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These men just stole the personal information of everyone in America AND control the Treasury. Link to article.

Akash Bobba

Edward Coristine

Luke Farritor

Gautier Cole Killian

Gavin Kliger

Ethan Shaotran

Spread their names!

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[text ID: This system is always tired and doesn't understand why.]

Like or Reblog if you save or use!!

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You know what? Fuck you.

*unshrinkies your dinks*

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I'm a hater I'm a hater I'm a hater. - 🪶

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problematic alter culture is "oooo let me at em let me rip them to shreds ooooo let me cmon theyre being a cunt cmoooonnn"

and then deciding its not worth it when they do let u front cus theyre fucking pathetic. too pathetic for me to even care anymore

I feel this on a very regular basis anon you're real for this one

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System + BPD culture is not knowing jack shit about your identity/beliefs/likes and dislikes/behavior/etc

Who am I without the mirroring and dissociative disorder? I feel like we'll never know.

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Finding an item from our biggest abuser and a friend telling us "Just ignore it, don't let it ruin your day" like actually fuck off. I know you mean well but she is a massive trigger so we can't just "Not think about it".

16+ years of abuse and being told to "Just ignore it" actually fuck off.

You're allowed to be upset and triggered from something. You are allowed to need to support even if you think it is stupid or small. - August 🖇️

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us with homestuck 💫

IMO nothing is more reality shattering than the autism and DID duo 💔

when i get obsessed with a show, like really obsessed the lines between what's fiction and what's real start to blur. i start to feel connected to these characters, like they aren't people I am watching on the screen in front of me but ones that i know. i feel empathy for them, and i feel scared and anxious too when they're in danger.

when i get really obsessed with a show it completely takes a hold of me, i have an animalistic urge to keep engaging because it's not just their world anymore - it's my world too now. i cannot even escape from it in my dreams, as it infects that too.

and then when you add in the DID when i have an introject from the media it makes the obsessive spiral even more immersive. i am connected to the show in an even deeper way, though i know i am not really a character in the show i can't help but view my source as myself. that is me and this is my show!

logical thinking is always there of course but sometimes even logic is overpowered by the reality break of the autistic obsession when guided by DID

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[ID: a userbox reading "this system already fucked it up. 2026 gonna be their year though" with an official illustration of sonic the hedgehog. /end ID]

[ID: a userbox reading "this system already messed it up. 2026 gonna be their year though" with an official illustration of sonic the hedgehog. /end ID]

happy new years lol

(please interact if using.)

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Yeah it's not that big of a deal I'm over it now (I developed a lifelong disorder and will never be able to live a normal, healthily abled life because of the abuse)

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what actually are endogenic systems?

• Endogenic is an umbrella term that refers to all systems that are not completely traumagenic in origin.

Why are some people claiming to be endo?

• people claiming to be endogenic systems may:

• be misdiagnosed, they may not have DID/OSDD and may have a different disorder.

• may not have researched. Which is not a excuse. You cannot claim to have any disorder without any level of research.

• they may be a traumatic system in denial of there trauma.

• singlets with fractitious disorders [Factitious disorders are conditions in which a person deliberately and consciously acts as if they have a physical or mental illness when they are not really sick.]

•singlets misidentifying normal experiences

• singlets who enjoy "being a system" finding it fun etc

Why can't endos exist?

• as previously stated. DID/OSDD is a TRAUMA RESPONSE DISORDER. you cannot have it without trauma literally.

• OSDD/DID occurs because of childhood trauma between the ages 4-9 (commonly). Because extreme trauma happens when the majority of your "personality" is formed by then. the trauma interferes with your personality development, causing the formation of other alters to help cope with that trauma / deal with the brunt of the trauma and survive day to day life.

• OCDD/DIDs can only be formed through trauma.

Why are endos so harmful?

• they spread very harmful misinformation. (Even the idea of being endogenic, forming without trauma)

they spread dangerous misinformation and stigma (demonising roles (persecutors for example)) impossible beliefs (alter death, sys hopping etc)There growing presence in general on many platforms

• endos trying to say that they have any experience to anything close to the serious trauma that causes DID/ OSDD is so so harmful to actual DID/ OSDD have had to live through and survive.

• WE ARE ALREADY STIGMATISED AND DEMONSIED IN ALL SORTS OF MEDIA AS IS.

• IT IS SO HARMFUL AND HURTFUL TO SYSTEMS WHO HAVE ACTUALLY SURVIVED AND BEEN THROUGH THE HORRORS AND TRAUMA THAT CAUSES DID/OSDD - OUR TRAUMAS ARE NOT BADGES FOR YOU TO WEAR.

- blurred asf

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Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction

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the voice of the devil

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want to clarify my stance on endos really quick.

i genuinely don’t know if endogenic systems are a thing. if i had to guess, i would say they aren’t, because it doesn’t make any sense to me, but i am not a neurologist. i can’t say that they don’t exist with complete certainty just because it goes against the papers i’ve read. i can only say that i don’t *think* they exist. i hope that makes sense.

i don’t care if endos are online and talking about it. i do care that being endo is being related to being a system at all. if endos would rebrand as something entirely different from systems, keep to their own part of the internet, that would be fine with me. the only issue i have about how current endos are online is that they are using the same language as people with CDDs, and haven’t rebranded from the movement they come from. if endos exist, it is entirely different from a CDD and frankly shouldn’t have anything to do with me.

i don’t want endos to interact on my posts, because my posts are about the CDD experience. they are entirely seperate things.

i’m not the internet police, i think endos can do whatever they want as long as they don’t do it in our spaces. the reason i am so adamant about that is because it makes people learning about CDD’s confused about what is endo stuff, and what is CDD stuff. it promotes misinformation. there’s already so much misinformation about this disorder, and a second wave of that would hurt a lot of people.

i hope this clears things up!!