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UPDATE: HELP STANLEY PARABLE ARTIST AZURA ESCAPE DANGEROUS HOME

The stability of Azura's home has worsened. A spot of the ceiling near her room has fallen due to how weak the structure is, and most likely vermin in the walls.

She is physically and emotionally confined to her room, and I am terrified of her getting hurt. This is urgent.

I've established a contingency plan where if the damage is too much, she's going to a hotel for as long as necessary.

Now, what does this mean for the funds raised? Right now, the funds are untouched, in a US account. I will pay for her hotel and travel to and from with my own money. A clean hotel in Malaysia costs less than my goddamn lunch, and I am more than happy to cover it. If the need arises where I cannot cover costs, then I will post an update detailing how much is used and for what, for complete transparency.

If you cannot donate, PLEASE share the link to the GFM. We are almost at 1K which is AMAZING. 3K is our goal, a comfortable amount where she can put a down payment on an apartment while not being short on food, emergency, or medical access

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Finally! I finished the "Rejected Collector" from the Grimwalker Island AU! Their name is Mebeeb and they are non-binary!

I think it is fair to say that this baby is heavily on the spectrum. Tacos are their special interest, so they can tell you everything about that "culinary marvel that transcends the mere boundaries of sustenance and enters the realm of gastronomic artistry".

Mebeeb does not have a lot of control over their God-like powers and can't use them most of the time. So thats why the Archivists just blatanly forgot them on the planet (or assumed they were killed by the Titan) they couldn't really fly after them or anything like that. So they stayed.

I guess they spent the last centuries perfecting the taco-receipts in a room they created, completely closed off from the outside world. /hj

Mebeeb was based on the Discord Bot that often popped up in random moments and scared people became a meme on the Belos Simp Coven server (Invite Link). After a while people started to call it the "Rejected Collector" and this just stuck. When anyone tried to talk with this bot they always managed to come onto the topic of tacos, so that is where the idea of the special interest came from.

There is also a character such as "A basilisk disguised as Belos" in the Grimwalker Island lore. They dont have a reference yet (do they even need one?) but I think they and Mebeeb do hang out very often.

Discord Light mode bg:

Original Magma sketch with references attached:

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Last song I listened to:

Favorite Color: Yellow! (With bright ass blue!!)

Currently Watching: BoJack Horseman (technically?)

Last Movie I Watched: "Бабка Ёжка и Другие." T_T

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Spicy!

Relationship Status: Taken! (YIPPIE, I AM NOT ALONE)

Current Obsession: THE! OWL! HOOOOOOUUUUSEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last Thing I Googled: "click up"

Tagging: @crypticpara @wholelottanope503 @tangerinethecat @traggalicious @hani-yo @bootsy-owo @sariacreedsthirst

tag game

i was tagged by @junonomenon (decided to make my own thread)

last song i listened to: I Will Survive, covered by the puppini sisters (idk how i found it, i've just been listening to my "liked songs" playlist lately)

favorite color: green 💚

currently watching: house md (i'm on season 8 now. trying to finish the show before my student spotify premium/hulu expires at the end of the month cause i'm gonna unsubscribe)

last movie i watched: return of the king extended edition (i got the dvd box set for christmas and am watching them with all the bonus features and everything :) next i'm gonna watch them with the audio commentaries)

sweet/spicy/savory: it varies, obviously. i like all three at different times and for different foods. i'll interpret this as what i'm craving right now, in which case i'll say sweet. i'm gonna go make some toast with cinnamon + sugar after i post this

relationship status: single + arospec. my gf of two years broke up with me a few months ago (said she couldn't handle long distance) but i'm still taking care of her pet inverts until she can come get them

current obsession: uhhhh i've been in between obsessions for a little while. though i'm embarrassed to admit i think i might be obsessed with a mobile game (it's called My Little Universe and i'm adamantly refusing to pay for the ad-free version even though it would probably vastly improve my enjoyment of the game and make my phone not overheat when playing it. it's also on steam but i'm in too deep and just wanna finish the game on mobile first. i'm on the second to last planet)

last thing i googled: arceus (house mentioned it in the last episode i watched and i wasn't 100% sure whether it was a pokemon reference or not. it was)

like any tag game, i don't want you to feel pressured to play if you don't want to or don't have the energy, this is just for fun :)

@drivingthesehillsaway @lemonlimetoast @aro-oak @surrealsloth @kebbopulos @fratboycipher @douglasfeiffel @awoooooubliette @friendofthecrows @pleasantartisanhottea

i think the original had 9 tags but i went for 10 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i don't think it matters

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https://www.tumblr.com/iloveundertaesooomuch/767926339615457280/my-au-our-love-is-god-philip-is-the-one-who?source=share Hello! For this au, I'm guessing there's no Evelyn?

Oh! Errrr, how do I put this-

I can assure you that Evelyn is alive.

Ps: I drew this in magma . com, as an attempt to do digital without acsess to Photoshop.

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In another world, younger Wittebane makes it through the portal, hand in hand with a witch.

"Our Love Is God" is one of my TOH AUs that I wish I could draw more of. As it was stated, it is about Philip becoming friends / falling in love with a witch and then running away with her into the Demon Realm. And, of course, that means that Caleb is the one that gets left behind.

Will Caleb ever find his brother, who was so blatantly kidnapped by the Devil's Hag? Well, I hope to answer that in my future doodles. Because I doubt anyone would read about it.

Well, who was the witch that changed the fate of Philip Wittebane? Camila! Yes, yes, this is a Camilip AU! But Manny is also a part of this universe. Childish and cozy slowburn that leads to inevitable angst.

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Hunter is nerding out his Cosmic Frontier infodump on Matt Tholomule.

I really like that in AROFAM Hunter is friends with Amity and Matt instead of canon Gus and Willow. It gives the story so much of the original flavour! Their dynamic is tasty, imho. Quality character interactions.

AROFAM AU Hunter and Matt by @jess-the-vampire

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Reblogging this from my original blog.

An announcement (?)

Greetings! Sadly, I won't be able to draw digitally again for some time. Thats because the Photoshop itself, and any of my psd-files refuse to open/work. And the PS also got rid of (?) all of my custom brushes and important changes that I was using while drawing, so it is a problem too.

There are no problems with the programm itself, but with the discs on which my computer operates. They are in someway damaged (I were not told how exactly) and need to be replaced before I can use Photoshop again.

And yet I have a lot of ideas that I want to share with people. With you. But now I can't get them out in a form of a didgital art. But there are some issues with that too.

First, I am not confident with my traditional art at all. I am scared that it wouldn't be good enough for you to see. You can point out that i have posted my drawings on the paper on my blogs. Thats true, but I still edited them in Photoshop to get rid off the distracting imperfections of paper and to fix the mistakes done in my art.

Secondly, I dont know if I will have enough power to do finished artwork. Currently I have some.. mental struggles, lets put it that way. Its hard to do anything or want to do anything (even if I do want to do it). So I doubt my bad mental health will let me do art on the same level as before with the limited will power I have currently.

So, I have a question for you.

Will you mind me switching to posting imperfect traditional wips/sketches on my blogs? Or would you prefer to wait untill I get the means to deliver the previous level of quality in my art?

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Fundraisers that have reached out to me for boosting

Hey guys, making another one of these to catch a little more traction. Some of these fundraisers I've been seeing float around, others have reached out to me directly, some I'm boosting due to them being extremely low funds. Either way, please consider supporting the people below to make sure they are able to stay safe !

@mazenmanal - Feras, with a family full of injured people, mainly children, needs help urgently. His fundraiser has been stagnating at €4,676, and they need €100,000 to survive. Please help him and his family. - Verification Here by @/apollos-olives. - See his own post about it Here.

@ahmedhelllis - Sahar's fundraiser is currently sitting at €18,759 of the €80,000 they need. - Verification through Here by @/90-ghost. - See their own post about it Here.

@fahedshehab9 - Fahed and his family are getting very close to their goal now, with €58,608 raised of €85,000. - Verification through Here by @/el-shab-hussein. - See their own post about it Here.

@ahmed79ss / @burningnightgiver - Ahmed and his wife have been separated from their children, and need help to reunite with them. Right now, their campaign is at $12,852 CAD out of the $50,000 they need. - Verification through Here by @/90-ghost. - See their own post about it through Here.

@ahmad-syam6 - Ahmed Jehad has an infant son, and they are fighting for their lives amidst the destruction in Gaza, and need help to survive. So far they've raised $5,512 CAD out if the $40,000 they need. - Verification through Here by the Bees and Watermelons project, line 171, and @/gazavetters . - See their own post about it through Here.

@yousef1234567 / @familyetaf1234567 - Etaf has a family stuck in Gaza, and they've been really low on funds in their campaign to help them evacuate– Only €2,950 out of €100,000. They're a family of seven, and five of them are children. - Verification through Here by @/gazavetters, #88 - See their own post about it through Here.

@ahmedalnabeh - Ahmed has had to remake his campaign for him and his sick mother twice now, and now has more ground to cover in terms of donations, with only $920 USD raised of the $15,000 needed. - Verification through Here. Ahmed is also on @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein's vetted gofundme list Here, line 8. - See their own post about it through Here.

@amalgheelan1999 - This family has been displaced 10 times through the duration of the current war, and they need help to evacuate their children. $3,854 USD currently raised out of $5,000. - Verification through Here by @/dlxxv-vetted-donations. - See their own post about it through Here.

@kahlilahmad450 (I'm pretty sure they may be shadowbanned so I can't tag) / @yahyaahbil - Yahya is currently in Gaza with a lot of sick family members, many of which need medication which cannot be obtained in the current state of the war. So far they have raised €1,406 out of the €50,000 they need. - Verification through Here by @/90-ghost - See their own post about it through Here.

@khalid-sisters - The Khalid sisters are currently homeless after being displaced multiple times throughout the war. They need $15,000 to be able to evacuate, and have raised $4,792 USD so far. - Verification through Here by their cousin @/olagaza, and Here by @90-ghost. - See their own post about it through Here.

@ahmed--basil - Ahmed had nearly just graduated when the war started, and now is in a dire situation taking care of his younger brother after all the destruction caused. His campaign is still very low on funds, with only €634 out of the of €29,000 needed. - Verification through Here by @/gazavetters and Here by @/90-ghost. - See their own post about it through Here.

@maherdahalan - Maher, his wife, their newborn child and elderly parents are currently living in tents too small for them in Gaza. They've only raised €1,231 out of the €30,000 they need to get out of this situation. - Verification through Here by @/gazavetters, line #35. - See their own post about it through Here

@sabahfamily - Sabah has a family of 27 people to take care of in the middle of crisis, and needs help to continue caring for them. £8,318 raised out of £50,000 - Not currently Verified, but seems legit all around. - See their own post about it through Here.

@hanan-alsallout - Hanan has lost her job and her husband to the war, and now is trying to take care of her xhildeen on her own. To evacuate Gaza, she will need $20,000, but so far has only raised. $1,357 USD. - Not currently Verified, but seems legit all around. - See their own post about it through Here.

@mohameddsaker - Mohammed's fundraiser is relatively new, and so far has only been able to amass €297 from the €30,000 he needs. Please consider helping. - Not currently Verified, but seems legit all around. - See their own post about it through Here.

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Lyrics were borrowed from "The Moon Will Sing" and "Curses" by The Crane Wives.

Characters present:

Her majesty Empress Luzura (formely Luz Noceda, the human) with her loyal palisman Hecate.

The Starlight Guard (Huntress, the grimwalker of Camila Noceda).

Queen of Demons (The last Titan).

Hooty (Weird loving papa).

Hettie Cutburn (Friend that moved on).

Evelyn Clawthorne (Young rebel filled with burning enthusiasm for humanity).

Empress Luzura AU belongs to @talisman975

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Continuation of that post.

Expanding grey!Caleb headcanon, woohoo!! Since I struggle writing I will make a list of my ideas just below the cut!

Before meeting Evelyn, Caleb never thought witches were real. He joined witch hunts because it was "exiting activity for the cool dudes" or something like that. Besides, it definitely earned Caleb certain amount of respect among the townsfolk, which worked perfectly for the two orphans that had to fit in.

Caleb was not scared of witches because he knows that fear is just a tool of control over others. ..But also he knows that humans are worse than any devils there are.

Caleb was purposefully fearmongering Philip about the dangers of witchcraft and the Devil. Why? Well, he wanted his brother to behave like he wanted him to! But this also was making Philip feel more dependant on Caleb, which was a big plus too.

Caleb is a bully, both physically and emotionally. Although he may not realize it completely.

Has strong "us vs them" mentality. It is "kill or be killed" and "bite and eat or starve and die". So Caleb doesn't really care for other people besides his brother. He cant trust them and they don't care about him. So for Caleb it is the survival of the fitest where people dying is completely justified.

Caleb can read, write and do basic math. He managed to learn how to do that while on his apprenticeship and in church.

Great liar and manipulator. If you purposefully wrong Caleb expect a comeback of some sort. He is petty and loves to get revenge on people he doesn't like.

Caleb still has a chance to grow up into a better person.

I chose to pick the colours from the Hollow Mind portraits, because I think they look pretty. But i also made another version with "canon" character colours if you wanted that.

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Nethareth Bloodstrife Noceda Clawthorn from Empress Luzura AU by @talisman975

Big brother figure for Luz's found family on the Boiling Isles in the Deadwardian era. Untill everything goes south that is...

I won't say much else down here, because I want to try to tell stories through my art first. That means, hopefully, wait for the doodles with a handsome man Nethareth!

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When wife-

@crypticpara is William Wittebane's sunshine. "Mign lieve. My dearest honeybee". She always makes his day brighter!

I guess, in non-canon timeline of ICHBD-AU William never curses his brother and Delilah takes him to therapy instead. Happy ending, yippie!!

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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS FROM A FRIEND!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!

Just in case, I'll keep the commission up until I have enough to take care of myself.

Right now PayPal is $0 because I stupidly forgot to cut off some other subscription I don't need anymore. So I'll keep announcing that I'm up for commission just so I can live a little longer and without starving myself so much.

Here's my carrd : https://crypticpara.carrd.co/

These are the types of art that I do. Look into my Carrd for further info on the price and more examples of my work.

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Love Evelyn and Philip neurodivergent duo in Switching Seas and Puppet Strings. Like- bro dislikes her heavily, but they cant help but bond over their brain struggles (ADHD and Autism respectively).

Empress Luzura AU belongs to @talisman975

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I have an idea. What if Caleb was kind of an asshole in real life and Philip's memories are too clouded by nostalgia?? Mayhaps... I hope I will have time to expand on my Caleb lore, because I have so many ideas I am going to throw up.

Caleb is going to be for sure a dark-grey type of character. And, no, it doesn't stop at witch-hunting.

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Delilah Clawthorn!!!

William Wittebane's wife!!!

Do yall remember ancient times of the season 2 hiatus, when fandom was free to design their own versions of Wittewife, with whom Philip had no issue?? Nostalgia hits my brain again...

So!! Since my AU is based on the fanon of that time!! Here is a portrait of the Delilah Clawthorne! Or Lily for short!

Will curses Pip just like Lilith cursed Eda. Therefore, if in canon Evelyn resembles Edalyn in design, then Delilah is supposed to be similar to Lilith. But... now that I look at her final design, I see how I made her very very Willow-Like. Both in design and personality and preference for plant magic. So I guess Willow+Hunter=Lilith, which is hilarious.

The idea, inspiration and the final design were created with the help of @crypticpara! My dear friend and amazing artist, thank you for breathing soul into this character and bringing Witteclaw relationships to life for me.

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Revived baby Titan!

Originally designed by @zennyzach

I adopted a little Dead-Baby-Titan design and so I decided to put them into the GrimwalkerIsles AU!

I imagine the appearance of a titan-baby in the inbetween to be a complete accident. The GrimIsles-Titan's spirit suddenly gets a fucking straight-from-the-egg fledgling in his giant ass paws. Shocked, he doesnt know what to do with that sudden development. The Titan expected only for the grimwalkers to be able to enter this liminal space, so he wasnt at all prepared to deal with one of his own kind. ESPECIALLY A TINY BABY!

Uh..., well, the giant's confused anxiety became worse when the fledgling started crying hystericaly ("Big strange guy - scary!").

So... with nothing else he could do, The Titan sent this baby to be resurected in the shrine, just like he did with every grimwalker soul he got in his grasp before.

Later, after the baby titan was found by the residence of the Skull-Isle, one of the smallest grimms - CJ, a brave 4 y.o. - "adopts" them and gives them their name. So, yeah, Sushi+Tuna was an idea of a child who was happy to have a weird dog pet to play and snuggle with.

SushiTuna is strictly they/them.