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Self love isn't selfishness.

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Coming to terms on this.

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It's true. Something I'm waiting to experience again.

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This is true now. Forget kindness cause not many really gaf about others. So I've decided to ignore/turn a blind eye to those who abuse me. Funny enough it pisses them off more than when I use kindness to deal with them.

It's a higher state of self preservation when you ignore those who abuse you.

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Showed up at the right time for me. 😓

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Putting out there some mental health reminders for everyone, while I manage through my parent being in critical condition in the hospital. Apologies for being away but that was the reason why.

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I have lost my self-esteem, self-worth, self confidence for this very reason. My family member has drilled it in me that I'm a failure, a cruel person, disrespectful, selfish, a rich brat, etc. It's ironic they constantly say that about me to my face, threatening me that they want to and should open up to others about how cruel and selfish I am, but totally depend on me physically, financially and emotionally all the time at home behind closed doors.

Sometimes I wonder why I continue living in such an environment while thinking that family is supposed to have your back and support you but instead totally tear you down, but brag about your accomplishments to those outside the home to make it seem they are totally different individuals.

Sometimes I can't fathom what goes on in their heads to make them behave this with their own family.

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Sometimes when I read about all this, I can feel how much pain exists in dealing with all these things. I keep wanting to find a way to help others the way I wished I could've been helped when tackling such tough things.

I am by no means a professional in the medical field, however would anyone here be interested if I were to find a way in which I could somehow help each one of you? One of the ideas I brainstormed is a medium which is like a DM dropbox of sorts.

Whomever is interested, respond with a 🖐🏻

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All of this and more for me.

Anyone else find the above difficult as well?

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All of these for me.

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Perception vs. Perspective.

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Enough said!

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Who else is healing from abuse like me? Raise your hand! ✋🏼

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