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Hii, are u into girls?

yeah !! lilico doesn’t care much about gender — just as long as you’re kind and overall a great person , then she’ll love you !!

(men still scare her a bit , tho)

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ended turning to yumeshipping to cope …. it’s brutal out here for unfortunate angels like me ….

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i don't know if i should feel embarrassed ... i wish someone loved me so badly . platonically or romantically i don't care i just need SOMETHING . it's been four years since i've been in a REAL relationship ... i'm not sure if it's just the universe testing me or i'm that unlovable :( i don't even have friends anymore . i just feel so uncomfortable because i know they'd rather talk to anyone but me . i feel like i'm a chore to them . they don't even worry about me anymore and don't seem to care about anything other than what they have to say and it's just so !!! i do everything in my power to be likeable and i break my stupid back letting them walk all over me. i feel so pathetic . i'm sick of hearing that i'll me the right people someday but it's been like this my whole stupid LIFE. my god this isn't fair.

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is going by lilico a ref to helter skelter?! it's a rlly good movie btw!!!

yes it is, actually !! i'm so happy to see someone else who likes it omg !! <3 i'm so in love with her !!

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sigh ... I knows I said I'd wait but god , where the hell is my soulmate ?! GIVE THEM TO ME GIVE IT . I DESERVE IT I DESERVE TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED IN RETURN . GIVE IT TO ME UNIVERSE I AM NOT PLAYING ANYMORE FUCKING HELL .

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Hey, is it okay to dm you?

yes ! i don’t mind and actually love dms :D ! <33

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You’re so pretty !! I love your account and I hope your mental health is getting better ! -🌛

eek ! moon pie is just too sugary sweet to lilico !! thank you so much for the compliment !! as for her mental health , lilico is trying even though there's bumps but it's way better than before !! <3

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I need you desperately, more than air. Please steal my breath away, replace it with you.

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i want you tied up in my bed, bloodied and bruised. i just know you would look so cute and pathetic like that. the thought of it riles me up: your cute, tearful face, your pretty whimpers..

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He’s mine now. Completely, utterly mine. The way he looks at me—it’s like he’s begging for direction, for control. And I give it to him, gladly. I adore the way he bends, the way he folds under my gaze, as though his entire existence revolves around me. Because it does. It has to.

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I'd die for you~

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for lilico ?! (゜ロ゜) oh days !!! well , lilico doesn’t know what to say !!! (灬ºωº灬) it’s just tooo kyute !!! lilico’s so touched and deeply appreciates you , 💣 !!! you made her day , thank you !!! <3

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hmmm .... lilico thinks she will just be content with being serious about continuing in manifesting her soulmate . everyone else is just impure !! maybe this is why she's had so many difficulties in her love endeavours !!! she was foolish enough for falling for impure - intentioned people ... her *true* darling is her one and only !!! her heart is his and his heart is hers and lilico sees that clearly now !! she hopes he can forgive her !! she hopes she can be the best for him too !! (≧◡≦) ♡

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i don't want a gentle love. i want to be suffocated by it. smothered. owned. if they aren't willing to go insane over me and me alone — then what's the point? i don't want them at all. i'm tired of begging for scraps. why can't someone devour me whole?

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𐔌 ᵔ ܸ . .ᵔ ꣓ tagging system ꒱ ♡

to make it easier to navigate our posts instead of keeping everything so messy

#darling speaks / #darling anon - replies to asks / a nonspecific anon

#darling's despair - general vents for when i'm upset

#darling yearns - for when we're feeling a bit lonely

#darling rambles - silly rants

#darling's light - vents about a potential future lover who probably isn't in my life

#darling dearest - diary entries about my f/o

#darling starves - ed vents

#slit darling - sh vents

#(emoji) is online - specific headmate posting

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sooo!! guess who got trolled into thinking they finally got to matter to someone finally fall in love but they got horribly duped and manipulated? maybe it’s me just being punished for even entertaining the idea of being desirable to someone!!!! lololololol !!!! anyway!!!!! i’m probably just going to stick to obsessing over fictional characters because at least they can’t hurt me!!! sorry for my absence! <3 might also revamp my account!!

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are you kidding me. can’t have anything. someone new must’ve been in front because tell me why it took me so long to figure out what was the new password they changed to since they locked us out the account.

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I hope you're doing well lovely <333

btw random thing I wanted to say cuz why not.. My name's Xiejian, but people call me Xiexie as nickname or Xiji, I'm chinese :pp

-💫 anon out

(don't forget to drink and eat!)

More or less am now!! I'm so so sorry !! I was stuck in bed all week feeling really ill but I feel better! However your name is sooooo pretty!! It's sooooo cute and soooo fitting!!

Also saw your prev ask and decided to answer here but i think i'm definitely going to get into it now !! thank you so so much for taking the time to talk about alnst with me!! think i'm going to binge it whilst i before bed (since it's almost time anyway!)