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Trying to give deer pretty but I can’t exactly do that if I’m built like a fat fucking pig 💀

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I DON‘T WANNA BE HERE, I DON‘T WANNA BE ME I WANNA DIE IN CONSEQUENCE OF STARVING IS IT THAT HARD

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I was supposed to do a liquid fast today and my mum forced me to eat a pancake I‘M GONNA CRY!!!

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Today I was home the whole day because it’s the weekend and literally storming outside, so I ate more than usual which makes me scared that I gained and tomorrow I‘m fatter.

In conclusion I ate 596c@/§ (😭😭😭) and burned 209c@/§ which makes it 387 for the day. That‘s pretty much and tomorrow I‘m planning to do a liquid fast and walk do least 8000 steps to burn everything from today off. To motivate myself I‘m just scrolling through my Pinterest to remember why I am doing this and it already helped. Hope tmrw will be better!! Gn angels

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So today I was doing a liquid fast

I drank a latte machiato(185c@/s) and a soft drink(189c@/s). I think I could have done it without the soft drink but I was afraid of binging this evening because I had no school so I was at home.

And ig a soft drink is better than a glass of peanut butter ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

In total it’s 373c@/s today and minus walking(309c@/s) and ballet class(about 157c@/s) it’s -93c@/s for the day which makes me really happy because I’m not tired at all and enthusiastic about tomorrow when I continue my liquid fast

Also my dentist told me today that there can be NO FOOD in my open wound so I decided to just not eat, Just in case ofc(⌐■_■)

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Can someone tell me why tf an0r€x/c$ in movies/shows are always learning and good in school (f.ex. red band society)

Like gurl the time I spend not eating I’m not learning. I’m vaping, watching netflix and sleeping, NOTHING MORE!

I literally don’t have the energy to learn

(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

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I feel like wearing tight clothes makes me 🌟 more cause it actually show me how much of a big f4t 🐳 I am

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i feel like all rexies + B.E.D girlies have seen supersized vs superskinny atleast once in their life

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Tw: mI@

I just ate a few fries and I’m not sure how many c@\s those were and it’s literally making me go crazy. But it should be about 240. So with the rest of today minus walking it’s 39c@/s. I think that’s really fine but I wanted to not eat today so I’m pretty angry at myself. I feel really disgusting and fat and hope that this feeling will give me motivation for tomorrow.

Gonna look at some th$nsp00 now for extra motivation (ﾒ﹏ﾒ)

But I can’t thr0w uP because I just got my whisdom teeth removed���

Good night angelss, and remember you can do it with the right mindset and discipline ♡︎♡︎♡︎

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Any active EDblrs in September 2024 please interact with this post and follow me. I’ll follow back!

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food 😔 52 ca/$

That’s everything for todayy

Looks like sh&t but it actually tastes good

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So now it’s 37 days till halloween and my goal is to loose 11kg.

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༘ The Virgin Suicide diet ₊˚

;𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒷𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇˖˚

-—-‎ ♡₊˚ All day you spend alone in your room, drowning in loneliness, magazines and love songs. You know so well the imprisonment of being a girl, mind always active and dreamy, stomach empty and fluttery. Play an old record, flip through retro fashion catalogs, and write poems all day in swirly cursive lettering. Why eat when you could daydream?

diet tips

༘ 𐙚 wake up late so that you naturally fast part of the day.

𐙚 daydream instead of eating: journal in pretty writing about your thoughts and desires.

༘ 𐙚 consume between 300 - 700 calories each day.

𐙚 eat small amounts of simple, yummy foods that you enjoy.

༘ 𐙚 take long walks, appreciate beautiful scenery, and write poems outdoors.

𐙚 find inspo in magazines. you can also distract yourself with vacation pamphlets and ads. cut out the pictures and make a collage of places you want to go and the person you want to be.

༘ 𐙚 only do exercises that are enjoyable for you, such as dancing in your room, playing a sport, walking, or swimming.

Something like this…

Breakfast

You wake up slowly at 12 pm. Harsh sunlight beams at your window through the elm trees that line your street. Take the time to put your hair into beautiful waves or curls. You pluck your eyebrows, remove peach fuzz from your cheeks, and put on some strawberry lip balm. Before you know it, it’s afternoon and you haven’t ate anything.

Go to the kitchen and take your time to plate a slice of bread with ham and light mayo (~200 cal), or a small salad with tomatoes, avocado, and some feta (~120 cal). Then you return to your room and listen to old records, sipping on a diet coke (0 cal).

Lunch

Find a popsicle in your freezer (30-150 cal) and take it out into the sunny front yard. Watch your gardener trim flower bushes at the end of your driveway. Walk down your street, observing your neighbors, picking flowers, and watching birds perched in elm trees. Find a field and spend some time sitting there writing poems.

Dinner

You return home hours later. The table is set with salad, baked lemon chicken, and mashed potatoes. You put some on your plate (~200-400) and eat slowly, entirely disinterested in the meal. You’re busy thinking about school, your crush, or something pretty you want to buy. When you’re done, excuse yourself and go to your room.

Late night drink

After dark, drink some peach schnapps or sugarfree soda. Go outside, watch the stars, and listen to old love songs.

-—-‎ ♡₊˚ inspired by @honeysugarfree’s themed diets :)

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guys i can’t😭😭.

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asked a schoolmate to come up with a wl quote & she legit came up with this

" do u know a mosquito doesn't know when it's full, so it just keeps on eating until it bursts?

are you a mosquito?"

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It’s literally storming outside but I need to get my steps in, I hate walking

at least my fingers look slim,

Smoking away the appetite