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Damn. It’s 2025

Im not gonna lie to you guys when I say I wasn’t expecting to make it this far. When I was a young kid, I genuinely thought I wouldn’t make it to adulthood. My childhood was awful, even if it wasn’t the worst in existence, and I felt constantly hopeless. I’d just do nothing all day. Introverted in my room with the lights off while my excuse of a parental guardian slept all day. He neglected my sisters and I so badly as the years went on that I went from loving him to despising his ass. Even after finally getting taken away from him and put into foster care, I still felt as if I could just die at any second.

It’s crazy to think about now. How different I used to be just a few years ago. But now I’m almost 20, I work a steady job, pay for my own stuff, and I’m even moving into my own apartment soon. My passion for art and world building has gotten so much better and I have so many friends that actually care about me. I even have my own pet cat and she’s the sweetest baby.

Am I fully healed from that bullshit childhood I was put through? Nah. I once saw a parent slap their kid (in the FACE) at work and it messed me up really bad for the rest of the day. PTSD is a bitch and apparently I have some. But damn things are definitely better. Way better. I’m happy with where I’m at now.

I have a few good ideas for 2025 so look out for those. Definitely gonna be making more OCs, worlds, and stories. Also gonna try and make more art in general. Hope you guys like the stuff I show here. Until then, here’s a couple WIPs. See you later 👋

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He got a little too hyped up, guys.

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I’m getting back into a routine for my art and decided to do a sort of warmup. Concept art, broskis

Here’s an original species ive had for a little while without ever drawing them hhhh. The design is a work in progress but I like where I’m going with it. The bird theme is unique and I like how cryptic they appear

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Ok so I’ve gotten into collecting a certain set of plushies but some of them are weirdly hard to even find. They’re made by Takashoji and are originally found in arcades. Literally no where else.

If anybody knows where i can find these specific ones, please let me know. I’m dying over here.

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Tumblr.

what the FUCK is that.

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My dear friend, if you do not help me and publish my story, I am about to commit suicide and die, and I will not forgive you.

My brother Mohammed is in pain every day and I don't want to see him die.

I am tired of this miserable, difficult and oppressive life. This is an unfair life and I do not want to stay in it.I will commit suicide if you don't help me. My brother Mohammed will die in front of my family and we will not be able to do anything.https://gofund.me/83678545

Hey. I know the situation you all are in is dire and horrific. But blaming strangers for your suicide personally is NOT the best way to ask for help.

I’m not sure how to really approach this cause none of the other messages I’ve received have worded themselves like this. You still deserve a normal life like everyone else and none of the carnage is even slightly justifiable.

Suicide baiting is not good. It might actually get you less help.

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Hello sorry for an ask. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging

Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.

💕

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Two clowns, two VERY different emotional states. At least they’re both funny (well, they try to be at least)

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Look I know Halloween is over but I’m still set on finishing the art I was making for it.

Here’s a hint at wat it’s gonna be.

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Just wanted to say that ur my favorite person I follow bc u had your boop-o-meter on and you were the only person I follow who had it on lol

Yo thank you, dude. You’re also the first person to send me a message like this. Feels good knowing some of my mutuals actually do like me :•)

Also yea, now that you mention it, I was expecting to see more people with the Boop meter on. I almost missed it cause I’m never on desktop cjdkdkdhfjd.

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Yo I’m running a bit low on money. My financial decisions this month have not been the smartest and I’ve been getting together stuff for Halloween.

If anybody feels like buying a commission, even if it’s a $5 icon, go look at my pinned post for my comm info.

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Commission sheets have been updated! Make sure to click on them for better quality.

Also, just a heads up, but I’m not gonna be on Twitter much anymore. If anyone wants to, you can find my Bluesky account on my Carrd!

HELLO! Welcome to my blog!

My name is Halstar, and I draw art around here (both fandom and original content). To learn more about me, you can check out my Carrd!

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Everything you’d need to know should be on there! These include…

A simple bio about myself and my most important interests

Other little mascots you’ll find around the blog

DNI and BYF criteria

Other socials and places you can find me

Lucky for you guys, I also have a commissions available! (OPEN)

Nobody is obligated to buy (obviously) and it won’t impact what I show off to you all. It’s just for anyone that wants something more personalized!

Have a good day!

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For anyone that also follows me on Twitter, I have a Bluesky I’m gonna be using more often. Twitter went to shit pretty quickly.

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I had a fun idea. I wanna start a sort of series where I occasionally draw Roblox users I find. Cause some of these guys or either amazing or horrendous.

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Winners from the poll I did a few weeks back. Cinnamoroll will be first!

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Who the hell is this and why do they have beef with me.

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The most twinning twins that ever did twin