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Help for Gaza!

The following post will list names/urls and fundraisers that have reached out to me. It'll be regularly updated and kept as a pinned post on my blog for the time being.

Update as of 10/27/2024: Decided to insert a direct link to the fundraisers I receive and add their level of completion (as of current day). Many thanks to all the people who have taken their time to share the post! Keep it circulating!

[AS OF 10/20/2024]:

@ahmed-fathi-gaza: Gofundme (26%)

@zinaanqar: Gofundme (93%)

@youseffamily: Gofundme (84%)

@mahmoudayyads: Gofundme (14%)

@asmaayyad1: Gofundme (59%)

@karamrafeek: Gofundme (27%)

@asmaa-needs: Gofundme (33%)

@amirashawikh: Gofundme (3%)

@hamza-gaza: Gofundme (4%)

@save-amal-family: Gofundme (49%)

@maramgaza1: HELP NABULSI FAMILY ESCAPE THE "WAR". | Chuffed | Non-profit charity and social enterprise fundraising

@tarnem-1: Gofundme (2%)

@shadowyavenuetaco: Gofundme (29%)

@yasermohammad: Gofundme (79%)

[As of October 21-27]:

@helpmohammed2024: Gonfundme (8%)

@ahed-family2: Gofundme (11%)

@ahmadallouhahmad32: Gofundme (16%)

@karamrafeek: Gofundme (13%)

@aboyousef1973: Gofundme (12%)

@majedgerbawi: Gofundme (10%)

@ashraffblog: Gofundme (88%)

@randasalem75: Gofundme (0%!!!)

@abedhilles: Gofundme (13%)

@hanangaza0: Gofundme (10%)

@alamoudi-ghazi: Gofundme (18%)

@anas12b: Gofundme (17%)

@mahmodsy1: Gofundme (30%)

@aboodalqedra-9: Gofundme (16%)

[As of October 28-November 3]

@mohamed-adventure: Gofundme (2%)

@aiamaher: Gofundme (7%)

@princessworlds-posts: Gofundme (81%)

@etafetaf1234567: Gofundme (5%)

@fatimaimannor: Gofundme (11%)

@mariamaayyad: Gofundme (22%)

@aboyousef1973: Gofundme (12%)

@yazanfamily2: Gofundme (34%)

@zinaanqar: Gofundme (96%)

@hanananqar78: Gofundme (0%!!)

@ayamohammed2024: Gofundme (2%!!)

@abuyasin156: Gofundme (0%!!)

@shadi90: Gofundme (7%)

@salman1990a: Gofundme (12%)

@samiealkhliliy: Gofundme (3%)

@aya-baker: Gofundme (10%)

@laylaayman24: Gofundme (1%)

[As of November 4-10] @nadjewan: Gofundme (1%)

Please, take a couple of minutes to read, share and do your part. I also invite you to activate your notifications for this post, as it will be constantly updated.

From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free ❤️✊🍉

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"best friends who kiss?"

character/s: bakugo katsuki

genre & trope: fluff, best friends to lovers, angry confessions, reader is terrified of love but bakugo wants them so bad 😁, tw kind of ooc bakugo

a/n: i've been watching a lot of pride & prejudice and bridgerton scenes n i'm now obsessed angry confessions 🤩 + this is heavily inspired by that scene in little women :) ALSO i haven't posted in a year 😟 so pls be nice ik my writing's rusty in this :'D

the first time bakugou katsuki kissed you, he pretended he never did.

"what... " you brush your fingers against your bottom lip, your whole face hot. "what the hell was that for?"

"what?" bakugo shrugs, feigning innocence as he takes a swig of his soda.

you try and trace back the events that could have led to the kiss.

you said something along the lines of: "i wish i had a boyfriend. i could definitely pull a cute guy off the street."

then you heard him scoff and say: "no man's sane enough to put up with your insufferable ass." ーor something more insulting than that.

you can't remember what you said in response, and you rack your brain to figure out what prompted him to grab your face and kiss you. it's impossible when all you can think about is the unexpected supple feel of his lips, its faint ghost still lingering on yours.

"that kiss, katsuki! you violated my mouth!"

"dunno what you're talking about. you hit your head or something?"

you blink and second-guess yourself for a second.

"okay, no. you're not gonna gaslight your way out of this." you swat his arm, earning an irked glare from him. "why the hell did you kiss me?"

"you're imagining things, idiot. this stupid game's givin' ya some serious brain damage for sure."

he stands up and swings his bag over his shoulder.

"where are you going? we're not done yetー!"

and he's out of the door.

was he drunk off his soda? maybe he kissed you to mess with your head. he's not that cruel though, you think. maybe he couldn't think of any other way to shut you upー that was something he always struggled with after all.

at least the second time bakugo katsuki kissed you, he was kind enough to warn you.

after enduring the most awkward hour-long study session with him, you decide to put an end to your agony by wrapping it up. you start gathering your things when he stops you with a calloused hand on your wrist.

"what?" you turn to him, your cheeks already heating up from his touch.

there are no thoughts you could read behind those vermillion eyes, and all of a sudden, you don't know your best friend very well anymore.

he walks some tentative steps closer to you until the back of your knees hit the table. he cradles your jaw with such delicacy you didn't even know he was capable of. he slips past your awaiting lips and presses his nose on the side of your head, his warm breath kissing your flushed skin.

"punch me in the face and scram if you don't want this, got it?"

you gulp and forget to answer if not for the gentle squeeze on your wrist. "y/n, you got it?"

"s-sure."

when you two kiss, it's different from last time. it's unhurried, curious, and so intoxicating. the kiss speaks: 'i want you. i want you. i want you' but whose thoughts are these?

he groans into your lips as if to urge you to keep up with the sheer hungriness that has consumed him. you try your best to do so as he deepens the kiss with a palm on the back of your head and practically drinks you in. he doesn't pull away until he hears the tiny whine that escapes you.

"shit, sorry." he mutters, avoiding your stunned gaze.

"t's okay."

"did i hurt you?" the quiet lilt of his voice surprises you.

"no, no. i'm okay, but why'd you kiー"

"bye." he blurts out as he turns to the door and leaves, as if he didn't just invaded your mouth and permanently tainted the years of friendship you two have had. you click your tongue as the heat subsides in your cheeks.

"son of a bitch."

the third time bakugo katsuki kissed you, you let him, and he didn't stop.

you had barely escaped death when you lost your footing while sparring with todoroki. naturally, bakugo yelled the poor guy's ear off and would have murdered him if eraserhead hadn't interfered at the last second.

now, you find yourself heaving in your bed. you don't know whether your hastened pulse is from the adrenaline rush or from the fact that bakugo is all over you right now.

he's planting feather-light kisses all over youー your cheeks, your nose, your forehead, your eyelids, your hands, and your wrist, as panicked murmurs spill out of him in between kisses. 'you scared the hell out of me. you have no idea, fuck. are you okay? are you really okay? tell me you're okay, y/n.'

"i'm okayー" you barely manage to gasp before he dips his lips into yours, desperate and frantic. tremulous hands find solace in your hips as he holds you, gentle enough not to mar your injuries but snug enough to assure his restless heart that you are safe.

your head feels hazy. your limbs ache and lie motionless, and though your lips could barely move to reciprocate his kisses as much as you wanted to, bakugo didn't stop. you tried to ask him about it the next morning, but of course, he ignored you and walked away.

you don't know when he stopped kissing you that night. all you know is that there was a line that was crossed, and your friendship was never going to be the same again.

bakugo katsuki is going to kiss you again. your heart thrums incessantly. whether it's dread or anticipationー you don't know.

you think about the sensation of his lips that's become so familiar to you that you've learned to crave it. it shouldn't be familiar to you, and you sure as hell shouldn't want it. so you do what you think is necessary.

you kick him in the shin.

"motherfー!" sure enough, he's pissed. "what the hell is wrong with you?!"

"what the hell is wrong with you?!"

"i was going toー"

"no! you're not gonna kiss me again and walk away and pretend it never happened. you're messing with my head, katsuki! it's not funny!"

"wasn't trying to be funny!" he barks back.

"okay, so what exactly are you trying to do? what is this? i meanー" you stammer, struggling to find the words. "katsuki, what are we?"

he sighs and shifts his stance, his discomfort apparent. when the silence lingers on for too long, you speak.

"well, whatever it is that you want from me, we're going to stay friends. nothing more, nothing less. that's it." your breath hitches, and you don't know why you feel like crying as you speak. "... so i don't want your stinky mouth anywhere on me again."

silence weighs heavily between you. sometimes you wish you didn't know him too well, then the hurt he veils in his eyes wouldn't be so plain and vivid to you, and you would have walked away by now without an ounce of remorse.

"i like you, y/n." is all he could say when he finally speaks.

you shake your head. "no, you're just confused."

"i'm not confused. i like you."

"katsuki, you've been bitchless all your life, and i'm just the closest thing to a s/o. maybe go take a walk or something."

"i like you." he persists. "i've liked your stupid ass forー"

"stop saying that. you don't."

"i do, and you like me tooー"

"what?!" you laugh incredulously.

'who does this dumbass think he is?' is he right? surely, he's not. then what are you so afraid of in the first place? why have you been counting down the days until he kisses you again? why do you yearn for his touch as if it's something you own? why do you feel so infuriated and so tormented when he leaves the room after kissing you?

you do what is necessary again.

"you're delusional!" you yell at his face, a childish shrill that's awfully familiar to your childhood best friend.

"jesus christ." he inhales sharply in frustration. "you're a fucking pussy, y/n."

you clench your jaw and match his glare. anger surges in your chest and bleeds into your voice.

"i'm not the one who chickens out after kissing their best friend! you can't even acknowledge the fact that you kissed me because you'reー!"

"do you think i want to chicken out? why do you think i run away after kissing you?! if i stayed and confessed all this shit the first time, you would've refused to hear it like the damn coward you are!" he leans close to you, his voice lowering into a ragged snarl that quickens your pulse. "and you're just proving it right now, y/n. you're always going to shut this down and deny your feelings because you're a fucking pussy. you're terrified of relationships, and it's dumbest shit ever. pathetic, really."

you rear back from his words. if anything, you always thought it was katsuki who was afraid of love. now, you can't help but feel small and vulnerable underneath his searing gaze.

"it's not dumb..." you shuffle uncomfortably. "what, i'm supposed to ruin our friendship for a relationship that we're going to break off anyway?"

"we're not going to break it off."

"how do you know that?"

"because i'll be the best goddamn boyfriend in the world!"

"first of all, gross." you scoff. "second of all, it's never gonna work out! you're going to get sick of me in three days max."

"i've known you since we were brats, and i still want you."

"you literally said no man's sane enough to put up with my obnoxious ass."

he smirks. "i said 'insufferable ass'."

"katsuki!" you fight the urge to strangle him and punch that stupid smile off his face.

"wasn't even serious that time." he grimaces and reluctantly continues. "you know damn well you can pull any guy you want, and he'd be the luckiest bastard on earth."

if it were any other day, you'd grin at him and say 'i told you so,' but your lips remain unmoved, and your eyes stay dim. you're afraid you'll never go back to being the same katsuki and y/n again.

"this is pointless, katsuki. i mean, look! we're already fighting." you grouch and tell yourself you don't want this. "i still don't want us to happen so while this friendship is still salvable, let's agree to stay friends, and whatever sappy shit you feel for meー suck it up."

in one swift motion, he closes the distance between you, his face hovering dangerously over yours.

"suck it up?" he breathes, his face taut in frustration. "restraining myself from you is the hardest shit i've ever had to do. it takes everything in me not to kiss your stupid face!"

he shudders, weakly resting his forehead against yours as if this conversation alone has exhausted him. still, he goes on.

"and everytime i failedー everytime i kissed those lips, it was... a moment of weakness, but that's the fucking problemー you're just..." he buries his face into the crook of your neck, a desperate attempt to escape your wide-eyed gaze. "i'm weak for you, y/n. every second. and it drives me fucking insane that you keep running away from me."

he rises to meet your eyes again. the cadence of his voice changes into something weak and desperate, stripped of all the pride and anger he's ever known.

"i love youー fuck. i love you." he lets the words hang in the air, letting the words hear itself spoken because for once, you're not stopping him. "i love you, so please... let me."

after much thought and another agonizing minute of silence, you lean in to kiss bakugo katsuki.

he kisses back almost instantly and revels in the way you wrap your arms around his neck and bear your weight on him completely. he kisses back ardently, his pent-up desires and years of longing etched in the way he seeks your lips, kiss after kiss after kiss.

when you finally pull away, you're met with a devilish smirk, his begging eyes long gone. you wonder to yourself when you'll see those eyes again.

"took ya long enough." he kisses you again. he raises a brow at the way you're caging him in your arms. "jesus, no one's gonna snatch me from you."

"i'm making sure you don't run away again, dumbass."

"i won't." he says earnestly as he props his forehead against yours. "and you won't either. i'll make sure of that."

you nod your head with a giddy smile as he pecks your lips again.

"so..." you say as you exaggerate a pensive look, a cheeky grin spreading across your face. "we're best friends who occasionally kiss?"

he rolls his eyes. "you're impossible."

"recite that speech again, and i'll consider calling you my boyfriend."

"fuck off!"

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guys with a heavy heart ive come to tell you that mizu is actually not what she seems on this app.. shes rude, arrogant, and looks like a monkey

here's some proof of the mistreatment i've faced 😔😔

lets fight against user @escapenightmare !!! this wont go on!!!

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guys with a heavy heart ive come to tell you that mizu is actually not what she seems on this app.. shes rude, arrogant, and looks like a monkey

here's some proof of the mistreatment i've faced 😔😔

lets fight against user @escapenightmare !!! this wont go on!!!

[escapenightmare]

i am typing this message today to address a situation that has unfolded over recent times, one that involves my interactions with amora and the wider implications of those interactions within our community and circle of friends. this is a matter that i have spent many hours reflecting upon, recognizing the weight of my words and the impact they have had.

first and foremost, i wish to extend my sincerest apologies to amora, to my friends, and to anyone else who has been hurt or affected by the words that i have used in recent discussions. i fully acknowledge that the language and tone i employed were not only inappropriate but also entirely contrary to the values of respect, kindness, and understanding that i strive to live by. for this, i am truly sorry.

in my interactions with amora, my intention was never to cause harm or distress. however, i now realize that my actions did not reflect this intention. the context of our interactions was marked by a longstanding sense of frustration and misunderstanding on my part. i felt isolated and overlooked because, despite my efforts, there seemed to be a significant lack of communication between us. this perception, whether accurate or not, led me to feel defensive, and in moments of vulnerability, i responded in ways that i deeply regret.

it's important for me to explain, though not to excuse, the mindset that led to my actions. over time, as amora and i drifted further apart, i noticed a similar pattern affecting my relationships with our mutual friends. conversations dwindled, and connections that once felt strong began to fade. in my view, the root of this growing divide was a lack of effort to maintain open lines of communication, something that i felt was not solely my responsibility to uphold.

this perception of imbalance in our relationships led me to a place of defensiveness. in moments of tension, i mistakenly believed that adopting a confrontational stance was the only way to assert my feelings and perspective. however, i see now that this approach was not only ineffective but also damaging. it closed the door on understanding and empathy, escalating conflicts instead of resolving them.

i want to be clear: my behavior was my responsibility, and i take full accountability for the hurt that i have caused. it was never my right to inflict pain or discomfort on amora or anyone else, regardless of the circumstances. in trying to defend my position, i lost sight of the fundamental principles of compassion and empathy. for that, i am deeply sorry and i am committed to making amends.

moving forward, i am dedicated to learning from this experience and to growing as a person. i am actively seeking out resources and support to help me better manage my emotions and responses, especially in situations where i feel misunderstood or sidelined. i am also committed to rebuilding the bridges that have been damaged by my actions, starting with reaching out to amora and those affected to offer my apologies personally and to discuss how we might move forward in a constructive and healing manner.

i understand that apologies are only the first step in the process of reconciliation and that actions speak louder than words. therefore, i am committed to demonstrating through my actions that i have learned from this experience and that i am dedicated to contributing positively to our community. i am also open to engaging in dialogues that can foster understanding and healing, both for the immediate parties involved and for our wider circle of friends and community members.

to everyone who has been affected by this situation, i ask for your forgiveness and your patience. i am committed to doing the work necessary to earn back your trust and to restore the bonds that have been strained or broken. i understand that this will not happen overnight, but i am prepared to invest the time and effort required to make amends.

in closing, i want to express my gratitude to those who have offered their support and guidance during this challenging time. your wisdom and kindness have been a beacon of hope and a reminder of the values i aspire to embody. to amora, i extend my heartfelt apologies once again, with a hope for understanding and a path toward healing.

guys with a heavy heart ive come to tell you that mizu is actually not what she seems on this app.. shes rude, arrogant, and looks like a monkey

here's some proof of the mistreatment i've faced 😔😔

lets fight against user @escapenightmare !!! this wont go on!!!

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to everyone who has shared in the journey of my friendship with amora over the years,

i come before you with a heavy heart to share some personal news that may come as a surprise. after much reflection and numerous attempts to navigate our differences, i have made the difficult decision to end my long-standing friendship with amora. this decision wasn't made lightly and comes after recognizing a pattern of behavior that has not only hurt me but also affected our circle of friends.

friendship, to me, is built on mutual respect, understanding, and kindness. unfortunately, the dynamics of my relationship with amora have shifted away from these values (as seen in the above screenshots). despite my best efforts to address and heal these issues, the continued negativity has led me to this painful decision.

i am deeply grateful for the memories and moments of joy we've shared over the years. moving forward, i wish amora nothing but the best in her journey. i also hope for understanding and respect for our privacy from our friends and the community as we navigate this change.

thank you for your support and compassion during this time.

sincerely, mizuki.

guys with a heavy heart ive come to tell you that mizu is actually not what she seems on this app.. shes rude, arrogant, and looks like a monkey

here's some proof of the mistreatment i've faced 😔😔

lets fight against user @escapenightmare !!! this wont go on!!!

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Why do you reblog your own fics so much?

Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.

Does this look right to you??

These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. It’s the reblogs. Because that’s how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isn’t twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website that’s run by the reblog system.

Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? It’s because they put in hours of work and don’t get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but like...some validation won’t hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.

Anyway, I’m still going to reblog my shit...

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just saying if u were interested

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whats up snake

omg guys its amora?? woah?? i mean... i'm ... i'm such a big fan of yours !!! it's so nice to meet you oh my... i hope we can be friends!!

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who's mora?? there's a person named after genshin currency?? woah...

girl are u today's date cuz u're a 10/10

didnt you make this joke last year

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Hey welcome to my blog

lower your expectations immediately

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DO PE ITS HONESTLY SO GOOD I LOVE IT !!! I chose to do netball for my analysis but theres soooo many choices; recommend that you choose smth that you play in a club for or play with the school.

CRYING I ENDED UP CHOOSING PSYCH, LAW AND ECON 💀

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Congratulations on 5k ❤️

THANK U <3

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Hello

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