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The nazm "Suna hai log usey aankh bhar ke dekhte hain" by Ahmad Faraz Sahab is one of my favourite , so penning this down from the perspective of the girl for whom it was written....

��ुना है आपको लगता है कि लोग हमें आंख भर के देखते हैं, इसी बहाने आपको अपने शहर में ठहरवा के देखते हैं

सुना है आपको लगता है कि रब्त है हमें ख़राब हालों से परंतु आप अपने आप को बरबाद ना करें , हम तो खुद आपकी आशिकी में खुद को बरबाद करके देखते हैं

सुना है सोचते हैं आप दर्द की गाहक है चश्म-ए-नाज़ हमारी और आप हमारी गली से गुजर कर देखते हैं , पर हम तो इन चश्म-ए-नाज़ों की निगाह से सिर्फ आपको देखते हैं

हमें भी है शेर-ओ-शायरी से शगफ़ , पर हम तो सिर्फ आपकी शायरी पढ़ कर देखते हैं....

~K.Y 💗

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कभी-कभी सोचती हूं कि क्या मैं एक यादों की अलमारी हूं या फिर एक विफलताओं का संग्रहालय कभी तो हूं मैं जटिल हिमालय पर कभी एक पत्थर के समान भी न बन सकूँ लोग कहते हैं ~ आग सा गुस्सा है मुझमें मैं तो पानी के समान शीतल हूं किसी ने मुझे छू कर नहीं देखा लगता है दुनिया को मैं तो कांटों के समान हूं किसी ने मेरा गुलाबों से भरा अतीत नहीं देखा जब मेरे गुलाब उगे कोई उन्हें तोड़ कर अपने प्रेमी के लिए ले गया अब जब मेरे पास सिर्फ कांटें बचे हैं तो मैं भला अपने प्रेमी को क्या दूं ? ~K.Y 💗

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Love ~ the most misunderstood of all Sometimes it makes us fall But the right one always will make you rise It will make you fly like a bird in infinite skies It will make everything in your life suffice But sometimes this love is a disguise And that takes me by surprise How people can make something so pure So ethereal as if it's almost ghostly Into something so cruel and vile It may feel it is giving you life while On the cruel side it is slowly Planting the seeds of hatred in your heart Because you can't hate if you have Never been Hurt don't know hate before love

That's the reason why Why~ it's a labyrinth of love A labyrinth of love Which can make you meet the gods from above It can give you life Or even take the life out of your life The notion of love is a strife Is blindly worshiping someone , love ? Or is always wanting good for them, love ? Is letting go , love ? Or is holding on , love ? This is a strife Which makes things rife ~K.Y 💗

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Overwatering My Plants....

I do not know when to stop My plants I love them alot But still I do not know Where to put the halt They need me I say To console myself They want me I reassure my brain But is not it all in vain

I water them I give them love and care I make an effort to do it all fair But still I overwater them To a point which clog their pores I choke them and burden them I project myself on them To a point they can't breathe Everyone taught me love No one taught me how to stop that love So I end up overwatering my plants Where now I see them wither and die Slowly passing by....

But is this really about watering my plants.... ~K.Y💗

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A reply to Jaun Elia's ~

"Sharm, dahshat, jhijhak, pareshani,Naaz se kaam kyun nahin leti ,

Aap, woh, ji, magar, yeh sab kya hai, Tum mera naam kyun nahin leti"....

Le to lun mai aapka naam , par jo surkh laali mere gaalon par chha jaati hai bas ik uss naam se , uska kya....

Wo naam mere mehboob ka jisey ab apna mazhab bana liya wo naam aapke liye sirf ek naam hai par mere liye wo naam mere saare din aur saari shaam hain

Aapko dekhte hi aankhein chamak jaati hain aur muskan damak jaati hai par ye kambakht honth ek dum sil se jaate hain na jaane kyun ek albeli deewani pagal mastani si ban jaati hun aur "ji , wo , magar" me kahin atak si jaati hun

Sharm, dahshat, jhijhak, pareshani se kaam le to leti hun , ek naam me kya hai aapko apni duniya me panaah de to deti hun....~K.Y💗

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The feeling of never being special

I thought you were different to me , but I was once again wrong , a person like me can not be special in fact can never be special.... There's no song which reminds people of me , there's nothing special in me , I was born ordinary , mundane....

I ruin relationships like a chilly air ruining the perfect sunshine day in winters , like clouds ruining the beautiful view of moon , people like me are never homes but always shelters , people seek refuge in us when they are away from their actual true home....

The feeling of never being special , how it feels when you know that "oh you treat everyone this way , and I am not special"....

That feeling , I can never make friends because I do not know how to keep them , how to make them feel loved and adored but no one did this for me too but again people like me are meant to love and never be loved....

I am cursed to be the lover and never the one being loved....~K.Y💗

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The day I died Everyone loved me Perhaps for who they thought I was Cause no one ever loved the real me The vulnerable me The broken me The crying me The wailing me But they did love me The happy me The bubbly me The talkative me The me for everyone But never the me for myself So I think killing myself was right

I will now be free from the world I will roam on earth Like a wanderer And then how beautiful life must be With neither a past nor a future And not even a today ~K.Y.💗

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Ganga ka ghat ho Mere haathon me tumhara hath ho Jab tum mere saath ho To ganga aarti me ishwar se bhi mulakaat ho Badle badle humare haalat ho Dil me sulajhte jazbaat ho Mera Dil badalne ki sirf tumpe hi bisaat ho Kyunki ab tum hi meri qaaynat ho.... ~K.Y 💗

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Difference between Me and You....

You gave me stars while I gave you my moon

You gave me a flower while I gave you an entire garden

I gave you my entire sky while you gave me a part of your land

I gave you the ocean while to complete my shore you didn't even give me sand

You gave me a bit of your sunshine while I gave you the shine of my entire sun

You drift along without any care , I carry the nagging weight of everything yet you're still there....

~K.Y 💗

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Jab ek din ye duniya chhod dungi....

Jab ek din Mai ye duniya chhod dungi Apna sab kuchh le jaungi Par meri kavitayen yahi rahengi Sab mujhe yaad karenge - pta nahi ? Par jab bhi zikr hoga unn shabdon ka Meri aatma jinme basti hai Unse meri rooh chehak jayegi....

Ek din Mai ye duniya chhod dungi Rukhsat ho jaungi uss aasman me Par tab bhi mere shabdon ki mehek Har dil ko mehekaayegi Sabke Dil chehekaayegi Ek albeli ladki aur uske khayalon se Ye duniya behak jaayegi Ek din Mai ye duniya chhod dungi Sabhi bandishe tod dungi....

~Ek kaviyitri aur lekhika

-K.Y 💗

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teach me how to write hindi poetry

See writing poetry is not something anyone can teach you , you write just write what you feel without caring for the fact that does it rhyme or not.... Take writing as something you love and not as a chore , and you'll see the difference....

Personally to me , art be it in it's any form has always been an escape from this world , so just take a deep breathe and start writing anything

To enhance your vocabulary read more or use rekhta

If anything more feel free to DM me

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Jab tum thak kar ghar aaoge Aur apne aap ko mujhe dhundhta paoge Jab thak kar tum akelapan nahi Mera saath chahoge Us din Mai aur tum hum ban jayenge

Jab mai mandir me tumhara saath Aur Mahadev par jal arpan Karte samay tumhara haath chahun Jab mai apni saari prarthnaon me Tumhari salamati Aur sirf tumhe chahun Us din Mai aur tum hum ban jayenge

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Yaadein

Meri har cheez tumhari yaad dilati hai Apne aap ko dekhti hu To lagta hai , mujh me Kami kya thi ? Apni kitaabon ko dekhti hu To tumhara inke liye pyaar yaad aata hai Khuda ko dekhti hu To tumhara naam yaad aata hai Chaand ko dekhti hu To tumhara chehra yaad aata hai Apni lekhni dekhti hun To tumhari yaadein yaad aati hai Har kambakhat cheez aati hai Sivaaye tumhare....

-K.Y 💗

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A Moment of ecstasy

Walking on mundane pathways , with no thing enough to intrigue these eyes but suddenly I saw "you" standing there leaning on your bike , I look down then look up again... I seriously am not hallucinating

I have my earbuds plugged in , with the song playing has lyrics which denotes the feeling of having first love and then suddenly you look in my Direction and your eyes met mine.... That was "a moment of ecstasy" the song has lyrics "dil ki harkatein meri samajh ke paar hain ji" which means "oh the behaviour of this heart is beyond my understanding"....

A moment worth remembrance even for a forever , it felt that the time has stopped there , as if when your hazel orbs looked in my own dark ones my world stopped revolving the sun but started revolving around you , as if now the moon will shine a bit brighter.... And if I could pause moments I would want life to be paused there so that I can look at you and appreciate god for curating such a human who particularly felt like "Moon" to me.....

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love is a spectrum Somewhere between I am yours And you are mine Somewhere between My heart is full of you To my heart becomes full on seeing you Somewhere between I want to be respected To I want to worship my lover Somewhere between Holding on And Letting go Somewhere between I'll make it happen and If it's meant to be it will be Love for sure is a spectrum A spectrum sadly not all can understand

~K.Y 💗

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Pyar kya doobayega mujhe , meri aankhon mein athaah samandra basta hai....

Aur dard kya darayega mujhe mere dil tak ka raasta kaanton se guzarta hai....~K.Y 💗

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God's Cursed

I go on with my Life although I do not know how to suffice Each step a weight Each breath a sigh Every thought makes me want to cry Slowly losing the will to live But I do not want to die Betrayed by friends Criticized by family Surely I was god's chosen But not for the good I am god's Cursed I am in a world where dreams Are doomed to die The sun do rise But in my life darkness suffice So fading and distant Hope a sound In a life where pain abound Everyone's sky is lit up by stars When here I chase little light far Not a god chosen To walk in divine grace But a God Cursed Stuck in an endless chase....~K.Y💗