bebesdiray

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Am I really winning the idgaf war? or am I just starting to force myself into apathy?

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I know this is supposed to be my digital diary or whatever but I kinda want to make it more blog like and refined. Tho I think that might just ruin the organic and raw vibe a diary has to it.

There’s something so freeing in posting mindless spamming tags, having no tags, no likes, no engagement when I’m writing to this blog.

Reminds me who I write for, me.

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I have so many assignments due by the end of the marking period which is this friday man. I don’t know how I got here nor the choices I made that led me to where I am today but all I know is that what ever happened cannot ever happen again

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All my attempts to become fine shyt always seems to backfire on me

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Yes tiktok is back but ngl I think imma just go outside

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i want to reach my fullest potential

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me fr

fr 🎀🍓

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sleeping is not enough anymore, what I need right now is to die and then be resurrected and feel reborn.

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Im watching the slow deterioration of friendships that i held so dearly and all i feel can really do is watch it take place.

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buzz’d his shit off wayyyyyway cool off that 😭🙏🏽🙏🏽

he’s soooo cuteee

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and just like that i snapped out of it and reached reality

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nvm im cool off that shit

he’s soooo cuteee

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I sometimes just cannot comprehend the level of lack of depth and emotional maturity in the people on the internet

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he’s soooo cuteee

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When I'm crushless I'm desperate to have a crush but when I get one I want to jump out of a window cause I know I won't get her.

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the season of unrequited crushes is here so stay armed ladies!!

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blownnnn