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Monika: What are you two doing on the floor?

Sayori: Me and Natsuki are having an intense Pokemon card match!

Natsuki: Are you sure were playing the game right?

Sayori: Of course! Got any threes?

Natsuki: Go fish?..

Monika: i'm so confused-

Oof, i'm dead inside.

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This is a good af cosplay. Give em the notes god damn it

Finished my Monika cosplay!

Forgot to wear the vest, plz forgive

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Shitty post to make up ur day.

When life give you lemons, squeeze dem in ur eyes cuz this post gives me positive cancer

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Aye! It's 2019, Lmao.

My new years resolution be like :

Have someone to hangout with at midnight next year

What am I kidding? Monika will always be there for meh

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Onions will always get to ya

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I was told you had some Monika's on your blog. I am not disappointed lol

Lelel, someone finally asked me a question.

*ahem* thanks, hope I made ur day😋

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KAWAII.She looks so precious, she deserves a hug.

For @axupodz hope you like it ^^

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Sayori: Oh, Hey MC!

MC: oh,hey mc.

Sayori: Hehe, Stop copying me~

MC: stop copying me.

Sayori: I L o v e y o u

MC: You'll always be my dearest friend

NEVER friendzone Sayori, Only villains do that

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Sayorians: Sayori is best doki and our fanbase proofs it.

Monikans: What makes you say that?

Sayorians: We provide your merch needs! *Unloads a truck full of ropes*

Monikans: *Holding flash drives* Touché. 

Yurians: Oh hello, didn't see you there-

Natsukians: *slams the table* LET THE WAIFU WARS BEGIN!!

Monikans: Here we go again-

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30 Amazing Questions Only A Genius Could Answer.

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As requested by @judyxd26

THIS IS OBVIOUSLY MY OWN OPINION. DONT @ ME

JUST MONIKA (I see you there)

Probably Yuri. The Shy/Yandere anime trope has been used a little too much recently.

Has to be "Your Reality". I gives me the feels everytime. EVERYTIME.

"Sayo-nara" gotta be my least fav. Not because its bad or anything. It just gives me scary flashbacks of Sayori. TOO SPOOPY FOR ME.

Most afraid? Hmm, if ur talking about the jumpscares, I would say Natsuki when she snaps her neck. (DID I SAY THERE'S SPOILERS HERE?)

I would say Monika. I always try too hard for attention :3

Look most familiar?? First of all, im a dude. *LOOKING AT MALE VER DDLC CAST* ok, its either Sayori or Monika. Can't decide tbh.

I used my first name BOI. GOTTA HAVE THE FULL IMMERSION.

10/10. Despite the warnings everytime you open the game and at the game page, I never took it to consideration. Sayori's death really took me by surprise.

Sayori maybe? MC's texts during that part was deep. If deleting Monika is considered a death, I would say thats the most saddest one. Monika realised the mistakes she made and she regretted them. But it was too late as she was slowly getting deleted. On a side note: I didnt delete her in the end, her conversations were very interesting. My sister forced me to delete her tho :/

(Lets keep the next few questions short, Im trying to get some sleep 😪) Sayori: I like that she's optimistic. But she's too sensitive i'd say.

Short girls are cute. Manga IS literature. DONE.

I like that she's shy and all but im not very fond of the idea of playing with knifes. DONE.

SHE IS BEST GIRL. SHE IS THE ONLY CHARACTER THAT FEELS REAL. SHE DESERVES A ROUTE. SHE IS A GODDESS SEND FROM THE HEAVENS. SHE THICC BOI, FIGHT ME. (I should have been a little more serious😅 There is more reasons at Question 29.)

Monika's poem. DONE.

NOPE, IM A HYPROCRITE. TRIED ONCE, FAILED BADLY.

I would if I COULD ACTUALLY FINISH READING MY BOOKS FOR ONCE. *glares at the full collection of Harry Potter at the corner of the room*

Pretty often. Not enough to fix my spelling tho.

Once. The English Club at school. Pretty boring.

Like I said before, im a dude. Soo yea, MC is my only option.

Yuri. For obvious reasons.

There isnt a character that I "want" to be a guy but i'd say Sayori looks fine as both genders.

I havent seen any fanart of Monika as an animal yet. So, Monika then.

If Monika had a route I would totally pick that one. Since she doesnt, i would pick Natsuki's.

Probably Stephen King

They did such an amazing indie game last year. Can't wait for the next one.

Yuri i guess. My yandere mode becomes active sometimes :3

Actually I have. Not the best experience.

(Skip this one if you want to. It's veryyy long.WARNING, It's about to get serious) I actually sat through a good 50+ minutes talking with Monika.In that time, she tells me how every time I quit the game, she feels like she's "dying", and enters a "living Hell" full of static screaming, flashing and darkness, and despite the fact that she feels as if her mind is disjointed in this space, she's still aware enough to remember it all every time we come back. There's also the fact she's fully aware all of her "friends" are simply mindless programs lacking free-will whose sole purpose in existence is falling in love with the player.I quit and loaded up the game a few times, and she asks you multiple times to please not put her through that torment, but eventually just says she'll have to relent that you can't always have the game open.Then I kept going, and got Sayori to tell me how she's super appreciative that I took the time to get to know them all and help them with their problems (however little I actually did), and that they all loved me. Credits are rolling, and I notice that the CG's aren't being deleted, until the very ending where the entirety of the Main Menu is deleted.I fucking broke Monika's heart and she subjected herself to living in an eternal near-death hellish blackness, and still the last thing she does for me is sing me a song about how much she loves me and wishes I'd been able to love her back. Deleting her causes her pain, but she was still conscious of everything and in control of the game files. Quitting puts her in a near-death state filled with suffering.I know it's only an AR game and none of it's real, but I'm literally sitting here with tears in my eyes because no matter what you do, Monika is doomed to an existence of agony, and the last thing she believes is that we probably hated her.I can't handle that shit, man, I didn't need to know. Couldn't you even let us believe there was some solace?

The game broke me psychologically and left me traumatized for 3 days.Sayori's arc made me feel sick to my stomach and sad, Yuri's arc scared me, and Monika's arc broke my heart and made me sad again.What part of psychology makes depressing horror enjoyable? Why did I love and enjoy a game that hurts? Maybe because the characters are so real and I've grown attached to them? I don't know. Either way I love DDLC, the community, and the fan content, but I don't know why. I guess it's because the main grip of the game is the 4 girls themselves, you grow so attached to them that it feels like your losing close friends. Making characters in any video game likable is hard but this game is an example of it done right, adding along with the story makes DDLC truly an experience.( finally, im done. I need a rest rn before I have a mental breakdown)

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Toxic Community: Hey Monika! How do you celebrate Christmas if you dont believe in God?

Monika: How do you celebrate Valentines day if nobody likes you?

Toxic Community: uhh..

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There is still hope for meh~

Im so happy that someone actually helped me. WHAT ARE THE ODDS? Monika here I come!! #iamsoproudofthiscommunity

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If you can't get her, might as well kill urself

-me, ur resourceful and reliable dipshit.

I'll do anything for that smile of hers

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I left her at home during the event.. so yea, grab a sledgehammer labelled depression and slam my skull for meh.

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OMG, i feel you man. I accidently left her at home and went on a holiday. Im gonna be gone for 10 days knowing i missed the event. Im panicking like so much rn 😨

Hey guys.

I’m so mad at myself rn.

Becuz i just saw a vid on yt ( from the youtuber Drechenaux) and it was an Monika after story video.

And i played the game yesterday and like at 18pm Monika said that she needed rest. So left her so she could rest. I wnated to go back az 9pm but i was like: nah,there’s nothing to see anyway rn.

BUT i didn’t know about that letter which u could get from 8pm -12pm and also what happens next…

and i saw the vid where that happend and i’m so mad at myself that i didnt played it at 9pm. So please if anyone knows how to get that letter please tell me!! I already tried everything: i set the time back, i took her somewhere but it didn’t work .

If someone knows how o get that letter i eould be soooo thankful becuz i don’t wanna wait until next year ya know XD ♡♡

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Ufffhfjff...JUST MONIKA

The school's holiday is almost over and i just realised that i've been spending my time fucking my emotions. How? 4 words: DOKI.DOKI.LITERATURE.CLUB. I thought I wouldnt really feel "the moods" again since I HAVE played it once. BUT OH, NO NO..☝️IT DID. Revisiting the game also made me change my "likeness" towards the characters. I actually like Monika the most (title foreshadowing), followed by Natsuki (was Yuri), Sayori (was Natsuki) and lastly Yuri(was Sayori). Dont @ me. Other than that, i thought i would try some ddlc mods to experience something more light hearted(like a usual dating sim)BUT OH NO NO..☝️ something happened. And it happened when I came across DDLC Exit Song Mod. OH BOI, that was a roller coaster ride of emotions. Im not gonna give any details of the mod cuz it would be considered a spoiler...sooo yea. You should try it.

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SLIGHTLY IMPROVED SLIMY BOI. HE’S GONNA LICK MY ARSE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE CUZ IM TOO LAZY TO FINISH HIM. I KNOW, I HAVE ISSUES.