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you know it’s bad when you can’t even cry anymore, so you just stare at your ceiling in the dark for hours every night

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time to repost this classic

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I desperately need help

I don’t mind following a food plan, I’ll eat 10 cals a day if I need to but can someone please help me. I’ve been working out but I’ve been eating so much and I weighed myself and I’m up 6 lbs from last month. It was after eating but I’ve still been eating badly.

Can someone please give me a plan or something? I’ll take harsh motivation, accounts, triggering phrases, just I need to get back on track I’m actually disgusting

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I’m calling for every side of €D tmblr

How do I get worse??? Like I just don’t have the motivation for starving

It’s not binging I just eat one big meal a day that’s like correctly portioned but I don’t wanna eat at all

I want to fast for 1-3 days then eat a meal and repeat but I don’t have that willpower anymore

This sounds bad but does anyone have triggering tips?

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Can someone pls tell me if this is normal

When I started trying to lose weight I was really good at ⭐️ving but now I can’t even go a day without dizziness, and extreme pain

Like stabbing pain throughout the middle of my chest, it’s not hungry pains I can deal with those it’s like heart pains

It hurts so bad but I’m not even ⭐️ving for that long so why does it feel like I’m dying

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I’m on my period and I’ve been starving all day and I ate maybe 10 chips just now and I started freaking out. Usually I eat normally on my period but I just can’t because I keep on panicking.

It’s so bittersweet because I’ve always kind of wanted this??? But I just wanna be normal now

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My maintenance calories is 1,400… omg????

I’m not gonna eat that much but I thought it was like 1,000???

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Lately I’ve been keeping each meal 300 calories or under or if I wake up late I just eat dinner and I don’t really track it

I’ve realized that having a meal calorie limit is better for me

Wanted to share this incase any of you are having problems with keeping into a calorie limit

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Remember

Comfort is the enemy of progress

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ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU (to be as low as humanly possible )

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Me when me me me when when

Same bro 😭😭😭

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Oh I love being a woman!!!

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Asking this again PLEASE TRIGGER ME I need to get it together

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This sounds bad but can someone please freaking trigger me, I've been so off track it's crazy. It's been so bad my friend thinks I'm "recovering"

No hate to anyone who recovers but that's not what I'm trying to do I wanna go back into Ana's arms

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I was supposed to be fasting today but I ate half a sandwhich and I burned it off plus another 100 cals, is that still fasting?

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I dislike anorexia, not because i particularity care about the people, but because I think it's disgusting.

It's disgusting to not eat food? I don't understand?