you to continue.

"You know how your parents always pressured you to be the best, to live up to their expectations- wasn't it hard for you as a child? I mean it must be so traumatic for you to always be under the burden," you paused, watching his expressions carefully.

"Yeah, it was a bit traumatic I guess.." he trailed off.

"Really wish I would've been there for you, Yo. I would've definitely helped you to relieve some of the burden, so you could've leaned a bit on me," you look at him with a glint of sadness in your eyes.

Hiori noticed the shift in your mood instantly, "But angel, I didn't even knew ya back then," he chuckled- trying to lift up the mood.

"I know! I'm just sa-"

He pulled you in for a kiss, cutting you out.

"You don't have to worry about the past m'kay?" he smiled warmly, "You're here now and that's enough f'me. You understood?"

Hiori slinged an arm around you and pulled you closer; capturing you in his embrace, as he resumed his game and continued playing it.

Tysm anon for this request, I hope you like these small scenarios. I couldn't do Isagi :( (writer's block sucks)

Also, so sorry if this is ooc!! Not proofread so ignore if there are any mistakes please!

ty for reading!!

[lxcalmenace]

Some silly scenarios with bluelock boys

Based on this headcanon post

Characters included < Isagi, Bachira, Nagi, Rin, Sae and Kaiser > X gn!reader (separate)

tw: none?

⟡Isagi Yoichi - Gets into twitter discourse.

After what felt like months, it seemed that yours and Isagi's schedules had finally aligned. You entered his apartment and made your way to the living room to greet Isagi; just then you saw him sitting on the couch, a furrowed expression crossing his face and his phone in his hand. He was aggresively typing and scrolling on his phone that he failed to notice you taking a seat next to him.

"Oh shoot I didn't see you, sorry", he mutters as he shifts, allowing you to sit comfortably.

"Are you seriously arguing on twitter?," was all you said that made Isagi look away in embarrassment. Ofcourse he didn't want to admit it straight away but he was indeed losing the said argument.

"You know you don't have to prove anything to anyone right? And who even takes twitter seriously nowadays?"

You watched as Isagi let of a small huff before turning off his phone. Without a word, he pulled you in a gentle embrace as the rest of your evening blurred out into soft giggles and tender moments.

⟡Bachira Meguru - Very willing to eat inedible things.

You have been waiting to buy those food inspired scented candles for God knows too many days now; until finally, you managed to get your hands on one of them recently. It was a pancake inspired candle. It was so realistic that you could barely tell it was fake—if it weren’t for the wick sticking out of the top, you might have thought it was an actual pancake

As you opened the box, the mouthwatering, sugary smell of pancakes hit you, spreading throughout the room. This candle was too realistic and just like that, Bachira was willing to sink his teeth into the wax block.

"If it smells so good, it has to taste good too! Let me have just a bite please [name]," he whined. Bro dropped to his knees begging and pleading in exaggerated desperation- as if he would've perished due to hunger right then and there. You couldn't help but chuckle at this sight.

"Ok fine...A little bite won't hurt, but don't come complaining to me later," you sighed as you surrendered the candle to Bachira.

Disgust. Pure disgust washed over his face after he took the bite. He looked at you with teary eyes as he desperately tried to get rid of the nasty taste of the wax; which in response, you just shrugged in a 'I told you so' manner. After helping him wash his mouth and feeding him chocolates to counter the unpleasant flavor, you both finally settled down. Bachira swore that he wouldn't eat anything weird after this incident.

He tried eating cotton the next week.

⟡Nagi Seishiro - Uses two-in-one shampoo and conditioner.

Nagi was out shopping for some groceries while you were tagging alone for some snacks. It was a sunny day, you both entered the supermarket; Nagi took the basket as you made your way inside. He thinks shopping for basic necessities is a hassle and thus the reason for you tagging along to keep him company. You were free to get anything you wanted so you looked around the store, but nothing caught your eye. So you decided to go back, you spotted your tall boyfriend and made your way towards him. He was in the hygiene isle, eyeing down some shampoo bottles.

"Do you seriously use 2-in-1 shampoo? -" you ask, raising your eyebrow. Nagi looked at you with an unbothered expression as he shrugged, "Uh, yeah. Been using that since forever"

"Why are you asking me this, something wrong with it?" the tall male added while casually putting another bottle in the cart.

"Your hair is always so silky and soft; Its hard to believe that a simple 2-in-1 could give you those results. I mean, people spend a ton of money on haircare products, to achieve what you have, you know?" you replied.

"Then, thanks to my genes, I guess," he smirked as he turned around to look at you. You couldn't help but sigh and let out a chuckle. There was absolutely no point in arguing with Nagi- He always managed to win, even when he wasn't trying. You raised your hands as if you were surrendering, and then you both made your way further into the store.

Nagi is a simple guy, and slowly over time, you are starting to find comfort in his simplicity.

⟡Rin Itoshi - Plays roblox.

"Rin, dinner's ready, come down!" You yelled from the kitchen whilst serving the food on the table. A few unresponsive minutes passed, so you decided to fetch Rin yourself; thinking he might be in the shower or taking a nap. Making your way to the shared bedroom, you knocked on the door before poking your head through.

There he was, sitting on his gaming chair, with the lights out, playing..roblox..? You observed him for a couple of minutes, his face was illuminated by the screen, ever so unfazed; Rin was too immersed playing The Mimic that he failed to notice you slowly creeping up on him. The only time Rin was caught off guard was when you tapped his shoulder to get his attention. You swore you saw Rin's face go pale for a second as his eyes widen in surprise. "You play roblox?," you asked as you raised your brows in amusement.

He took off his headset and he nodded, "Is dinner ready?"

"It is"

"Alright"

You both stared at each other.

"Can we play Dress to impress later? Rin please-"

"NO."

Few moments later, the dark haired striker was seen playing Dress to impress, all the bright colors and outfits flashed on his screen display.

"You're doing incredibly well, who would've thought you had those designer skills in you Rinnie," you teased him

"Oh shut up...I just don't like losing, ok?" he scoffed but there was a small smile creeping on his lips.

You rolled your eyes playfully, knowing very well that he only agreed to play this if only you were ready to join him in his horror games. It was a win-win situation for both of you.

⟡Sae Itoshi - Had an emo phase

Your phone was buzzing for quite some time now so you finally decided to check who was texting you at this time of the night. Sae was on his way home from practice; Deciding to stay up and wait for him to get home, you layed down on the couch while keeping a random movie playing in the background. As you opened the chat, you couldn't help but burst into laughter- There were old pictures of Sae; eyes lined with eyeliner, hair was dyed dark and swooped to a side and he was wearing dark clothes. You saved all the pictures one by one as you swiped for more, that's when you heard the door open- signaling that Sae had returned home. Quickly turning off your phone, you were trying so hard to contain your laughter, but a giggle escaped your lips.

Sae muttered a small, "What are you up to [name]?" before raising an eyebrow at you. He knew that you had something cooking up due to the way you were smiling at him.

"Sae," you purred, "if hypothetically someone were to leak your embarrassing pictures, what would you do?" you grinned.

You watched as Sae's expressions went from neutral to that of pure horror.

"[Name] don't you dare-" he warned.

"I'm not saying that I have any embarrassing pictures of you tho," you replied, "It was a hypothetical question, unless," a smirk formed on your lips as you looked at Sae. "You never know what could happen next."

His eyes widen in disbelief, he knew that you had something against him. "Fine, I don't have the energy to do this. Tell me what do you want," he sighed, giving up. "But atleast show me these hypothetical pictures you have acquired, and where did you even get them from?"

You giggle as you showed him all of the pictures; to which he openly cringed hard. He was definitely not expecting this. It brought back so many of his memories before going to Spain. He sighed as he accepted his faith and made his way to the bedroom to freshen up. You typed a quick 'Thank you' and sent the chat.

"Rin reacted '👍' to your chat."

⟡Michael Kaiser - Sleeps in till noon

'12:27'

It was past noon. You had finished making breakfast, eating it, doing some chores around the house, watering the plants, having a small snack and watching a few episodes of your favorite show, and yet your boyfriend was still in your bed, sleeping peacefully. You would've chalked it up to him being tired, but he had gone to bed exceptionally early too. It was starting to concern you now. What if he was not feeling well? You made your way to the bedroom and entered it silently. There he was, soft breathing and sleeping peacefully. You sat down beside him and gently touched his forehead to check if he was sick. Everything was fine. You decided to run your fingers through his messy bed hair, untangling any small knots. Michael slowly started to stir and the first thing he did was kiss your hand, which made your lips morph into a small smile.

"Good morning, mein Schatz," He mumbled groggily, "What time is it?" he asked while rubbing his eyes. He let out a yawn as he sat up your bed

"Its good afternoon now, wake up Micha," you continue to run your fingers through his blonde locks as he embraced you, still feeling sleepy.

You pat his head, "C'mon have your lunch, you must be hungry."

"Are you on the menu?" he muttered against your shoulder.

". . ."

"Then no, I dont want to eat"

"Michael no-"

Not proofread so ignore any mistakes and ty for reading !!

[lxcalmenace]

I don't think I'm sleeping tonight, I love this way too much!! TYSM again <3

BLUE LOCK MATCHUP — @lxcalmenace

Your match is...

— Itoshi Rin

✦ Hey…

✦ Rarely has a bio screamed at me so much, "CHOOSE RIN."

✦ "CHOOSE HIM!!!!!"

✦ Usually, when someone asks me for a matchup, I refuse to visit their blog until the matchup is done. It’s a way to avoid being influenced.

✦ But here, just by reading your info, I could feel that Rin was your favorite character. Even without the profile picture, I mean.

✦ I keep repeating this: we tend to have as our favorite character the one who resembles us the most.

✦ :)

✦ You probably expected it a bit.

✦ And I don’t like choosing the easy option…

✦ …but that was the most obvious choice.

✦ It would have been a shame to go through the month of his birthday without seeing a single matchup with him.

✦ (It also makes me think that this matchup is the best conclusion to my September event.)

✦ ERM.

✦ There are also so many little uncommon similarities between you two that it would have been a shame to choose someone else.

✦ At least for this matchup.

✦ (Next time, I’ll put on my devil horns.)

✦ Alright, here we go!

✦ "People often tell me that I look 'intimidating' or 'unreachable' at first impression" This is also what people think and say about Rin. And it’s what they continue to think and say even afterward. I simply believe he refuses to let people get close, first because he looks down on everyone who isn’t his brother, and second because he doesn’t have time: he’s too busy aiming for the #1 spot in the world.

✦ So, when it comes to relationships… let’s just say it's not Rin’s strong point.

✦ The big paradox is that he reads his opponents' game very well, and that requires a great ability to analyze human behavior.

✦ But as I often say: you can enjoy understanding others without necessarily liking to be with them.

✦ Rin falls into this category.

✦ For this reason, I prefer not to pair Rin with someone too similar to him, without that little extra thing to break the ice.

✦ I think you have it, thanks to this: "like if I'm with an introverted black cat friend then I can be pretty extroverted and vice versa" That’s adaptability, and that’s what Rin needs. He’s someone very rigid who doesn’t like stepping outside of his habits and what he believes to be optimal. I believe we thrive most with people who are different from us. So someone who can switch up the dynamic can teach him less intolerance and more adaptability and improvisation. Conversely, Rin can pass on discipline, technique, and mastery.

✦ "People who know what they want to do in their life and hard working are the people I admire a lot" This makes me think that you must have been quickly captivated by Rin from his first appearance—since the first time we see him shoot two balls into each other. This unorthodox introduction highlights two important things about him: he’s a man who knows what he wants and who has trained very hard to reach his goal. His demonstration in front of everyone isn’t just showing off: he’s also showing the other players that they are not on his level.

✦ "I don't like people who are mean to others for no reason" This made me reflect on Rin’s motivations. He isn’t mean at all; we never see him go after someone without reason. His resentment exists because the person he trusted the most betrayed him; now, Rin seeks to restore his honor by winning against the one who abandoned him. A deeper, less obvious part of him also seeks to understand the truth behind this abandonment. Why did Sae leave him? What happened to him? But the anger and pain inside Rin are so strong that hatred has completely overshadowed everything else. It overwhelms the bitterness that eats at him and the admission that, deep down, he still loves his big brother and would like to keep playing with him.

✦ He’s someone with a heavy burden on his shoulders, who probably isn’t even fully aware of the knot formed by his own feelings. I think he’s been so focused on improving and excelling in soccer these past years that he’s pushed aside his feelings of attachment toward Sae to maintain the resentment he nurtures. Without a sense of vengeance, Rin would have nothing left. He would become even less important in Sae’s eyes.

✦ Another thing that consciously makes Rin arrogant: when people try to rival him and fail. Even worse: when they try to rival him and succeed. That’s what Isagi proves when he manages to catch up to Rin during the last match of the second selection. This causes a huge upheaval for Rin, as his certainties gradually crumble. If he couldn’t beat Isagi, then he has no chance against Sae.

✦ All this to say that Rin isn’t inherently bad. He’s not without reason either. And if he’s ever harmful to someone, it’s only to himself.

✦ ("I love German shepherds, huskies, and Dobermans like pls they're so cute.") (It’s the first time I’ve seen someone mention Dobermans in their info, and it’s one of my favorite dog breeds too.)

✦ Without even looking at your love languages, I think the ones Rin likes to receive are words of affirmation and quality time. Probably a good amount of physical touch too. As for what he gives, I’d bet on exactly the same languages. I’d even say: he’s capable of offering all five at once and in large doses. In fact, I’m going to take the risk of headcanoning him as someone much more emotionally invested in a romantic relationship than one might think.

✦ It’s probably the result of years of emotional constipation, but for me, Rin has cut off his most vulnerable parts—those related to affection—to focus only on what he thinks gives him strength to become the best. That is, determination, rage, and anger.

✦ So, from the moment you open his emotional floodgates… God, no wonder his Wiki says he never cries: the guy has been wrecked for so long, of course, he’s crying his soul out non-stop, day after day.

✦ Let’s move on to your love languages :)

"My love language (receiving) is probably physical touch and words of affirmation and well when giving, probably words of affirmation and gift-giving."

✦ :D

✦ Well, it matches!

✦ Also, another risky headcanon: I think Rin, when truly in love, becomes the complete opposite of what we see in the manga up to chapter 275. It’s simply that everything he suppresses, everything he doesn’t think is useful in his quest for self-fulfillment, comes rushing out and makes him seem like a different person. But I think that’s actually the person Rin would normally be if Sae hadn’t destroyed him emotionally.

✦ I’m not sure I’ll fully commit to the idea that Rin might be a bit of a hopeless romantic in a relationship, but to me, his pursuit of Sae is the ultimate proof that once he loves someone—whether platonically or romantically—he never lets them go. He will keep fighting until he’s won… or gotten an explanation.

✦ It’s a very twisted and extreme form of loyalty.

✦ But it is loyalty.

✦ And in the hypothetical scenario where he truly falls in love with someone… Well, yes. For me, he’s totally the type to wait in front of your door with a bouquet of flowers. He does it with great class, dressed well under his long black coat, scarf tied around his neck. He’s also the one who holds the door, waits for you to go first, the one who thinks about buying the ingredients for a dish you love to prepare it for you in secret. The one who runs you a hot bath in winter without you even asking. I truly think he’s the kind of guy who, without being overly demonstrative at first, is very active in showing his affection.

✦ To me, he’s really someone who doesn’t know how to lie. When we saw who he was before Sae broke him: we know it.

✦ I also think that, expression-wise, he’s not very expansive, at least not at the start. It’s… new for him. I know he won’t feel comfortable right away because he’s already loved someone once, who abandoned him overnight as if nothing had happened, and that kind of thing leaves some trauma.

✦ So yes, he’ll likely be unsure of himself and go back and forth. Like, he’ll open up a bit, then suddenly shut down and push you away. And then realize, oh wait, that wasn’t so bad after all.

✦ But overall, he’s a wounded little animal that needs to be allowed to come out of his shell at his own pace. Athletically, he’s exceptional. But it’s at the cost of sacrificing his psychological well-being, which has everything to rebuild.

✦ So how to tell him he’s done enough, that he can rest, that it’s enough for today? Well, that’s part of the words of affirmation he desperately needs. The ones his brother never gave him, among others, and especially: the ones Rin doesn’t give himself.

✦ So, by opening the way for him toward positive and healthy self-esteem, he can gradually bloom. It’s something you can do, something you can teach him. And it’s going to be long; it will take time. Patience. But above all, a lot of trust.

✦ And it’s worth every bit of the effort. Because once the boy is won over… Nothing will make him let go. The smiling Rin still exists and wants someone to take his hand and say, "You’ve done enough."

✦ Conclusion: He needs someone light-hearted, but not superficial. Someone intelligent and well-intentioned, who can argue with him and persuade him. I think these are traits you possess, and they could lead to some great situations that I’d love to see in a TV series.

✦ On a lighter note, I’m circling back to the comments at the end of your info: 'I have 4 of these such accents and it's lowkey embarrassing when I'm talking to new people and one of those accents kicks in and then I have to explain it to them.' It reminded me of the scene where Rin faces the World 5 and speaks in English…

✦ 'Nah, I'm a bird person. I had 4 cockatiels (2 of them flew away recently (that was very traumatic for me)) so I only have 2 of them left now. I had 2 green cheek conures too; they were such cuties.' That, among other things, made me think of Rin. Not just that, but the overall vibe of your text. Speaking of birds, I find that the swan is a very fitting symbol for Rin. Elegant and mysterious, ruling his domain but willing to die for the one he loves.

✦ Speaking of a dark vibe, let's dive into headcanons!

✦ "I LOVE horror movies. Like, during weekends, I take naps in the afternoon just so I can stay up at night watching horror movies." Weekend marathon watching Kubrick's entire filmography and the biggest horror movie titles. Basically, neither of you are scared, you easily anticipate the protagonists' actions and all the jump scares planned by the director, but these are kind of your comfort movies.

✦ Rin prefers listening to you talk about your passions rather than talking about his own. It's a bit like with his older brother when they were younger; he listens attentively, his cheeks softly tinged as he feels the passion that fills you every time you talk about your interests. Without saying he'll take them up himself, it always gives him more vibrant and authentic aspects of your personality, and he likes that. I’d even say it flatters him that you share all of this with him.

✦ When you’re on public transportation, in a crowd, or just in a busy place, he's that shy hand quietly seeking yours with the utmost discretion. It’s a way to keep calm amidst the noise and bustle, and over time, it’s become a reflex to seek your touch. He doesn’t even realize it anymore and blushes with embarrassment when you point it out.

✦ Between a dog and a cat, Rin is definitely more cat. Watching you take care of the strays you find on the street strangely reminds him of how he is with you.

✦ He helps you rescue and care for birds that have fallen from their nests or are injured. He knows the proper steps to take, what number to call, and what to do to ensure the bird is taken to a safe place. The first time, you were impressed by the gentle way he held the dove in his hands; he handled it with such care and patience to avoid harming or scaring the bird too much. The fact that he already had birdseed in a cupboard made you realize this wasn’t his first rescue.

✦ I canon Rin as a guy who loves taking baths and sometimes even falls asleep in the hot water. It’s one of the rare times he truly allows himself to relax, where all his muscles unwind. For you, he’ll run the bath ten minutes before and set up the whole scene with candles, rose petals, and a dim ambiance. With Halloween and the colder season approaching, these moments are becoming more frequent, much to your delight.

✦ Face to face in the bathtub. Sometimes, neither of you say anything. You just enjoy the quiet, the sound of the water around you. The warm steam floating. Simply being together.

✦ Eventually, Rin closes his eyes, his neck resting on the edge of the tub. He looks like he’s sleeping, but you know he’s listening intently to whatever you have to say. Whether it’s about your day, your latest passion, or something that struck you recently. Sometimes, a small smile forms at the corner of his lips.

✦ His guilty pleasure? Visiting the park to watch the animals, especially the birds taking flight. He particularly enjoys going at night to listen to the rustling in the trees, guessing which bird each hoot belongs to.

✦ I honestly think camping is an activity that could really suit you both, mainly because it strengthens your bond as you navigate a hostile environment together, and also because being in the middle of the forest is the perfect setting for Rin, who loves meditating and enjoying nature without human interference.

✦ At first glance, Rin doesn’t seem interested in amusement parks. But I’m certain that for Halloween, we could convince him to go with you into the haunted house, the hall of mirrors, and even the fastest roller coasters. Honestly, I think he’s the one between you two who never screams or shows any fear, but it triggers a kind of adrenaline in him, and after a while, I believe he’d be the one grabbing your hand to pull you toward the next attraction.

✦ The evening continues back at home, where you both lock yourselves in the room to replay all your favorite horror games.

✦ He probably would have preferred ordering food for dinner because his cooking skills aren’t the best. Nothing too risky, but as long as the meal is good, that’s what matters.

✦ No horror podcast tonight; Rin will be the one to lull you to sleep with his voice. Once you’re in bed, he joins you, one affectionate hand in your hair as he talks. He talks like he rarely does with others; he takes the time to craft his words, building suspense like in your favorite horror movies. In the end, you get so wrapped up in it that you force yourself to stay awake to hear the conclusion. You ask him questions, he answers, and the conversation repeats. Eventually, the discussion lasts all night, and neither of you end up sleeping.

It's late afternoon, but the festivities are just beginning at the fairground. The whole setup is there, with bats hanging up high, stretched-out spiderwebs, and pumpkins scattered around. There’s a bit of a Tim Burton-esque touch and a few other nods to classic horror films, with Voorhees, Myers, and Freddy masks dangling from strings.

Nothing that makes you panic.

You’re standing in line for the "Werewolf" roller coaster, and what's most impressive about this ride is that it's entirely made of wood. The feeling of unease is at its peak.

The line moves slowly, and soon it’s almost your turn to board.

You wonder aloud:

"Hey… Do you think it'll break while we're on it?"

"It’s possible."

"Really? Aren’t these kinds of structures supposed to be unbreakable? They must have tested it a million times to make sure it's super safe."

"Zero risk doesn’t exist."

"Good thing we’re only doing this once then!"

"Are you scared?"

Rin turned his gaze toward you, and you can't tell if his serious expression is hiding an upcoming tease or not.

"Hmm… A little… And you?" You admit.

"Yes. Extremely."

"Oh. Well, it doesn’t show."

"You don’t have to show everything."

"Yeah, but still. We wouldn’t like horror stuff if we didn’t like being scared."

"Fear is adrenaline. It’s what gives you the strength to survive. To overcome everything. Fear is necessary."

You listen without commenting, feeling… flattered? That Rin would admit such a thing to you. He who hates to admit his weaknesses. No, it's not a weakness: he’s turned it into a strength.

And when you climb into the cart, securely strapped in, you place your hands on the safety bar, your heart already pounding wildly.

"Ooh… I'm not feeling good about this, Rin…"

"Hold my hand."

Which you eagerly do. There’s a small space to slide your fingers through and intertwine them. But the most impressive thing isn’t the height of the roller coaster anymore. It’s the warmth pulsing between Rin's fingers, enveloping your hand and traveling up your arm, giving a new rhythm to your heartbeat.

The ride starts, and you slowly ascend the rails. In front and behind you, people are scared, and you can feel it. But when you glance to your left to catch Rin’s eye, all you see is an impassive face, measuring the distance between you and the summit.

The slope begins to steepen, and your hair starts flying back, a sign that gravity is shifting. Your breathing quickens, and you grip Rin's hand even tighter.

"Rin, I'm scared."

"Breathe. Let it come."

"I'm scared, I'm scared! It’s going up too high!"

"I'm here."

Rin is here. Soon, you reach the back of the werewolf, and finally, the front of the cart dips down at a breakneck speed, pulling out the scream of your life. You scream your lungs out, the air smacking against your eyes as the pressure in your stomach pushes your guts upward. Tears of terror well up in the corners of your eyes. In panic, in instinct, you're not sure; you're still searching for Rin.

He’s there, his black hair tousled by the wind and the twists the machine takes.

But he isn’t screaming.

On the contrary, despite the speed you're going and all the jolts, you recognize a smile and then hear the wild laugh that follows.

He’s laughing.

He's laughing!

How can he be laughing at a moment like this?

You don’t know; you can't ask now. You’ll have to wait until the end of this mixture of torture, joy, and terror.

The rounds continue, and your grip almost crushed Rin's hand, but when you exit the ride, still groggy from the thrill, you step aside from the crowd to catch your breath.

You recover from the excitement and scrutinize Rin’s expression.

"Man, that was insane!! WOW!! What kind of ride is that?? And Rin, why were you laughing??? How can you laugh in a moment like that?"

"It's because…"

The ghost of his euphoria lingers on his face.

"… it makes me feel alive."

A word about your match: As I said, I’m thrilled to conclude this session of matchups with the character spotlighted by my September theme. I'm even more convinced knowing who my next matchup post will be about… There was no other choice in my mind than Rin for you.

© TIGREBLVNC 2024 | SEPTEMBER ‘24 MATCHUPS EDITION.

[lxcalmenace]

I was scrolling through Tumblr when I came across this headcanon generator website and well..

sounds pretty legit

I made some small scenarios based on these headcanons, if you want to check them out too ★

[lxcalmenace]

"Its all lies, darling.."

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⟡﹒𝖱𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗌 𝗈𝗉𝖾𝗇!! 𝖠𝗌𝗄s!

⟡﹒𝖨𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗋 𝗌𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖽𝗎𝗅𝖾!!

⟡﹒𝖢𝗎𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖡𝗅𝗎𝖾𝗅𝗈𝖼𝗄

⟡﹒𝖶𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖩𝖩𝖪, 𝖢𝖲𝖬, 𝖣𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗇 𝖲𝗅𝖺𝗒𝖾𝗋, 𝖦𝖾𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗇 𝖨𝗆𝗉𝖺𝖼𝗍, 𝖾𝗍𝖼, 𝗂𝖿 𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽!!

ᴬᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᴹᵉ ♡‧₊˚

─★Kim !! ☆𝖱𝗂𝗇 𝖨𝗍𝗈𝗌𝗁𝗂'𝗌 𝖶𝗂𝖿𝖾!! ─★She/Her ─★17 ─★INFJ ─★Pure Chaos !!

ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ♡‧₊˚➜

My nicknames are Kimmy or Kay. I am an artist and I like to read and sometimes write too. Most of the time I'm blabbering stuff without any filter. !! Might not be frequently active due to college !! I might restart this whole blog cuz duh I'm in my new era! (I grew up) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

PLEASE IGNORE THE PAST POSTS, IK THEY'RE CRINGE !! (I SWEAR I CHANGED)

𓏵ˎˊ˗ I am open to writing fluff, angst, light smut (suggestive themes), etc. Most of my fics are Gn!Reader but I will sometimes write f!reader too

𓏵ˎˊ˗ I will NOT write heavy detailed smut, abuse (atleast not without a trigger warning), and m!reader unless requested specifically!!

﹒ ᵔᴗᵔ﹒ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ!!﹒ ⟢﹒

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[lxcalmenace]

Coming out of my long period of inactivity just because I got tagged ╰(*°▽°*)╯

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favorite color? Baby blue or pastel blue

last song? Everything goes on- Porter Robinson

currently reading? Physics textbook (exam season 😔)

currently watching? Demon slayer season 5

currently craving? Chicken nuggets

coffee or tea? Milk

Tysm for tagging me! <3

​༉‧₊˚.​ get to know me better !! ♡

— 𝜗𝜚 thank u @cosmiiwrites nd @queenofmistresses for the tags, my lovies <3 i love u both

favorite color? pink!! i love pink!! you know the colour of hello kitty’s bow? pink!! my melo? pink!! my socks rn? pink!! did i mention my favourite colour is pink?

last song? someday - from the zombies soundtrack (banger)

currently reading? i finished the hurricane wars by thea guanzon a few days ago so im using this as an excuse to tell you to read it n i loved it so much but im currently starting (only a chapter in) a feather so black by lyra selene

currently watching? i don’t think i am watching anything… i last watched the zombies movies though… (im not obsessed you are)

currently craving? NOODS ugh i could demolish some noodles rn

coffee or tea? yes.

@nebulacrumbs @blooming-crimson-flower @hellsgreatestslut @lilsleepybear1029 @ustulia tag you’re it <3

[lxcalmenace]

I Was Wrong, If Only I Knew.

When the usually so cold and reserved Rin Itoshi agreed to go out for dinner with you, you couldn't help getting excited but also a part in you was awfully suspicious of his sudden change in his behavior. You finally learnt the despondent truth when it was time to meet for the dinner.

A Rin Itoshi series (on-going)

Highschool AU

Chapter 3 Masterlist Chapter 5

Chapter 4: You and your filthy 'sorrys'

Gn! Y/n

Tw: Swearing, Slight angst

Taglist (open)

@hellothere9597 @ririgards @legoome @dtaliah @qyuvna

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Why? Why now out of all times? Can't he just leave me alone? I've seen enough already. Don't want to see his face, hear his voice. Just be gone already! I hate him- I hate you Rin Itoshi

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You and Shidou were having breakfast when someone rang your doorbell. Getting up from your chair, you made way towards the door and opened it. The happiness on your face was now replaced with something representing bitterness. Eyes now wide, your body froze in its place. You never expected this, not once.

There was Rin. Standing at your door, rain pouring down as his wet clothes clinged to his toned body. He knows that he messed up and he also knows that you won't forgive him, but nevertheless, he decided to visit. After what felt like years, your eyes met his. No one uttered a word as the sound of rain pitter-pattered around you. He tried to avoid your gaze, unable to muster up the courage to say anything. Silence followed until finally you muttered something.

"Do you need anything?," You tried to sound calm

"Uhm I'm....I'm sorry I guess. I didn't mean to-"

"It's alright," you cut him off, "I forgot about it honestly"

You shrugged your shoulders and stared at him, internally hoping that your voice didn't give away your nervousness and pain. You heard Shidou behind, he was probably coming to check for the reason of your absence. If Shidou saw Rin he would definitely make a scene, so it was better if Rin left right now. You said a quick 'goodbye' to Rin and tried to close the door only for it to be blocked by Rin.

"Hey wait up! Do you forgive me?"

Too late. The damage has already been done.

"Yeah it's alright. You can leave now."

Too late again. Shidou was already opening the door wide open.

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Silence.

The tension in the air crackled like static. Every breath you took seemed strained, as if the weight of unspoken words and unresolved emotions bore down on the room. Anyone who knew Shidou well could easily tell that Shidou was pissed; Really pissed. Jaw clenched and his sharp gaze fixed on Rin. Heart now pounding hard against your chest, you swallowed the lump formed in your throat. The two taller males just stared down each other, no one daring to utter a single word. Heart now pounding hard against your chest, you swallowed the lump formed in your throat. The two taller males just stared down each other, no one daring to utter a single word.

"You seriously had the audacity to show up today after all the shitty things you did??" The blond's tone laced with poison, "Y/N doesn't need you and your filthy 'sorrys' so get the fuck out from her life."

And even before the Itoshi could say anything, the door was slammed shut. Your eyes widen as Shidou stormed inside. Practically frozen, you stood there motionless because you never saw this side of Shidou. The situation got even more worse and honestly, you didn't want to face neither of them.

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A/n: Omg I am so busy with college that I forgot that I had a Tumblr acc. so sorry for the long absence. I'll try to post atleast one post every 2 weeks. Really sorry because yall had to wait for so long. Have a great day <3

[lxcalmenace]

I Was Wrong, If Only I Knew.

When the usually so cold and reserved Rin Itoshi agreed to go out for dinner with you, you couldn't help getting excited but also a part in you was awfully suspicious of his sudden change in his behavior. You finally learnt the despondent truth when it was time to meet for the dinner.

A Rin Itoshi series (on-going)

Highschool AU

Chapter 2 Masterlist Chapter 4

Chapter 3: Always By Your Side

Gn! Y/n

Tw: Swearing

Taglist (open)

@hellothere9597 @ririgards @legoome @dtaliah

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You needed answers, no you DESERVED answers. Rin was sitting here, kissing some random girl instead of meeting up with you. Blood now boiling, you made your way towards the group when suddenly, your vision was blacked out. Shidou had refrained your vision by putting his hands over your eyes. Although you couldn't see anything you could clearly hear Shidou cursing them as the room falls quiet slowly.

"Y/n....? I can exp-" You could hear Rin mumble but was quickly interrupted by the Blonde by your side.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP. Y/N DOESN'T NEED TO HEAR ANY OF YOUR BULLSHIT ANYMORE!" Shidou snapped.

You could sense the anger boiling in Shidou as he dragged you out of the party. Not remembering anything much after that, you found yourself sitting in your balcony, sipping on your favourite drink while rain was pouring outside with the occasional thundering. You were completely calm tho. No tears and no sadness. You were just...you? Just your normal self. To be honest, you lowkey saw this coming; after all, he was the 'one and only Rin' You weren't affected much because you had already prepared for the worse; and it definitely helped right now.

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The soft sunrays pouring in through your window woke you up. 9:03 A.M. Getting up, you made your way to your bathroom and freshened up. You grabbed your phone and sat down on the sofa, turning on your everyday playlist and turned on your phone. As expected, you had some comforting texts from your best friend but what you didn't expect was Rin texting you.

36 messages from Rin <3

You ignored them and simply blocked his number. You do not need his apologies. Absolutely not when you're trying to forget him. The damage has already been done and you don't want to waste your weekend crying over a random boy who you already knew would break your heart some day. You turned off your phone, got up and made your way towards the kitchen to make breakfast. Shidou came over for lunch and he brought you your favourite chocolates and a cute dragon plushie. You had to reassure him from time to time that you were alright and finally at the end of the day he was relieved and believed you. He stayed the night at your apartment and you both fell asleep at 2 am after playing 'Just Dance' and ordering pizza. Honestly, Shidou's company made you feel a lot better. He was like your other half; always by your side no matter if it's the sun or the rain.

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Saturday rolled up. Beginning your day with some upbeat music while Shidou was preparing the breakfast. He might not seem to be a type of guy who cooks but he surprisingly makes really good food. You both were having breakfast when someone rang your doorbell. Getting up from your chair, you made way towards the door and opened it. The happiness on your face was now replaced with something representing bitterness. Eyes now wide, your body froze in its place. You never expected this, not once.

Why? Why now out of all times? Can't he just leave me alone? I've seen enough already. Don't want to see his face, hear his voice. Just be gone already! I hate him- I hate you Rin Itoshi

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A/n : So sorry that I had been gone for so long. I was really really busy with school work (and I definitely didn't forget that I had a tumblr acc) Well here's part 3. Hope you have a great day. ^^

[lxcalmenace]

I Was Wrong, If Only I Knew.

When the usually so cold and reserved Rin Itoshi agreed to go out for dinner with you, you couldn't help getting excited but also a part in you was awfully suspicious of his sudden change in his behavior. You finally learnt the despondent truth when it was time to meet for the dinner.

A Rin Itoshi series (ongoing)

Highschool AU

Chapter 1 Masterlist Chapter 3

Chapter 2: Reo's Party

Gn! Y/n

Tw: Little swearing, mention of alcohol, angst (?)

Taglist (open):

@hellothere9597

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It was finally 7 PM, Rin could arrive any second now. You took a quick look at yourself in your phone camera and stood up, stretching yourself. You brushed off any wrinkles from your outfit and smiled at yourself. "I can't believe that this is actually happening.." you thought as you waited patiently for the dark haired male to arrive. Maybe he was stuck in traffic? Or maybe he was running late? You decided to take a walk around the park to pass the time. 7:30, 8:00, 8:20, time kept on passing but he never arrived... You tried calling him multiple times but he never picked it up, texts were left on delivered. Finally you lost it. Rin Itoshi had stood you up. With teary eyes and a heavy heart, you called Shidou and told him to pick you up.

"Hey umm Ryu- can you pick me up... please?"

"I'm on my way, tell me what happened?"

"I can't talk on the phone" you sniffed, "Please make it quick"

"Get yourself together y/n . I'll be there in 5"

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"He stood me up. Honestly, I should've seen it coming."

"No shit he did. I told you that he was a bad news but you never lis-"

"Please are you gonna scold me now? You know what, take me somewhere where I can forget this pain. I remember Reo inviting me to his party tonight. Take me there.

"Y'know that you don't have to go out there again if you don't want to- Rest and a blanket is what chu' need right now"

You simply glared at him and Shidou accepted his defeat. He motioned you to get on his bike and handed you a spare helmet. After you both were done with wearing the protective gear, Shidou took off at a high speed. You were usually scared of high speed and often scolded Shidou for driving at such, but not today. You had enough adrenaline pumping through your veins right now to care about anything.

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Upon arrival, you were left speechless as you scanned the surroundings in awe. Reo's party was no doubt lavish. The loud music booming and the sound of people having fun nearly drowned out your own voices. "You're not going to drink alcohol right?" Shidou mouthed while doing some hand gestures. You simply nooded your head 'no' and made way to the bar. "Two virgin mojitos please" The bartender acknowledged your order and started working on it while Shidou made way towards you from the crowd and sat beside you.

"Well now that we're here, we should pay Reo a visit. Do you mind Ryusei?"

"No absolutely not." He looked around.

"Two virgin mojitos"

"Ah yes" you thanked the bartender and handed one glass to Shidou. "Cheers!" You clinked your drinks and talked about nothing in particular. After finishing your drinks, you and Shidou set off to find the host of the party. The mansion was huge, so it was definitely exhausting to move around and plus the crowd added to the discomfort. After walking for 15 minutes, you finally saw the purple tied up hair. It seemed that Reo was busy playing 'Spin the bottle' that he didn't even notice you calling out to him. He was sitting in a big circle of about 10-13 guys and girls. You started observing the group as they were too engrossed in the game, it made you want to play with them too. Parties were not your thing so you never really went to them but when you did, you were always seen playing these kind of games. The whole crowd suddenly cheered when the two players shared a kiss. It was amusing, until you saw a rather familiar face and your blood ran cold. Shidou tried covering up your eyes but it was too late. You already saw it. It was Rin. Rin with a girl which you quite recognized from your classes, sitting on top of him, hands cupping Rin's cheeks and passionately kissing him. So many emotions were rushing through you: Anger, sadness, frustration. You were confused. You needed answers, no you DESERVED answers. Rin was sitting here, kissing some random girl instead of meeting up with you. Blood now boiling, you made your way towards the group when suddenly, your vision was blacked out.

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A/n: Hello ^^ Sorry I couldn't post this earlier, I'm still sorting out my schedule. But I'll definelaty make one post per week. Sorry if this chapter is weird, I wrote it at 2AM, half asleep yesterday.

[lxcalmenace]

I Was Wrong, If Only I Knew.

A Rin Itoshi Series

Highschool AU

Summary: When the usually so cold and reserved Rin Itoshi agreed to go out for dinner with you, you couldn't help getting excited but also a part in you was awfully suspicious of his sudden change in his behavior. You finally learnt the despondent truth when it was time to meet for the dinner.

Gn! Y/n X Rin Itoshi

Status: On-going

Taglist: Open

Chapters ◇

1. The Dinner

2. Reo's party

3. Always By Your Side

4. You and your filthy 'sorrys'

[lxcalmenace]

I Was Wrong, If only I knew.

When the usually so cold and reserved Rin Itoshi agreed to go out for dinner with you, you couldn't help getting excited but also a part in you was awfully suspicious of his sudden change in his behavior. You finally learnt the despondent truth when it was time to meet for the dinner.

A Rin Itoshi series (ongoing)

Highschool AU

Masterlist Chapter 2

Chapter 1: The dinner

Gn! Y/n

Tw: Shidou Ryusei

Taglist open

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Throwing the phone on your bed, you giggled like a toddler. You were finally going to dinner with the one and only Rin. He was on the top of your class and everyone had admiration and respect for him. Talking about Rin, he is literally perfect: he has good grades, a charming face (which the girls really loved) and decent mannerisms. After so many tries he finally agreed to go out for dinner with you. He is a busy man, with no intentions of wasting his 'precious time' with some random people. You being his only 'friend', he was sometimes seen hanging out with you. You knew that he was not interested in any relationships but you couldn't help falling for him. He often helped you with your homework in the library or do group projects together. And soon enough, you fell for Rin. But ofcourse you weren't going to confess to him anytime soon. You intend to keep your little crush to yourself and your best friend. You grabbed your phone and dialed a certain blondie's number.

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"WHAT! Y/n stop messing around, I know you is lyin'. "

"No Ryusei I'm not. He actually agreed to go out with me today"

"Something is fishy. This is 'eyelashes', the cold and the mean bastard who we're talking about right??"

"Mhm. The one and only"

"I still don't trust this guy. What if he breaks your heart? You know how Rin Itoshi is Y/n. He's a walking red flag. I don't know why you even have a crush on him in the first place" you can hear Shidou groan on the other side of the phone.

"Yeah I know Ryu but I promise that noting bad will happen. Trust me."

"Whatever but if he breaks your heart, I'll break his bones. You got that?"

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You sigh as you finally ended the call. "Oh it's 5:25 already" Getting up, you take your towel and march towards your bathroom. After a quick shower, you wore your favourite outfit and did a double check in the mirror. "You look pretty my love. Go slay this date, if you can call it that." you laughed, winking at yourself in the mirror and left your house. The weather was pleasant. It definitely lightened your mood. You sure were nervous so you decided to listen to some of your favorite music. The walk to your meeting point from your house was about 15-20 minutes. After some time of walking and humming your favorite songs, you finally reached the point. It was a small park which housed many flowering trees and bushes. The sweet scent of flowers and the playful screaming of kids were heard in the near distance. 6:43, You checked the time on your phone and sent a quick message to Shidou, telling him that you had reached safely. Deciding to sit on a nearby bench, you waited for the Younger Itoshi patiently. It was finally 7 PM, Rin could arrive any second now. You took a quick look at yourself in your phone camera and stood up.

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Requests open.

A/n: Greetings! I decided to make a series for Rin Itoshi. I had this idea for quite a few days now and finally I worded it. I don't really how many chapters this series is going to have but maybe I can tell in the future. This series is going to be a rollercoaster of emotions so be prepared (^o^)/

[lxcalmenace]

Nervous, trip over my words

You're so pretty, it hurts <\3

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Baby, I'm yours

Sae Itoshi X Gn! Y/n

Tw: Insecurities, angst(?) to comfort/fluff

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Mistake.

It was a pitful mistake, falling for the red headed Itoshi.

I mean look at you; sitting on your shared bed, watching Sae on the T.V. , looking enchanting as ever while answering all the questions from the interviewer. You sometimes seem to ponder on the fact about how exactly you pulled the 'Japan's Prodigy'. There are so many other people, prettier than you. He could easily have them running at his fingertips. So why you? Why did he choose you over the whole world? Trust me, you loved him, from the bottom of your heart; but sometimes you wish that he had someone better. He deserved better.Your thoughts were cut off and you glanced at the T.V

"The last and the most anticipated question" the reporter chuckled, "This is from your female fans. So Sae Itoshi, what is your current relationship status?"

Sae looked to be thinking for a moment but never hesitated,

"I'm currently not looking for anyone"

Falling back on the shared mattress, you finally let all the darkness consume you.

Insecurity.

You were suddenly woken up due to the sound of the door closing. Sae was probably back. Deciding to give him his space for a while, you lay there motionless. Everything was silent, only the sound of your breathing and occasional shuffling of Sae in the house. What time was it? 11pm? You couldn't care less. After what felt like hours, the bedroom door finally opened as Sae walked in.

"Sorry I'm late" he yawned, "Well I was worried for a sec when you didn't show up to greet me at the door. What's the prob?"

"..."

Taking your silence as an answer, he moved to sit next to you.

"Have you been crying" he asked, concerned as he cupped your face and examined it.

"Ah, I think something went in my eye-" you replied, avoiding his gaze.

"Something's definitely wrong y/n."

"No really! I'm okay."

"You know you can trust me."

"It's okay, it's complicated.."

Staring into his turquoise eyes you knew that you couldn't lie to him. So you finally broke down in tears while Sae, without wasting a second, pulled you close. His embrace was too comfortable; it almost made you feel better while he ran his long fingers through your hair. "What's the problem y/n?" He asked again, planting a kiss on your forehead. This was the side of the prodigy which only you were able to see, which made you realise that you were just afraid to lose him. There and then you told Sae everything that's been on your mind for the past few weeks, him listening attentively.

"That's nonsense, love! You don't have to compare yourself with others, I like you for who you are" Sae wiped the tears spilling from your beautiful eyes, "I would always choose you over the whole world, don't you dare defy me. I'm ready to tell the world that I, Sae Itoshi belongs to You, Y/n L/n. Should I perhaps do that?"

"No no please!" You chuckled, "Atleast not yet"

"That's my Y/n! You know? You actually look way better when you smile. You should try doing that often"

You giggled while hitting Sae's arm playfully, "Sae~ stop! You're making me flustered"

Seeing you smile automatically brought a smile to Sae's lips too. Finally after a bit of more assuring and a dozens of kisses, you both dozed off in each other's arms; with all your insecurities, slowly disappearing into the darkness...

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A/n: Greetings! Nagi and Sae had equal votes so I decided to go for Sae Itoshi. Just so you know that you're beautiful no matter what anyone tells you. You don't need to be insecure about your looks because you're perfect the way you are♡ Don't ever let anyone bring you down!♡♡ Sorry if there are any mistakes!

[lxcalmenace]

Some of your daily texts with your Bluelock Boyfriend ^^

F.t. Reo, Bachira, Rin, Isagi and Shidou

Gn!Y/n

TW: Shidou Ryusei

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I'll post a part 2 with more characters soon >w<

[lxcalmenace]

Good day, dear Kay! ^*^

Can I request some cute headcanons about being a blue lock fem!manager or assistant? Something like cute interactions, how manager cares of boys and they are simps/whipped or just have a soft spot for their cute manager. Please, ignore it, if it's uncomfortable for you!

Have a nice day~

The boys sure were surprised when Ego suddenly announced the news. Apparently the Bluelock boys were getting a new manager. Some were excited, some were angry but no one dared to oppose Ego. So here were they, with their new manager y/n l/n after a week they joined in.

How bluelock boys act with their new manager

F.t. The Bluelock boys

Gn! Y/n

Tw: Swearing

The art doesn't belong to me. Credits to the respective owner.

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Headcanons!

•Day 1 and it's hella akward. Isagi and Chigiri will try to ease the tension and befriend you. They realised that it's probably not that bad as they thought at first.

•Soon enough, everyone gets comfortable with you; well almost everyone except RinRin and Barou

•After spending a whole week with them you finally realise the reason Ego sent you as their manager. It was a whole chaos but somehow you still managed it.

•Nagi is like a parasite, always attached to you. Mainly because he gets to be lazy around you. "Y/nnn, you're the only one who is not a hassle. Please stay here forever"

"You're only saying this because I cleaned your room"

•On the other hand, Reo scolds you for babying Nagi (says who 🙄). But Reo will also teach you some of his football tricks in his free time.

•The worry about Shidou and Rin constantly being at each other's throats never leaves you alone.

"FUCK YOU STUPID BUMBLING ANTENNAE! " "OH FUCK ME YOURSELF YOU COWARD! "

*Aggressively throwing hands*

•Yeah, pretty much like that. You practically have to step in between their argument or else someone's definitely going to the hospital tonight.

•Although uou never believed Shidou being a 'Demon' because he always acts like an angel around you. Keeping you company when you're doing some boring paperwork and occasionally asking for your number.

•Same goes for Barou. He might look all scary and mean but inside, he's just a soft guy who likes cleaning with you. He'll often help you with cleaning the mess created by the other players.

•Whenever you're not doing your work, you're always seen with Otoya and Karasu. Whether it being pulling off small, harmless pranks or just having a chat in the lunch room. Karasu always bonks Otoya in the head for flirting with you. Oh god, he's such a simp for you.

•Saturdays for you are 'Self-care Saturdays'. Aryu along with Chigiri will both help you with your hair. Sharing their secrets and tips to self care. Oh boy, you sure are leaving Bluelock looking like a model.

•Isagi and Bachira never let the boredom get to you. Monopoly, snake and ladder, uno, whatever you want, they are always ready to play with you. The duo itself is so entertaining that you don't even need anything else.

•Ok but Rin Itoshi's usually 'so cold' and 'merciless' eyes always soften when you are with him. He hates to admit it but he has finally started to let down his tough walls around you. You being the only one whose presence is somewhat tolerable to him. You're often seen helping him with his workout.

•Yukimiya let's you wear his glasses PERIOD

•You definitely have regular sleepovers with Nanase and Hiori, with Niko sometimes joining you. Those 3 pure balls of sunshine never fail to make your day brighter.

•You still wonder, what would've happened if you had declined Ego's proposal. You would've never met such unique people. But you know one thing for sure, you will always stay in touch with the boys, no matter what path you or they choose in the future.

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I tried to include every character in this. I sincerely apologize but I couldn't think anymore. I'm not a manga reader, I'm sorry (　；∀；)

Soo how does it feel to be the Bluelock's favorite manager? I have decided that I'll start requests for Chainsaw man and Jujutsu Kaisen too. So currently, I'm open to write for 3 fandoms: Bluelock, Chainsaw man and Jujutsu Kaisen

Soo, let the requests roll in!