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Ezra, He/They. This my vent blog where I whine about random things. I will discuss a lot of trauma and such, but most things overly upsetting will have a warning! If you want me to tag anything specific please let me know. Enjoy your stay!
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I’m trying to find some mens alternative clothing but I can’t find anything that works with my body type and it’s giving me really bad dysphoria + making me feel bad about my weight. I just wish I could wear oversized jumpers and black skinny jeans and actually look good. :(((
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God I just had the worst dissociative episode I’ve ever had and I feel so bad now
I haven’t been around multiple people sober in over a year and in general since December. I thought I could handle it but I couldn’t. We went to a fair and I think all the loud noises and people really got to me. I went with my best friend(Ollie) who I barely see because I live far away and a couple of other friends who haven’t talked to me in forever and my brain completely shut off. I’ve never felt so out of control over my own body before, and I feel so embarrassed and guilty because I don’t think Ollie had a very good time and I wasn’t present enough to check up on him. I’ve had dissociation before but it’s always made me kinda distant or robotic. I’ve never had dissociation where it’s made me super extroverted and excited and it’s very embarrassing. I stopped talking to people this year so I could be authentic to myself and it’s so upsetting that I dissociated and started acting like someone else. I also just feel so bad that Ollie might have had a bad time because of me. I’m just so confused and embarrassed this really sucks, I’ve literally never felt out of control like that before.
#I’m covered in bruised I don’t remember getting#I was so checked out mentally I literally stopped registering physical pain#this has never happened to me before and I feel so upset that I finally pushed myself to talk to people and it went this wrong#vent#vent tw#no one is going to read this but I had to just put my feelings out there#dissociation tw#dissociation
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Thank you so much!! You are appreciated just as much if not more!!! >:D
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Coping with negative dreams?
I keep having dreams about hurting younger family members of mine. I’ve never had an urge to hurt them and it makes me really upset that I have dreams like this. Does anyone have any tips on how I can make this stop?
I wish I could have nightmares of me getting hurt instead that’s much easier to deal with.
#idk what to tag this ahhhhhh#mental health#bpd#mentally ill#trauma#dream#dream interpretation#help#nightmares#mental health advice
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It’s my 18th birthday party rn 👍
#picture is mine!!! I actually think this pic is really pretty#I’m v drunc right now so I gotta be cringe#ooooh I’m so cringy you wanna kil me so bad#suicide mention //#suicide cw#suicide tw#paranoia tw#<- for ghost in pic#ghost tw#ghost cw#bpd#traumacore#ventcore#vent#death tw#trauma#borderline personality disorder#my photo
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