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This was my last workout. I'm pretty sure that I have never had sweat dripping from my face from exercise and it was quite fun. Even with all that, I felt like I needed more. I was out of breath and my muscles were sore but I felt like I could go another round. Anyone else ever felt that way?

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Kickboxing again tonight! Scared and excited... as always just really motivated to get fit and feel good❤

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Some really bad pictures of me sparring

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My mindset going into the new month

I can’t believe it’s August already 😱😱😱 where has the year gone?! I’m so grateful for a new month 🙏🏻 July was a tough one for me and I’m going into August with positive thoughts and actions that will hopefully lead me to positive progress 👏🏻 what are some goals you have for this month?! #motivationmonday #fattofitjourney #fattofit #fitness #fitnessjourney #weightlossmotivation #weightlossjourney #weightloss

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Bruises...

...I find them all over. In the weirdest places. Usually where my muscles AREN'T sore. But they feel like badges of honor for kicking some bag ass!!

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My day.

I hate needing people. I don't like needing anyone in any way. So being in a long term relationship gets really hard some days. Sometimes I need to be close to him. I need to talk to him. I need to touch him or have him hold me. I hate those days. I hate the feeling of helplessness that I feel when I can't give myself what I need. I hate that my emotions are tied to these things. That I can't control my tears when my pms gets bad and I need a cuddle. I hate being tied to someone so immensely, yet I would hate being without them.

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This is exactly what I've been ranting about

Movie | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/179693703

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Goals!

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The struggle.

Thus far I have been determined and stubborn about going to these classes. I enjoy how they make me feel. I, however, do not enjoy the way that the people around me "support me". I get told I don't eat good food. They tell me I do so good and they wish they could join me but have a 101 reasons why they can't. First of all, stir fry is good. It is so yum. I could eat tons of it and be so satisfied. The great thing is it is packed with awesome veggies and brown rice so it's super healthy and amazingly satisfying. More so than stopping at the local McDonald's. At least for me it is. Secondly, you really shouldn't complain about a R300 monthly fee if you spend TWICE that a month on fast food and soda. Seriously. "I don't have the money" or "I don't have the time" at this stage is not an excuse. I work not one but two jobs. I have my Monday to Friday day job, then I have my all other hours photography job trying to run a business. I also have a home life and a love life but I still take the time out of my day to go to kickboxing three times a week. I get excuses. I am very much a lover of excuses. I applaud good excuses. But don't tell me how great I am, how you wish you could and then give me a lame ass excuse. You just piss me off to the point where ai have an unreasonably long tumblr rant about how you gave become my struggle. How dealing with you has become my struggle. I did not change my life drastically to fit into this new lifestyle that I am trying to obtain. I just cut the crusts off. Why can't you?

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This was me all day yesterday... Today is better but I can still feel it. I have another class tonight but honestly, I might die at the wedding I'm shooting on Saturday if I have a repeat of yesterday😢 Still going strong though

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Yasssss!

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Fitness Goals

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My first impressions

Being a libra it is said that kickboxing is considered the best excersize for me. It's supposed to put me in balance and allow me a chance to kick and punch stuff when otherwise I probably wouldn't. After my first class I felt on top of the world. The class handed me my ass, I'm unfit and overweight and generally not healthy, so I expected it. BUT I LOVED EVERY SECOND. I went for my second class in as many days yesterday and I can hardly move. I hurt everywhere. It's such hard work but I have honestly never felt better. I am so excited to go back again tomorrow. I love that I learn something new and get to push my body past crazy limits and still feel energized and good afterwards. Totally worth it!