“Break what must be broken, once for all, that’s all, and take the suffering on oneself” - Dostoevsky bb / 19a blog about me. rants, pics, stories whatever</3
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you’ll fall in love
with somebody else
again tonight
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I feel like i’m living in a constant cycle.
{my pics}
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I think i’ve come to the conclusion that he will never change, or he won’t change for me. But i’m stuck holding onto hope and false narratives he’s made up in my mind. Til it’s over or til he changes, I will be stuck carrying the insurmountable pain he causes and secrets protecting him.
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til i force myself to forget
(as much as i can.)
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i will continue to be nothing
the same way you continue to show me that i mean nothing
+ my fav song rn <\3
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