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date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

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i'm so cool and awesome and i have another boyfriend WIN!!!

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i'm sure you would've cause you're so smart!!! /gen

you are SO pretty actually though

- whiz (ignore that this is tommy's blog. i'm not a coward)

AUGHD SCREAMING?????? KICKING MY FEET MAYBE???? BLUSHING POSSIBLY????

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casually has the emojis from discord saved to my phone

you are SO pretty actually though

- whiz (ignore that this is tommy's blog. i'm not a coward)

AUGHD SCREAMING?????? KICKING MY FEET MAYBE???? BLUSHING POSSIBLY????

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AS YOU SHOULD BE!!

you are SO pretty actually though

- whiz (ignore that this is tommy's blog. i'm not a coward)

AUGHD SCREAMING?????? KICKING MY FEET MAYBE???? BLUSHING POSSIBLY????

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lets hear it for transgenderism and faggotry. can I get a round of applause for transgenderism and faggotry

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:D

last song: i feel him slipping away from in trousers

last book: looking for alaska by john green (needed to reference it, i'm actually rereading the hunger games rn)

last movie: the prom (i think? i don't remember i don't watch movies a whole lot)

last tv show: black monday

last thing i googled: if people were rain quote

favorite color: blue

sweet/savory/spicy: savory

relationship status: taken <33

looking forward to: seeing frankie valli in ten days!!

current obsession: black monday, our falsettos x looking for alaska au, chicago (musical)

no pressure tags: @sweethangman @evb0 @cr0g-0 @soheckinfudged @thechesscollective @whizzerbrowngoinndown @opera--ghosts @egotistic-queer @sillycreatur

- whizzer <3

haven't done one of these in a minute and i was tagged by two of my dear mutuals, @professorfcknmoriarty and @queerdeans <3

Last song: ankles by lucy dacus!! been wanting to do a cover of it (which i just posted) and i mostly learn tunes by ear these days so i've scrubbed through it a bunch today lol

Last book: currently reading Babel by R.F. Kuang, last book i actually finished was probably Amoralman by Derek DelGaudio

Last movie: watched Conclave recently after it was recommended to me by both my mother AND tumblr at large, which intrigued me bc there does not tend to be a ton of overlap between those two factions. anyway that movie fucks so hard

Last TV show: just caught up with the most recent ep of Severance! also started Silo s2 this week

Last thing I googled: the scared hamster meme

Favourite colour: green :) depending on the day and context it shifts between phthalo green/sage green/olive green/dark teal

Sweet/savoury/spicy: yes??? to all three???? ESPECIALLY together in the same dish (thai green curry noodles w/ pineapple my beloved)

Relationship status: common law married to my partner of almost 8 years! we recently took the dive into ethical non-monogamy, and while I don’t currently have any other partners, it's very fucking cool to be in a primary partnership where we both feel comfortable and secure enough to explore other connections!

Looking forward to: warmer weather and the next intrepid heroes season of dimension 20

Current obsession: learning how to make chainmail 👀 got my new kit last night and already finished one project, but I have so many ideas of designs I want to make that I don't even know where to start

tagging @heyitsphoenixx @knotboy-dean @ohheyitsjustbear @youarealwaysontime @brennansdice @the-wizard-stabby @angel-fruitcake and frankly i'd love to get to know any mutuals of mine so even if i forgot to tag you, consider yourself tagged <3

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Hey, you! You who suspect you might have PTSD, DID or another trauma disorder, but you think you didn't experience trauma "bad enough" to have developed a mental disorder from it? Let me suggest looking at it differently:

"If there's smoke, there's fire"

Do you experience symptoms of PTSD, such as hypervigilance, trouble sleeping, flashbacks, memory problems, dissociation, ect? Then yes, it was "bad enough". Maybe you don't remember anything "really bad" happening or you don't "feel like" it affects you, but listen to your body. The body remembers and the body doesn't care if you think it is "stupid" or "weak" to have a panic attack when someone touches you or that you still have nightmares about that thing you saw when you were 4 years old

Trauma isn't what happened. Trauma is the reaction to what happened. So what I'm trying to say is that if the reason you think you can't have PTSD/DID/OSDD/ect is because you didn't go through anything horrific enough for that, then maybe forget about what happened to you for a moment and just look at the evidence your body and mind are showing. And then, most importantly, be compassionate with yourself. You're going through a lot and it's gonna be okay in the end. Take it easy, okay? <3

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Blair Pfaff from Black Monday is I Hate Living!

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ASPD with an interest in activism culture is caring about people so much more in theory than in practice. Like when talking about people in theory only, I have more sympathy/compassion and am very firm in my morals and I want to help people. But when I'm presented with real actual people I (most of the time) hate them and could not care less what happens to them. I still care about activism and mutual aid and shit and do what I can to help when I find opportunities because thats good and improves the world in a tangible way but I just do not feel the emotional desire to help people when I can actually interact with them and be annoyed by them.

ASPD Culture is

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One of our (newer) introjects was staring at our face in the mirror for about 10 minutes. I asked him if he was okay, and he said something I thought I should share, ‘cause it might resonate with some of ya’ll. “This face is wrong. All of this is wrong. None of this looks like it should. But there’s something in our eyes that looks like me.”

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beatrix valeria campbell

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fuck everyone who draws whizzer practically hairless. where's his chest hair.

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I'M A MORMER!!

we need to revive the book of mormon fandom. asap😕 it’s too tiny. where are all the mormers!

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^^^^

"you can will alters into existing-"

okay then why have i thought a million times "wouldn't it be fun to have a [x character] fictive" and GUESS WHAT. THEY STILL DONT EXIST! because that's not how it works