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Currently working on some writings as I watch my favorite brain rot movie (twilight) canât guarantee Iâll get any work done bc Iâve already started mumbling all the lines and not paying attention to my work heheheheeh
If you like twilight, whatâs your movie order? Mine is based solely on vibes (Iâm not team Jacob lol)
1. New moon (BEST soundtrack)
2. Twilight
3. Breaking dawn part 2 (solely for the volturi scene plus vampire Bella is hawt)
4. Eclipse
5. Breaking dawn part 1
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In case Iâve missed any recent taglist requests!
::TAGLISTS UPDATE::
if you want to me added (or removed) from one of my tag lists, open this post for more info! đ
i have taglists available for all of my series as well as a âinformed for everythingâ list! if you want to be added, leave a comment with the series you want to be added to! (yes you can be added to more than 1) // you can also message me if youâd prefer! đ
1. every update taglist
2. baby honey
3. like itâs the only thing iâll ever do (dadrry)
4. call it what you want
5. living in a daydream
6. love of my life
7. ivy
âïž if you think youâre on a taglist but arenât sure, you can request a spot again!! (some current tags arenât working so if you havenât been getting any tags, it may be bc your tag isnât updated!)
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Iâm super excited about the next few Ivy series updates!! Iâll give you guys just a little bit of a heads up about the series. I know itâs slow right now, but thatâs the point lol, and itâs going to be worth it!! Part 4 has some interesting stuff happening!!! I canât wait for you guys to read it. Itâll get more juicy & drama filled as it goes on, but parts 3 and 4 will have a lot of character development for everyone. Iâm so excited to put them out!! âșïžâșïžâșïžâșïž see u soon !! đ©”
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when are u posting baby honey part 2 đ
I had to rewrite a section of it so it got pushed back a bit! Itâll be out soon hopefully đ
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Please write however you want to. Youâre posting your writing, free of no charge on here for anyone to read. I along many read the fic just fine without any issues. If you want to give a name go ahead, if not thatâs fine too. Weâre all just excited for the next part!
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thank you to literally everyone whoâs given me a positive response to this situation. I definitely get in my head way too easily! Iâm going to make my decision based on how I truly feel about it all, and you guys will see what it is whenever the next part is released! Sorry for the craziness sometimes Iâm a little overwhelmed đ and thank you for the unwavering support and love you guys give me and my writing!! I literally only do it because you guys enjoy it! đ©”đ©”đ©”
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Hi, Iâm about to spiral if I donât get this issue sorted out đđđ
basically, Iâm anxious asf and Iâve been overthinking this Ivy situation for the past couple days, even before I released the first poll⊠pls keep reading to save my sanity
When I first started writing this series, the main female character had a name, it was âIvyâ. The series was still titled âIvyâ too (after a song, if some of you havenât picked up on that yet!) but right before I posted the first part I was like what if ppl think itâs weird that her name is ivy and the series is called ivy!!?? So I changed it last minute. Ever since itâs been bothering me. Someone pointed out that they think I shouldnât be doing it as a reader pov (y/n) series and I think I agree⊠as in âthinkâ I mean I want to change it đ
The thing is Iâm literally terrified to change it đ like idk if it would be the best thing?? Do you guys like it bc itâs a (y/n) written story?? Like am I about to ruin a good thing? The feedback Iâve gotten has been 99% great wonderful amazing on this series and I donât want to jeopardize the future of the seriesđ
SO, please vote if you have time before I lose my mind!! Itâs 10000% free, no emails collected! đ save me plsss
save my brain from a spiral -> here
Adding my taglist just because Iâm desperate for opinions đđ
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hi. if you enjoy reading my âivyâ series, please take a quick look at this post :)
UPDATE::::: (1/9/25) Iâm actually about to lose my mind so go here
So ivy is a lot different to me than most of my ongoing series because itâs super long and in depth (or so I hope at least) so I feel like Iâm more attached to it. You guys seem to like it, too! I would rather not take âsuggestionsâ on the series (like plot lines, etc) because everything is planned out.. but itâs been brought to my attention that maybe there needs to be a change with my main character.
I did âwarnâ that I use descriptions while writing her, but I kept it as (y/n). Was this the best decision? I donât know, I honestly donât think itâs a big deal.. I read stuff all the time and change descriptions in my mind and even names when main characters have names to match mine. However, I suppose this isnât as easy for some people to do.
With that being said, if it bothers you enough that you want it changed, I have a poll set up to vote on it. Iâll have it open until itâs time to post part 3. If there is a demand for a change, then I will make it and I will edit the other 2 parts that are already posted. And if it doesnât bother you, you can also vote on that so I know where you guys stand with it. Itâs a quick process, probably take you under 10 seconds to do.
(and donât worry, if it ends up being voted on to change it to a name, I can handle it lol. I started writing this story with âivyâ being her name but I decided to change it, so it doesnât matter to me Iâd rather get the issue handled with now before thereâs multiple parts I would need to edit)
Thanks for your feedback, hope I make the right decision.
Hereâs the poll đ± ((I donât have the âcollect emailsâ thing turned on so your response is 10000% anonymous & I do not have access to your email!!)) remember this for the CHARACTER not the series title
((I will add that .. if the majority of voters say they donât care about a change then I will continue to write as I have been. I will not do (y/e/c) (y/h/c) and all that because itâs honestly time consuming and I donât want to be so worried about adding those things that I jeopardize the quality of my writing))
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hi :)
i love all your writing and this is in no way a hate message but i just wanted to express something
i donât really think itâs an x reader story anymore when you give the reader such firm, singular descriptors. i donât know if you did so because you match them, so for you writing it itâs not a big deal, but itâs what makes me not read and not like the story - i donât match those descriptors at all. in any way. so it makes it really hard to be immersive.
anyway. idk. just make it an oc at that point - the whole point of an x reader story is to insert yourselfâŠ. well iâm not a short blonde. so.
hi. I get your point but I donât really think itâs that big of an issue. use your imagination and change the descriptions as you read.. I left an a/n at the start of the series explaining that I added descriptions. I donât normally use names anyways or write in this pov style. I didnât want to this to be a âyouâ story and I didnât want to give her a name. I write better when I can base things off as many details as possible. When I first started writing this series, I did actually name her âIvyâ but I changed it back to no name. Feel free to just call her that as you read :)
I decided to make a poll. (Itâs been a while since I did one) to anyone reading this, if it matters to you in any way feel free to vote on it..
ivy name change?
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Harry needs to be smacked, reader is too kind! Iâm here for the slow burn of this series but Iâm gonna need someone to kick Harryâs ass đ
Haha yeah Iâm not used to writing him this way (usually I write him all sweet and soft) but itâs been fun experimenting with this concept đ
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Ivy is soooo good! I cannot wait to see what you write from here. Iâm fully invested.
Thank you so much!! Iâm excited to keep it going! âșïžâșïžâșïžâșïžđ©”
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Hi!! Can I be on your tagged list?? Also do you know how many parts âIvyâ series will be?? Itâs soooooo good!!
Yes of course! Iâll add you right away! And as of right now, my outline has 10 parts planned out so far but tbh it might end up being a bit more than that. I love writing this series so I have big plans!! ((I know itâs still going slow right now, but I want to establish the characters & the storyline before any âšbigâš things happen âșïžâșïžâșïžâșïž))
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(1) howâs one to know..
harry is just an ass and (Y/n) is just a stranger â series introduction, bit of angst
(2) an incandescent glow
(Y/n) just wanted to have a fun night out, but Harry has a tendency to ruin things.. â angst and sadness filled
*à©â©â§âË playlist *à©â©â§âË
(just a few songs that inspired this series & what I listen to while writing it :: these are my music preferences so if you donât like them.. donât listen) âąâąâąslight spoilers so be aware/you can skip over thisâąâąâą
ivy - taylor swift
lie to girls - sabrina carpenter
my boy only breaks his favorite toys - taylor swift
norman fucking rockwell- lana del rey
souvenir - selena gomez
something in the way - nirvana
fine line - harry styles
guilty as sin - taylor swift
cinnamon girl - lana del rey
brain stew- greenday
the next best american record - lana del rey
dancing with our hands tied - taylor swift
lips of an angel - hinder
tonight - zayn
small talk - niall horan
iris - goo goo dolls
stay over - tove lo
false god - taylor swift
little freak - harry styles
crimson and clover - joan jett (& the blackhearts)
I can fix him (no really I can) - taylor swift
get stoned - hinder
there you are - zayn
alone - heart
cardigan - taylor swift
mateo- tove lo
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ivy: an incandescent glow
(Y/n) just wants to have a fun night out, but Harry has a tendency to ruin things..
[part 2]
masterlist // ivy series
word count: 10.9k
warnings/tags: enemies to lovers, harry x fem reader, angst
Although the week had been quite packed with things at work, (Y/n) had decided that maybe it would be best if she did go out for the night. It would only be for a few hours, and Niall had assured her when he came over the other night for dinner that it would be a good time. Emma begged a few times, of course, and she didnât want to admit to giving in to her, but she did.. It wasnât out of the ordinary for her to go out, it had simply been a while.
âIs Niall riding with us?â She asked Emma when she popped in (Y/n)âs room to borrow a pair of earrings that would better match her outfit.
âNo, heâs going with Zayn. They usually go early to meet with the owner and stuff.â She explained as she looked in the mirror, slipping the earrings into her piercing holes. âHe might ride back.. Iâm not going to drink very much, probably just one drink when we first get there. Heâll want to celebrate after and you know how he is.â
âHe definitely doesnât need to be in a driverâs seat.â
Emma sighed. âHe doesnât even need to do that when heâs sober. He pays horrible attention to the road.â
âYour dress is cute. I love the red on you.â
âThanks! I love your skirt.. even though it covers your ass too much.â She joked with a grin.
(Y/n) rolled her eyes. âI donât want my ass hanging out all the time.â
âWhen it looks that good.. you should.â
âDo I need to change?â
Emma smacked her lips and grabbed (Y/n)âs hand, knocking the makeup brush out of her grip. âStop! You look perfect, (Y/n), Iâm only teasing because your ass is nice and mine is nowhere near as big.â A laugh fell from her lips as she wrapped her arms around (Y/n). âYouâre hot, girl.â
âAm not.â She huffed back, embracing Emma just as tight. âBut thanks.â
âThe skirt is hot. The style is cute on you, plus the sparkles on your shirt are going to shine so much in the bar. Like a disco ball.. all eyes on you, sugar.â
(Y/n) chuckled at Emmaâs flattering statements. She was glad to have an encouraging friend like her. Before all the joking, she did have a thought or two about the skirt and the bright orange shirt covered in fake rectangular gemstones. The straps were thin, and the necklace was low but straight across, covering any opportunity for cleavage to show. It was definitely not a shirt someone would wear on a daily basis, but it was perfect for going out.
âAre you wearing heels?â Emma asked, looking down to see her shoeless feet.
âProbably the chunky ones with the straps, the black ones. Are you?â
She nodded back. âIâll make Niall rub my feet tonight.â
(Y/n) snickered. âIâll make you rub mine.â
âI mean, I will. Youâre my best friend.. as long as you arenât sweaty.â Emmaâs lashes hit her cheek as she winked.
âDonât you need to finish getting ready?â (Y/n) said as she turned back towards the mirror to work on her makeup.
Emma was notorious for being late, and it took everything in (Y/n) to wrangle her up and out of the door when they were going places together. Niall didnât give them a specific time to be at the bar, but he did say when the band would start. Emma needed to get ready quick if they wanted to make it on time.
The car ride was full of quick conversations with random topics in between their performances of some of their favorite songs. They had hit a karaoke stage as a duo before, plenty of times, so they were confident in their list of songs. In between the belting and off key singing, they had a few longer talks. Emma asked if (Y/n) was nervous about going to a bar sheâd never been to before, in which she said âno, Iâm excitedâ and then let Emma tell her all about the layout of the place.
âYou said something about.. Niall celebrating after?â
Emma nodded as she kept her eyes on the road ahead of them. âThey donât play the entire night. Usually have about two afters until closing. Depends on if thereâs any requests.â
âRequests?â (Y/n) lifted her brows, surprised by the seemingly popularity Niallâs crew had. âThey must be really good?â
Although she had seen videos of Niall, she hadnât seen any of his band. Emma didnât really use social media a lot, so she never posted anything or shared posts about their shows. (Y/n) was going to be completely surprised by whatever was to come tonight. She knew it would be good though. If they could continue to book the same venue time and time again, then they must bring in a good audience.
When the silence rose between them, (Y/n) took the opportunity to look at Emmaâs outfit. She was humming softly to the song playing on the radio as she drove, her concentration on the road and not on her friendâs gazing eyes. Emma had such pretty dark hair that (Y/n) thought was perfectly placed strand by stand on her head. It had a natural wave to it that was easy to style, whereas (Y/n) had to place heated curls into her long, straight hair whenever she wanted it to look cute. Emma had a slimmer build than she did, her legs were longer despite them being a similar height. No matter how hard she tried not to look, her eyes always naturally fell to catch a glimpse at the gap between Emmaâs legs. She never looked at it in a weird way, like she was attracted to her, but in an envious way. When she stared down at her own thighs or burned holes through her mirror, she always frowned and swallowed harshly as her skin pressed together - the inside of her thighs always touching. It wasnât the biggest deal to her, but it was noticeable in her eyes, so she assumed it was.. noticeable for everyone else. Emma had small boobs, but they fit perfectly on her frame. While (Y/n) had a small cup size, they didnât necessarily match her body, she believed. Her hips were wider, her ass fuller - as Emma reminded her often - and her stomach was pudgy. She wasnât skinny, nor tall and lanky. She was short, plump, and her thighs touched.. She never thought she was unattractive but she figured she wasnât conventionally attractive, she didnât possess those things that society craved and demanded of women.
Emmaâs outfit tonight was perfectly sculpted to her slim body. The red dress had a satin finish to it as it draped carefully over her cleavage, the swell of her breasts peeking out just enough to keep someone guessing. Her tanned skin was littered with delicate gold jewelry - her signature flower ring on her right hand was accompanied by a few random ones, and a ruby necklace hung over her collarbones, Niall gifted that to her for Christmas.
(Y/n) was confident in her outfit for the night, she was comfortable in the articles of clothing. She was very used to wearing heels when going out, she believed they made the outfits even better, so her feet werenât going to be hurting that bad later on. She thought her makeup was done nicely, a dark grey smokey eye with a shimmery white covering her lid and a pink nude gloss over her thick lips. Her lips, that was the one thing she was confident in each and every time she looked at her reflection. They were plump, full, and much thicker than the average personâs. She had been told several times that her lips would do wonders - although, she hadnât gotten to that with anyone yet. She had kissed a few people, though, and they told her it was heavenly. She took the praise to heart and was proud of it. Her thighs might touch and her hair might dry straight, but she had pretty lips.. that would surely be enough to attract someone one of these days, right?
After a couple of minutes of silence, more than (Y/n) had realized, Emma spoke up. âAre you feeling okay?â
(Y/n) stuck her tongue out to wet her lips, smearing her lip gloss in the process. âYeah. Why?â
Emma shrugged. âYouâre quiet.. you seem like youâre thinking about something.â
âIâm fine, promise.â
They became quiet again. She knew that sometimes she became mute when she was anxious or thinking thoroughly about something, and she hated when people noticed or pointed it out. She wasnât intentionally trying to be that way, it just happened. She assumed it was normal, but perhaps she did it too much?
â(Y/n), if youâre worrying about your outfit, please donât. You look hot. You always do.â Emma suddenly said, a smile laced in her words. âThereâs gonna be guys dropping to your feet tonight, like they always do.â
âThey donât drop to my feet.â She huffed, pursing her lips at the thought. âThey just want to hook up with me.â
Emma smirked. âItâs your ass, Iâm telling you. They love it.â
âEmma, please.â (Y/n) was fighting back a chuckle.
âI promise, swear on every little thing, (Y/n), your outfit is perfect and you look perfect.â
A weighted sigh escaped through her lips as she relaxed in the seat, her eyes shifting to look out of the window. âThanks, Em.â
While (Y/n) had never been to the establishment they arrived at, she was no stranger to a bar or club setting. Emma no longer seemed to be worried or concerned about any lingering doubts (Y/n) might have about her outfit or how the night would go. They strolled to the door, hand in hand with giggles pouring from their mouths as Emma joked about how excited she was for what Niall was going to give her after the show. Apparently, performing gave him a boost of confidence, energy, and testosterone. Emma was not shy about telling every detail and making sure (Y/n) knew all the craziest parts.
âThereâs a good bit of people here.â (Y/n) said as she raised her brows, looking at the good sized line forming to the door.
âYeah, itâs always packed out. This is one of the best places around. Decent prices, good djs and bands, obviously.â Emma grinned at her own comment. âAnd the food is actually great. I never came before I got with Niall though.â
âYeah, Iâm kinda surprised we never popped in here during school.â
Emmaâs smile turned to a smirk. âThey couldnât handle our karaoke performances.â
Once they paid the cover charge and made a quick trip to the restroom before getting settled anywhere, they headed to the bar, still hand in hand as they weaved through the crowd of people already dancing. (Y/n) took notice of the interior as they waited for the bartender to come over to them.
The place was pretty big for what it was. The main room had a large dance floor space, a stage lined the back wall. Apparently, the place always had live performers or guest djs. It used to be a small theater that was renovated - the seating ripped out to transform the venue, but the stage remained untouched. Along the left side of the huge open room were tables with booth style benches shaped in half circles. Most of them were already occupied, but she could tell it was more of a casual thing - instead of a âbeing seated and waited onâ space. There was a doorway close to the opposite end of the bar covered with a long, sparkling beaded curtain. The sign next to the door read âVIPâ. She pursed her lips at the idea of this place being so popular that they had a special seating area. Her eyes darted to the bartender as she heard Emma start saying her order. (Y/n) ordered a drink consisting of rum and pineapple juice, intending to get something stronger later once the show started.
âHey there, strangers.â A familiar voice called out over the music.
âOh, hi, Niall!â Emma was cheerful as he sat down on the stool closest to them. They had been standing, though, not wanting to claim a seat at the bar. âWhat are you doing out here?â
He shrugged. âWeâve got a few minutes to kill. Getting started?â He nodded his head towards the drink in Emmaâs hand.
âYeah, just having one.. since youâll be drinking whateverâs left at the bar later.â
(Y/n) laughed at their banter, which caught Niallâs attention. âI expect you, missy, to have fun tonight. I want everyone to experience how wild you can get.â
âI told her she needs to have fun!â Emma exclaimed, reaching over to grab (Y/n)âs elbow and give it a squeeze.
âIâll have a few.. but Iâm not going to go crazy.â
They both gave her a dramatic eye roll, Niall adding a huff to his reaction. âCâmon, (Y/n), live a little!â
âYeah, a little, not a lot.â She smiled back, amused by their mix of excitement and disappointment.
âIâll make sure you have a few rounds of tequila later. On me, of course.â Niall said, looking from her to Emma. âIf you donât drink yours.. then Iâll take it, babe.â
âAre you guys doing requests tonight?â Emma changed the topic after shaking her head at him.
He slowly lifted his head in a nod. âFrom what I was told. As long as we know it.. weâll play it.â
âDo my song, okay?â Emma begged with a pout of her lips.
He shaped a grin on his. âItâs on the set list, baby.â
âWhat kind of music do you play?â (Y/n) asked, genuinely curious about it. Emma hadnât really given her much of an idea about what to expect, just a guarantee that sheâd love it and have fun.
âMostly rock.. We do a lot of nineties.. early two thousands songs. Bunch of classic rock, though. Little bit of grunge, dad rock.. if thatâs what you wanna call it. Sometimes we branch out.. but mostly stick to that stuff.â Niall said as he stood from the stool, a sigh following his final words as he ran a hand through his puffed up dark hair.
âTime to get ready?â Emma pouted, her free hand slipping onto his waist.
âYeah, gotta round up the lads.â He breathed out, his eyes focusing on Emma now. âIâll be watching you, babe. Make sure ya dance for me, yeah?â He teased with a lick of his lips, which clearly fell downward to meet hers.
(Y/n) swallowed a sip of her drink and let her eyes move to the floor. She wasnât grossed out by their display of affection, she just felt like she was intruding. Emma was always so open with her about the things she did with Niall and others before he came along, but she never had those kinds of stories to tell back to her. She had been with one person, the summer before university began, and it was terrible. Aside from that, kissing people was the extent of her experience. She enjoyed most of the times she had almost gone far with people, but it never got to that point.
Emma hugged Niall quickly as he said something about needing to go. When he disappeared in the crowd, Emma turned to face (Y/n) again.
âNiall might stay over tonight.â She said, taking a sip of her drink. âJust to let you know.â
âAlright, thatâs fine.â
Emma slid her gaze around the room, taking in the familiar setting, before looking back to (Y/n). âI hope you like the music. Thereâs a bunch of songs you definitely know on the set.â
âMâsure I will.â
âAre you good?â Emma smiled sweetly, not trying to pry or seem too nosy, but she noticed how (Y/n) had shied away from her and Niall just before he left.
âIâm fine. You worry too much.â
(Y/n) sighed lightly as Emma took her hand. âMaybe we can find you a hot guy tonight. I know you know how to use those lips.â
âDonât say it like that!â (Y/n) laughed, covering her mouth as her cheeks blushed.
âKissing, I mean! But Iâm sure you can do the other stuff, too.â Emma just smirked, knowing that her attempt at making (Y/n) feel better was working.
They didnât have to wait too much longer for everything to start. But as they stood next to the bar, partially resting on the stools, the place filled up to more than capacity. It was like a big name musician was in town. Emma told (Y/n) about the popularity of the bar again and how it was always sold out and packed floor to ceiling with people. She was very impressed by the crowd that had formed around them, and she wondered how much of that was just from the placeâs atmosphere and how much was for the live show.
Just as the guy who was normally over the music appeared on the stage to announce that the show was about to begin, Emma grabbed (Y/n)âs hand and they shoved their way to the front of the crowd, not quite in the center but close enough. Emma wanted to be in front of where Niall would be standing. The lights dimmed, replaced with flashing colorful lights and white strobing flashes. Emma was cheering with the crowd while (Y/n) waited in anticipation. She was excited to see Niall perform live, but she was more interested in seeing the rest of the band.
A small group flooded the stage suddenly, instruments in a few of their hands, including Niallâs. The lights were purposely not flashing on to the stage yet, so it was too dark for her to tell. She thought she recognized the person getting behind the drum set, but she wasn't sure. Emma let out a piercing squeal as the show finally began.
(Y/n) happily smiled and started to sway her hips from side to side as a familiar opening instrumental of a song started to fill the room. The lights on the floor of the stage popped on, lighting up the band as the singer started the first verse of âCome As You Areâ. She was nodding her head to the music as she watched Niall pluck the strings on the guitar, he was pursing his lips and seeming to be enjoying what he was doing. His eyes shot up and he gave them a quick grin before focusing back on the guitar in his hands and the microphone placed near his mouth. Emma had told her that he sings backup vocals sometimes, depending on the song. She let her eyes roam over the rest of the band. She kept getting a bright red light shot into her eye from one of the stage lights above them, so it was difficult to see at first.
âOh, Zayn!â She yelled out over the music, hitting Emma on her arm. She hadnât told her that he was in the band - in fact, she didnât know much about the band at all.
There were two other people she didnât recognize, one was a girl playing a keyboard and a guy with dark blond hair playing a bass guitar. Another gasp came from her as she finally got to clearly see the person tightly gripping the microphone. She truly didnât expect to recognize more than just Niall and Zayn. There stood before her, in the middle of the stage with two big hands wrapped around the microphone and the top of the stand was a third familiar face. Sweat was already rolling down from his hairline, his long curly hair was messy on his head as he jerked around while singing. A white t-shirt hugged his body, sticking to him like glue, and a pair of dark jeans over his legs. The jet black ink of the snake tattoo stood out against his skin as the lights flashed over it, the creature wrapping perfectly around his arm. It was Harry.
The next song started almost immediately and it was another one that she recognized right off the top of the first note played. (Y/n)âs dad had a thing for rock music, and she knew the start of âHighway to Hellâ like the back of her hand. She was impressed by the vocal range Harry was able to belt out into the microphone. Niall and the other guy she didnât know the name of were singing the chorus with him. Emma was dancing like it was the actual band performing the song, but her behavior made (Y/n) more comfortable and soon she was doing the same.
Every now and then, Niall would flash them a toothy grin and give them a nod of his head, approving of their performance and dancing. (Y/n) was on her second drink, this one they grabbed soon after Niall left them and it was stronger than the first. She was feeling the blood rushing to her cheeks, and not from the dancing or close quarters of the crowd. It had been a while since she went out, so she was starting to feel that sensation flood through her - she wanted to have fun tonight.
For almost an hour, (Y/n) and Emma danced with each other, screaming out the lyrics they knew to different songs. They would do an impersonation of Niall every now and when he'd look towards them, air guitars and rock star head bangs acted out - all of which made him throw his head back and laugh. Like they usually did when they went out together, theyâd grab onto each other and hug while singing or playfully run their hands down each otherâs sides. It was all in fun, of course, and the alcohol contributed.
They both let go of their embrace as the music dialed down, twisting so they could face the stage. Niall was guzzling a bottle of water as Harry shoved his hand through his hair, pushing it out of his face. The bass player grabbed a stool from the back of the stage and brought it to Harry. Emma was familiar with this portion of the show, so she grabbed (Y/n)âs forearm to get her attention.
âIâm gonna get some water, do you want another drink?â Emma asked as she took a deep breath, exhausted from trying to outdo the performance on the stage.
âYeah, get me another one of these.â (Y/n) nodded as she passed her empty cup, knowing sheâd toss in the bin for her. Emma disappeared into the crowd to fight her way to the bar just as Harry adjusted the microphone stand and sat on the stool.
He was holding a bottle of water as he leaned into the microphone. âWeâre gone slow it down for a bit.â His deep voice rattled through the speakers, a quick smirk shaping to his lips before he put the bottle to them.
(Y/n) couldnât help but watch him as he swallowed half the contents of the bottle. It sloshed out, spilling over the corners of his mouth and running down his chin. Water droplets soaked and trailed down the fabric of his shirt. She was still so shocked by the fact he was the singer in Niallâs band. Maybe Emma just didnât tell her because she knew they didnât know each other. They met once, but they were strangers. He tossed the half empty water bottle on the ground, some of it spilled out since the top wasnât screwed all the way on. His eyes roamed over the crowd as he grabbed the microphone. He glanced over his shoulder towards Niall, who gave him a nod and started up the next song.
(Y/n) had thoughts spinning in her head, the buzz from her drinks wasnât helping her concentrate on just one thing. She wondered what songs they would do next. What kind of slower songs did they prefer to do? She figured it would be some of the same artists and bands they had covered thus far. Her eyes were glued to the floor, thoughts circling her mind at a hundred miles an hour. Had that second drink really been that strong or was she dizzy from being so close to the speakers?
(Y/n) lifted her head the moment she realized what song was being played. She shot her gaze to Niall, then over to the bass guitarist. She knew those chords better than any other song that existed. All those running thoughts vanished in her head as Harryâs voice dropped low with the first verse of the song. The way he sang the words just as slow as they originally were done made her heart skip a beat. This song was special to her. This was something she wasnât even sure Emma knew. She talked about losing her mom quite often with Emma, but her brother was a different story. And as his favorite song was being sung, she couldnât help but feel a sadness creep over her joyful mood. All the energy she had jolting through her veins like lightning had slowed to a dull pulse. She gulped as she glanced next to her, Emma hadnât returned yet. Niall was too busy focusing on the chords he was playing to give her any looks. She felt like she was about to pass out, not from the heat built up from the crowd or the alcohol in her system - but from the overwhelming feelings washing through her. (Y/n)âs strained blue eyes flicked to Harry, and for just a split second he locked his gaze on her. It was gone before she could understand what was happening. She was sure he didnât notice her, and if he did then he didnât recognize her or care to remember the glimpse of her face he got at the tattoo shop.
She thought maybe watching Niall would distract her, but witnessing him playing the music she so easily knew was making it worse. She wasnât sure how long she had been standing there with her eyes glued to the floor. The song wasnât over yet, thatâs all she was sure of.
âOh, this is new! Theyâve never done this one before!â Emma suddenly appeared next to her, a smile over her lips as she passed (Y/n) the drink.
She turned her head, glad to see that her friend had returned but sort of upset that she left in the first place. Emma couldnât have known what song was going to be next, clearly she was unaware of it, and she didnât know the intense attachment (Y/n) had to it. She couldnât blame Emma for anything.
âThanks. Iâm running.. to the restroom!â She yelled over the speaker that was extremely close to them.
Emma gave her a thumbs up and a quick âbe carefulâ. Before Emma could drop her arm, (Y/n) was pushing her way through the crowd towards the restroom, well she actually wasnât sure where she was heading. She had to get away from that stage. She had to disappear for a few minutes to collect herself. It wasnât the performance that bothered her - Niall was amazing, as were the others playing instruments, and Harry was doing the song justice. It was just her mind. Sweaty bodies bumped into her as she elbowed through everyone. She felt like she was drowning in a sea of people. It was so loud in the place that her ears were ringing. She couldnât even hear the music anymore, she was unaware the song had finished and a new one was being played. She broke through the crowd, sucking in a quick breath as she realized she was free of the constraints of people around her.
The restroom was close by, and she stopped just outside the door to chug the alcohol from the cup Emma had just brought her. It was gone within a few seconds. She didnât care about the sticky drops landing on her chest or the few rolling down her lips, smudging her lip gloss and tracing light lines in her makeup. The bathroom was cold, arctic cold at that. It was a feeling of utter relief to be free of the music, the crowd, the lights.
She stumbled to the sinks, almost forgetting the height of her shoes. Her hands gripped the cold porcelain of the sink in the farthest corner of the bathroom. The fuzzy feeling in her head hadnât faded yet. She stared at the sink bowl, the silver lined drain gazing back up at her. (Y/n) spent far longer in the restroom than she meant to.
After ten minutes of her being gone, Emma decided she was going to check on (Y/n). She was in still in the restroom, and after Emma asked her several times if she was alright or feeling upset, they chose to return to the front of the crowd. (Y/n) convinced her friend that she was just having an upset stomach from the drinks, despite them stopping by the bar so she could get another before they got back to the stage. Emma didnât think anything of it and just assumed that since it had been a while since (Y/n) had alcohol, maybe she really was just having a stomach ache.
The band continued on for a while longer, taking a few breaks here and there to drink water and take requests. (Y/n) considered submitting a song to Niall, but she was hesitant to. Besides, several other songs had been yelled out from the crowd, along with some people pushing their way to the front to the stage to call out a song title. She assumed this wouldnât be the last time Emma drug her out to one of Niallâs shows, so sheâd just request something next time. Instead of waiting around for the final song, she returned to the bar on her own and ordered a shot. The memories of her brother were faded by now, but she was determined to flood them out with alcohol. Tonight was supposed to be fun anyway, not filled with sadness.
Emma cheered loud for the band as they finished their last song and said a quick thank you to everyone. (Y/n) was perched on a bar stool, her eyes filling with stars as she stared at the bar, trying to stay awake. The usual dj returned to the stage to get the music going for the patrons of the bar. It was obvious that some people only showed for the live music because a good bit exited out the door once the set was over, but it was still a pretty big crowd in the building.
âHey! There you are!â Emma shouted as she walked to the bar, her hand reaching out to take (Y/n)âs. âFeeling okay?â
âYeah. Just got some water.â She presented a drunken smile as she held up the small cup of ice water.
âGood! You need to take a break.â Emma grinned back, glad to see that (Y/n) was enjoying herself, but wary of how much she had consumed. âCâmon, Niall and the others are gonna be in the back room for the rest of the night.â
âOkay.â (Y/n) didnât really have a choice on what to do as Emma yanked her off the bar stool and towards the beaded curtain she noticed earlier. It was sparkling from the lights reflecting on the crystals. âWhere are we going?â
Emma gave her a laugh, amused by her obvious buzzed behavior, and just pulled her through the curtain. (Y/n) smacked a few strands of beads away from her face as they tried to tangle up in her hair. The same music that was playing in the main room was also playing in this one. She was intrigued by the new setting, curious to know what kind of important people would be filling it. Was it just for the barâs usual customers or did you have to have some kind of pass? She wasnât sure, the disco ball hanging from the ceiling distracted her and made the thoughts dissipate. Her eyes shifted around the room as she took in the new sights. Heavy velvet curtains dripped from the ceilings, covering the walls but not actually any windows they were simply decorations. There were three big, fancy leather sectionals placed in the room - two in each corner and one in the middle of the wall. Curtains hung to separate them, but they appeared to be pulled back tonight. Glowing purple lights centered on short tables in the middle of each couch lit up the leather, making everything seem magical and ethereal. She couldnât miss the stripperâs pole that was in the middle of the small dance floor, elevated a few feet off the ground on an even smaller stage.
âHi, Emma!â A girl appeared in front of them, and (Y/n) recognized her as the girl who was playing the keyboard on stage. The girlâs natural red hair was glowing under the mix of lights flashing in the room. âWhoâs this beauty?â
Emma grinned, letting go of (Y/n)âs hand so she could gesture to her. âThis is my friend, (Y/n). We live together.â
âOh, nice to meet you!â
(Y/n) mustered up a polite smile and a small wave. âHi.â
âThis is Michelle.â Emma said, glancing at (Y/n) to make sure she was okay.
âYou were awesome on stage.â She said to the girl whoâs eyes she found to be pretty, the piercing icy blue lighting up even in the dark room.
âThank you!â She nodded towards the table in the back corner. âI think weâve claimed that one for the night if you girls wanna sit.â
âSure!â Emma followed behind her, which led (Y/n) to do the same.
Michelle and Emma plopped down on the leather couch, immediately starting up a conversation as (Y/n) sat next to them, but not as close as they were together. She let her eyes move around the room again, searching for a familiar face. There were a handful of people already in the room, most of which were talking to a girl to place their drink orders. She moved her head a little, trying to see past someone. In that same moment, a security guard pulled back the beaded strings and let a group of people in. By the way they were dressed and how some of them had a smug look on their faces, she assumed these were the higher paying patrons of the establishment. Emerging from behind that crowd, (Y/n) saw Niall brush past the beads. His eyes roamed around until he spotted them in the back.
âOh, thereâs the guys.â Michelle nudged Emma to get her attention as she pointed towards them.
âFinally!â Emma jumped up as Niall got closer to them, she was ready to pounce on him. Their eyes met and he put on a big smirk for her, just as excited as she was to finally get his hands on her.
âHave you met everyone else?â Michelle asked as she slid over next to (Y/n), their thighs touching as she offered a kind smile.
âIâve met Zayn.â She said with a soft sigh. âKinda met Harry, but not really.â
âOh, well, thatâs Cory!â Michelle pointed to the guy that walked past Niall and Emma as they hugged and twirled each other around. âHe plays bass.â
(Y/n) gave her a nod, silently letting her know she was paying attention. The guy approached the couch before Niall did, since Emma was holding things up with her pecks to his cheeks and lips. He gave Michelle a smile and shot his eyes to (Y/n). His brows furrowed and he held his hand out in a loosely pointing gesture towards her.
âDonât think weâve met.â He said, his confused look morphing to a smile as he sat in the spot across from her. âNiall told me Emma had a friend coming. (Y/n), right?â
âYeah, thatâs me.â She turned her lips up, giving him a gentle nod of her head.
âNot drinking tonight?â Michelle asked him with a cock of her brow as she noticed his empty hands.
He laughed back. âHarryâs bringing us a round.â
âOh, of course he is.â
âHey, (Y/n)!â Niall greeted her with a loud voice, happy to see that she was finally apart of their small crew. âHow was the show?â
Emma took a seat on the opposite side of the coach, letting Niall claim the place closest to Cory. âI think she loved it!â
âIt was so good. You guys are amazing.â
âSaw me shredding the fuck out of that guitar, yeah?â He joked, getting a laugh out as everyone rolled their eyes and smiled at him.
âYou killed it, for sure.â (Y/n) took a sip of her water, wishing she had more than that was left in the cup.
âWhat are you drinking?â Michelle asked curiously.
She pushed out a breath. âJust water right now. I.. had a few already.â
âYour outfit is stunning. I love the top.â
Emma beamed as she heard the compliment. âI told you, (Y/n), you look so hot tonight!â
âIâll say.â Michelle teased just as her phone buzzed in her hand, her eyes falling down to check the message.
(Y/n) felt a bit of uneasiness building in her stomach as she realized she was feeling out of place all of a sudden. Cory was also focused on his phone while Emma had thrown her leg over Niallâs lap and her arm around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss. While she wasnât with complete strangers, she didnât really know Michelle and Cory. The only other person she knew hadnât come over here yet, Zayn wasnât anywhere near that she could see. Emma was distracted with Niall, leaving (Y/n) to fend for herself. She swallowed a lump that was forming in her throat and ran her hand over the ends of her skirt, adjusting it on the tops of her thighs. She reverted back to those insecure thoughts she had while on the drive here. Michelle was skinnier than Emma was, leaving her to feel even more vulnerable and uncomfortable. She tried to ignore it by picking up her head, wanting her eyes to catch something interesting to stare at for a bit - but instead she saw someone she recognized coming their way, two people actually.
âThe partyâs here!â Michelle announced as she, too, looked up and saw what was heading their way.
Everyone looked up to see Zayn walking to them, a girl on his arm, and Harry leading one of the bartenders from the front room to the table. The woman had a tray of beers balanced on her palm. Zayn sat down next to Niall, the woman holding onto his elbow sitting beside him. (Y/n) figured that was Alyssa - Emma had mentioned her several times while telling stories. The bartender sat the tray down and replied as Niall and Cory both thanked her for bringing them out. She disappeared, leaving them to all to reach for a cup.
âTake one, take one. Drink this damn shit.â Harry yelled with a joyful tone as he grabbed a cup before taking the space next to Michelle.
âShit, I forgot to tell Harry about (Y/n).â Niall said with a groan, glancing at Emma as he got them each a cup.
âWhat?â Harry smacked his lips as he heard his name, not sure what Niall was referring to.
âMy friend, (Y/n). She was with me at the shop when I got my tattoo.â Emma said, motioning her hand to where (Y/n) was sitting.
Harry leaned up to look past Michelle towards the person he had only briefly laid his eyes on before. He shrugged his shoulders, seemingly not concerned with her presence.
âI got the usual number, so sheâs shit out of luck.â He casually said the harsh words.
Emma stood up to pass the drink to (Y/n). âShe can have mine! Here, (Y/n), Iâm not drinking anything else.â
She gladly took it and brought the cup to her lips, taking just a sip. That caught Zaynâs attention. He jolted up, pointing towards her with a grin on his face.
âHey! I need to see you chug that since youâre so good at it.â
Emma clapped her hands together, remembering that sheâs mentioned (Y/n)âs secret talent to him before. âCâmon, (Y/n)! Show âem how itâs done.â
âNo, no. Not tonight.â (Y/n) let out a nervous laugh and slowly sipped the beer. It wasnât her favorite drink, but she wasnât going to be rude and turn down the offer.
Niall let a smirk grow on his lips. âI need to witness this, too. Câmon, weâll get ya another one.â
She shook her head again. âI canât, I might throw up. Iâve had a few.â
âWhat is it, can she chug quick?â Cory asked, leaning his elbow on his knee as he was now curious with the excitement coming from them.
âFast as fuck, Cory. I swear, sheâs insane.â Emma said with a proud smile.
âSheâs exaggerating.â (Y/n) shook her head, trying to hide her flushing cheeks by turning her head.
Niall stood up, his cup still full, and stepped around the table to where (Y/n) was sitting. He grabbed her hand and yanked her up to her feet, laughing as she stumbled but quickly caught herself. Emma was cheering her on, knowing that Niall was about to challenge her.
âCâmon! Letâs see who can finish first.â Niall said, hitting his cup against hers, the liquid sloshing around in the clear plastic.
She let out a heavy sigh and rolled her eyes at them, aware that she wouldnât hear the end of it if she chose not to do it. She cleared her throat, took a deep breath, and nodded.
âFine.â
Niall boasted with excitement, screaming like his favorite team just won a game. Emma watched with a wide grin, her hands clasped together - she hadnât seen (Y/n) have this much fun in a while, so she was ecstatic over it. Cory counted them down from three. (Y/n) relaxed her throat and let the liquid flow into her mouth. She closed her eyes, trying to dissociate herself so that she didnât think about drinking quickly. The trick was to forget what you were actually doing and just.. do it. She was fairly good at the trick, seeming to perfect it. Niall still had about a third of his beer left when she dropped the cup on the table, not a single drop let.
Michelle jumped up and raised her hands high, screeching loud as she felt like she witnessed a miracle. Emma was laughing hard at the drop of Coryâs jaw and the impressed smirk on Zaynâs face.
âFuck.â Niall choked out as he finished, his hand covering his stomach as he felt the beer rushing down his body.
âItâs all in the throat.â (Y/n) joked as she gave him a playful shove.
Niall chuckled, patting her on the back as if she achieved something so great. âMâglad youâre better with your throat than I am with mine.â
âWait, wait. Now Iâm feeling competitive.â Cory said with a laugh, glancing at his own drink that was still full.
âI can do one more, but thatâs it.â (Y/n) said, her stomach bubbling from the contents filling it.
âHere. I barely drank any.â Michelle offered up her beer, more focused on the entertainment than drinking it herself.
âCâmon, letâs do it.â Cory jumped up, ready to put his previous years of being in a fraternity to the test.
Niall led the count this time, and as soon as the word âgoâ left his mouth, (Y/n) had her lips on the rim of the cup, tipping it back into her mouth. Everyone watched again with amazement as laughter and cheers filled the space they shared. Well, all but one let out a joyful noise. Harry was sitting against the back of the couch with his arm over his chest, watching but seeming to not be amused by it. He thought Cory was being a flirt and Niall was just weak because he couldnât get it down quicker than this girl.
âDamn, youâre good.â Cory couldnât even finish his drink, he just gave up.
(Y/n) sat back down next to Michelle, who was definitely her newest cheerleader. Michelle had heard some positive things about (Y/n), so she was glad she was enjoying her company.
âI told you she was good.â Emma said with a smirk as if she had placed bets and won.
âGot a throat on you, for sure.â Cory sighed out as he fell against the couch, his gut churning.
Harry scoffed to himself. âThroat like a whore.â
Niall heard the comment, but he wasnât sure who else did. He shot Harry a stern glare, but he obviously didnât care. Michelle slid her arm around (Y/n)âs back and tightly gripped her shoulder, pulling them closer together.
âThis girl is a champ.â She declared. âWelcome to the group, (Y/n). Youâre officially one of the girls.â
Cory lifted his hand in a pretend toast. âIt was an honor to get my ass kicked.â
âThatâs a talent right there.â Zayn added, having not said that much tonight but he was definitely paying attention.
âThatâs kind of gross.â Harry added to the conversation, a cocky smirk on his lips as he looked away from (Y/n).
She furrowed her brows lightly, catching what he said this time. âYouâre probably just scared Iâd beat you, too.â
It was most definitely the alcohol that was causing her to speak so freely to the person she knew the least about in the group of people surrounding her. Sure, she was confident in herself when she wasnât sober and she wouldnât let a rude comment slide by unnoticed, but she was ready to spit out another line if he tested her patience.
Harry snarled his lip up, not liking that she was speaking to him in that manner. âPlease, you wish.â
Michelle was never one to shy away from talking back to Harry, so when she added a few words, (Y/n) was pleased to know she wasnât fighting this battle alone. âYouâre such a douche. Youâd probably cry if she out drank you.â
Harry shot her a glance, but he wasnât concerned with his friendâs comment. He wasnât too content with the idea of some random girl he didnât know coming into his circle of friends and grabbing all the attention. Maybe he was jealous, or maybe he really was just a douche.
âI wouldnât be bragginâ about a loose throat.â He sat up, his elbows hitting his knees as he eyed (Y/n) with a cold stare. âProbably take down dicks faster than beer.â
(Y/n) didnât feel comfortable with him staring at her like he wanted to throw his fists into her body. She pursed her lips in an effort to let it go, not wanting to start any unwanted drama among her newfound friends - well, some of them were friends. Emma nudged Niall and mumbled to him about controlling his friend, but Niall knew there wasnât much he could do.
âGive it a rest, Harry.â He sighed out, knowing that if he didnât at least try then Emma would be upset with him.
Harry let out an unamused laugh. âTruth hurts, Horan.â
âYâdonât have to be a dick about it, Harry. Give the girl some respect.â Zayn added, taking a sip of his drink after. He was staring at the table, not even wanting to give Harry the extra attention of a spared glance.
âAll mâsaying is itâs not that impressive.â Harry shrugged, standing up so he could make an exit from the group and go occupy himself with something else. But before he walked away, he stopped in front of Michelle and let his eyes fall down to the girl he knew nothing about. âDoes your mother know you drink like a grown man?â
âHar-â Emma tried to quickly intervene, but it was too late. (Y/n) was already responding to him.
âMy momâs dead. So, no, probably not.â Her cold tone and narrowed eyes made
Harry gently furrowed his brows. He heard exactly what she said, but he didnât seem to care. Niall got up to grab his elbow, knowing that he should do something before any more hurtful comments were made.
âCâmon.â He pulled Harry away from the seating area, mumbling something about him needing to relax.
âSorry about him.â Cory was the first to apologize as Niall and Harry disappeared into the small crowd.
(Y/n) fell back against the couch, her arms crossing over her chest. She licked her lips and nodded to him, not wanting to talk for fear of losing control of her emotions. Michelle gently rested her hand atop (Y/n)âs thigh, not wanting to be too overbearing but hoping to give her some comfort.
âIâm sorry, (Y/n). I told Niall to make sure he was nice tonight.â Emma frowned, knowing that the comment Harry made would haunt (Y/n) for the next few days, if not longer.
âYeah, heâs a bit of a dick.â Michelle said, a disappointment expression covering her features. âHe doesnât do well with change and.. I guess you being here is changing things. But itâs not your fault.â
âItâs fine. I.. Iâm just going to ignore it.â
(Y/n) felt a burn in her chest that wasnât from the drinks she downed minutes ago. This was a type of feeling erupting from the insults she caught. She was so upset with what was said to her, not just the thing about her mother, but more than that.. she was confused as to what she did that warranted that sort of treatment. Had she been rude to him by not greeting him like she did the others? He was so standoffish though, he didnât appear to want to be spoken to. He acted like she wasnât even sitting there when he walked up, even though he looked at her when he saw her next to Michelle. Was something said about her to him from someone else that he didnât find appealing? Had Zayn not liked her when they met the second time, perhaps he made a comment to Harry? No, she shook that thought off. Zayn seemed to enjoy her company.
Cory mentioned something about getting a few shots, to which (Y/n) just nodded and agreed that it would be fun. He left the girls and Zayn alone, which made Zayn start up a conversation. (Y/n) was listening, but she wasnât contributing. All she could think about was the rude behavior Harry displayed towards her. Surely, there must have been something she did to him. She couldnât stop thinking about it.
Over towards the beaded curtain that was rattling from the vibrations of the music pounding through the building, Niall stood in front of Harry with a clearly irritated look on his face. Harry leaned against the wall, listening with a blank stare as Niall scolded him.
âAre you fucking serious? Why are you so rude?â Niall spat out, throwing his hands up in the air as the disbelief stuck in his mind. âEmma invited her out, you have no right to be such a dick to her.â
âI donât fuckinâ know the chick.â Harry shrugged, not caring to listen to Niallâs parenting but he knew he couldnât escape just yet.
âIt doesnât matter, Harry. I told you she was going to be here tonight and to be fuckinâ polite to her. At least treat her like sheâs a person and not a piece of garbage.â
Harry huffed and moved his eyes to Niallâs. âI donât know her. I donât care about being polite to her.â
Niall shook his head, not believing what he was hearing. âGet to fuckinâ know her then. Sheâs not going anywhere, thatâs Emmaâs friend. Act like you have sense.â
âLook, I didnât fuckinâ know her mom was dead.â
Niall wanted to wring his neck, he wasnât getting the point. âIt doesnât matter! Act nice. Pretend to have a fuckinâ heart for once.â
Harry pushed himself off the wall, the conversation now boring him. He gave Niall a wave before deciding it was best if he just found a distraction for the rest of the night. Niall couldnât quite understand why he was being so rude to (Y/n), but there was nothing else that he could say. If his words worked, then that would be a miracle.
(Y/n) sat there quietly for a handful of minutes, ignoring the small talk that was going on around the table. Her eyes were roaming out through the crowd that had thickened since Niall stormed off with Harry in tow. The pole fixed to the ceiling was now occupied by a dancer in a lace bodysuit, strategically placed rips and holes scattered on the fabric. She seemed to have some of the peopleâs attention. One person she didnât have, though, was Harry, and (Y/n) took notice of that only because she saw him with his forearm secured around some womanâs waist. He had pulled her close to him, smirking and biting his lips as the woman spoke to him.
(Y/n) wasnât intending on finding him in the crowd to gaze at him, it just sort of happened. She was unfamiliar with the surroundings, so her eyes fixated on something she recognized - even if it wasnât the nicest person sheâd ever met. He was completely unaware of anything happening around him, all he was concerned with was what lived between that womanâs legs. The sight of him groping her ass and leaning down to whisper things in her ear left a nasty taste in (Y/n)âs mouth. She found it unpleasant to witness. That sort of thing should be private.
Michelle suddenly interrupted her trance with a pat to her leg before she stood up. âDo you wanna dance?â
(Y/n) looked up and let out a nervous laugh. âI think Iâm okay sitting here for a bit.â
Michelle groaned and grabbed her hand, tugging her up with all her strength. âCâmon! Letâs go have some fun!â
She couldnât stop Michelle from dragging her into the crowd, so she just let it happen. Emma gave her an encouraging cheer before they vanished from the table. The girls were shoving between people to find a more open spot on the dance floor, and once Michelle was pleased with where they ended up, she turned towards (Y/n) and grabbed onto her waist. She decided it was best to just let all those thoughts about the things Harry said and the way he acted go. Tonight was meant for fun, not dwelling. She relaxed her body and began swaying to the music with Michelle.
âThat ass!â Michelle teased in a loud shout as (Y/n) shook her hips to the song that was blasting through the ceiling.
All she could do was laugh as a layer of blush covered her cheeks. The music was rattling the building and the alcohol was still cycling through her veins. She was enjoying herself again, no longer fixated on that song or those comments. It wasnât long until Emma and Niall appeared next to them. Emma turned towards them while Niall placed himself behind her, hands secured on her waist. The three of them danced and sang along with the music while Niall mostly laughed and kept his hands on Emma.
(Y/n) had been nervous about going out tonight - not only going to a new place, but meeting a group of new people. She was worried that her first impression wouldnât be good, that they wouldnât like the energy she brought. It was obvious that all of them, aside from Harry, actually enjoyed her company. Even though she didnât get a chance to talk to a few of them, like Alyssa, the way she did Michelle, she was confident that her impression was well made. The pulsing of the music through her ears pushed out the thoughts regarding Harry. Maybe he was just in a bad mood, or maybe he was just a bitter person. She didnât know for sure, and she didnât care that much anymore.
Niall disappeared to get himself a beer, leaving Emma to take (Y/n)âs hand and lift it in the air, jumping to the beat of the song and screaming the lyrics. Michelle was thrilled to have another girl to be around, and she hoped that it wouldnât be the last time they saw each other. She knew sheâd have to beg Emma to let her and (Y/n) get together again. (Y/n) wasnât surprised by Emmaâs energetic, sober performance. She didnât need alcohol running in her system to enjoy a good song. The night was starting to feel endless and free, in the best way. That wouldnât last too long, though.
At some point, her eyes were absentmindedly looking over Michelleâs shoulder and were pretty much out of focus until her brain registered that familiar face again. Harry. She tried to look away, but she couldnât force herself to as she saw that same woman he was with earlier place her lips on his. Something deep inside of her gut churned and she furrowed her brows at her own thoughts. She shook her head lightly and cut her eyes away from them. Almost as if there was a gravitational pull she couldnât stop, her eyes shifted back to him after a few seconds.
His hair was slick with sweat, his curls shining under the flashing lights. The sweat on his skin shined like diamonds as the woman ran her hand down his forearm. Her nails scratched over the tattoo he showed off at the shop, veins popped out and skin tight around his muscles. It was like she noticed every single thing about him. Someone got in her way, blocking her view entirely. She huffed and looked towards Emma, who was still singing happily to the song playing.
(Y/n) was genuinely confused as to why she was thinking about him so much. Why did she care what he was doing? Why did she care who he was with? She hardly knew him. She rolled her eyes to herself and lifted her head in time to see Niall walking up, three drinks in his hand. He offered one to her and one to Michelle. They cheered together, laughing as Niall stumbled his way back to Emma. She jumped back into the song and started singing again, enjoying herself for the rest of the night.
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When morning rolled over, (Y/n) didnât move an inch in her bed until well after eleven oâclock. She knew Emma would sleep in with Niall, so she didnât bother trying to be up before them. Niall stayed over every now and then, and of course he always requested a meal be made if the girls were up for it. (Y/n) was put on breakfast duty since Emma said sheâs better at it. Niall slurred a quick beg to her last night before Emma drug him to the bedroom to get changed and tucked in. (Y/n) agreed to it, despite knowing her head would be pounding in the morning.
And it most definitely was. She groaned as she squeezed her eyes shut, the sunlight peeking through the curtains was enough to blind her. There was no point in sleeping any more of the day away, so she reluctantly got out of the bed after taking a few minutes to compose herself. Her arms stretched high above her head, her back popping as she twisted slightly. She sighed in relief, a weight was lifted from her as her body contorted with her stretches and groans.
Her trip to the bathroom presented her with a horrific reflection in the mirror. Her makeup had not been properly removed before she fell into her bed last night, and her hair was a wreck. She debated on taking a shower, but eventually decided it would be best to get it over with. Emma and Niall were still passed out down the hall, so she wasnât worried about waking anyone or not having the food done in time. Niall would definitely still want breakfast no matter the time.
After her quick shower, she got changed into a set of loungewear and headed to the kitchen. She gathered all the items from the refrigerator and the cabinets, staying mindful of Niallâs large appetite. He did say he would throw in some money on their next grocery run, so she wasnât concerned with rationing any particular item. She wasnât in there very long by herself. Emma strolled in after a few minutes, having smelled the food starting to cook.
âGood morning, sunshine.â (Y/n) smirked as she saw Emmaâs tired expression and tangled hair.
âMorning.â She mumbled back. âNiall slept like an animal last night.â
âDid he move around a lot?â
Emma groaned. âA lot? He moved constantly. Usually he doesnât. Iâm so tired.â
(Y/n) held back a laugh and just smiled. Emma sat down at the dining table, her eyes focused on what (Y/n) was doing. She just watched in silence for a while, too tired to say anything. They were by themselves for the majority of the cooking process. The bedroom door opened down the hall, but the bathroom door shut moments after. Niall spent a bit of time in the bathroom, which made Emma groan and hope that he wasnât throwing up or suffering a bad hangover. He had quite a few drinks.
Eventually, almost the same time the food was ready, he walked in the kitchen with a smile on his face. Emma rolled her eyes as he tried to give her a kiss and a hug, and an apology about sleeping so roughly. (Y/n) let out a chuckle as he threw his hands up in defeat.
âThanks for cooking, (Y/n).â Niall said once he fixed his plate and sat down at the table with them.
âYouâre welcome.â
Emma looked up from her plate and gave Niall a stern glare. He was confused at first, but when she shot her gaze to (Y/n), he miraculously remembered the conversation they had in the middle of the night when he woke Emma up complaining about his head hurting. It took them a while to fall back asleep, so they just talked for a bit.
He cleared his throat after taking a sip of his water. âUm, (Y/n).â
(Y/n) looked his way. âYeah?â
Niall took in a deep breath and slowly pushed it out. He seemed a bit hesitant at first, but he was trying to figure out what to say. He licked his lips and leaned back in his chair, forgetting the food for now.
âI want to apologize to you.â
(Y/n) dropped her brows, spared Emma a glance, then looked back to him. âWhat?â
He lightly sighed. âHarry.â
She was still unsure what Niall meant for a few moments, but suddenly everything came crashing back into her mind. She adjusted herself in the chair and started picking at the pancake with her fork, not really wanting to bring it back up but knowing she canât avoid it now.
âItâs fine, Niall.â
âNo, it isnât.â Emma said, just as embarrassed by the situation as Niall was.
âHe said some shitty things to you.. and Iâm sorry. I.. I didnât want that to happen, none of us did. Zayn sent me a text this morning telling me to tell you he was sorry, too.â
(Y/n) swallowed gently, surprised that someone else had reached out about the situation. She thought what happened was unfortunate, but she didnât think sheâd receive such a reaction from them. Emma had a frown fixed on her lips as she kept her eyes on Niall, waiting for him to continue.
âThe last thing Emma and I wanted was for you to think our friends didnât like you. They do, they really do. I canât speak for him but.. the rest of us are sorry.â
âNiall, itâs not that big of a deal, I promise.â (Y/n) tried to sail past it, but it wasnât going to go down that easy.
âYes it is, (Y/n).â He breathed out. âHeâs an ass and he says some messed up things. Weâre all used to it.. and you arenât. You shouldnât have been spoken to that way.â
For a second, she was just ready to ignore it all again, but she changed her mind. Niall was genuinely upset and trying his best to make up for it, and she could tell Emma felt the same way. She remembered how everyone reacted when Harry said what he said last night. She thought about the way she saw Cory pinch his nose and shake his head in disbelief, and how Alyssa smacked Zaynâs arm in an attempt to get him to intervene. She remembered all the little things each of them did and how they all seemed to be in shock, embarrassed, or annoyed with it.
âOkay.. I accept the apology.â She finally said, trying to give him the best smile she could. âI promise, itâs okay.â
âIâll beat his ass if he says something like that to you again.â Emma crossed her arms over her chest and huffed.
Niall couldnât resist laughing at her, and (Y/n) quickly joined her. Although the previous night had a rollercoaster of events, she was glad that she had this new group of people to consider as her friends. For now, sheâd just forget about Harry and focus on the positive memories she was able to create. As far as she was concerned, she would be perfectly fine if she never saw him again.
[a/n: Iâve been very sick these past few days but I wanted to get this out so pls ignore any spelling mistakes and all that, Iâll fix them later. if you want to be on the taglist, let me know! anyways, hope you enjoy this! love uuu! Also just a reminder that while this is lhh, heâs older in this series than actual lhh was]
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hopping on real quick to say I am literally so so so sorry that I havenât gotten the updates out đ on NYD I started feeling like absolute crap and it only got worse and worse. my head is so stopped up and my eyes are struggling to look at the screen rn đđ feels like my head is about to explode. promise im not bailing on you guys for three months again I literally just canât rn đđđ€§ Iâll be back soon I swear đ
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well.. my New Yearâs Eve plans changed last minute and I didnât have time to prepare the update for baby honey.. so youâll get it sometime this week đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ„đ„đđđ HNY!!!
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happy New Yearâs Eve Eve đ
planning on posting the part 2 of the baby honey update tomorrow. ivy part 2 will be released after the new year (very excited to see how you guys react to this series). had to scrap one of the blurbs bc I just wasnât happy with it, Iâll retry the idea. đ
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just wanted to say a quick thank you for the love youâve shown my new series âivyâ!!! I was sooo nervous about posting bc itâs a theme Iâve never done before plus I donât really write with (y/n) & in third person a lot.. but I like it! Itâs turning out better than I first thought it would. anyways, insert more lovey dovey words of gratitude & appreciation đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ» when I started posting again and chose tumblr as the outlet I never expected to get 10 followers let alone the number I have right now. muchhhh love for everyone who stops to read my stuff! â€ïž
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