anagirl-23

[anagirl-23]

I'm so happy, my BMI is finally under 20. I'm finally getting skinny

It SHOULD take about 3 more months until I'm at my ultimate goal weight, but I'll try to reach it faster. I'm scared tho, because sometimes I just stop losing weight for a while and I'm scared it'll demotivate me

If anybody has advice on how to reach it faster please tell me, I need to be skinny by the end of the year and if I'm not I'll probably kill myself

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burning more calories than you eat>>>>

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so, I was outside and well

I'm either deep into the ed or just really fucking stupid. No matter what, I'm not feeling fabulous

Does this mean I broke my fast???

[anagirl-23]

i just hit my first gw in a fast and I'm so happy, I've never felt this happy stepping on a scale lmao. Went from 68.7kgs to 59.8kgs in a little less than two months.

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I fucking hate metabolism days. I know that I have good experience with losing lots of weight after and usually not even gaining a few grams, but I still feel shitty eating so much and I'm barely even able to eat the amount of calories so that it counts as a metablosim day. I just ate a fucking burger and I feel disgusting

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Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

[anagirl-23]

Lyrics that make me think of my ed and make me cry

"Shut up, count your calories. I never looked good in mom jeans. Wish I was like you. Blue-eyed blondie, perfect body. Maybe I should try harder" -Prom Queen, Beach Bunny

"Why do I always spill? I feel it coming out my throat, guess I better wash my mouth out with soap" -Soap, Melanie Martinez

"And I could lie say I like it like that, like it like that. But nothin' is better sometimes" -When the party's over, Billie Eilish

"Then hate my reflection, for years and years. I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost" -The Archer, Taylor Swift

"I can change everything about me to fit in...And I'm still a believer, but I don't know why. I've never been a natural, all I do is try try try" -Mirrorball, Taylor Swift

"I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room, 'cause all I see are girls too good to be true. With paper white teeth and perfect bodies. Wish I didn't care. I know that beauty's not my lack but it feels like that weight is on my back" -Jealousy Jealousy, Olivia Rodrigo

"Everybody wants you. But I don't like a hold rush. What must it be like to grow up that beautiful?" -Gold Rush, Taylor Swift

"You say to me your jeans don't fit. You don't feel pretty and it's hard to miss" -Perfect Now, Louis Tomlinson (the whole song brings me so much comfort, I can't put it onto words)

"And she's got that body, always gotta flaunt it. Everybody's looking up. When she walks by you wanna be her" -Prom Queen, Molly Kate Kestner

"They say these are the golden years but I wish I could disappear. Ego crush is so severe" -Brutal, Olivia Rodrigo

"Pill diet, piell diet. If they give you a new pill then you will but it. If they say to kill yourself then you will try it. All the make-up in the world, won't make you less insecure. You got weights in your pockets when you go to the doctor's" -Sippy Cup, Melanie Martinez

"I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight" -All too well (10 minute version), Taylor Swift

"From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes. I have my blood, sweat and tears for this. I hosted parties and starved my body. Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss. The jokes weren't funny" -You're on your own kid, Taylor Swift

"She wants to feel like she did before. She looks into her mirror wishing someone could hear her, so loud" -Mirrors, Niall Horan

"Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby. And I'm a monster on the hill. Too big to hang out" -Anti-Hero, Taylor Swift

"You never want to know how much you weight. You still have to squeeze into your jeans, but you're perfect to me" -Little Things, One Direction

"I wanna eat, I wanna stay thin. I wanna dance but I gotta stay in. Hey, skinny skinny, don't you think about the futur. Hey, skinny skinny too bad, too bad" -Skinny Skinny, Ashton Irwin

And the whole fucking song Smaller than this by Sara Kays, like, every damn line

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My biggest motivation is that I might see some of the people who bullied me for being fat in primary school in August and I want them to not recognize me and be confused when they find out who I am. It'd be so good to be skinnier than all of them now

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some advice that helped me

-Stick to exercise, but only if you have enough energy for it and it won't harm you. Plus, finding exercise that you enjoy helps a lot

-Track 'daily activity', like grocery shopping or cleaning, you burn more than you'd think, because it's always a little but it adds up. Watch your progress

-Have seggs. If you enjoy it, do it. It's a proper workout and burns lots of calories

-Sometimes give in to your cravings. In a way that if you feel like you need that one piece of chocolate, just eat it. It's better to eat one piece of chocolate than finding some low calorie food for the moment and ending up binging. Better 50cals for chocolate than 3000calories for a binge. But just eat little of it. Every bite will taste the same, so why would you want more?

-Find comfort foods. In best case high volume, high nutrition and low calorie. Fruit and veggies are good, but find ways you enjoy them more. Lots of it has so little calories that your stomach can be full without even 150 calories

-Have metabolism days. For me personally I always lose lots of weight after a metabolism day and if you eat 300cals more than the amount of calories you would need without restriction it won't show if it happens once

-Keep in mind that 1kg=7000cals and 1lbs=3500cals. You won't gain weight as quickly as it feels. If it's water weight it's great, you'll lose it quickly

-Stay hydrated. It gives you so much energy and diet drinks can help with cravings sometimes. Btw non sparkly drinks will not make you feel bloated if you don't chug it down too quickly. Don't be scared it'll make your stomach look big, that's what calories do, not water

-Take Pictures to track your progress. After a while you'll see how much your body changes and it's so lovely to see

-Look at pro ana stuff and thinspo. Keeps up motivation

-If you ate too much for one meal it doesn't matter. Whether you want to exercise after that or just be better tomorrow, don't give up

-Don't you dare to body shame anyone. Don't project your own insecurities onto others

-Take care of hair, nails and skin. I'd recommend rosemary water for hair (helps strengthen it and makes it thicker)

-Stay healthy. Don't get yourself in danger. It'll be fine. Neither doctors nor the people at your funeral would give a damn about whether you're skinny or not, so always be fucking careful. You're beautiful, even if you're struggling at the moment. Just keep your head up and look at how perfect you're getting now

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If you're craving something sweet cut an apple into thin slices, cinnamon on it and put it in the microwave. Tastes like apple cake filling, just without added sugar, but still quite sweet. I've been eating this ever morning for a while now (I'll eat lots if I don't eat breakfast) and it's so good

Also some thinspo from Pinterest to stay motivated

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Does anyone have some advice for exercise? I have no stamina and tried to go for a run yesterday and don't enjoy running anyway, went on a bike tour today and literally threw up and walking just takes too much time and I was wondering which other exercises burn lots of calories quickly and are doable without energy and stamina?

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I'm only 3,7kgs away from my first gw, this feels so amazing and I feel in control. My mum complimented me today and said I looked skinny, can't wait for when I see people again I didn't see in a while and they ask me how I lost so much weight and I can just shrug and say "Just a bit of exercise and calorie deficit" and they'll compliment me- I'm dreaming, but gonna stick to my deficit to archive my goals and live those dreams fr

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Worst thing about being a mentally unstable lesbian is constantly comparing my body to my skinny girlfriend's and being torn between loving her and being happy about having her, hating her for making me so jealous and being mad at myself for kinda seeing her as thinspo