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if u call urself irl yandere because you have bpd do me a favor and block me thanks

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I need a man I can either corrupt or who is shy about his taboo desires so I can laugh when he admits he likes the things I do

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the idea of polyamory makes me sickkk i would set the house on fire w all of us in it fr.

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I wanna break into your safe space and shove my vial hatred of you down your throat

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God I wish you didn’t see yourself as the victim. Its always always them and never me. I tried talking to you and you dismissed and dismissed and kept talking your own point. Never once did you hear me. You said you acknowledged, but, we both know you only care for yourself.

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I don't want to kill myself like I romanticized when I was younger. I now wish that I could simply just stop existing.

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BPD is so fucking lonely. it’s not that i want more people to share my experiences, of course not, but my support is limited to really only those who also have it. people without BPD, as well-meaning as they may be, could never understand fully what it’s like inside my head and that just furthers the cycle of alienation and shame.

it’s terribly lonely to feel your world crash down around you daily and also feel like you have to shoulder that burden alone.

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serious post. start combating any misinformation you find. monkeypox is not an sti. monkeypox spreads through *any form of contact*. it is not exclusive to gay people, and it is *not* gay people's fault. we can not let history repeat itself. don't let flashy headlines take the place of medical facts and information.

conservatives are already itching to start a witchhunt against LGBT people and monkeypox is something they are going to latch onto.

don't let them. don't let this turn into a repeat of the AIDS crisis.

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I believe I don’t deserve good things so I try really hard to be deserving of the good things that come my way it just feels like I always fall short like my best isn’t good enough

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I dont think im ok, i dont think i ever was.

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dude im so over considerate for a reason, when will people start being over considerate about how i feel or am I doing this shit for nothing???

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oh you're touch starved? here eat up *fucking punches you*

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thinking of when I had a dream I was an aging white father of 3 kids and my weeping wife was begging me to not leave (I don’t know why I was leaving her) and as I walked out the front door of our suburban home I turned around in my khakis and said “I’m sorry, but I have to go now and….I’m never coming back. I love you” and then woke up like

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Im willing to take back anything even if I dont think im in the wrong, genuinely in the right to be upset, just so I wont be abandoned or deal with people being weird. Everyone is understanding of your symptoms until you show them a silver of what’s actually in your mind. Please please please I just want things normal again. I want things to go back. I cant have him leave me. Please god I cant deal with this shit.

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being borderline is not knowing who you are unless it’s in relation to others & that’s a horrible fucking feeling