boyscanhurtaswell

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for all you have have questions or think i’m lying about it go to here and please reblog i want to build a bigger support web for people who have similar stories even if its still a secret. Please reblog you never know if you will save a life 

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I’m so worthless I don’t deserve to be alive and I don’t deserve death I don’t deserve love or friendship

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the urge to push everyone away and get everybody out of my life and just leave me alone

i deserve isolation

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Hotline Help Numbers ❤️

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hi life, please stop breaking me

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If I killed myself today no one would care for years..

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Officially back at the point where I’m only alive for my kid

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You ever have a day where no matter what you say to anyone it’s wrong and causes an argument?... just me?

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You ever have a day where no matter what you say to anyone it’s wrong and causes an argument?... just me?

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Is it just me or does anyone else’s brain just jump does the worst thoughts, like you’re significant other doesn’t wanna cuddle and sleeps the opposite way as you for one night and now you’re just laying here wide awake 4 hours later thinking that they don’t love you and are gonna leave you? No just me, cool.

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That Big Mood when you’re sleepy and tired all day but as soon as the clock strikes midnight you want to draw and paint and steal the mona lisa and do some cart wheels

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I hope you're doing okay.

Thanks, I’m doing sorta ok. I have so much good in my life even if there’s still a lot of bad

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Neck Deep // In Bloom

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It’s getting bad again and theres no one to turn to

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Today’s my birthday and I’ve had a total 11 people wish me happy birthdays only 2 of them are non family members wish me happy birthday...why did I make it to 26 and so many people who have plently of true of loved ones not make it... me who can’t even leave my house without a service dog i can only dream of getting...